Artsy hoe

You're the only thing that's going on in my mind

[artisticmind]

I think I’m holding on to you so hard

because you have

everything I didn’t know I wanted

and everything I didn’t know I needed

because even when I see your flaws

I look at them as the most beautiful ones

as thing that make you so unique

and how cute they make you be

[artisticmind]

2023

I stopped writing poetry as you might be able to see, I lost completely interest on it and I felt so in love at that time, now things kind of changed.

I love writing about how I feel and what is going on in my life (I bought a notebook to write there but I never did) and today I felt like writing here would be better.

so maybe I'm starting to do it often...

[artisticmind]

He got the talent to

make me feel special

and then one more

he got the talent to

hurt me with just one word

[artisticmind]

I found you very selfish

You should’ve thought how your actions

Might have affected me

You should not have used me

The way you did

When you knew how fragile I was

[artisticmind]

I feel so heartbroken

maybe is my fault

for expecting too much

for asking for too much

when I knew you were not the one

I should be expecting or asking

[artisticmind]

I miss you so damn much

and I feel like you don’t miss me at all

you are probably doing fine

I probably haven’t even crossed your mind

like you have crossed  mine

[artisticmind]

I am scared like a child in a dark

I am scared of open my heart more

and being left again

I feel so insecure because

I have nothing secured

sometimes it feels like I have everything in my hands

and then it feels like I actually never had anything

like everything slipped away

I feel like I ask too much

and you don’t to give too much

[artisticmind]

I never thought compliments

were important until

you like someone and

you crave them like honey

[artisticmind]

I wanna lay next to you

close to your chest

while I touch your hair

and watch you fall as sleep

seeing your eyes closed

hearing your slow breathing

and feeling your arms on my body

[artisticmind]

I wrote every poem

with tears running down my face

with pain in my heart

and hundreds of thoughts

running through my mind

[artisticmind]

I love you

with all your flaws

and I can’t say you

won’t find anybody else

that loves you like I do

because I know someone will

and the best part of it

is that you’ll love her too

[artisticmind]

I am back to the point

where I am so confused

and I am back at the beginning

can you please be gentle

this time?

I don’t think I can

go through the same twice

[artisticmind]

I wish I was with you right now

we were both laying on your bed

hugging each other

in silence

[artisticmind]

Your hugs makes me feel like

the world could burning down

and as long I am between those arms

nothing bad is gonna happen to me

[artisticmind]

I don’t mind if you are the one

who’s gonna break my heart

as long as you stay in my life

[artisticmind]

Please be kind

I’m made of porcelain

any swift move

can break me into pieces

and I’ll never glue them back

[artisticmind]

I wanna be the friend you never had

I wanna be the person you trust

the one you call when everything is falling apart

even if in the process I’m hurting myself

because I care more about you than I do about me