it’s hard to describe what i feel these days. is it emptiness, loneliness, sadness, depression, boredom or something else?
i can’t tell you myself. i feel like i’m just existing, without any drive, without any motivation, getting nowhere in life. sometimes i wonder if life will always be like this and it’s scary. i haven’t accomplished anything in life so far and although there are things that i want to achieve in the future, it’s hard to get up and push myself everyday because nothing seems worth anything. it’s the same day everyday. i ask myself, how long is it going to be like this? i wish i knew the answer.












