[arc-h1ve]

One day I’ll remember to make a pinned intro post..

[limbel]

we have to thank our brave soldiers in fandom who write gen fics. we have to thank our brave soldiers in fandom who write character studies and stories with no focus on romance or sex. we have to get on our knees and thank the brave soldiers in fandom who write about minor characters and friendship and family with no focus on romance or sex. i know it’s hard to care about characters in a world that seems to only revolve around ships but i see you. and i love you

[nephilot]

self-harm for beginners by nephilot

summary:

as i said in my tumblr post: dean walking in on sam's self-harming during s7 🤤🤤🤤 sam staring up at him with wide, wet eyes, can't say anything, blade covered in blood. dean spinning the emotive wheel and landing on rage: "what the hell, sammy? now my brother's a teenage girl?"

“I’m not—” Sam stops. He feels sick and fuzzy. Any moment now, Satan’s gonna start getting chatty. The side of the bathtub should be firm and hard against his back, but even that lacks materiality. Everything is just as fake as everything else. “Okay, first of all, I’m not a teenage girl.” It’s the wrong thing to go after, he’s barely making sense. And Dean doesn’t even deign to respond to that verbally. He just nods at the cuts.

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[arc-h1ve]

Went over to a friends house to watch supernatural and She handed me a weighted blanket and an infinity cube. Yeah okay you got me there

[ring2002]

just one more look at your open wound bro pleaseee i promise i wont be weird this time

[colourinverse]

When they finally live in a real home and have their own separate rooms in the bunker Sam js stands outside dean's door yapping about lore or research or whatever nerdy thing and dean says "GET OUT OF MY ROOM" and Sam, typical little brother, instantly goes "I'm not IN your room, SEE, SEE-" cuz he's in the doorway and. You guys are forty.

Anyway Sam also does the thing where he repeats everything Dean says :)

[the-heaminator]

Next up let’s give Cas a cloaca

IM ALWAYS SAYING THIS.

a) the bastardization of jimmy novaks body

b) what the fuck angel you can lay eggs?

"I shouldn't be able to"

"But you don't have a dick" "I do. it is simply internal."

"Soooo you dont have a dick"

[seasononesam]

Sam and Dean + original character descriptions

[the-heaminator]

cas absentmindedly playing with sam and deans hair because they dont have feathers and needs to preen them or he'll get nervous is very important to me. equally as important is them not realising why cas is being weird

[carcosam]

dean 100% touched sam’s corpse inappropriately now i need the necro tapes

[shadowboxersam]

Righteous Man vs boy with the demon blood

[deanwincesterinmascara]

did sam ever get caught at school with emo poetry in his locker a gun in his backpack and then dean had to break him out of jail before he got mistakenly charged with planning a school shooting

[syrenki]

i have a bunch of disgusting ideas if anyone's interested

[meij0o]

when i try to dig it up and bring it back to life.

[subwaybug]

More people should get into poly shipping. Both because polyamory is awesome and because it's really fun to make complicated ass diagrams

[ileaveclawmarks]

The lesbian S/M safety manual. Ed. Pat Califia; 1988.

[yourthirdparent]

i think cas should be stupidly protective over sam in bursts and during times when hes the least human he brings sam dead birds and mice and then just stares at him with big eyes

well yes ! additionally he keeps bringing sticks into sam's room (motel rooms or his room in the bunker, either or) and placing them around sam's bed. puzzling. and sometimes sam goes to grab his tie when he's playing fed and instead of the tie he brought with him there's only a single blue one (striped after s10) in his bag. weird. and sometimes cas stands with his shoulders hunched like he's fluffing up his wings. strange. and at some point cas starts playing music whenever sam sees him. odd. and cas seems to be wearing increasingly bright blue ties around him. really just confusing behaviour all around.

[yourthirdparent]

STOPPPPP i'm squealing. i really want sam to be running through alternative reasons cas might be wrapping his wings around him (because there's simply no way cas has a thing for him. that'd be insane. the more likely possibility is obviously that [checks notes] cas is. shielding him from. uh. jack...? and a. a beer bottle. and the explosions on tv. from the wrong direction. because he's bad at it. obviously) so he's calling cas a dumb bird for sucking ass at whatever the hell bullshit sam is coming up with to explain cas' behaviour and cas gets soooooo upset. target mate isn't impressed? target mate thinks he's stupid? so his wings fluff up (to anyone but sam cas just appears to be shrinking inwards. but sam can feel it) and sam smiles and laughs about it fondly (#teasing) before returning right back to whatever they were doing before. but cas' wing tucks just a little closer to sam.

[the-heaminator]

sam falls aslepe on cas just once and wakes up genuinely like hes in a nest. cas put all the pillows around him and his wings are fully cloaking him. cas isnt asleep. hes just staring at him and his eyes are weird and then he gets embarrased and hides his face in cas' neck

[yourthirdparent]

UWAAAAA him hiding his face and cas starts running his hands through his hair (preening :>) and sam just shrinks even smaller but lets him. but once cas realises he's allowed to do this and sam won't stop him he starts tidying sam up in other ways. refolding the collars of his shirts neater. brushing away any dirt sam misses. handcombing his hair. it just becomes a thing with them. cas tidies sam up! it's just a thing. then sam fixes cas' tie Once and cas kicks it up twelve notches. he fully just stays in sam's room every night and when sam takes the nest apart he rebuilds it again. sam wakes up tucked against cas' chest surrounded by feathers every morning with cas staring at him like ꒰ঌ(🔵_🔵)໒꒱ and he just closes his eyes and is like "can you. not look at me like that please." and then he peeks again and cas is ꒰ঌ(–_–)໒꒱

[the-heaminator]

WAAAA. That's amazing ohhh. I love this. Cas is clingy to bits at times and like smelling samd clothes and when Cas is doing particularly badly Sam makes the nest and helps Cas inside It and makes it dark and quiet and warm so he gain gain his bearings and then Cas cuddles with him like the world's ending