A person by proxy

A place, a time, and sometimes, only sometimes, a thing.

[apersonbyproxy]

And I heard you say Right when you left that day Does everything go away? Yeah, everything goes away

[apersonbyproxy]

“ No promise sweeter than a blood pact Nothing harder to go through with than a vanishing act No morning colder than the first frost No friends closer than the ones we’ve lost “

[apersonbyproxy]

“Beyond the ridge to the left, you asked me what I want Between the trees and cicadas singing around the pond ‘I spent an hour with you. Should I want anything else?’“

[apersonbyproxy]

But you’re not coming home again And I won’t ever get to say Remember how I’m sorry that I miss the way Could we?

[apersonbyproxy]

Hold it in, oh let's go dancing I do believe we're only passing through Wired again now look who's laughing Me again, all fired up on you

[thegoodvybe]

[apersonbyproxy]

Don’t go, tell me that the lights won’t change Tell me that you’ll feel the same And we’ll stay here forever Don’t go, tell me that the lights won’t change Tell me that it’ll stay the same

Hey you, It's been another while, hasn't it? Another two and a half years, I believe. It's almost funny how it is usually the same periods of time. I can't help but wonder how you've been, as I do from time to time. Sometimes I hope you do the same. Yet, I've also begun to question whether or not I really want you to. The times that I hope you don't have become more frequent lately. I have this unshakable feeling that I quite simply would not be enough. I want to change. I want become someone whom you would be happy and proud to stand beside. It's funny. I had thought that I would write a lengthy missive. But yet, I think that that is all that I have to say. Forever, A friend.

[apersonbyproxy]

And how is the water of the rain And how is the air of the wind And how are the arms of your mother She's holding you in

[apersonbyproxy]

But all that stops when one day you just decide to stop playing along That point in time when the most amazing things in the world can just as easily seem Pedestrian

[apersonbyproxy]

"Where d'ya wanna go? How much you wanna risk? I'm not looking for somebody With some superhuman gifts Some superhero Some fairytale bliss Just something I can turn to Somebody I can kiss I want something just like this"

[apersonbyproxy]

and honey let me sing you a song and listen to my words as they come out wrong but don't run away, run away this time

[apersonbyproxy]

Don’t bullshit me

[apersonbyproxy]

I just think you're drunk tonight You don't really want me back I just think you're sad and high You don't really want me back I just think you dreamed tonight You don't really want me back

[apersonbyproxy]

Hey, are you awake Yea, I’m right here Well can I ask you About today

[apersonbyproxy]

You should know just how it steals Keep your hand on the wheel And through it all, somewhere we knew Time will tell, she'll see us through

[apersonbyproxy]

Oh, when I lift you up you feel   Like a hundred times yourself I wish everybody knew What’s so great about you

[apersonbyproxy]

Let me sleep I am tired of my grief And I would like you To love me, to love me, to love me