EYE FOR AN EYE

HE'S BEEN WAITING TO BRING YOU DOWN

[archrifle]

WHAT  IS  YOUR  PRIMARY  FEELING  IN  LONGING ?

      ---   heavy

In longing, you feel heavy.      Your desire feels like a burden you've been carrying for too long. Your heart is a large weight in your chest, so heavy it brings down your shoulders and puts a bend in your back. You feel like if you were thrown into water, the weight of it would drag you straight to the bottom. It's as if no matter what you do, you just can't shake it or let it go. When you let yourself feel it, it's almost suffocating, you're drowning in desire, quietly. You unfocus your eyes and breathe out until the stream of air thins, a pang in your chest follows. The next breath is a sigh. You've been so patient, you feel you deserve *something*. Your yearning pulls and pulls at you but you've tried everything, nothing left to do but wait. Once you've accepted this, you push the thoughts away, but the weight is still there. Sometimes you convince yourself you don't even want what you desire anymore, you just want the weight lifted. But something says don't give up. You're too deep in love. 

                                      Be strong my dear,       stay determined. 

TAGGED BY: @sbjctzero​ ( <3!! ) TAGGING:  @rannochian​ @aiiren​ you if you’re reading this

[ramonameisel]

I am half a ghost, half a god; half haunted, half bleeding

thoughts #296 | r.m (via rmeisel)

[archrifle]

         WHERE ARE YOU, LOST BOY?  Somewhere between the knowing and the guessing. Hoping for something, making sense of the unknown. Of course she want to know, how do you explain the listless? --- 

                                    “ In a maze of my expectations... ”

@aptheosis​ -  Violet City by Mansionair     ||       S.C

[archrifle]

          RUNNING FROM GHOSTS has never been your forte, too many times you’ve tripped over gravestones and open plots. A million miles from the sanctuary of burying your mistakes. Poetry doesn’t flow easy from you, maybe there’s a first time for everything.

                          “ All the dead seem to know where I am ”

@insahts​​  -  The Ghost On The Shore by Lord Huron     ||       S.C

[archrifle]

        IN THE GRAND SCHEME of things, the bitter blood in your mouth and the wild sound of gunfire should be commonplace. Missions going haywire feel like every other day.

                                  “ Everything's comin' up aces ”

@arianashepard​  -  Hey Look Ma I made It by Panic! At the Disco     ||       S.C

[archrifle]

           LIKE THE PROVIDENCE OF A CHALLENGE,      issued in turn, the tactile tenacity of an iron will moulded false confidence. You aren’t certain what PANDORA’S BOX this will open, but backing down was never in your blood ---

                                     “  I can break the rules, you'll see. . . ”

@sbjctzero  -  The Fool You Need by Son Lux      ||       S.C

[archrifle]

     LIKE THIS POST and I’ll write you a short / one line starter                                 from a song in my spotify playlist! 

[archrifle]

insahts replied to your post: *(     Me: oh boy I can’t wait to write mass ef-  ...

sending you garrus hugs

Garrus vc: I think you mean  I’M  sending  YOU  Garrus hugs, bring it in--

[archrifle]

*(     Me: oh boy I can’t wait to write mass ef-        Life, beating me back with a fly swatter: oh no you don’t you have to be responsible and overwhelmed for the next like half a week        Me: :’ ) okay  

[citadl]

YOUR CYNICISM BUYS ME NO MORE TIME HERE, IMAGINE MY RELIEF TO HIT THE WALLS. RUNNING FROM THE WEIGHT OF ANCIENT LABELS, BELIEVING WHAT IDENTITY THERE WAS  —– 

            PRIV.  SEL.  MASS EFFECT MULTIMUSE  AS LOVED BY SERBERUS

[archrifle]

arianashepard replied to your post: *(  I’ve been here for like a hot minute and I’m...

that’s valid i also love turians

*(  GOOD CHOICE  )

[archrifle]

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Unliking to like again bc turians ��

*(  You have EXCELLENT taste and I SUPPORT YOU.  )

[archrifle]

archrifle​:

*(  I’ve been here for like a hot minute and I’m already planning on making a Mass Effect multi and who’s going on it  )

*(  REMEMBERS PRIMARCH VICTUS,,, okay so my multi might end up being like a shitton of turians i’m not biased  )

[archrifle]

*(  I’ve been here for like a hot minute and I’m already planning on making a Mass Effect multi and who’s going on it  )

[ramonameisel]

I offer damage like salvation, this is my birthright

thoughts #436 | r.m (via rmeisel)

[phantomemes]

credit  /  feel free to change pronouns !

‘ tell me about the dream where we the pull bodies out of the lake ’ ‘ it’s more like a song on a policeman’s radio ’ ‘ tell me how all this , and love too , will ruin us ’ ‘ we’ll never get used to it ’ ‘ there are so many things i’m not allowed to tell you ’ ‘ we know where the sound is coming from ’ ‘ the world is no longer mysterious ’ ‘ it’s thinking of stabbing us to death and leaving our bodies in a dumpster ’ ‘ i like him and i want to be like him ’ ‘ someone once told me that explaining is an admission of failure ’ ‘ history repeats itself ’ ‘ i wanted to be wanted ’ ‘ frequently i was finding myself sleepless ’ ‘ i’d like my money’s worth ’ ‘ we can’t punch ourselves awake ’ ‘ sorry about the blood in your mouth ’ ‘ you wanted happiness , i can’t blame you for that ’ ‘ a mouth sounds idiotic when it blathers on about joy ’ ‘ tell me you’re not miserable ’ ‘ imagine being useless ’ ‘ there is no way to make this story interesting ’ ‘ i want to tell you this story without having to confess anything ’ ‘ he told me it wasn’t going to be okay ’ ‘ the minutes don’t stop ’ ‘ every morning another chapter ’ ‘ i wanted to give you something more ’ ‘ i’m sorry i came to your party and seduced you ’ ‘ you want a better story ’ ‘ i can already tell you think i’m the dragon ’ ‘ you still get to be the hero ’ ‘ i take the parts that i remember and stitch them back together ’ ‘ here is the part where everyone was happy all the time and we were all forgiven ’ ‘ the entire history of human desire takes about seventy minutes to tell ’ ‘ unfortunately we don’t have that kind of time ’ ‘ it isn’t over yet , it’s just begun ’ ‘ things happen every minute that have nothing to do with us ’ ‘ i wanted to fall down right there but i knew you wouldn’t catch me ’ ‘ you are a fever i am learning to live with ’ ‘ everything is happening at the wrong end of a very long tunnel ’ ‘ i just don’t want to die anymore ’ ‘ you want to die for love , you always have ’ ‘ let’s not talk about it , let’s just not talk ’ ‘ you say  ‘ i’ll give you anything ’  but you never come through ’ ‘ i’m hungry and hollow and just want something to call my own ’ ‘ anything past the horizon is invisible , it can only be imagined ’ ‘ you keep singing along to that song i hate ’ ‘ this is the place where everything starts to begin ’ ‘ monsters are always hungry ’ ‘ none of us are going back ’ 

[archrifle]

SINK MY LITTLE SOUL FOR YOU, AND TALKING, I SAID I’VE BEEN THROUGH A LOT OF NOISE. THE MANNER THAT HE DRINKS IN TWOS, ENJOYS. WE’RE UTTERLY AGREED IN WHICH TO WAR  —–

PRIV.  SEL.   GARRUS VAKARIAN,  TALI ZORAH VAS NORMANDY,  THANE KRIOS                            as loved by SERBERUS,   ESTER,   JORDY.