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val of outlast II

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                ʀᴇʟɪɢɪᴏᴜꜱ ᴛʀᴀᴜᴍᴀ, ᴍᴀꜱꜱ ʜʏꜱᴛᴇʀɪᴀ, ɢᴇɴᴇʀᴀᴛɪᴏɴᴀʟ ᴀʙᴜꜱᴇ,                            ʀᴇɴᴏᴜɴᴄɪɴɢ ᴏɴᴇ'ꜱ ꜰᴀɪᴛʜ, ᴇᴍʙʀᴀᴄɪɴɢ ꜱɪɴ

roleplay blog for Val of Outlast II follow at your own discretion. 18+. iconless. penned by grey (they/them, 27). carrd.

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survivortm​:

A radio, huh? A little old school one by the sounds of it. Nothing wrong with that, though it does make him more curious. She talks about some person named Knoth and the more she talks about her past, it sounds more and more like a cult.

Poor girl.

“What made you leave? Who were those people after you?” There are so many questions that Leon has but he also does not want to overwhelm the poor girl when it look like she might pass out from exhaustion at any given moment.

“I don’t know,”  val shook her head.  “I’d never seen them before. I’d never seen cars like that before.”  pure white and much larger than the single two-person truck that was owned by the community for town runs only.  “I left because Knoth was a liar. He claimed to be holy, claimed to speak word directly from God but none of it was true. He was nothing but a man with a complex and...”  her words trailed off a moment, she struggled with talk for a first time. a sigh left her lips.  “And a pervert.”

she didn’t wish to talk too much about him. it would be inevitable, she knew that, the good officer here would surely be full of questions; he deserved answers, too. caring for a stranger so selflessly. but speaking too much of knoth would keep him alive. val only wished for him to disappear. he deserved nothing more.  “What’s penicillin?” 

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devilmass​:

ˊ     @apocstasy​ 

❛❛     i  know  yer  there.       ❜❜       between  the  head  stones,   a  shadow  lurks.   ominous  and  long,   like  a  spider;    rodrick  notices  the  disturbance  just  as  soon  as  he  steps  out  from  the  Page  Mausoleum,  standing  at  the  door  with  his  head  turned  towards  the  direction  of  the  presence.    silence.   a  peculiar  one  at  that.   the  bayou  didn’t  just  go  quiet  no  reason.

❛❛      that  church  on  the  property,   s’mine.    yer  welcome  to  it.   a  warm  meal,  f’yer  hungry.   but  y’can’t  stay  here,   s’ gettin’  dark  n’  the  ‘gators’ll  getcha.   they  come  up  here  at  night.  ❜❜

coated in mud and blood, both belonging to hers and multiple others, val slunk out of the darkness and towards the voice. it was impossible to look friendly, to look gentle. but still. val tried to smile through her ache and exhaustion, brushing back short blond hair with fingers that were torn to shreds.  “I wasn’t trying to sneak up on you, father,”  she assured.  “I’m in need of some help. I’m injured-- and I don’t know where I am.”

val shunned god these days. but church meant solace, and she was desperate for somewhere to rest. the adrenaline of the night had worn down and the only thing carrying her forth was the need to get away from the community she once called home.  “There was... a terrible accident.”  terrible, indeed. but accident? the woman let out a breathe that wavered and leaned herself against one of the weather-worn statues.

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survivortm​:

“That makes sense. You should get some rest.” Once again, he finds himself surprised by the sudden display of affection. It makes him blink at her in surprise but he does not pull away. The touch is kind of nice, really, but as soon as she stops, he’s standing up straight and moving away from her. “You’re welcome, Val.”

For the second time that day, he is surprised yet again, and confused at that. It shows on his face when she asks him what the TV is. Did she not grow up in a family that has electronics? Hard to imagine anyone could live without electronics now a days.

“It’s a TV.” Leon speaks, heading for the coffee table that a remote lay upon. He picks it up and turns it on. The volume is low, so he hopes it doesn’t startle her. “You can watch things on it.”

val took a single step back so she could take a better look at the screen. she had little to no knowledge on these sort of worldly conveniences. she had only ever been told about them by knoth, about the hellish propaganda that rotted the brains of those unworthy for heaven. she had a million questions- how did it even work? but even if she asked, she was probably much too tired to even comprehend an explanation.

