[insert cool name here]

Writer and rather bad artist :3 (She/they)

[apfishes]

my little sculpted rin will not be bald for much longer. I need photoshoot ideas for when she is done.

[varianwonder]

Rin2 3d screencaps

theres 30 of em here. I have more

[varianwonder]

Here's the last few

[apfishes]

it’s him, John vtuber. Look at him vtube so much and so many

[transmasc-theory]

Transandrophobes will be like "theyfab and birthday boy and transandrocunt and tdicktimized boy and pooner and zippertits aren't slurs, they're just disparaging words made to demean and humiliate a minority I don't like!"

[apfishes]

i think i just had a stroke trying to figure what bits of other words those words are made of. I am so glad i am not on the side of the internet where i see people genuinely say them.

[sacred-portal]

[apfishes]

am I sinister???

[monstermaker585]

Were you allowed to watch SpongeBob growing up?

[apfishes]

nope lol

[apfishes]

I hate how much joy and whimsy is ruined by religious people’s need to constantly remind you it exists. Like yeah I know about that religion. You raised me in it, I think I’m pretty familiar with both its existence and that fact you believe it.

[g1pper]

I don’t care about the guns and tanks and planes of ww2 very much I really only care for the people and the politics

[apfishes]

I do not care what model of tank it was. I do not care to know the firing speed of that rifle. I wish to ponder the politics of dehumanization.

[sacred-portal]

[apfishes]

am I sinister???

[apfishes]

I think this game is trying to tell me something…

[apfishes]

Updated assessment from the ducks

[apfishes]

I think this game is trying to tell me something…

[apfishes]

I fear the only thing going through my head is “Bakushin Bakaushin Bakaushin”

[apfishes]

we need a better definition of self harm to be readily available. I feel like there’s this image of it as razor+skin=sh. Which like yeah that’s how it works for a lot of people but that excludes so many forms. Hair pulling, scratching, biting, psychological, and starvation to name a few. At least for me I viewed all of that as “not sh, just a weird thing I do when I feel really bad”. I thought that bc it didn’t fit that narrow definition I was just fine, definitely not hurting myself at all! Even when I accepted that I was in fact doing sh I felt like I was doing it wrong somehow. Like I was too much of a coward to do it “correctly”. A better definition could help people find resources that help. Better resources then a bloody quroa question, which was pretty much the only thing that came up when I first tried to figure it out.

[revg22]

notice how Scott's blushing and Pyro isnt

Scott feeling so guilty for using the corruption to hear Pyro tell him these things, all the while Pyro is trapped in their own body watching their childhood best friend fall to the corruptions manipulation all by his words

teehee

Did you know it takes 12k bricks to build a house of average size

[apfishes]

Ow. Owie. How dare you make me FEEL THINGS. but like genuinely I can’t stop thinking about this dynamic. Scott thinking that Pyro will never actually tell him these things and letting the corruption control him just be able to hear it. Scott pretending that everything is fine bc he so desperately wants this to be what Pyro really thinks. And on some level it is and that makes it so much worse. He is letting pyro be puppeted into saying that he missed him, that he cares about Tengrith because Scott believes all of that to be fundamentally untrue. Pyro watching him do this, knowing the corruption eating away at his body will soon rob him of the chance to say those things of his own free will.

[appystruda]

Still kinda losing my mind over grian wanting to message the crane wives about potentially working with them

[appystruda]

grian and the crane wives both mutually follow each other on instagram now, and the crane wives have recently seen and interacted with a clip someone took of the part of stream where grian was talking about them....

[apfishes]

there is NO way in hell I’m gonna be normal abt this.

[jaxthesadkid]

I am finally free from finals! You know what that means!

Spending an obscene amount of time thinking about my blorbos.

[apfishes]

my thoughts on the Dino Museum volunteer form:

Just lemme dye my hair man, why is that a problem

why the ever loving fuck is your volunteer form the same as your job application

why is a specifically a Canadian drivers license a valid form of ID. You are a museum in Indiana, why is that on the

[apfishes]

for some reason the volunteer for for the dino museum is just their job application. Also they have a thing saying you have to cover up all tattoos and piercings and have natural hair. Don’t like that.

[apfishes]

I might get to volunteer at a dinosaur museum!!!