awake and sleepless as stars shine

joel zimmerman. 36. audio engineer. cat lover. internet hate machine. don't mistake me for someone who gives a shit.

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willaxholland:

It’s not false hope if people do it! That’s why I do one kind thing every day. If I do it then maybe someone else will, I mean they may not. and that does totally suck, but if you don’t try to do good in the world, then it will never change. The first step to change is to start. Every wave starts with a small ripple, and all that shit. But if you want to be a shithead and not be nice than so be it. You do you, dude.

yeah, it’s what i’m good at, so i’ll stick to it. good luck changing the world by holding doors open, tho. i’m sure that’ll go real well.

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amazinglylipa:

 Not cute!!!

kind of cute. obviously i really love my satanic overlord.

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flashxmiller:

 Yeah, like I’d actually tell you. don’t believe, the least I care.

aight then i guess we’re done here

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flashxmiller:

 I feel bad for whatever titanic that breaks in halves because of you. the irony is that i got that metaphor and came but with the worse reply. uh, no no, never.  plus i kinda forgot what i was saying so i don’t know??

yuck. lmao, man, u were just about to tell me about all the depraved shit you’ve done in your short life, remember?

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ffsshelley:

it’s a big deal we’re found common ground and the little thing they call friendship? it’s a pretty big deal, i mean you get to be friends with me, that’s fucking big. there’s been a few people that cry but for the most part everyone is super cool. i love it.

feckin’ huuuuuuuuge. you know how hard it is for me to make friends? almost impossibru. ahhh, that’s cool. i get it, too... i’ve had a few people freak out when they meet me, too, like just out n’ about n’ shit. but mostly they’re chill. except when i’m like, clearly busy and they gotta keep yellin’ at me. then i get cranky.

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heyhazza:

Spent too much on ink to take my skin off.  i can show some skin though, not layer it under jumpers and coats.

yeah well, i guess if you’ve got the body for it, then knock yourself out. i’ll stick with my t-shirts and jackets, thank you.

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lizzieaolsen:

So what?? It’s still pretty awesome! 

yeah, getting to travel the world for work is pretty ok, lol.

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iisupersinghii:

That’s wonderful! I kinda miss touring myself, my last tour was for my book. What are you on tour for, a new album? I don’t blame you, as soon as you get home, do it! Exactly, I still wish I could have a sheep pillow as soft as a real sheep.

nah, not a full album... a few new singles here n’ there, but mostly it’s just to hit places i haven’t been in a while/at all. gotta make up all that money i spent on my studio, haha. you got a book out? what’s it called? i could google, i guess, but... conversation is good.

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@deadmau5: feelin foxy! 

[willaxholland]

Okay so I have the best Father in the world, I got into my Trailer this morning and I had a bouquet of Flowers with a card in it that read “just because- love dad.” I wish things like this happened more often, It just goes to show you that one random act of kindness can really make someone’s day! You never know who could use a little act of kindness. So, hold that door open for the guy behind you at the Dunkin Donuts, Let that guy pull out in front of you at the intersection. Give your spare change to the Homeless man on the street corner. It could start a chain reaction and they’ll do something good for someone and so on and so on and then you could have been the start of the revolution that made the world a better place. Hi everyone, I’m Willa, It’s great to be here, So nice to meet you, Have you done your good deed for the day?

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gross, absolutely not. i don’t believe in instilling people with false hope that the world isn’t totally in the shitter by being nice just ‘cause i can. we’re all turds that are clogging the pipes, and they best way to convey that is to give as few shit as possible. you got it all wrong, kid. 

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flashxmiller:

 Don’t be an bigger asshole then usual.  I can do math in my head, fucker, very fast!! in your dreams, maybe I do , but in reality i can do without.

you haven’t even seen the tip of this asshole iceberg. that’s a gross metaphor. wow. but uh, but you should share! come onnnnn, i wanna knoowwww, tell meeeeee.

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ana-dearmcs:

I envy people that can just fall asleep at the snap of a finger. I have friends that can just lay down and pass out fast with no problem and it irritates me so much. Why couldn’t I be born with that kind of ability? If I wrote music I don’t think I would get much done either. With acting i’m forced to be somewhere at a certain time and am doing something. Now with writing where you have more space and not really a set schedule, I know that I would keep saying I would start writing eventually, but keep putting it off until the next day and the day after that and so on. 

it’s fuckin’ rude, is what it is. here we are strugglin’, and they’re off to snoozeville like it’s the first day of vacation. bastards. ah yeah, i hear you. sticking to my own schedule is a bitch, especially since i’m the only person i have to disappoint for like, months on end. EVENTUALLY it’ll catch up to me and i’ll piss off my fans by delaying an album, but it doesn’t usually come to that. all-nighters, n’ such. to be honest, livestreaming my creative process always helped keep me on track. plus it was cool to get live feedback from the folks watching.

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ffsshelley:

nothing wrong with being a diva, everybody should know that by now. i mean have you heard beyonce’s song? i like to think diva is the theme song to my life. you’re becoming one of my favourite people purely for the fact you’re basically me in a dudes body. i had a couple of conventions to attend one in adelaide and another in brisbane which were pretty awesome.

you know what, you’re right! to hell with the haters. aw, lookit that, we’ve found common ground! this is a big deal, for me. ooh, neato! you ever have to deal with any crazy nutballs at those things??

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amazinglylipa:

No, I was merely asking a question. Any answer would have sufficed.

i wanna sacrifice them to my deity, how’s that?

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go--garfield:

Not busy for once, and no that was just like a two or three time thing. 

two or three?? sheesh, i only heard about the one instance, lol. i guess that’s gotta at least make you bi-curious as this point.

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ben--b:

Fair enough, I hope you do get to pet a lot of them. And absolutely, you totally get me. Take pictures and show them to all of us when you get back home.

i’ll have a full blown “check out my awesome vaycay you weren’t a part of!” showing of the pictures, where no one wants to be there but they also don’t wanna be rude. you’re gonna hate it.