“I had a radio,”  she mentioned.  “One of those ones with a dial and an antenna, but it didn’t work most of the time. We were so isolated. Knoth said it was as close to heaven as we could get in this world, that the isolation kept us safe but...”  val shook her head. it was hard to explain when the greener side of the pasture was so unknown to her. the roads, the lights, the cars on the streets. perhaps she’d feel more distressed if she wasn’t feeling faint from exhaustion.  “I never left the gates of my home before.”

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hiveruled​:

This entire conversation is making Kai visibly uncomfortable as GUILT settles in, which was a difficult feat to accomplish, but if anyone could manage it, it would be Val. “ Alright…you’re not jealous. “He brings his hand to his mouth, chewing a little on the skin on the side of his thumb while his wife’s back is turned from him. Kai couldn’t necessarily say that it wasn’t an important enough chat to miss out on one dinner when his brother was planning on ruining his entire life. “ You’re right, I should’ve told her to wait until tomorrow. “ The cult leader was still growing accustomed to having his own family to come home to and put before his own needs. 

“ I’ll eat it later tonight. “ Kai says, dropping his hand back to his side. It’s not a complete LIE, he was hungrier than he had been at the beginning of the week and would absolutely indulge in heating up his plate when he inevitably couldn’t sleep. Though, it was best to not bring up the fact he had dinner over at Ally’s too when Val was already upset. “ Come on, babe. Is there anything I can do to make up for this? “

certainly kai’s cronies would have a laugh and call her unreasonable. have a jab at women being overly-emotional. call her a few choice names- out of earshot of her husband, of course because she was off limits for their verbal humiliation. but val felt she didn’t ask for much: kai was essentially allowed to do whatever he wanted, whenever he wanted, and whoever he wanted as long as they were both on the same level. the one thing she really wanted, really needed, from him was for him to show up as the man of the house should.

a little sigh left her nose and she glanced at him out of the corner of her eyes. he did sound genuinely sorry but that didn’t fully snuff the flame of frustration that she was feeling.  “You can rinse and dry,”  she suggested, pulling her hands out of the sudsy water to steer the tap over into the second divot of the kitchen sink.  “I don’t trust Ally, you know that, don’t you? And don’t go back to saying I’m jealous, I could snap that bitch’s neck if I wanted to. But there’s something about her...”  a couple of scrubbed forks were set down in the compartment that had no water, and she now fully turned to look at kai expectantly.  “I have full faith in you, but I hope you consider what I’m saying, as your wife. I don’t trust her.”

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spicy headcanon time

BOLD for yes italic for maybe Strike if absolutely not.

GENERAL

heterosexual. bisexual. homosexual. pansexual. demisexual. asexual.

enjoys sex with men. enjoys sex with women. enjoy sex with nonbinary persons.

enjoy sex with one partner. enjoys sex with two partners. enjoys sex with multiple parnters.

prefers experienced partners. prefers moderately experienced partners. prefers inexperienced partners. no preference.

one night stands. friends with benefits. serious relationships.

private locations. public locations. unconventional locations. nature oriented locations.

extra comments:

THE LIGHT STUFF

submissive. dominant. switch.

top. bottom. power bottom. soft top. switch. service top. service bottom.

initiates. does not initiate.

no sex drive. low sex drive. average sex drive. high sex drive. hypersexual.

likes to kiss. be kissed. make out. be made out with.

vaginal sex. anal sex. oral sex. intercrural sex.

clothed sex. partially clothed sex. naked sex. lingerie/kink specific clothing.

extra comments: she is hesitant about giving men power over her but would be willing if she had an established relationship/trust with said man.

THE MEDIUM STUFF

having toys used on them. using toys on their partner. using a plug. using a plug on partner. being worshipped. worshipping. having their hair pulled. pulling hair. wax play. power exchange. sensation play.

handjobs. fingering. mutual masturbation. likes to be spanked. likes to spank. scratching. being scratched. bruising. being bruised.

cunnilingus. fellatio. anilingus. likes to bite (to the point of bruising). likes to be bitten (to the point of bruising).

silent. grows in volume. loud. fakes/exaggerates. swears. calls their partner’s name. bites to muffle themselves. prefers a quiet partner. prefers a loud partner. prefers dirty talk. give praise. receive praise. being teased. teasing. likes to be humiliated/degraded. likes to humiliate/degrade. calling their partner daddy/mommy. being called daddy/mommy.

