Here are a few things that I need to clear up for being back:
1.) I still have no consistent schedule... I'm seriously so fucking lazy it's not funny you guys 😤
2.) More stuff but can't promise anything, again, I'll slowly try my best to post as much content as I can...
3.) ALSO YOU GUYS! Check out my new updated list of groups I write for, I came back here stanning new groups it's crazy how people change in a short amount of period but wow okayy???
WHAT TO EXPECT?
... seldom posts
... just some of my dirty ass thoughts
... short *insert group/group member name here* brain rot posting
... lesser full length fics more short-form stuff
... me randomly and casually liking and reblogging
... probably finishing my wips but ofc can't expect me to finish it up just like that
Anyways, anyhao... thank u for being patient with me you guys
(；′⌒`) this year's been a ride for me and I'm tryna start fresh this 2025. Thank u for always supporting me even if I'm gone. Istg when I opened my Tumblr last last week I was bombarded with all the reblogs, likes, drafts (oof), and unanswered asks. I got too overwhelmed and literally sat for a while to think about being back and guess where it got me. PLEASE PLEASE still be patient with me for my inconsistency aaaaa but all negativity besides have a HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE and I'm excited to be with all of you again! Hugs and kisses! XOXO Nana
Sub jaehyun got me kicking my feet! But what are your thoughts on sub! Leehan I need those boba eyes to cry for me!!
oh i’m so glad you asked nonnie…
sub!leehan thoughts ! :3
i’m gonna be honest, the only thing that comes to mind when i think of sub!leehan is pure pillow prince. this boy likes to lay back and take everything you’re willing to give him and give you a good show all at the same time. he knows that you get most of your pleasure from seeing him fall apart, so that’s exactly what he does for you.
just imagine him all laid out moaning softly as you run your hand along his leaking cock and letting you play with his body :( he would sound so sweet begging you to give him more while you just completely use him :((( i feel like he would just have the cutest softest whine ever and be such a sight with his hair all messy and his soft eyes peeking up at you…
and just imagine the eyes oh my god… i honestly think he would be into letting you record him while he gets off for you IDKKKK..
like just imagine him staring up at the camera with those big adorable eyes while you play with him and show him off :3 he loves being your little trophy and plaything that you can’t help but constantly be obsessed with and he gets off on it REAL BAD
he would be SO into unexpected or random sex too where you just catch him off guard and use him as you please. he’s playing video games on the couch? sit down next to him and start feeling him up ! making a snack in the kitchen? bend him over the counter! he can take it, he promises. he just likes the fact that you’re so undeniably obsessed with him and gets so giddy whenever you shower him with your attention :3
warnings: mentions of pregnancy, breeding, creampie, slapping, hair pulling, size difference, rough sex, strap/cock traditions, feminization like a lot, mentions of lactating, just dumb big sub men getting fucked stupid<3
notes: thinking with my clit rn… divider by @/reveriesources
big men! who can’t help but feel something swirling in their stomach every time they see little children going around, clinging to their parents, excitedly chattering on and showing their proud work
big men! who can’t help but imagine what it would be like to have your own children. you two have been together for long enough now, he guesses it should be time to bring up the topic of children and raising a family together
big men! who absolutely adore children despite their large physique and threatening appearance. and children love them in return and so are you with children as well. he sees it as an absolute win-win. you both love children and they love you two back. it would only be normal to want a cute family together, right?
big men! who nervously bring up the topic of children one day after a nice homemade dinner. he speaks in stutters and stammers — uncharacteristic as he fiddles with his hands, looking down at his lap. what if you weren’t ready? what if you turn down the idea? what if you don’t even want children to begin with?
