I used to type out life updates on here all the time.. but then I started working on growing my YouTube channel and started doing that in my vlogs.. sort of.. but now.. I dunno.. I really miss typing.
You guys, Iām at a crossroads. I can see everything I want to be, and Iām halfway there.. but Iām scared.
It might all sound dumb, but I really want a blog. I know theyāre not cool or whatever and no one reads them but I just donāt like that I live online, spread across a few different social media platforms that could disappear at any moment.
My goal, is to have a blog that has different sections, one for lifestyle tutorials (cooking, DIYs, fashion etc), one for life updates and one for my music.
I knew it would take me a long time to save enough money to buy all of the equipment I need for music, but I only have one thing left to buy now! Itās taken a year which is waaaay faster than I thought it would take me
(I donāt really like talking about money.. but Iām a housewife, I donāt work and lots of people IRL think Iām spoiled rotten and my fiance buys me anything I want but a few years ago I took over our finances and we both have savings accounts that are automatically transferred $100 each week, thatās our individual spending money and Iāve been saving up that to buy my instruments)
The only thing I didnāt buy was my keyboard, that was a birthday present.
I wish to have my space set up so that I donāt have to move furniture or pull equipment out of storage.
This has been the longest Iāve ever stuck with something.
When I decided that I wanted to make videos two years ago I knew it would take a really long time to get good at it (Iām still not quite there but soon :p) and I knew that it would take a long time to buy everything I needed and learn the new skills etc.
Then when I added in music to the mix last year I was really excited to have found something Iām actually good at but also terrified because of how much LONGER it would now take to get everything...
but still.. here I am.. one piece left to buy. That final piece only costs $200, sure I still need to wait for the basement reno to be finished before the recording studio gets itās permanent home but that could be sometime this year.
This is the year I turn 30, and also the year that I finish steps Iāve been working towards for years.
I guess itās making me feel some things, but Iām not sure what they are because I donāt think Iāve felt them before
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