Asabruh

cw syscourse

[asababe]

this is my pinned post

i talk about syscourse whenever i want. i am anti endo. i do not support harassment , this blog is strictly complaining. please check out this post.

about my posts: i talk about what i want; if i see drama on my fyp and wanna comment , i do so.

i feel uncomfortable with people asking about me so pls dont. all you need to know is im an actual system with autism and npd. i can be blunt , i can be sarcastic , i use ttgs when i think theyre necessary.

i don't check blogs btw 🤷‍♀️ i simply do not care enough. unless you have a really suspicious user , idgaf

DNI. IF YOU DO NOT FOLLOW THIS I WILL BE RUDE: [pro/neu] endos and those who defend in ANY WAY SHAPE OR FORM , polyminds , radqueers , basic dni like racists and stuff

inbox always open. if i don't like something: i dont reply and i delete it. i might vaguely complain tho 🤷‍♀️

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anon list would be here but i just started this account uhhhhh

^trigger is a self insert. asaba is my yume

[asababe]

(pointing at the anon who typoed not as bot) robo typo alert

HEY !!!! we dont make fun of typos here because i also cant type worth shit !!!!! /silly

... was funny tho :3c

[asababe]

I love how for like the past four hours? Your blog has been slightly unhinged responses to weird pro endo anons /gen

couldn't sleep so im replying to this

LMFAO YEAH 😭😭😭 ts so funny i wonder how theyre finding me and i wonder how many ive pissed off 🤔🤨💭

[asababe]

ok one last posts

DO NOT PUT "tw anti endo" IN REBLOGS OF MY POSTS HELLO ??? trigger warning 🥺🥺 people against ableism ☹️☹️😖😖

also i will not be reading your google doc tyvm 😭 yall this is why i say dnis dont work cause why are people defending endos in my reblogs

[asababe]

love replying to hatemail but thw girl is eepy and i must sleep. goodnight endos ❤️ goodnight endo supporters ❤️

[asababe]

maybe youd have a better time if you yanno stopped obsessing with other peoples lived experiences and focused in your own?? Bot hate, just advice. Good luck out there.

this blog doesnt affect my life outside of tumblr. im invested in NOBODY and NOTHING on this app. i am focusing on my own experience. also "not hate , just advice" ok passive aggressive at least im straight up rude 😭😭😭😭 i don't pretend to be nice. and just so you have peace of mind ❤️ i am fine ❤️ i am having good luck ❤️ i am pretty far in my recovery ❤️ i am sleeping well tonight because i know everyone on the internet doesnt care about strangers. we are strangers.

i call out endos because they are personally harming me and my recovery. i do not need to elaborate on this for it is EXTREMELY private. i don't like talking about my private things. i am a different person outside of the internet. hell , outside this blog im a different person. dont assume im obsessed because in reality , im obsessed with my beautiful girlfriend asaba from zenless zone zero ❤️❤️❤️❤️

stop pretending to be "the one who changes my mind" or something cause its not gonna fucking word

but have a good day 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ dont spontaneously combust 🥺🥺🥺🥺 dont delete your account and get friends 🥺🥺🥺❤️ please keep staying miserable ❤️

bad gramnar blah blah blah misspellings blah blah whatever its 00:35 im going to bed

[asababe]

Just make a dni if you don't want to be interacted with jfc

dnis dont work thats why i havent had one until now. currently editing pinned post. also don't tell me what to do ??? like i have only said 663737272728 million times so i'll say it once again , ITS MY BLOG. I DON'T GO ON OTHER MF'S BLOGS TELLING THEM WHAT TO DO ?? I DON'T THINK IVE EVER DONE THAT* AND I DON'T THINK I EVER WILL.

*cdd type shit. if someone will point out one time i went onto someones account and interacted where i was not wanted , i will give you my account cause wtaf

[ddu-archived]

I swear endo supporters piss me the fuck off

"Hey please be aware that the term endogenic & many other terms they use are either derived from an ableist movement and/or are medical terms that they are demedicalizing. I can't control what you use but please be respectful at least."

"Well traumagenics take endo terms too... So I can't call it unfair..."

A TRAUMATIZED INDIVIDUAL USING TERMS MADE BY ABLEISTS IS NOWHERE NEAR THE SAME AS ABLEISTS USING MEDICAL TERMS? HOW FUCKING DENSE CAN YOU BE?

— Okami [He/Claw] 🪓

[asababe]

it's not defending endos to point out what they themselves are and aren't claiming. it makes us ineffective at dispensing with their misinformation if we misrepresent what they're saying. throwing a hissy fit at other anti endos because we're saving you from their immediate 'nobody is saying that' response that ends any and all debate right there because they can just say that you're not even listening to what they're claiming is not a good look.

dont care this is MY account im not a representation of all anti endos or the community. never said i was. if someone has an issue with what i say they can either A) tell me and get "lol idc piss off" or they can B) block me. either way i don't fucking care and its ultimately not my issue. its not my job to educate people , its my job to complain and bitch and moan and whine.

it doesn't matter if "nobody is saying that" .. they are actually just still pretending to fake cdd symptoms so as far as im concerned , they are. they are shouting "IM A FAKER" from the rooftops proudly. if they say "buh buh im nawwwwt 🥺🥺🥺" theyre just straight up fucking lying. they know what theyre doing. endos arent infants or unharmful misinformed people , THEY ARE TRYING TO DEMEDICALIZE A CDD SYMPTOM AND HEY !! GUESS WHAT !!! THAT MEANS THEYRE AT LEAST SOMEWHAT CLAIMING TO HAVE A CDD.

anyway for the second time this is MY account and i say what I WANT. you dont see me on endo posts. you wont see me in endos inboxes cause i'd do ts on main , im not a pussy.

