QUEZON REAL 2025
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QUEZON REAL 2025
ARTWORKS LATELY 2023-2024
It feels so downgraded tbh, wala akong composition and it's always the same. It is sad that I'm slowly drifting away from this hobby that I really love. But I appreciate those people who still look out when I make art. They'd say they love it the weird feeling is I don't. I kind of hate what I create lately. 2024 na, pero grabeng art block na tong nadadanas ko. Ayoko sanang umabot ng ilang taon na naman to. Kasi alam kong mababaliw ako.
Ang hirap hirap bumalik o baka natatakot na naman ako sa constructive crits ng mga fellow art friends ko. Ganun din kasi nafeel ko dati. Ang dami kong kasabayan, lahat sila may mga narating na sa life. Lahat sila may mga exhibits na, may toy na. Ako eto wala, I know the problem is me din, wala akong oras at mahina ako sa time management lately. Kakawork, kaka trabaho.
Pero naniniwala pa din ako na may plot twist sakin tong art sakin. Kelangan ko lang ng pahinga at ng spark ulit.
Sana dumating soon..
Kurt Cobain: was mentally and physically abused by his biological father because he had ADHD and was hyperactive which bothered his dad.
Kurt Cobain: his parents didn’t want him to play with poor kids because he was “better than them” and he was forced to wear a sweater he was allergic to so his mom would brag how her kids “were the best dressed kids in town”
Kurt Cobain: thought he was the reason of his parents divorce since his parents usually argued about his up-bringing which made him feel guilty and embarassed
Kurt Cobain: witnessed his mother being abused by her boyfriend who once broke her arm and felt guilty because he couldn’t do anything about it
Kurt Cobain: moved to live with his dad in a trailer trying to improve their relationship but his dad ended up marrying another woman after promising his 10 year old son not to remarry
Kurt Cobain: couldn’t get along with his step-mom because he felt that if he would love her he would betray his mom and because his father treated his step-siblings better than him which made him withdrawn and deprssed
Kurt Cobain: he had minor scoliosis but both of his parents didn’t care which caused several physical problems in the future mainly his stomach problems
Kurt Cobain: was forced by his father to practice sports and left his father’s house when he was 14 after a huge argument because he lost a wrestling match
Kurt Cobain: his mother didn’t want him to come live with her so he had to move from relative to relative. None of his relatives afforded his stay which made him feel depressed and un-wanted
Kurt Cobain: moved to live with his mom and her husband and he was constantly abused by his step-dad for being a virgin and single and often called him “loser” and “faggot”
Kurt Cobain: was bullied in high school for being friends with a gay boy and because he was intersted in arts while the other boys were interested in sports
Kurt Cobain: started smoking pot when he was 13 to deal with his depression and his mother didn’t bother to stop him because she was also smoking pot that she hid in her jewerly box and she even once took a drag from her son’s joint at a party
Kurt Cobain: got kicked out of his mom’s house at 17 because he brought a girl with him to impress his step-dad who would always brag about how many girls he slept with when he was in Kurt’s age
Kurt Cobain: was homeless when he was just 17 and he would sometimes sleep in the library, in the hospital waiting room or on cardboards and he NEVER complained to anyone about it
Kurt Cobain: had to quit school at 18 to find a job to afford his bread and rent a dirty and smelly shack and he went through several jobs including being a janitor at his own high school
Kurt Cobain: he was kicked out of his appartements several times because he couldn’t afford to pay the rent until moving in with his first girlfriend when he was 21
Kurt Cobain: suffered from severe stomach problems because he had a pinched nerve in his spine caused by his untreated scoliosis and he didn’t talk about it because he didn’t want to bother people which later made him medicate himself using heroin in littles doses to kill the pain
Kurt Cobain: would sometimes stop in the middle of the performance to check if the people who stage dived were ok
Kurt Cobain: heard the story of a 14 year old girl who got raped and wrote a song about her (Polly)
Kurt Cobain: hated sexists, racists and homophobes and didn’t want them to come to his shows and always expressed his annoyance because of their presence
Kurt Cobain: respected women dearly and encouraged feminist movements (like Riot Grrrls)
Kurt Cobain: tried to quit drugs and went to rehab twice in a row. Once when his wife was pregnant and a second time when his daughter was born
Kurt Cobain: accepted to play a benefit for rape survivors in Bosnia and Herzegovina and didn’t get a dime for his performance
Kurt Cobain: wrote a song about rape (Rape Me) because he wanted to attract media’s attention to that issue and kept playing it despite the critics and the controversy that surrounded the song
Kurt Cobain: played a gay rights benefit supporting No-on-Nine
Kurt Cobain: stopped in the middle of the song to defend a girl who was being harrassed and kicked the man out of the show after making him feel ashamed about himself
Kurt Cobain: used his fame to promote good bands who weren’t famous and was bothered by media’s focus on his band only and openly expressed how he thought bands like Soundgarden and Alice In Chains were better and deserve more recogniation
Kurt Cobain: didn’t want to be called “a voice of a generation” because his drug use was exposed and he didn’t want to influence anybody negatively and he felt that he was judged by media which deepened his depresion because of his insecurity and made his drug addiction worse
Media: Kurt Cobain was a rock star junkie who hated fame and commited suicide because of it at age 27
People: Kurt Cobain is an emo pussy! He was a coward for killing himself and he was a junkie loser! He was always complaining about how his life sucked and the only thing he did is whine and sing about depression!
