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Both in Mind and in Ammo MtF, 22yrs I post basically anything that comes to mind. You think the blog is pretty empty? yeah that is how my head works

[arboretumguardian]

Anybody else just write huge rants on tumblr and then think "oh wait, this is too much info. Also nobody gives a shit" than just save it to a random txt file in your computer instead? Like I want to get my complaints out but not to the EveryInfoIsTraceblePlace™

[arboretumguardian]

Ngl the more I talk with other ppl who aim trained before or are currently aim training I notice a theme were they either don't seem to notice how far above average they are and how much better they are compared to before or they have such a massive ego that their hitbox gets 200% bigger to compensate for it (and usually they still win) and THERE IS NO MIDDLE GROUND

[arboretumguardian]

I have around 3.5k hours in Hunt:Showdown, I quitted for about 8 months because the state of the game, it didn't feel the same, and ngl coming back to it with fresh eyes really made me appreciate the game again. It's not as bad as I though, even if its very different from what I used to love, there is more gimmick than the old version, more little things to be aware of, and even if some of these suck a bit (mainly the sheer amount of status effects in every fight and the lack of use of wallbangs) it's very fun once you forget how the old one used to play. It's still very unique and a very fun game. That said I still like the old one better :v

[arboretumguardian]

The thing about aim training that people don't mention when they want other ppl to get into aim training is that is increases your gamesense by a lot because now when ppl execute the idea they had, they can accurately judge if it was a shit idea or not. There is no doubting your mechanical skill, only how you read the situation and that makes you get better so much faster

[arboretumguardian]

Btw this is about my boyfriend refusing to try his hand on aim trainers saying that "this game is mostly knowledge anyways" and then proceding to die after wiffing half a mag in a clueless enemy

[corpsebanger]

I took your skull off display because my guests kept saying it looked noticeably gayer than the other skulls

[arboretumguardian]

Coward. Gay skulls are a symbol of status, you have the skull of someone significantly funnier and hotter than the rest, you should keep it on display and be proud of it

[arboretumguardian]

The thing about aim training that people don't mention when they want other ppl to get into aim training is that is increases your gamesense by a lot because now when ppl execute the idea they had, they can accurately judge if it was a shit idea or not. There is no doubting your mechanical skill, only how you read the situation and that makes you get better so much faster

[arboretumguardian]

Shout out to that one guy who quitted out of embarrassment saying in a very shy voice "I can't believe I'm getting carried by a dommy mommy again :(" after I killed 2 teams and reanimated him in Apex.

[cpericardium]

hey everyone "I" have something to show "you"

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[diosapate]

looking at your phone is always one of these two experiences

[arboretumguardian]

Something I've just realized about one of the current biggest marketplaces in Brazil is that it is a PVP experience for the sellers with whoever can purchase and use branding protections first being the winner, meaning that it is unfortunatelly Pay2Win so it's bad game design in my eyes.

[rookinthecrownest]

being a new warframe player is a crazy experience because you will realize you need a frumple gun to do better damage but you can only get it after farming a specific bleeblorp from Mars, and it can only be unlocked on the 3rd new moon of the year. But in order to get the purgle to process the bleeblorp u must first gain enough street cred with the local Crimbus syndicate. You will need to do 5 million missions for them to be able to rank yourself up enough to buy the purgle. Congrats you’ve ranked up enough to buy the purgle. Except you’ve only bought the blue print. You now need to farm even more components. You do all this and the frumple gun is mastery locked.

[arboretumguardian]

ngl I think one of the things I love the most about transitioning is that now I can actually feel love. For +20 years I never felt it, I labelled myself as aromantic for this whole time because while t was still in my body it was true. Then bam 1 week into hrt and I'm suddenly appreciating romance, then a bit more time and I'm finding my best friend that I've known for 9 years really cute, then a bit more time I can't help but try to be a flirt with him, and now I'm dating him and feeling so happy about it I can't put into words. Hrt really is magical

[arboretumguardian]

I've been staying at my dads workshop during his break time, and this workshop does both repairs for gym equipment as well as selling old furniture he repairs snd then sells.

Most of these pieces of furniture are things other people have thrown away or things family and friends don't need anymore so they give it to us, and some of them come with small trinkets, stickers and other little quirks. These little things, somehow, can be more popular than the furniture itself.

I had people coming in asking for the price of a key for an old wardrobe because it would make a cool piece for a neckless, a dude offering about 20 bucks for a sticker for his bike he couldn't find anywhere but we had it in the side of a file cabinet, some old lady wanted to buy the stained glass of a door he had but not the door frame, and paid extra for us to take it out of it. We had a table that came in with a cool rock and a dude was ok with paying for the whole table if it got him the rock (we gave the rock for free).

People come here for any reason but furnitute

[arboretumguardian]

reading cute yuri/yaoi novels invokes 2 moods into me: "Wow they are so fucking cute, this is absolute peak, I wish them absolute happiness and joy and cute moments, this makes me so happy I wanna dieeee" "I'm never going to experience this. My window to be able to do this has been long gone, I resent myself for avoiding such things when I was younger. Joy like this will never happen to me. I wanna die."

[arboretumguardian]

After reading so much yuri/yaoi where people are non apologetically cute to each other, reciprocating affection and just being very considerate of their partners, I started to get a huge ick from romance in other anime where the dude confesses/gets confessed to and when it's reciprocated he fucking refuses to do anything to show affection. This shit can happen even in strait romance anime and it has been bothering me sooooo much like JUST HOLD HANDS AND KISS AND BE CUTE AND GOOD TO EACH OTHER PLZ

[arboretumguardian]

A funny thing about starting E is that even though I'm far less competitive, I have also gotten significantly better at almost all my hobbies in a very short amount of time (cuz mental clarity goes brrrr) and it makes me feel like those characters who take off the little weight thingys in their legs and arms to achieve full power but instead of fighting I'm just editing better and clicking better

[mayorpotato]

drew them before work I miss them lots

[arboretumguardian]

This ship is the reason I'm always friendly towards Wattson players I just love it so much