likes to be watched. likes to watch. third party witness. being blindfolded. blindfolding.

likes to be held down. likes to hold down. likes to be tied up. likes to tie up. wear a collar. make their partner wear a collar. wear a leash. make their partner wear a leash.

toys list, if applicable:

extra comments:

THE HEAVY STUFF

pet play. discipline. forced to orgasm. force an orgasm. being gagged. gagging. being pegged. pegging. sensory deprivation. double penetration.

being fisted. fisting. being marked. marking. knife play. gun play. blood play.

likes to deepthroat. likes to be deepthroated. likes to be facefucked. likes to facefuck. likes to bite (to the point of bleeding). likes to be bitten (to the point of bleeding). likes to eat partner’s cum. likes to have their cum eaten. likes to eat cum out of an orifice. likes to have cum eaten out of an orifice. likes to be spit on/in. likes to spit on/in partner.

crying. making partner cry. screaming. making partner scream.

likes to be choked. likes to choke. likes to be smothered. likes to smother.

being broadcasted. broadcasting.

likes to be tightly bound. likes to tightly bind. likes to be clamped. likes to clamp. would wear a chasity belt. likes their partner wearing a chasity belt.

TAGGED BY: i did this specifically for @humilictedman​​

TAGGING: no one but if u wanna KJSDKFJSF

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(for sunday, i want to post pictures of val’s tits but im scared tumblr will nerf me for nipple crimes)

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@kenneld​ asked:  ✦

67 .  when one person stops the kiss to apologize and the other answers by kissing them more  .

val had always been the brazen one. the way she would stand too close on purpose to ber, find any excuse to touch his chest, purposefully bring her supple bottom lip between her teeth when she knew he was looking. he would never say much about the acts, but she always noted the way the natural rise and fall of his chest would speed up just the slightest.

but for once, he took her breath away. the way he so suddenly slammed their lips together- it hurt slightly but not in a way that she found unenjoyable- just to whip his head back with nearly the same intensity.

im sorry, im sorry

his words were quiet. val could hear the anxiety in his murmurs. was he afraid he crossed a line with her? that she would be angry? what words could comfort him that she felt quite the contrary- none at all. she reached out to cradle his face, and close the space between them a second time. gentler this time around. one hand remaining on his cheek, the other slipped around the curve along the back of his head. she fell into it easily. maybe she simply had more experience than him.

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survivortm​:

@apocstasy​ sent SLEEPOVER :  for one muse to stay the night at the other’s place.

Taking her to her place after she’s being hunted down by whoever the hell is hunting her, didn’t seem like the best of ideas. At least if he takes her to his small two bedroom apartment, she’ll have someone to protect her.

Suddenly, despite not having much company, he’s glad he opted for a two-bedroom. If he hadn’t, he would have taken the couch, but that’s not the case. There’s a perfectly comfortable room for her down the hall from him. 

“Uh, make yourself at home.” Leon says softly when they’re fully in the apartment. “There’s a bedroom you can stay in, food in the fridge if you’re hungry, water too.” He doesn’t quite know what to do with this but hey, he’s trying his best. “If you need anything, you can ask me. How are you feeling?”

“Tired,”  she admitted.  “Very tired.”  the exhaustion she felt was like a weighted blanket, bogging down every step she took. she had to fight to reopen her eyes each time she blinked. but the curiosity of this strange world that she had never been a part of was just enough to keep her going a little longer.  “Thank you... Leon.”  and she reached over to affectionately brush her knuckles against his cheek, though her hands were much cleaner this time around.

stepping further into the home, more and more questions arose. she didn’t recognize a lot of the items. pale blue eyes raked cautiously, and occasionally she would touch something unfamiliar to her. a microwave, a coffee maker. val would never describe herself as shy but she certainly felt uncomfortable. like a fish out of water. and despite her knowing that knoth was nothing but a liar, his warnings of the secular world was still loud in her head.  “I’ve never seen anything like this before... What’s this do?”  out of everything, the television caught her attention the most. it looked otherworldly to her. val couldn’t help but reach out and touch the screen before looking back at agent kennedy.  “It looks kind of like a window.”