big men! who let out a sigh of relief when you reach out, your smaller hands covering their own as you sooth his worries. who smiles in sheer utter joy when you say you want children as well
big men! who later into the night get absolutely wrecked. legs shaking, voice hoarse from all the moaning and screaming. mind delirious, barely hanging on a thread as his glossy eyes look at nowhere in the room. who can’t help but let out a shriek when you enter him again. big and thick cock hitting his sensitive spots, making him squeal and thrash around on the bed until you pin him down with your weight
big men! who cry and blabber about being too goddamn full. who talk about your cock fucking his insides, rearranging his organs. who deliriously smiles and lets a drunken giggle slip when he feels the small bump in his stomach from the sheer size of your strap and cum mixed together
big men! who drool on the sheets when he can feel you slap his ass. the sting feeling so damn delicious, he couldn’t help but ask for more. to slap his ass and squeeze and fondle his tits until they’re all sore, red and lactating
big men! who lets out a weak pathetic excuse of a whine when you cum deep inside him for the nth time that night, legs spasming from the feeling of your hot seeds painting his walls
big men! who get fucked until their mind breaks, blabbering and slurring about how you were fucking his womb now. how he can feel your tip bruising his cervix and that you’re gonna knock him up
big men! who eagerly push you down, straddling your lap when you mischievously ask him to ride your cock since you’re so damn tired
big men! who rides your strap happily, his own cock repeatedly hitting his stomach as he sinks down on your strap again. the sheer amount of cum dribbling down your shaft, his thighs and making a mess
big men! who place a hand over the small bulge on their stomach. lust hazed smile on their face as they slur out words of getting pregnant. who blabber on and on so cutely about finally starting a family with you. who giggles when he feels you cum inside him again, saying he wants to make sure that his womb gets filled to the brim, wanting to carry your children even though he doesn’t even have a womb
big men! who whine when you try to tap out, too exhausted to continue. but he wants to! he wants to make sure you fuck your cock deep inside him, pushing past his cervix walls and cum inside him over and over till he gets pregnant!
big men! who fucking squirts. weak and limp cock spurting out pathetic excuse of droplets of cum before shooting blanks, pushing his red ass flush against your hips to make sure you don’t pull out. who lets out the loudest fucking scream when your hand gently yanks his hair, pushing his face into the pillow to muffle his noise as you continue to ram your cock inside him
big men! whose moans and whimpers turn so high-pitched, so weak, so girly as his whole body spasms and shakes under you like a weak fawn. who keep daydreaming of a cute domestic life with you and your kids together in his cotton filled brain
big men! who are just fucked dumb. not a single thought or an imagination in their mind as they simply lay there. take, take, take and take until you two finally tap out. you, too exhausted. him, exhausted, with a sore throat, with old and new tear stains on his cheeks, drool slipping down his lips with a shaking body. who passes out after you cum inside him for the nth time
big men! who dream of starting a family with you. the two of you with a cute child or a few more since he was such a big family man. the kids running around, the two of you watching them with a smile as the two of you make dinner together
big men! who wakes up all sore and exhausted the next morning. they’re absolutely drained and even trying to speak hurt
big men! who can finally move around after a while. who place a hand over his stomach before realizing the bulge is gone since you have already did an aftercare together after he passed out. who feel a growing sense of great sadness as their eyes brim with tears and their lips quiver
big men! who shake you awake with a sense of urgency, asking you to hurry and wake up. when you finally do, you’re greeted with the sight if your lover with tears in his eyes
big men! who complain, hiss and even cry as he stammers about not being pregnant. who take your hand in his own, squeezing your hand slightly with a pout on their face, “you should have knocked me up! i wanted a baby with you! did you.. not want a baby?”
big men! who cry crocodile tears when they realize that they can’t get pregnant after you explain it to them. mind still too fucked dumb, brain filled with nothing but statics and cotton. who literally sobs in desperation when he realizes he can’t get knocked up by you
big men! who sniffle as you turn their face to look at you. who finally starts to calm down when you assure him with a smug smile that you will continue to fuck your cum inside him over and over until he finally gets pregnant. isn’t his partner just lovely?
HIII!! Can I ask for how zb1 members would react to missing your bday?? thanx
yess ofc <3
hanbin- this man would be a WRECK... he definitely has your bday marked down on every calendar he owns so the only way he'd miss it is probably due to some schedule or being in a different time zone. whatever the reason, hanbin buys you 10x the gifts he already got you bc he just feels so bad :(
hao- hao would be rlly upset :( he loves u sm and doesn't get to see you that much bc of work so missing ur bday would just be the worst possible thing for him... but don't worry bc the next day he will spoil you with kisses and gifts and make your day even more special than the day before!
matthew- i'm sorry but i can imagine matthew missing ur bday bc he worked out sm at the gym and fell asleep right after 😭 ur not even mad at him the next day, in fact, you're very happy to see his perfectly toned body as your gift ;)
ricky- if ricky misses ur bday...just know w*ke one is behind it. he'd be pissed as hell at everyone, with the exception of you of course. he'd send a lavish car to your house early the next day and meet you at the airport to take you to paris and take you on a shopping spree with his credit card, obviously.
