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THE BEAR  |  2.03

I think when I was a kid, anything that would give me any sort of excitement or amusement or enjoyment, it always got kinda f*cked. You know, I don’t think my family meant to ruin it or anything like that, you know. I don’t think they did it on purpose. But I think… Sometimes they just, they try too hard. You know, or they’d make promises that they weren’t able to keep.

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Thank youuu for everything - For never shouting at me kahit na nkakabaliw na ang ugali ko. For saying sorry and accepting my apologies kapag inaaway moko (char)

For loving me despite my bad history of dating. For always telling me how much I mean to you.

For loving my family and Friends and defending them pag naiinis ako sknila, haha.

I’m just here, doing my best to somehow reciprocate it all, and I won’t really mind even if it takes a lifetime to show it. Thank you for bringing me sunshine, Bonek!

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💩

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If possible, I just want to be okay again...

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On the darkest days of my life, you both are the only ones that stayed. To be honest I no longer think that there's still a light for me at the end of this tunnel, but I'm okay with it ending like this. I'm kinda tired seeking for illumination now. Still I am grateful to both of you.

Extra drama cause I probably have a very serious heart condition.

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My heart grows weaker everyday. 

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Finally moved out.

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Cali

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I'm really tired...