[asababe]

"they are claiming to have a symptom of a trauma disorder without trauma" <- LITERALLY THIS!!! I WISH PEOPLE POINTED THIS OUT DIRECTLY MORE OFTEN because the whole "but they're not trying to claim to be disordered with no trauma" argument falls apart when they're literally trying to mimic actual symptoms of CDDs even if they're not saying that part out loud to paint themselves as innocent.

"Well I'm not claiming to be disordered" and they're still claiming to have the symptoms of the disorder which . Literally the same thing -🌌🪽

THANK YOU 🌌🪽ANON. people are literally just looking for reasons to excuse ableism. endos arent "their own thing" .. they are pretenders. they are mockers.

"i don't have any disabilities ! i just pretend my legs dont work so i can use a wheelchair :D isnt that so cool and epic !!! everyone should treat me like i have that disorder tho !!!!!! its so amazing to be physically disabled !!!!!!!!!!" ... exactly what they sound like.

[asababe]

CAN ANYONE DEFENDING ENDOS PLEASE NOT FUCKING INTERACT WITH ME YOURE ANNOYING AND A MORON PLEASE FUCK OFF IM SO CLOSE TO PUTTING AN OFFICIAL DNI ON MY BLOG JUST BECAUSE YALL ARE SO FUCKING ANNOYING. IDC IF YOU SAY YOURE ANTI ENDO , IF YOU DEFEND THEM YOU ARE JUST AS GUILTY IN MY MIND.

[asababe]

they’re literally not claiming to have a trauma disorder OR claiming not to have trauma? like don’t get me wrong im anti endo lol but that’s like. just not true.

they are claiming to have a symptom of a trauma disorder without trauma. so youre incorrect. youre just defending ableists here lol piss off block me

[asababe]

"i enjoy making others feel seen and heard. because they matter , you matter."

But not confused kids okay...

Endos may not be "real", but they are people who deserve compassion, just like you apparently love showing. Maybe actually practice what you preach and really educate people instead of badmouthing and excluding people who are just as lost as you were before you got the opportunity to be medically recognized.

I don't go yelling at self diagnosed autistic people just because I know I am autistsic already. Even if they had a different disorder all along... just because they are wrong doesn't make them evil, it makes them confused and alone, with no one to help but their self. It's okay to make a mistake or change your views.

who tf are yew lol 😭 i do and say whatever the hell i want however the hell i want tyvm

yeah!!! im bad-mouthing people who fucking hate me!!! yeah im bad-mouthing people who try to claim they have a TRAUMA disorder without TRAUMA. it is not my jobbbbbbbbb to educate mfs on tumblr its my job to complain and be an asshat dont yoy understanddddddddd 😭😭😭

if endos refuse to educate themselves tf is me giving them a link and telling them "talk to a professional pls" gonna do realistically ???? they all are pseudoscience believers ??? why why i argue with a flat earther. why would i argue with a cheesw moon truther. why the FUCK would i waste my time on people who hate me ? i have millions of better things to do like ... why am i replying to this 🤔🤨💭

i do NOT hate self dx people do not say that did. i love self dx people with my whole heart and thet are valid. whats happening with endos is people going "good morning ! im feeling very plural today :3" and glorifying my disorder that i got abused for.

i do care about humans. i care about people. i care about animals. i care about anything living. do not assume or tell me what i think just because you read my posts. get off anon and tell this to be straight up ... oh wait...... ENDOS ARE PUSSIES !!!!

edit: i just woke up idgaf if theres spelling errors

[anti-willo-miku]

ARE YOU GONNA START USING THAT IMAGE OF DID FAKERS BEING AN EDGELORD LMFAO THAT'S KINDA BASED 😭 that actually made me start giggling im 💀💀💀💀 HAHAHSJAHDJ thank you

THEY DELETED IT LMAOOOO

im keeping this forever.. its lost media

[asababe]

if anyone makes a bah pack of me PLEASE @ me in it PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE I NEED TOSEE HOW ACCURATE YOY ARE !!!!!!!! ENDO SCUM LEMME SEE WHAT YOU THINK I AM ^__^

[beetlefanngz]

Asked your ai slop bores me on its opinion on endos. This’ll be fun

[beetlefanngz]

Update : the individual was pro endo and threatened me. Son 🥹🥹

[anti-willo-artful]

Anyone else noticed how much endos contradict themselves?

“Oh we don’t call ourselves disordered!”

“Anti-endos are ableist”

“Oh we call ourselves plural, not systems”

“I’m an endogenic system”

“We don’t claim to have CDDs!”

“Endos can have CDDs”

Which is it, then?