gyuvin- mans would be so upset😭 you're not mad at him but you'd definitely torment him with jokes about it for the rest of his life... gyuvin would def make it up to u tho in the sweetest ways, taking u out for a special meal and going to an amusement park or something :(
gunwook- i can see him being angry at himself/whoever was responsible for him missing your bday... we all know gunwook is very hot when he has his intimidating face on so seeing him like that would instantly make you forgive him tbh😭
taerae- another sad boy :( he'd have such a cute dinner planned out (he cooked!) & his guitar ready to serenade you with a song he wrote about you <\3 dw you will get it the next day and it'll be even better (he burnt the food the first time)
jiwoong- MAD ANGRY MAD MAD sorry there's something abt angry jiwoong that excites me... he's another one that would prob miss ur bday due to scheduling conflicts so he'd be pissed at whoever was behind it. when u guys finally do celebrate ur bday he'd take you out for a picnic and a sweet walk around your city (he's using his kdrama actor methods on you)
yujin- i feel like he'd be a little sad abt it but once he realizes your not actually mad at him he'd ask you to play roblox or go to the convenience store with him 😭
୨୧ -› how's that fair? my cat likes you more than me, i swear.
pair -› bf!enhypen x cat owner!reader | wc -› 1.7k | no warnings!
NOTE: you have a gray tabby cat named pickles!
˚୨୧⋆｡˚ ⋆ LEE HEESEUNG
when you come home, your cat immediately notices a new addition, and he curiously emerges.
“sorry,” you warned your boyfriend in advance, “he might not be super friendly. your cat walks up to heeseung slowly, who’s crouched down and about to take his shoes off to get closer to your pet- and crazily enough- your cat doesn’t seem to be running away? For maybe the first time ever, you’re seeing your cat nudge himself against your boyfriend's leg and asking for pets. you watch them fondly, with a smile on your face as you see your cat sit on heeseung’s lap, with his head on your boyfriend’s thigh and eyes fluttering shut with a purr. your boyfriend’s subjected himself to not waking up your cat, and grabs his phone, not even bothering to try and move. you tut disapprovingly at your spoiled cat, and you sit down next to heeseung to scratch at pickle’s chin
“here, if you want to lay down or get comfy i’ll take him off- he never does this.” but heeseung refuses, continuing to pet the sleepy cat in his lap.
“no, it’s okay baby. can’t you see pickles here and i are best friends?”
more under the cut!
˚୨୧⋆｡˚ ⋆ PARK JONGSEONG
you warned jay that despite his excitement to see your cat, that your pet wasn’t super social and despite all of your friends trying to get pickles to come to them or even be in the same room, it would prove to be almost impossible. the cat had a mind of his own as he stayed anywhere in the house that he saw fit, and therefore, it was rare for your cat to be seen outside of sleeping on a windowsill or eating. and after jay takes off his shoes, he looks around for a gray feline that could be anywhere, but to no avail, and when your boyfriend looks back at him, the look on your face screams ‘i told you so.’
it’s not until later, when you two are laying in your bed watching something on your laptop that you hear a meow from the hallway outside your bedroom. and jay springs up, excited at the opportunity to finally meet the infamous avoidant pet.
with doubt that they’ll even get to interact, you stretch and close your laptop, but a call of your name has you wandering outside with curiosity.
you see jay, with your cat, who’s meowing anytime jay doesn’t give him pets. “i told you it’d happen.” he says with a smug grin.
˚୨୧⋆｡˚ ⋆ SIM JAEYUN
“you can’t play with pickles like he’s a dog.” you glare at jake, wanting to protect your baby from the rougher pet owners who might mishandle him. jake rolls his eyes, shooing you away as you walk back to your place.
“i’m a natural. any pet will love me.” and you smile, amused at his confidence as you open the door. with a few calls of his name, your pet comes running, nudging his face against your leg with excitement now that you’re back home. your cat has always been super affectionate and sweet, which is why you’re scared that the way jake plays with layla will translate over to how he interacts with your cat; an animal that’s much smaller and gentler. but you see jake fishing out his keys and dangling them in front, giggling at how your cat gently swaps at the jingling sounds. you place your stuff to watch them play around more, with your boyfriend sitting cross legged as your cat jumps higher and higher to hit the various keychains jake has.
when your cat swats the keys and it unexpectedly falls to the ground, your pet pounces to push it around and kick at it, leaving jake to beckon you over. “see? you had nothing to worry about.”
