Hot Mess.

You don't know me, you just know my smut.

[candescentcalum]

Okay so like imagine cal has a nasty cold or something and is on vocal rest so he’s been carrying around a little dry erase board and a marker around with him all day and he’s been asking you to do things for him and tapping on the board for hours and it’s kinda starting to bug you so when you hear him tapping his board again you sigh a little but smile when you turn around and you see he’d written “cuddles?” And then you look at his cute squishy cheeks and his red nose and you obviously can’t say no to that so you lay down on the couch and he grabs you around your middle and falls asleep snoring softly on your stomach while you run your fingers soothingly through his thick curls

[ashcomanderchief]

and then his infected ass gets you sick

[ashcomanderchief]

Mary Jane {M.C}

"Clifford!" I sighed out in annoyance and letting your arms swing nervously at your sides, after knocking repeatedly on his front door, he still hadn't opened the door.

I almost starting banging on his front door at this point, before a disheveled blonde swung the door open, his stubble just about as unruly as his hair, I let out a sigh of relief that he was home, shoving past him I didn't care that he was just in a t-shirt and boxers.

"Nice to see you too Y/N" I could feel the sarcasm dripping from his tone as he shut the door, I already made my way towards his stash.

My anxiety had become increasingly worse, and I found my only true relief when I was smoking a blunt, to my parents fighting or to school work, everything felt overwhelming, it was no wonder I had become friends with Michael Clifford, the worst pot head ever.

Sometimes I wondered how he got that name around the school, he was pretty chill, he was extremely nice, well at least to me, but if you broke his trust he probably wouldn't even glance as he dropped you.

Shuffling through several different zip lock bags I only found Sativa, the one that made your head feel light but I wanted indica, it made your whole body feel light but lazy.

"Mike where's-"

"Looking for this?" I turned around to see Michael laid back on the couch with a bag labeled Indica, a sly smirk on his lips, I rolled my eyes and practically jumped on him for it.

"I hid it from some of my buddies, you go through it like a squirrel on crack." He chuckled, my greedy hands already finding some paper to roll it with, Michael was pretty nice to me, he gave me a discount and was pretty generous when I didn't have the money at the moment, but I always paid him back, I think that's one of the only true reasons he liked me better than some of his other customers or friends.

I licked the top part of the paper, already having a straight line of the delicious drug, I was a pro at rolling when eight months ago I wouldn't get caught dead with Marijuana, being the good girl I was, but soon enough my mom made me drop my anxiety meds claiming I was 'getting better' when I was basically drowning without it, Michael found me at my worst in the middle of an anxiety attack at a party, his warm eyes looking at me in worry, saying Mary Jane helped and it can be ingested in several different ways with oils, vape etc.

"I've never seen someone roll one faster, roll me one while you're at it." I laughed shaking my head, even though he was my dealer he was shit at rolling a blunt.

"Your parents still fighting?" He asked not making eye contact as he pulled out his lighter tossing it in my direction, as I lit up in a matter of seconds, letting in a strong inhale, and then long exhale a smile coming to my lips as I sat back on the couch with Michael.

"Yeah." I nodded, it was a kind of tough subject with me but I didn't care that he brought it up knowing he just cared.

"You can always stay with me if it gets really bad you know." as he lit his own, my eyes widening in surprise at his generosity, he was a boarding school kid, his parents sending him to America for high school and eventually college, giving him money whenever he asked, and getting his own little condo/house with two bedrooms and a bathroom.

"I think their getting a divorce anyway," I said solemnly, it would be for the best, better than hearing them fight over every little thing, it was pointless, and had made me develop trust issues, knowing that my future marriage could end that way, seeing as  fifty percent of marriages end in divorce anyway.

"I'm sorry about that, want to order pizza?" He chirped I laughed shaking my head at how past he could change the subject as I felt my body begin to feel lighter, the heavy feeling in my chest gone and replaced with hunger.

"Yeah, as long as it's Hawaiian." I winked, knowing he hated it, and it was something we could argue for hours over, stupid little things, but I think that's what made you compatible in a way.

"Don't start with me Y/L/N" He said and with one shove of his foot I was off the couch and on the floor, Giggles escaping my lips along with a long stream of smoke, the smell of marijuana on my breath making me laugh more, him simply shaking his head at my antics, as he started to get out his phone to order pizza, which we finally just agreed on a simple Large cheese.

"Michael! Michael Michael.." I said a lot going back to the couch, and sitting down on his lap, startling him as he seemed to be going through memes on his Instagram account.

"What Y/N?" He asked tilting his head, as I straddled his waist.

"Watch." I grinned, Inhaling from the blunt, while closing my eyes, and holding it there for a second, then I formed my lips into an 'O' shape, letting a smoke ring form, as Michael Inhaled my second-hand smoke, a smirk on his lips, the only thing between us being the smoke.

"That was hot." I laughed.

"You wanna know what else it hot?" he smirked mischievously.

I paused for a second not knowing what he was getting at, "What?" I said above a whisper, but only for us to hear, even though no one else was here.

