Sharing something here not all people close to me will see it.
For a time, I wanted to vent out my feelings, freely. Where I don’t have to think about what people, who are close to me, will think or react. Thus, writing everything here, wont spare me from reactions, but it is more bearable to receive reactions from unknown people. Pardon me, but I care less about it.
My thoughts are clouded.
I want to escape and fast forward to things that are just happy.
I want peace of mind.
I want to be unjudged and just unjudge things around me.
I don’t miss the past. I cherish past.
I want to make new things.
I’m not giving up on life. I know it’s too beautiful to just leave. I know I’m just on my low place.
I am now literally seated at the corner with my smirnoff and moderately loud music playing.
I feel better now.