apples

22 🍃 queer 🏳️‍🌈 they/he 🧚‍♀️ neurodivergent 🫧 safe space 🫂

[wagitfag]

picklesbaseball

[killhitleragain]

just a little sex

[transxfiles]

CC: 

Kermit: Oh, oh, uh... well, fine. Listen, after these messages we’ll be back with a lot of great funny sketches and, and some neat songs... hm, and, and maybe some sex-

Yellow Muppet: What?

Kermit, reassuringly: Hm? Well, just a little sex-

[freakoutgirl]

"all you ever do is complain" that's not true. I also resent.

[freakoutgirl]

and love..........

[toddsolondz]

i’m like a clown that no one hired or pays

[applesmade]

the trans masc experience of not rubbing your chin too hard out of fear that your three beard hairs will fall out

[applesmade]

about to go watch Leviticus at my local small cinema.

i’m really exited please wish me luck!

[applesmade]

Leviticus was good! i’m really happy i saw it in theaters. i have a moderate amount of things to say about it

[applesmade]

about to go watch Leviticus at my local small cinema.

i’m really exited please wish me luck!

[kosmogrl]

mondays have you thinking shit like I wish I could undo all my mistakes

[applesmade]

[applesmade]

i think it’s funny when people use ‘whom’ incorrectly because like, you could’ve just not. you didn’t have to say that and also no one would have noticed if you didn’t when you should have, but IM gonna notice when you use it and you shouldn’t have.

[podcastwizard]

you don’t realize how important lunch is until you’re wandering around thinking about how unloveable and untalented and uniquely cursed you are and then it’s 4pm and you finally eat lunch and you go Oh. oh right.

[trying-trying2lyk]

i love writing out numbers and then putting them in parentheses like "one (1)" even when i dont need to i think its funny

[applesmade]

this is my last real finals week of undergrad and the weather is gorgeously gloomy, my piano music is perfectly melancholy, and the fourth floor of the library is nicely quiet. i graduate college in one week exactly.

im writing a paper that was due a year ago. i have 7 weeks of ASL homework to finish before friday. it feels like i've spent more nights in the art studio recently than i have in my own home.

yesterday my roommate took my grad photos for me, then last night our other roommate had some of his friends from high school over for a homemade dinner. i stayed at the dining table working on my hand-bound books, my final project as a linguistics major.

the final days of my college years are blending together, and i am sat here, drowning in solitary emotions- ones that i can't even find the words to express. my life is becoming a poem that i am writing inside my head, day in and day out. i make mistakes, and i edit as i go but still i cant help but wonder: what happened?

somewhere, obviously, something big has changed in my life. its palpable now, the feeling of this chapter coming to a close. the feeling of this part of my life reaching its end is hollowing. im not ready for it to be over yet. i still need a hand to hold.

i think ill write in my diary tonight.

[applesmade]

summer is the perfect time to get sad and find comfort in the warm bosom of substance abuse

[transpigeon]

STOP! before you decide you are irretrievably doomed, try one of the following options:

transition

bdsm

iron supplements

[spirit-of-science]

sleep study

ADHD medication

DBT

[headedoutleft]

vitamin D

go outside for an hour and observe birds

eat a snack

[trackerkitsune]

drink water

[ineffable-writer]

Maybe do these in reverse order

[katelyn-danger]

Don't listen to them! Transgender BDSM now!!!!

[applesmade]

these are all actually really good pieces of advice for feeling #better

[applesmade]

testosterone is great and all fun and games until you are awake at all hours of the night wondering if you’ll ever feel an emotion as strongly as you once did again

[beetroot-merchant]

im not a girl Unless ☝️ im being told to go piss