I look up at Josh with a dewy-eyed expression and smile. There was something about him late at night, when we were both tired and ready to go to bed. An innocence, that you could never see during the day. I guess it’s how he’s always tired, I mean with Union J stuff all day hes bound to be exhausted by 12pm. He always makes time for me, though. Even when he had to fight to keep his eyes open, he’d spend time with me. Not doing anything exciting, just watching a movie, listening to music, cuddling or anything else we could think of.
Josh takes hold of my hand and runs his thumb lightly over the palm of my hand. He looks down at me, smiling. We don’t talk for a while. We normally don’t. There’s something beautiful about the calmness in the room. We don’t need to say anything normally, we just enjoy each other’s company while we have it. We have this rule. ‘Only speak if what you’re going to say is more beautiful than silence.’ And, alot of the time, we follow it. Josh breaks the silence and stares at me with his piercing blue eyes. ‘You’re so beautiful.’ He says. I smile and look away. He always tells me this, I never really beleive it, but it still always makes me smile that he thinks I am. ‘No, really Y/N’ He says, his voice sounding serious now. ‘You are so beautiful. And you don’t even realise it. In all the small things you do each day, all those things that make you who you are, they and you are so, so, so beautiful. The way you laugh…the way you talk, the way you love life and everything around you. How carefree you are, the way even the smallest things can make you smile…..And the way you look at me.’ I’m staring back at him now. Looking into his eyes and watching his mouth. What he’s saying means a lot. I beleive him, I know he really means it. I blush, ‘Josh…’ I’m stuck for words, and that’s saying something. ‘You’re beautiful too.’ I begin to say. ‘More beautiful than anyone or anything else in the world. You not only make me beleive I’m beautiful, but you make me feel it, too.’ I kiss him softly on the lips. I’m overwhelmed by his scent and taste and I feel my heart flip like it does every single time we kiss. ‘I’m in love with you, Joshua Cuthbert. And I’m only falling deeper.’
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