Take me to church

nikolai sacha lebedev

[arsxnistslvllabye2]

i’m tired. but like. the kind of tired you feel in your bones. small things feel too big. i just wanna lay down and stop existing for a little while

[arsxnistslvllabye2]

self done stitches weren’t good enough for the ex wife apparently. 🙄🙄 i kill a guy and she doesn’t blink a fucking eye but i show up with stitches that “look like a three year old” did them and it’s an atrocity

[arsxnistslvllabye2]

happy fucking valentine’s day to me, ex wife to be is getting married again. wonder if this is why she asked for that divorce

meanwhile i have to sneak away at some point this week and kill a guy. that feels somewhat appropriate and somehow i’m less apprehensive now than i was before lmaooo

fuck valentine’s day

[arsxnistslvllabye2]

speaking of sera tho her dad keeps calling, i’ve ignored three phone calls so far and he’s left a single voicemail.

i know i can’t ignore him forever but i’m not ready for another job. i’m not ready to kill again

[arsxnistslvllabye2]

if sera ever finds out i’m trying to fuck her brother i’m afraid she’ll try and hit me with a shoe or something lmao

[arsxnistslvllabye2]

signing divorce papers fucking SUCKS lmao

[arsxnistslvllabye2]

breakfast with sera makes me excited but nervous.

[arsxnistslvllabye2]

i can’t make my brain shut up when i’m around you. it’s like i’m 16 again and asking you to marry me all over

[arsxnistslvllabye2]

forgot i’m still legally married to sera and didn’t know how to respond when the guy at the dmv asked about my wife