idyllic

a blog for lmyerim and rkheejin est. 190723

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always

yerim is exhausted and still, she was convinced that she wasn’t debuted, despite her legs hurting from the amount of practice her group was going through before the promotions started. it felt underwhelming, as though she was still waiting for herself to feel a significant transformation from trainee to idol, which is a feeling that still hasn’t come yet. it’s not as though they had many fans-- yet, she hoped. 

she’s snuck out of her dorm, wearing a mask and a hat just in case there was anyone around to recognize her from the various pearl stages on korean television right now and finds herself walking from the cab to heejin’s apartment, a red flush at her cheeks from the cold wind that’s traveling throughout seoul tonight. 

the group is taking a small break from promotions tomorrow but she still had to be back early in the morning or her manager would have a major flip and she’d be constantly guarded. however, once yerim lays down next to heejin, she wonders if she’ll ever be able to get back up again. “i missed you,” she sighs leaning in to kiss her girlfriend on the lips. “i missed you so much. i hate being away from you so long.” yerim kisses heejin again and nuzzles closer to her, wrapping her arm around her torso, feeling warm and safe. “can we just stay here forever?” 

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me & you

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    “you think i could pull off anything,” heejins says, a playful laugh on the tip of her tongue. she finds herself leaning into yerims hold without a single thought, gentle touches leaving warm, twinkling stars in their wake, and she can’t help the way her gaze softens into complete adoration. “i was thinking green, glittery eyes. maybe even a dramatic wing if i’m really feeling up to the challenge, i feel like that could enhance the look. what about you?” scanning the space around them, she starts looking for where tights might be. “tights will probably be easy to find, then bodysuit— i also wanna try getting long, green gloves, but if we can’t find them now i’ll just order those.”

    heejin stops looking, turning to yerim as she begins to speak again, brows furrowing as a small frown replaces where she’d been smiling. “yerm...” both of her hands reach out to take one of the other girls as she begins to speak, heejin stepping closer so she can rest her head comfortably on yerims shoulder, their hands interlaced softly. “i wish i could too, i’d really love to meet your family in person. if you came from them, they have to be wonderful.” she leans in farther, cheeks a light pink at her words. “we could always take a trip during the summer? that way i wouldn’t have to wait until the holidays next year to meet them.”

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yerim’s made reservations weeks ago for heejin’s birthday, wanting it to be absolutely special. she’s prepared a nice evening for dinner and a walk by the river and of course, some gifts to go along with everything. her presents start with a hand decorated framed polaroid of heejin and herself and some nice warm clothes for the upcoming cold season. but tucked away is a shiny silver bracelet with the date they became official on a small heart shaped charm. 

there’s a note inside the box with the bracelet that reads:

my dearest heejin, 

happy birthday! you’re old now ㅋㅋㅋ but still look as youthful and radiant as always. i’m really glad we get to spend birthdays and holidays together like this, together and happy. i never really thought that all of this would happen, being here with you seems like such a long, languid, beautiful dream. i miss you when we’re apart and i live for the days when i get to fall asleep and wake up next to you. i hope that we get to spend the rest of our days like this... in each other’s arms. i really love you, jeon heejin. that’s something i’m proud to be able to tell you as often as i can. 

your yermy

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HEEJIN & YERIM AS POISON IVY & HARLEY QUINN –––

“can we run away from all this now? find a nice botanical garden, wait for the dust to settle?”

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me & you

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“well,” yerim says reaching over to touch heejin’s hair. “in my humble opinion... of course you could.” she keeps her smile and gazes at heejin, tracing the line of her jaw with her eyes and naming the colors in her skin. “how are you going to do your makeup? all green? glitter?” yerim looks at some of the plaid skirts on the rack behind her but none of them are really speaking harley quinn to her as much as she’d like. “are you finding anything? we should look for a green bodysuit and then maybe green tights to go under that.”

yerim’s festive self is coming out and she hopes that heejin can handle it. she’s already begun christmas shopping, for decorations, food, and presents. and she can’t wait for the weather to be cold enough for ice skating, hot chocolate, and warm nights tucked in together watching classic holiday films. “heej,” yerim says softly. “i wish you could come home with me for thanksgiving... i don’t know how much time we’ll have during the holidays. i wish you could meet my family...” yerim pouts, wishing that she could steal heejin away for a bit. 

“i know they’d really love to meet you. it makes me kinda sad we’re so tied up during the holidays.” 

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me & you

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     there’s never a moment where heejin doesn’t feel herself swoon with everything yerim did, the younger girls mere presence the sole reason for her heated cheeks and ( slightly, very slightly ) sweaty palms. they were odd feelings, ones she’d never experienced with anyone before, but they’re fiercely welcomed— she hardly minds them now as they look through clothes, the youngers smirk making her laugh.

     “some people care more about the design rather than meaning, purely for aesthetic purposes, but it’s always funny to see some clueless pre-teen running around with i love cold beer across their front,” heejin responds, her smile growing in amusement. the smile morphs into a smirk of her own, a brow quirking up as she side-eyes the other. “maybe...you read my mind. i mean, it would definitely be in character, and i’m all about sticking to the source material.” she leans in, tilting her head. “do you think i could pull something like that off, yermy?”

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me & you

yerim is in love with everything about her girlfriend and there’s not a moment when they’re not together that heejin can’t make yerim’s heart flutter with the speed of hummingbird wings. today she’s gotten heejin’s hand wrapped around her own while they meander through thrift stores to find pieces for this year’s halloween costumes. yerim’s ordered some things already to come in the mail, small things like a collar and some temporary tattoos but she always liked to make her costumes herself with second hand clothes.

“sometimes i see people with shirts with random english on them and the english makes no sense and i wonder if seoulites really just don’t care,” yerim says with a small laugh looking at a shirt with questionable meaning spelled out in english across the front. yerim pauses, a thought lighting up like a light bulb. she looks up at heejin and raises her eyebrow while her lip curls up in a smirk. “are you gonna wear something skin tight? that wouldn’t be... a bad idea, huh?”