˚୨୧⋆｡˚ ⋆ PARK SUNGHOON
if there’s only thing you should know about sunghoon, is that he is unfortunately loyal to gaeul, and always thinks that his dog is better than any pet around- including his best friend’s.
so when you open the door to your place to see sunghoon looking for something specific, you’re worried he’s left something from last time with the way he’s turning all the corners sharply. “there you are!” you hear him say, before you also hear a meow in response.
the only thing is- your cat almost never meows. it leaves you confused as you walk over to your boyfriend with your stuff still in hand, watching the boy pet pickles with a small smile on his features. sunghoon adores the way pickles purrs and closes his eyes, relaxed.
what was up with the grumpy, quiet cat you knew, and the gaeul dog supremacist you had for a boyfriend?
he suddenly gets up to place his bag down on the table while also taking off his coat, and you expected your cat to run to its owner, like how he usually does if sunghoon’s not around. and yet, pickles continues to confuse you even further, when he meows for the second time today and immediately follows your boyfriend, swatting at his dress pants. “you just love me so much, huh?” and he tells your cat the same thing he said to you just a few days ago, which leaves a small streak of jealousy in your scowl.
˚୨୧⋆｡˚ ⋆ KIM SUNOO
your cat has never been social- much to the disappointment of your boyfriend, sunoo. he sits there with a pout as he tries to click his tongue and tap the floor in hopes to attract the very disinterested ‘pickles’ into his lap. sunoo loves cats, and usually the neighborhood strays run to him when he offers treats- but this time, his cat radar’s been rejected.
“i can’t believe pickles doesn’t want to be with me. that’s like- the first time it’s ever happened.” and his pout is apparent in the way he talks, even if you’re not looking at him. you turn around with a smile, joining sunoo on your bed as you give him a comforting hug. he returns your sentiment, and naturally, you two shift into a more comfortable position where you lay on his chest and he gently detangles parts of your hair, telling each other about your day.
you almost fall asleep considering how calm and quiet everything is; your boyfriend holding you close, talking about the book he’s reading, and a quiet playlist in the background until he hears a small meow and a furry figure suddenly dipping on the bed.
and although you’re too far into sleep to celebrate his victory, sunoo smiles to himself. “i knew you’d come around.”
˚୨୧⋆｡˚ ⋆ YANG JUNGWON
jungwon’s likeness to cats (proclaimed by his friends ONCE and he just accepts it) proves himself to be useful when he meets your cat again. for a feline so reserved and independent, you’re used to seeing your cat’s soft cuddly side only in your bedroom or when he’s feeling particularly lonely. and pickles always knows what he wants- so if you’re giving him too many chin scratches- he’d definitely nip your hand in warning.
you tell jungwon all of this to make sure he doesn’t leave with a scratch on his pretty face, and you’re far too scared to ruin the excitement he has when it comes to playing with your pets (since…maeum is…interesting!). you can tell you boyfriend is a cat magnet when your cat not only emerges immediately, but also comes up to sniff jungwon and immediately ask for pets. without any other choice, jungwon sits down, scratching pickle’s cheeks and watching the cat’s eyes flutter shut. and for a moment when your pet worms his way out of jungwon’s grasp, you’re worried he’s going to leave- but instead, pickles lays down on the floor his white belly in the air as he meows and looks at jungwon expectedly. you pout, setting your stuff down to join the two of them and rub his stomach. “pickles never does that with me!” you tell him, almost a little annoyed.
because riki hasn’t seen bisco in a while, you wanted to bring him back to see your cat, despite your boyfriend’s obvious affinity for more energetic pets. and although you know it’s not the same, riki smiles at your effort, planting a few kisses to express his gratitude before you two come back to your pet. walking in, you notice pickles on the couch, and you’re thankful not to have to search for him and ultimately give up when your cat is taking a nap. riki, who’s eager to play with animals, immediately takes off his shoes and sets down your things, running over to your cat to snuggle into his fur. you watch them with mirth, seeing how the boy tries to gently pick up the cat and chases pickles around the house when the pet doesn’t want to be held. at least they’re both having fun.
riki emerges from your bedroom waving a squishy fish toy and snatching it away before your cat can reach it, and he continues to until you join him from behind, sinking down to his level as your arms wrap around him and your head rests on his shoulder. he teases your pet with the toy one last time, before throwing it into the room across from him and letting pickles chase it to get some alone time with you. riki turns around to let you lean against his chest, his arms wrapping around your torso as you two sit on the ground and enjoy each other’s presence.
the simplicity of the moment is ruined when pickles comes back with the fish toy, squeaking it next and dropping it, eyes shining with anticipation. “woah. your cat plays fetch better than bisco.”
