Absence

he/it/worm/rot Persecutor Psychotic symptom holder Read my pinned post before scrolling Block, don’t report

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Michaela’s vent blog (main is @grime-souls).

The “#targeted ⚰️” tag is directed towards multiple different beings at the moment, including my headmates. It’s usually used for vents/positivity posts. It is not intended to actually be seen by the people it’s about.

♱ He/it/worm/rot

♱ Aplatonic afamilial - I love my

partner and my partner only

♱ Brainmade

♱ Persecutor alter, frequent fronter

♱ Considered the “problematic” one

♱ Delusional, symptom holder of

psychosis

♱ Avoid using the present tense for me

♱ Refer to me as a male corpse only,

rather than an alive human (replace

person/human/being with corpse/

cadaver/carcass

♱ I view myself physically as a

catboy, psychologically as a rotting

corpse, spiritually as an angel and

socially as a video game character.

Treat me as dead/a higher being if

you’re a friend, but treat me as a

cat if you’re my partner.

BLOCK, DON’T REPORT - Reporting a vent account takes away the user’s way of getting help and expressing their feelings. If they lose that, they are at bigger risk of harm.

Blog TWs: mentions of suicide, self-harm, sexual abuse/assault, obsession, violence, sex, drugs, unreality

Userboxes:

“this hurts me more than it will ever hurt you” /lyr

Links:

♱ Face claims

♱ Pronouns cc

♱ PluralKit xyz

♱ Spotify playlist

♱ Pinterest board

♱ TikTok collection

♱ YouTube playlist

Last updated at 20:13, Tuesday 12th May 2026

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Drew myself :P

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I wish I was normal

[transsergeant]

Reblog to let me people know you're open to recieving r4pe threats/fantasies.

(Please send me some as well!)

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I hope you know I was trying to annoy you

[cig4]

i miss my ex can he come lovebomb me and make me slit my wrists again oh my goddd nico mu baby i miss you so much please i can ignore the fact that you made fun of me to all your friends its ok come back to me

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Throwback to the time I had a seizure and tried to get my friend to help because my SIM card was dirty so my phone calls weren’t working

I was also struggling to make sense a lot, because I was HAVING A FUCKING SEIZURE

[buddybuddysystem]

just somethin

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Been on this account for half a year and still no hate asks

What am I doing wrong

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I wish you’d gone through with it.

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I’m probably a subsystem

A big one at that

But I don’t want to be

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I don’t want to become nasty

But you’re making me fucking want to

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I’m going to become fucking parasocial

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I hate you I hate you I hate you

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NPD envy is making me loathe someone I’m close to

I can’t cut them off because they’re fucking everywhere

But I don’t want to treat them like shit either because I don’t physically have the capability to forgive myself

[berryinnit]

t-shirt with the words “high-functioning corpse” printed on it