[arielisdumb]

Ok but what you said was the same thing I JUST SAID, only overexplained.

[klaarg]

[arielisdumb]

"No one wants to hear you cry about the greif inside your bones."

[anxietyproblem]

[doggosource]

zen

[arielisdumb]

What do you do to feel like yourself again?

I haven't felt like me in a while.

[arielisdumb]

Maybe I need to be taking more time for myself. Not the kind of "time for myself" where I just sit on the couch for 13 hours and then cry myself to sleep without my partner hearing, but the kind of "time for myself" where I just drive with all the windows down. Without a destination in mind. Maybe take hwy 4. Maybe stop at the wildlife sanctuary. Maybe smoke a blunt on the way. Like im 19 again.

[arielisdumb]

I dont think im ok.

Panic attacks are almost an everyday occurrence.

Every day cant be a bad day.. Can it?

These days I cry a lot more. I'm getting decent at hiding it I think.

Small things set me off. I get angry easily.

My anxiety makes me mean and defensive.

Incredibly easy tasks are daunting and fill me with dread. Do I hate my job because I'm depressed or am I depressed because I hate my job?

Do I actually hate my job? Is my job the problem?

What is the problem? What is the fucking problem?

I just want to be happy. To feel normal.

[oneman-wolfpackk]

I know you’re tired bitch but keep fucking going

[tylerspangler]

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[roll1uptwice]

[juelzsantanabandana]

Me: *passes a blunt to the demon in my house* AHAAA gotcha bitch , that was laced with sage get the fuck out my house

[everythingstarstuff]

[arielisdumb]

I don't need to be scolded. I'm just a fuck up.

Naturally.

[arielisdumb]

Sometimes,

I miss my angst. It's almost as if it was my only inspiration. Now, as I sit and bask in the glow of my now happy life, I feel deflated. Haven't drawn in months. Haven't created in over a year. And the question runs across my mind, "is this really happy?"

[bruwho]

[frigenkitchenwitchin]