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is this a safe space to say i would bounce on his adam’s apple like a trampoline ..🤕
Yes, angel, this is a safe space to say that and I, myself would like to bounce on them too (he's so damn pretty esp. those romance untold photoshoots?? BEND OVER HOON YOU'RE TAKING MY STRAP BABE) seriously serving face card ieidjdodroskxjid I wanna bite a chunk out of him he's so prettyyy
Here are my personal faves 😵💫 the man you are, Park Sunghoon, the man you are:
I'm melting omg I love these two together so so mucchhhh! They're very yin and yang yk? For some reason without each other, it feels wrong because they just complement each other that well (insert that Haobin moment in the final ep of Boys Planet here) Hao's definitely the bratty and assertive one while Hanbin prefers to be a bit more tranquil compared to Hao's rambunctiousness but at the same time Hanbin has Hao's charms while Hao has Hanbin's patience ykwim? While you remain to be the backbone of the two, you keep the harmony in the two and not letting them overpower the other but Hao thinks that's bullshit though...
"Haohao, can you let Hanbin ride Mommy now? He already gave you one of his rounds" you coax his fluffy hair as he glances at Hanbin sitting on the corner waiting for his turn. Zhanghao shakes his head "No, I don't want to you're all mine tonight Mommy" You could see the evident frown and annoyance on the tattooed boy's face. This is definitely one of those times where Hao would act up out of the blue and for seriously no reason at all.
It was finally Hanbin's turn and he carefully inserted your girthy strap into his puckered hole but all of a sudden, he'd roughly bounce on you the skin slapping was so intense and he already hit his prostate... They were obviously fighting over you "Sung Hanbin stop it right now, did I give you permission to move yet?" He doesn't stop, he doesn't listen and it is all out of his character he was acting up too.
You finally had enough of the two fighting over you so you tie Zhanghao up and let the sex machine loosen up his tight slutty hole while you cuff up Hanbin to the bed frame, railing him as fast as you can— you even try to outdo the machine itself just to teach the two a lesson. They didn't even last 5 minutes with the speed, their faces were already painted with their warm semen but you didn't stop. This is what they wanted ain't it? "M-Mama... enough already p-please" Hanbin would plead and cry, even trying to push you away as Hao would mirror his actions. You just chuckled, their hips kept disagreeing with their words. You tutted and shook your head "You wanted nonstop, I'll give you nonstop".
thinking about jake that acts like a dork around you🤕🤕 i truly agree with the puppy jake oral fixation agenda so i wanted to like scream into the void more abt subby jake.. i would like to think that whether your busy or just wanna tease him, instead of indulging in his needs you just tell him to hump your leg n he happily obliges cus he’s so desperate n needy. RAGGHH
like one night you two are just lounging around and he just happens to be big spoon and while your scrolling on social media or wdv,, u start feel him softly rut against you n you hear him start to pant in your ear like a pathetic loser AAGGHHH 😵💫
Only if you guys know how much I love this man...I WANNA RAIL HIM SO FUCKING BAD >:[
I honestly don't care how many Jake hard thoughts you guys would give me or thoughts that I make myself because I will never shut up about this man being the subbiest of the subbiest and the goodest of the goodest puppy boy there is and I don't care if anyone of y'all disagrees 💯. I mean how could you hate that pretty face? He deserves to be treated like a good pup and fucked real good like the little cum dump doggy he is.
There are so many occasions where he just gets randomly but since he's a trained boy, he asks for your help so you found a way to help him relieve himself: humping. He's so crazy about it too like if you're away from home and he's horny, he'd sneak into your room just to hump your pillows; you're driving? He'd hump and grind on your other hand.
God, even in public spaces like if you're in a cramped train, he would grab on you and gently dry humps you on your ass "Are we near yet? P-Please I need to be touched right n-now" he'd whimper quietly while you continue to grab him by the waist and discreetly grind on his growing cock. Oh! And I like to think that he has this special talent of finishing untouched like please has such a high sex drive and at the same time he's so sensitive >>> It just proves my point that he's such a sensitive little puppy with a pathetic cock.
