Me

Just letting my thoughts be known. I like when others follow me but u don't have to it just feels good knowing someone agree with what I write or reblog

[ary707]

To choose to not say “I love u”

I hardly ever forget to say I love u. If I care for you in this way there is a reason I say it so often to u. Its to remind I care for u even when u forget I do. When I choose not to say “I love you” it means one of two things I’m mad with you or I’m not sure if I still love u. Remember this next time someone doesn’t say “I love you”

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Free me

I’m tied down by a relationship I’m struggling to make work. I’m tied to the people who tell me this is good for me. I’m being held captive by the vision my family sees. I want to run be free see the world and just be me.

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Why can’t I just accept it and be happy

My mom says stop wanting things your way. I know things aren’t going to go my way it’s life. But is it too much to ask in a relationship for me to be his priority not some girl he calls his girlfriend. The anxiety the depression the feelings he never understands. The tears I shed at night begging for happiness. I just wish I could be happy without feeling like I’m not really a priority like I dnt belong in his life. Why can’t just accept this form of love and be happy? Because it’s slowly hurting me to try to act like I’m ok when all I feel is tears being held back.

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When the depression hits

All I wanna do is cry Let the tears the feelings the pains all roll away I wish it were that easy But the pain will stay longer than I would like The numbness I strive to have can only last so long

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When you know but you don’t want to face the truth

You know you aren’t on the same page more than half the time. You feel like he’s stuck or just happy where he’s at. You want to go and move forward. You are lonely even when you know you have him. You cry to bed because you don’t want to let him go. But you realize he is not going to change. He’s not going to understand after so many times of trying to make him get it. You are just ready to be done.

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Behind those kitchen doors

Why is my food taking so long (Coming from someone who has worked as a cook and a server)? Here’s five reasons why that may be 1. It was fuckin frozen or not even prepped out so it’s gonna take awhile. 2. There are hella other people orders ahead of yours. It isnt the restaurant’s fault anyway that you are now hangry because you skipped breakfest and now decided to eat. 3. Your server might be really new (or just bad) to this and fucked up your order so is trying to get it fixed before it gets to you. Honestly we all fuck it up at least once a month. 4. Customizing your meal 20 different ways doesn’t help the kitchen in any way. The menu is laid out that way for a reason the cooks have to stop and go step by step to fit your crazy customization. And watch we mess it up because there was one thing we missed and you send it back oh great another five mins to fix it or remake the whole thing. Pushing other people’s orders back even more. 5. The restaurant may actually be understaffed or even undertrained.

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School system fucked so bad that students literally hope and pray for dangerous weather conditions to get out of going.

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Cnt go out cuz mi madre said no. I may be in college and 21 but her word is final

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Needing my own personal space but I'm still feeling lonely wanting them there #dating

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I may like your company but I don't think I can spend everyday with u

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When you stop being in the honeymoon phase of the relationship and start to annoy each other

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I love u

Three words I cannot say to him. Three words that mean the world to me. He says them to me with ease while I sit there in shock. I'm afraid because he loves me. I'm afraid because I feel the same

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I wish I could tell u I love u but I know when I say it that means I'm letting u so close that u could rly hurt me

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Being good is a lot harder than it looks

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Inner feels vs. how I have to be

Him: Tuesday right? We r going out?

Me: Well it depends if I can get out my mom is already gonna give me a lecture for being late

Inner me: Yes of course

Him: I know but I like when we get time together

Me: Me too I wish we had more time

Inner me: I never want to leave ur side

Him: Goodnight

Me: Bye

Inner me: Hold me, kiss me, never let me go again

[ary707]

When I'm actually being good, not lying, giving u constant updates on where I am and what I'm doing but still get crap for taking too long

Life