“PURO LANG BULAKLAK SA UMPISA”
Sakit pa nga pag nakikita mong hindi interested yung taong gusto mo sa buhay mo. Pero dati tangina kahit anong bagay cine-celebrate nyo kahit maliit. Tapos ngayon.. wala na..
Plastikan na lang. Pinipilit na lang. Tapos kapag sinukuan mo na, susumbatan ka ng akala ko ba naiintindihan mo ko, hindi mo susukuan. Mga ganung shit. Tangina haha.
Binigay mo naman lahat. Inintindi mo naman. Hindi ka naman sumuko agad kahit paulit-ulit ka ng tahimik lang na nadidisappoint. Kahit iilang bagay lang naman yung mga bagay na nailabas mo kasi hindi mo na kaya yung ganito na pakiramdam mo, display ka lang.
Ang malala pa, kapag nagsabi ka ng saloobin mo ikaw pa lalabas na parang mali. Ah mali ata na nag-share ako. Dapat pala sinarili ko na lang.
Kakausapin kapag convenient, para ka na lang naging task na kailangan ganito, ganyan araw-araw. Pero hindi mo na maramdaman. Lagi kang pinag-iisip, pakiramdam mo hindi ka kasali.
Putangina, ang mahirap pa. Kahit sobrang hindi mo deserve yung ganito, tatanga-tanga ka pa din. Like, tangina hahaha ang sarap sisihin talaga minsan ng pinagmulan mo lalo kapag unloved ka as a child. Kaya ka ganyan, nanlilimos ka ng validation at atensyon. Kahit hindi mo naman talaga kailangan.
Putanginang mundo ‘to. Ang lungkot.
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POSTCARDS FOR STEPHEN
Things were so hard for you this year. Losing your hair, dealing sa trauma ng pandemic, bayarin, your depression and how you've been doing things now. I can sense na lahat yun is trauma response mo. I'm sorry if may mga set backs din ako. Pag pinipilit kita sa mga bagay na hindi mo trip. I know mahirap makipag-deal sa buhay ngayon. But hey, you survived all of it and I'am so proud of you everyday. You are a blessing. Please don't stop living.
I love you everyday, Stephen!
Camera: Prima Zoom65
Film: Kodak Gold C200
Location: Lambingan Hills
LAMBINGAN HILLS 2020
It was camping to remember. First time ko mag-hiking and it was not good. Going there pa lang grabe na agad yung experience. Walang tulog, puro kape nasa sistema tapos nag panic attacks pa while going up hahaha. It was fun tho. Ang hirap umakyat kapag umuulan. Puta. Sobrang fulfilling din sa pakiram nung nakarating ka na sa tuktok.
Nag-overnight kami there with my man. It was fun and relaxing. Walang worries pansamantala. Tapos solo pa namin kasi wala masyado tao. Ang sarap sa pakiramdam. Sobrang ganda ng tanawin pa. Sarap ulitin. Pero sana yung panahon na hindi na maulan.
Camera: Prima Zoom65
Film: Kodak Gold C200
RANDOM SHOTS 2021
Fun homemade photo shoot with my only sister. She looked ugly af because I put make up on her face and the foundation didn't matched her skin color hahahaha.
Camera: Prima Zoom65
Film Fujicolor C200
RANDOM SHOTS 2018
Napa-process ko na din yung mga naka stock kong film rolls dito sa bahay. Hindi ko ineexpect yung results hahaha. Daming shots kasama ex ko pero hindi ko na in-upload kasi baka mag-spark pa ng isyu. Dito ko na lang itatambak since wala naman masyadong nagvview dito sa site na 'to.