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@hiveruled​ asked:  ✦ (for the kiss meme 👀)

58 .  moving around while kissing  ,  stumbling over things  ,  pushing each other back against the wall / onto the bed  .

perhaps it was the adrenaline, or the satisfaction of revenge. or maybe it was the pure animal instinct that came alive inside of people when all that blood poured from their victims; it was so much that it filled the senses and it gave her a strange feeling of home. all tongue and teeth, kai had nearly jumped on her the moment they were alone. there was something about these moments where kai was pumped full of confidence that was extremely erotic- when his hand instinctively held her by the neck, silently demanded submission, overwhelmed her taller stature by the mere energy he exuded.

they stumbled around the basement. the shelving that was immediately at the bottom of the stairs was knocked into, val’s elbow carelessly knocking whatever might have been there to the floor. it didn’t sound important clattering to the floor. val would have been perfectly content to fuck right there, but there was still the matter of a child in the house, and heaven help he might peak down the basement steps. barely disconnecting from each other, awkward steps were pursued over to the side.

the small of her back was pressed into the dryer now, and kai’s hands were finding their way up under her dress.  “Couch?”  val murmured in a hushed growl. her fingers were wound up in kai’s hair, her head leaned back, as he seemed determined to claim her throat.  “Or do you want me right here?”

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send a number for a starter / drabble  ,  or send  ✦  to have one picked at random  !

a collection of kiss prompts  ,  both platonic  &&  romantic  ,  adapted to ask meme format  per this list  .  none are explicitly nsfw  ,  but may imply or lend to such  .   minor content warning for alcohol  .

1 .  ‘ good morning ’  kiss  . 2 .  kiss on the forehead  . 3 .  drunk / sloppy kiss  . 4 .  awkward kiss  . 5 .  angry kiss  . 6 .  ‘ i’m sorry ’  kiss  .

Keep reading

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(i want to like, ship w people cause val deserves it but im worried ppl wont want to bc shes trans)

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&. 𝐟. 𝐬𝐜𝐨𝐭𝐭 𝐟𝐢𝐭𝐳𝐠𝐞𝐫𝐚𝐥𝐝 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬.

(  dialogue  prompts  taken  from  quotes  of  various  f.  scott  fitzgerald  works.  feel  free  to  edit  as  you  seem  fit.  )

❛ you are afraid of being in love then? ❜

❛ i’ll kiss you if you want me to. ❜

❛ we’ll survive, you and i. ❜

❛ come and kiss me and let’s forget. ❜

❛ hard to sit here and be close to you, and not kiss you. ❜

❛ i’m not used to being loved. i wouldn’t know what to do. ❜

❛ sometimes i don’t know whether we are real or whether we are characters in one of my novels. ❜

❛ wouldn’t it be awful if we fell in love again? ❜

❛ i’m yours - you know it. ❜

❛ you’ve a place in my heart no one else ever could have. ❜

❛ books mean more than people to me anyway. ❜

❛ you’ve got an awfully kissable mouth. ❜

❛ i won’t forget you. i will promise to remember you always. ❜

❛ if i wait till i fall in love again i’ll just wait forever. ❜

❛ things you’ve just said and forgotten, i’ve put myself asleep night after night remembering. ❜

❛ love isn’t like it is in books. ❜

❛ i’m telling you all of a sudden, but it isn’t new with me. i love you. ❜

❛ i keep the light burning on your desk so i’ll think you’re there when i wake up. ❜

❛ the odd thing is that i’m in love with you anyhow. ❜

❛ won’t you let me lean against your shoulder just the smallest bit? ❜

❛ it’s been very rare to have known you, very strange and wonderful. ❜

❛ it’s sweeter to be alone. ❜

❛ if you’re tired of kissing me, i’d better go. ❜

❛ i’ve formed the habit of liking you. ❜

❛ there’s something between us- a sort of pull. something you always do to me and i to you. ❜

❛ i won’t have to build my love up. it’s up in the skies now. ❜

❛ you’re trying to leave yourself behind, but you can’t. the more you try to run away from yourself, the more you’ll have yourself with you. ❜

❛ i’m sorry i had such a devastating effect on you. ❜

❛ i forgot everything. your lips were so beautiful. ❜

❛ say you love me. say it now — can’t you say it now? even if you don’t mean it? ❜

