Getting the first part out of the way. I am a big boy. When I have confrontations, I can handle myself. Me not saying something to an admin or a player does NOT give you license to put your own two cents in. If you have a disagreement with someone, then have it on your own issues, but stop using me as a shield because you have a preexisting issue with someone. All you're doing is dragging my name through the mud on the pretense of defending me and that shit needs to stop. A certain rp (which I will not name cuz it's no one's fucking business) was a shitty experience for me for a variety of reasons. But it has NOTHING to do with anyone else. Nothing. You were not involved and if you were, it was literally because you involved yourself. I did not ask anyone to be my knight in shining armor and the fact that the admins have to keep asking me what the fuck is up (because we buried the hatchet months ago) is really fucked up and I'm getting fucking tired of it. So stop. If you have an issue with Hannah or Gaby or anyone from that rp, then fucking talk with them. But leave me the HELL out of it, okay? I will not be your scapegoat any longer and I'm tired of getting fingers pointed at me over something that happened six months ago because certain people are too busy being cowards and hiding behind me. And if you sincerely think you're helping me or whatever, you're really not. I appreciate the thought but it is INCREDIBLY misguided. We are adults, so please act like them. I have my opinions on what happened as do the admins. They're allowed to. I might not agree with all of their views just like they don't agree with mine, but hell, that's life. I don't even hold it against a certain someone who yelled at me because she thought I was saying shit because, tbh, it's /totally/ what I'd do for my friends in an instant. The roleplay community can be complicated but we also need to accept that everyone's human. We all make mistakes, we're all going to see different things. I'm far from perfect. Every member of that rp was far from perfect. I might think some people did things that I definitely didn't agree with, but it's also not cool to cause issues especially when it didn't pertain to you. Let bygones be bygones. So really. Just stop. You're just making a lot of people angry.
The second this is my goodbye. I've dated this for a while. I can't say I'll be gone forever and I might be on this blog occasionally reblogging things but I'm leaving the rp community indefinitely. I'm guessing some of you noticed my absence for this last week and that was part of it. RPing hasn't been fun for a while and I want to get back to other hobbies and activities. RPing started feeling like a chore and I had to force myself to do it. It wasn't a good situation for me and it wasn't for my rp partners. I can't say for sure this is goodbye forever, I hope it's not. But for now, I think it's best I take a break from the community. (It also seems like a good idea since people are trying to start drama and I want no part of it. That shit just stresses me out.) I love everyone of you and hopefully I'll still get to talk to you guys and we'll keep in touch. Like I said I definitely will check back occasionally so feel free to send me messages, though I definitely won't be on every day. To those I RP with, I hope you forgive me and I hope this is just a minor break and that I won't lose the wonderful ships we had going on. So happy rping everyone, and hopefully I'll run into you soon. If I don't, don't forget that I adore every single one of you.
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