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IND. KOUJAKU ( DMMD ) | WRIT. BY RAZ | 18+ ONLY 

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idk about you guys, but i just love kouao confession scene in re:code way too much 

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"Koujaku, you have to come back, I'm too gay to be left on my own."

          humming lightly as a single raven brow lifts upwards, both of koujaku’s lips are soon following example until he’s left with an undeniable grin etched upon his features. said grin only serving to grow wider and wider the closer he comes to the male’s back until  , suddenly  , he’s wrapping both arms around the man’s waist without warning. another hum  ,  this one more gentle  ,  and he’s speaking as a cheek presses lightly to the side of aoba’s head.            

           “ why do you always save saying the sweetest things for times when you think I’m not listening  ,   eh   ?    it makes me so happy to hear  ,   aoba   ,   so why not just say them to me always   ,   especially when you know I’m listening  ?  please ~ ?   “   he’s pouting without an ounce of shame as a narrow chin comes to rest upon aoba’s nearest shoulder. it’s his spot now. he refuses to be moved.

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hnnng I miss Koujaku and DMMD

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"No, but for some reason when you pout like a kicked puppy I can't help but want to hug you." pfft

                   —–   “   aoba seragaki  ,  that is the SWEETEST thing any man has ever said to me.  ”

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umbotics‌:

“I will wreck you so hard, Koujaku. Try me. I dare you.”

                            —–   “    watch yourself or I will be forced to throw hands  ,  as the youth these days say.   ”

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"You're lucky I love you because you are a ridiculous man."

                    —–   “    is it because of my deliciously defined muscles ? ? if I continue to say dumb things  ,  does that mean I can just flex your way and make it better ? ?  ”

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@umbotics

                     —–   “    hey  ,  clear. hey. SHUT UP  ,  clear.  I do what I want.  ”

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"You can't keep using your age to call it elder abuse, you aren't that much older than I am, Kou ;;"

                           —–   “   you wanna bet on that ? ?  I do what I want  , this isn’t a PHASE, aoba. it’s who I actually am  .  .  .  ”

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stop, dont talk to me, loser lameass wannabe!

                            —–   “   you spoke to me first  , punkass bitch. don’t you know this is elderly abuse ? ?  i’ll have you arrested right now  ,  I have connections. ”

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"Ur lucky ur a loyal dumb or I'd be mad about you vanishing for months at a time." (pfft)

                  —– “   mm  ,  the luckiest man there ever was. ”  his words come light and quiet  , a pair of strong arms snaking around to fold aoba’s waist firm from behind as his nose takes to burying itself into the other man’s neck. for once , it seems he’s truly going to refrain from playing it off as some sort of joke. instead of the usual tease or ‘how did you survive?’, there’s only a soft hum that borders on sad as eyelids fall shut. 

                  —– “ promise to never, ever forget me? no matter how long I may take to find my way back home to you? ”

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he doesnt have friends wtf lmao - "FIRST OF ALL, I AM OFFENDED DEEPLY, YOU DOOFY HIPPO..."

         —– “ BOLD of you to assume I know what the word doofy means. honestly  ,  are we making up words now ~ ? ”

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dmmd4084:

        —⌖|| Aoba smiled, deciding to steal another quick kiss on his own; as many times as he could call Koujaku a big dumb oaf, he just couldn’t get enough of him. Even when he might be upset with him for disappearing so often…it made him worry. Not that Koujaku was messing around, nothing like that. Just worried that…maybe one day he wouldn’t come back, like before…when he was gone for so long…

                   "I uh….I think I might have…stashed an overnight bag….or two…at your place.” He chuckled a touch awkwardly. “Y’know….just in case..”

           While he had held himself back for the time being so he wouldn’t ruin Aoba’s time to speak, he’s certainly not upset by the fact Aoba sneaks in another kiss. In fact, it makes him all the happier and it’s obvious by the way his lips stretch into a wide smile, red eyes never seeming to leave Aoba’s face. He knows it’s unfair to remain away for so long, sometimes without even a proper explanation, and perhaps that’s why he moves to carefully place a kiss against the male’s forehead, any usual hesitance all but vanished. Maybe, just maybe, that’s why he seems overly eager to “make it up” to the male. Honestly, he wasn’t entirely sure of all the reasons himself.

                —– “ Normally I’d comment on that and maybe even poke fun a bit but I’m honestly just glad one of us thought to do it right now. So, with that being said, shall we? ” A hand is given forward with a soft smile as he finishes speaking, the gesture somewhat cheesy but entirely necessary. 

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dmmd4084:

Aoba just kept him pulled close, kissing him back…probably a little too needy, but what else was he supposed to do? He’d missed Koujaku more than he could really put into words without sounding like a complete sap. So he’d have to show him…

‘M..maybe..” he mumbled against Koujaku’s lips, “…can I stay with you tonight..?”

whatever needy behavior Aoba may have exhibited  ,  Koujaku was thrilled to return the gestures with equal amounts of enthusiasm. true  ,  it had been his own fault that he had been away from the other male for so long but that certainly didn’t seem to stop him from fully displaying his happiness at being reunited once again. as Aoba speaks  ,  he reins himself in a bit and makes sure he doesn’t try to steal a kiss or two  .  .  .  or three. however  ,  his attention is soon caught and held by the request and Koujaku is forcing himself to remain calm despite his spiking heartbeat. 

                 —– “ of course you can. in fact  ,  I insist that you do. do you need anything before then? like  ,  clothes or something? ” even being a grown man  ,  it seemed he wasn’t an expert at hiding his emotions if the way his response and question comes just a bit overly excited was anything to hint. regardless  ,  it seemed there was no point in beating himself up over it now.

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when ur mom cancels your xbox live subscription

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dmmd4084:

“God…” Aoba nuzzled against him a moment, trying not to smile; he was supposed to be mad at him after all. But he couldn’t help it. This was the first time in ages he had honestly felt good. He felt loved and safe again. He grabbed Koujaku by the hem of his kimono and yanked him down to eye-level, smirking at him a little. “….I love you, you big dumb goof…”

              —– “ this big  ,  dumb goof loves you  ,  too  ,  you know. ” it’s practically whispered as he leans down more once tugged on  ,  his expression lighting up like some kind of kid faced with gifts.

                  —– “ forever and always. ” there’s only a moments pause  ,  almost like he’s gathering his courage even with their relationship as it had been  ,  before he’s surging forward a bit to kiss the shorter. that was still alright to do  ,  right? he had missed doing it way too much.

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/"DID I SAY I WASN'T GAY, BISH?"/

                    —– “ no  ,  you never said you weren’t gay but you also never said that you WERE. therefore  ,  I took the liberty of making it clear we are equally as gay. some would even say we are .  .  . uh  ,  well  ,  I don’t exactly have a joke that makes sense but you get my drift  !  !  ”

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(     might fix up / redo all my blog stuff, might spend all night putting it off. it’s really up in the air at this point     )