a secret third place for even sadder things.

my love, dni <3

[asecrt3rdplcforsadnss]

blog started 2ish months after i “made the decision.” starting now to account for time between now and when i voice my decision, to have proof to myself and others that i’m not making a rash decision.

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tbh i don’t think i’ll ever voice my decision, bc i fear too much of what doing so will cost me. i’m not sure i’m ready to be alone.

[asecrt3rdplcforsadnss]

just remembered about this blog. i’m mostly using a different one now, but just wanted to post a lil update. we’re married. but nothing is better. i’m unhappier by the day.

on the other hand. i’ve agreed to open our relationship again just so he’d have others to distract himself with. and, even more important, i’ve finally been fully honest with my therapist about my relationship and she’s helping me make plans to leave.

[asecrt3rdplcforsadnss]

is it too unrealistic to want a partner who, when i blatantly but nicely name my need (“i’d like some attention”), to drop what they’re doing (nothing important, watching yt reels & having a donut) to support my need?

i’d understand if he was doing something important. but reels is not important. and he can eat his donut and give me attention. his excuse is “well i’m not gonna stare you in the face while i’m eating”…

i work all morning and come home to sit at my desk or lay in my bed while he watches yt on his computer for hours. i have to ask him to do anything together. he doesn’t even start conversations with me unless it’s just him telling me something he just saw on yt.

tired.

[wordx]

I loved you because you were different.

Why did you become like them?

[cersplace]

─ Hisham Siddiqi

[feelingsoftheday]

nothing hurts more than when the person who made you feel so special yesterday, makes you feel so unwanted today

[gregorkingofthedead]

\\It was different, once.\\

[letsbelonelytogetherr]

— Traci Brimhall, Dear Eros

[feelingsoftheday]

How your partner reacts to your sadness & things that bother you should tell you all you need to know

[malaesthetics]

[kundalini33-deactivated20260510]

All I ever wanted was to experience what its like to feel safe with someone.

[feelingsoftheday]

you deserve someone who’s gonna treat you like you matter everyday. not just when it’s convenient for them

[nocuer]

If you aren’t her safe place you’re doing it wrong

[sadmates]

You care about me?

Prove it.

[askyea-poesy]

The pain I don't say out loud, builds a home inside me.

Olivia Gatwood

[feelingsoftheday]

don’t tell me you care about me and then act the complete opposite

[letsbelonelytogetherr]

— Kriti G.