❛ i still love you. that’s the odd thing. ❜

❛ my god, you’re fun to kiss. ❜

❛ i wouldn’t change you for the world. ❜

❛ it’s all so simple. he loved me and i loved him. that’s all there is. ❜

❛ you’ve fallen for me — completely. you’ve got me in your dreams. ❜

❛ tonight there’s got to be no past or future, no time, just tonight, you and i. ❜

❛ of course you could never love anybody but me. ❜

❛ i’m a lost soul maybe — i don’t feel at all like i ought to feel. ❜

❛ i fell in love with you the first time i saw you. ❜

❛ in my heart i love her all the time. ❜

❛ and what in hell could we ever be to each other? ❜

❛ i realized what was the matter, what had always been the matter — i was deeply and incurably in love with her. ❜

❛ i’m more beautiful than anybody else, why can’t i be happy? ❜

❛ you intoxicated me. it was just as though you were making me love you by some invisible force. ❜

❛ it’s because i love you, dear— ❜

❛ i once imagined you loved me a little bit, if you’ll excuse the presumption. ❜

❛ i loved you once — for a year i thought you were the only person in the world. ❜

❛ sometimes you think you’re so much in love that your love could fill the biggest palace conceivable. sometimes you haven’t got enough to fill one room. ❜

❛ his dark eyes took me in, and i wondered what they would look like if he fell in love. ❜

❛ people fall in and out of love all the time, don’t they? i wonder how they manage it. ❜

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&. 𝐯𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐨𝐮𝐬 𝐪𝐮𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬.

(  a  mix  of  angst,  fluff,  and  plot  focused  dialogue  prompts  in  the  form  of  questions.  feel  free  to  change  how  you  seem  fit.  )

❛ what are you listening to? ❜

❛ can’t sleep? ❜

❛ did it hurt? ❜

❛ are you sure this is a good idea? ❜

❛ do you mind if i sleep here tonight? ❜

❛ what are you doing out here by yourself? ❜

❛ are you wearing my shirt? ❜

❛ don’t you know what you mean to me? ❜

❛ will i see you again? ❜

❛ are you comfy? ❜

❛ do you promise? ❜

❛ are you trying to get us in trouble? ❜

❛ do you enjoy playing with people’s hearts? ❜

❛ don’t we deserve to be happy? ❜

❛ why can’t i come with you? ❜

❛ are you here to kill me? ❜

❛ you think i’m jealous? ❜

❛ do you want to share this? ❜

❛ is that blood? is it yours? ❜

❛ how do you know my name? ❜

❛ you’re an asshole, you know that? ❜

❛ like what you see? ❜

❛ was that your first kiss? ❜

❛ are you happy here with me? ❜

❛ sorry, did you want to be alone? ❜

❛ do you want my jacket? ❜

❛ how are you still alive? ❜

❛ you’re beautiful, you know that? ❜

❛ what are you so afraid of? ❜

❛ today isn’t your day, is it? ❜

❛ how does it feel to be in love? ❜

❛ you’ve been crying, what’s wrong? ❜

❛ do you remember when we first met? ❜

❛ isn’t this amazing? ❜

❛ did you miss me? ❜

❛ alright, who am i beating up? ❜

❛ that was a close call, wasn’t it? ❜

❛ am i worth so little to you? ❜

❛ how is it you’re never scared? ❜

❛ do you ever think about the future? ❜

❛ can you look at me? please? ❜

❛ you got me flowers? ❜

❛ well, how do i look? ❜

❛ what aren’t you telling me? ❜

❛ how about a kiss before i go? ❜

❛ you don’t know who i am, do you? ❜

❛ may i have this dance? ❜

❛ who’s going to stop us, huh? ❜

❛ wait, you’re leaving already? ❜

❛ it’s my fault, isn’t it? ❜

❛ have you ever lost someone? ❜

❛ do you think i’m a good person? ❜

❛ is it really you? ❜

❛ what if i hurt you? ❜

❛ if you won’t take care of yourself, then who will? ❜

❛ have you come to laugh at me? ❜

❛ will you still look at me like you do now? ❜

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COMMISSION for @outlastinghell of Val from Outlast 2!

Only 3 days on the commission and I’m already on my way to buy the game. My poor heart won’t be able to take it but at least I would’ve tried 😂😭

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(i love that val is 6′1″ and often taller than male protagonists.)

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                                                     I did what I  had  to                                                      I did what I  had  to                                                      I did what I  had  to                                                      I did what I  had  to