Diane🌙 TW!

21| 🇵🇱|173 cm|sw: 82 kg🥀 cw: 59.4 kg🌱 ugw: 50 kg🌹#applediary to my venting posts.

[witheringbliss]

You know what I don’t remember? The way the pizza I had a month ago tasted.

You know what I do remember? The way stepping on the scale and seeing I dropped 7 pounds in 5 days felt.

You pick.

[helainetieu]

How do you fall in love with yourself?

The same way you fall in love with someone else. Acknowledge the bad, embrace the good, and grow.

[walmart-satan]

shamelessly stole this from edanonymemes

[caffeinatedopossum]

Anyone else get that ed kinda-happy-kinda-scared feeling. Where it's like "wow this is bad. I kinda love it lol"

[princesshamlet-deactivated20210]

fuck disappearing under mysterious circumstances i want to start APPEARING under mysterious circumstances. walking through a deserted eerie forest? im there. exploring an abandoned 1930s mine that no human has set foot in for 55 years? there too. touching down on mars? guess whose annoying face you see poking out from behind a rover

[zerstorend]

do you ever get in those moods where you don’t know how to feel and everything kinda feels mixed up and you’re just sitting there alone in your room trying to figure out what the fuck is wrong with you

[childweanedonpoison]

mentally i’m a slut physically i’m scared of intimacy 

[goldpixy-deactivated20230510]

just found out my entire personality is a trauma response

[neurodiversitysci]

me: let’s do something productive

brain: too stressed, can’t focus

me: ok, then let’s do something enjoyable first

brain: can’t do that either, feeling too guilty for not being productive

[anxietyproblem]

[soft-rimbaud]

Gentle note to my followers

Please eat Please drink water Please take your meds Please get some sleep And please know that I love you

[avpdfuuka]

I hate existing and taking up physical space, I hate that people can see me, I hate having to constantly account for my body language out of self consciousness, if I could just live in another plane of existence as a spectator that occasionally interacts with reality when I’m in the mood that would be ideal

[decaying-c0rpse-deactivated2022]

the fact that i genuinely think my life is distracting me from my eating disorder

[spider-left-the-game-deactivate]

mutuals. c'mere. this is a checkpoint. i am checking in. i am wrapping you in a blanket and giving you a nice warm drink. also some pretty flowers. it will be ok.

[constellatedlove]

it’s easy for hobbies to turn into things we avoid because of the pressure we put on ourselves. but i promise, u have nothing to prove. if u enjoy drawing, draw!! it doesn’t have to be museum worthy. ur baking doesn’t need to be master chef worthy every time you do it. hobbies are hobbies because they make you happy and u enjoy doing them. there is no pressure for u to become a professional in everything u enjoy; enjoy it for the lack of pressure. try and let yourself participate in things without tying ur worth to the final products. if it makes you happy, anything that comes from that is worth it.

[arsonistblue]

can’t believe it’s fucking monday i mean what’s next, tuesday? fuck’s sake

[waitingwatchingwaiting]

me fasting: I don’t wanna do this

me binging: I don’t wanna do this

me restricting: I don’t wanna do this

me eating like a normal person: I don’t wanna do this

[maggiexxz]

I don’t wanna