2018 was fucked up and drunk. I was so toxic nung mga panahon na to. I hurt people around me, esp those who cared about me. Kaso nga lang pano mo naman mamahalin yung mga tao sa paligid mo, kung hindi mo mahal yung sarili mo. This serves as good photos and a bitter memory of how destructive I was before.
Camera: Yashica Electro 35 FC & Odette AF35
Film: Kodak Gold C200/Fujicolor C200
Locations: Home & Quezon, Real
LUZVIMIN 2019
Tuwing uuwi si Mama galing sa middle east. Eto talaga ritwal namin. Isang airplane ride, isang bus trip. Tuwing bus trip talaga sobrang sarap. 3days 2nights tapos halos buong pinas yung libot. Although hindi naman talaga sya yung tipo na stop overs ganun tas mag tttour. Talagang literal na road trip. Sobrang cool.
Mula bata pa ko ganito na talaga yung trip ni mama. Pero nung mga times na yun di talaga namin afford yung airplane trip. Pero ngayon na afford na namin, mas trip talaga namin na bus trip pauwi or papunta. Para relax talaga. Super saya gusto ko na maulit!!!!!
QUEZON REAL 2019
Yung mga good times na masarap talaga pumunta ng Real kapag nakakabadtrip sa Taytay. Tapos puro goods mga kasama mong tao, walang mga basagan ng trip. Wasakan nga lang ng atay sa sobrang dami ng alak na nakukunsumo namin.
Nakakamiss. Putanginang covid19 to.
FLASH WARNING:
This is dedicated to all the victims of narcissistic abuse from their lover/family/friends. You are not alone, you are not a piece of shit.
You are enough, you deserve to be treated right.
You have the right to make mistakes.
To all narcissist out there,
FUCK YOU, I HOPE YOU DIE A PAINFUL KIND OF DEATH SOMEDAY.
"A fairy tale is a cruel fantasy that illustrates the brutality and violence of this world in a paradoxical manner. A fairy tale isn't a hallucinogen that gives us hopes and dreams. It's a stimulant that makes us face reality." (Ko Mun-Yeong, IOTNBO E3, 2020)
Alam nyo namimiss ko na mga kaibigan ko. Pero sa sobrang daming circle of people na napasukan ko, iilan lang yung sobrang namimiss ko. Pero feeling ko I'm better off alone kasi I'm tiring, I'm demanding, I crave attention. It isn't healthy for people to be around me.
Pero namimiss ko sila. I hope okay lang sila. Healthy, may trabaho, inaayos yung buhay, may taga-dilig at sana masaya sila.
I'm always around ready to talk when things aren't fine. I wanted to drop names pero feeling ko I'll just keep it to myself.
Sorry kung bigla na lang akong nag zzone out at nawawala. If kilala nyo talaga ako, alam nyo na kung bakit. I'm trying to make it work again with myself kasi alam ko naman ako lang yung may kaya na ayusin tong mga kashitan ko.
Nga pala, madalang na ko mag-inom. I can't drink na yung tipong walwalan na. I worked hard to be sober. Kaya if you want to meet, foodtrip, watch party, kape-kape o di kaya isoy haha.
Namimiss ko kayo. But then again, it's my fault. I'm really sorry for being too selfish in the past years.
Stay safe.
-Papot
wazzup sa mga taong may kabute yung utak na feeling nila kailangan mo ng validation galing sa kanila para mabuhay ka.
shoutout sa mga taong patuloy na lumalaban sa mga jowa/kamag-anak/kaibigan nilang manipulative at narcissist.
at kayo namang mga bata kayo, paglaki nyo kapag naging biktima kayo ng trauma/abuse/manipulasyon from anyone (esp your family). Hindi yon excuse/justification/reason para mang-abuso na din kayo ng ibang tao.
Tandaan nyo:
ANG PANG-AABUSO SA IBANG TAO AY SARILI NYONG CHOICE.
wag nyo sisihin ang ibang tao o ang upbringing sayo sa sarili nyong choice, gago. kapag nang-abuso ka ng tao, mas malala ka pa sa naging abuser mo. yun lang yon. MAS MALALA KA. SAKSAK MO SA KOKOTE MO YAN.
Tangina, babatukan ko kayo.