He leaned in his lips attaching to mine, as he smelled of the drug that brought us together, with one quick move he moves my back to the couch so that he was hovering over me, my legs still wrapped around his waist, but I couldn't help to agree that this was hot.

Over the amount of time of knowing Michael, I thought he never saw me as anything else than a friend, but I'd be okay with being friends and benefits, all my worries being let go with Mary Jane, and Michael's lips.

His hands slid up my shirt as he slowed himself down but I encouraged it on by pulling off my own shirt, his eyes roaming over my bare chest as I simply forgot to put on a bra this morning, and I could tell he was more than happy about it, his rough fingertips immediately playing with my hard nipples, as I moaned into his mouth, As my boobs began to feel tender at his rough touch.

Michael's hands were everywhere I wanted them to be, groping, squeezing and playing around with my body, our blunts long were forgotten when we just had each other to get intoxicated.

I let my legs let go of his waist as his hands trailed down to my shorts, my wet panties more than willing to go to the floor, my mind purely on Michael and only Michael.

He slid my shorts off along with my panties, His head also dipping down to kiss my wet pussy, I shivered in pleasure, wanting him to do more, he came back up to kiss me but my hands tangled in his hair pushing him back down towards my heat.

Michael Chuckled, his tongue licking a clean stripe up my heat, as I let out a whimper, his finger rubbed gently at my clit, in a sweet but tortuous circle.

I had one hand clutching the couch cushion the other gripping his beautiful locks as I felt like I was in Heaven, his mouth sucking up any juice that ever existed, his tongue going faster in different motion I was too unfocused to ever describe my thighs shaking as he held my thighs open so he could get more room.

My eyes held closed as I felt myself let go in his mouth, my body shaking in complete euphoria, yet another release thanks to Michael Clifford.

I looked down at the beautiful blonde who was smirking up at me, wiping his mouth with the back of his hand.

"You taste beautiful sweetheart." He kissed my lips with his marijuana breath along with my sweet taste on his lips, "I'd hope so." I grinned, my stressful life falling away in the grasp of Michael.

The doorbell rang, as I threw on Michael's t-shirt over my bare body where I took it off somewhere in the middle of our escapade, knowing our cheese pizza was waiting on us.

"Your turn next." I winked at Michael, a sly smirk on his lips as I opened the door with the money in my hand.

I've never done Marijuana so I'm just going off of nothing really.

[oceansweather]

The sexiest thing any member of 5sos has ever done is when ash used a reusable water bottle on stage. Like yessss,, care about the environment,, that’s hot

[doesashtonirwinknowiexistyet]

[peeboy10-deactivated20140619]

*makes an original post and checks the notes every two minutes*

peer recognition? peer approval? peer recognition? peer approval? peer recognition? peer approval? peer recognition? peer approval? peer recognition? peer approval? peer recognition? peer approval? peer recognition? peer approval? peer recognition? peer approval? peer recognition? peer approval? peer recognition? peer approval?

[iraffiruse]

[ashcomanderchief]

NOOOO !!! I LOVED NERD!!!! the ending was so good tho and I was so excited to see it up so soon!! aw yaysies! I need a relationship like that damn

Aww I figured the ending was bad, thank you so much, You don’t know how much this means to me :)

[klefable]

you ever wonder how many people you’re in the “we’re friends but i would kiss you if you asked” club with

[hello-lesbians]

I could really use a 9 hour hug right about now

[ashcomanderchief]

Nerd | [Part Six.]

{Part one} {Part Two} {Part Three} {Part four} {Part Five} 

I couldn't.

I just couldn't.

But mom proved otherwise as she dragged me out of bed and forced me to go to school this morning, I know getting out of bed and facing him didn't seem that hard, but it was Luke, everything about us had turned upside down in a way, us... that's a weird sentence that doesn't really fit with Luke.

I had successfully avoided seeing him for two classes now, but I knew chemistry and history were coming and I wouldn't be able to avoid him, Michael had cornered me and asked why I hadn't been at the front gate this morning, and he was wondering why I had red eyes and was still in my pajama's, but I couldn't sleep last night, and ended up staring up at my ceiling littered with glow in the dark plastic stars that had been there since I was most likely a baby.

So now I sat in the bathroom contemplating my life on a dirty tile floor, is this considered a mid-life crisis? in my mind, it would be a yes.

I heard the last bell and decided I wouldn't be a coward today, even though I really wanted to be one, I dragged my exhausted body to my history class, where I knew Luke would be waiting, oh god.

I was so busy in my own thoughts I didn't see that I bumped straight into someone, at Miss Penington's door, looking up to see the boy I didn't really want to see.

"Luke?" I gasped, if possible he looked worse then yesterday, his eyes were bloodshot and his hair all over the place, and not to mention the hoodie with sweatpants, if I had to guess anything and be 100% right I'd say look had the same night as me: No sleep.

"Could you not talk so loud, God?" He whimpered clutching his head and nearly falling over if the door wasn't there to catch him.

"Do you have a hangover? on a Wednesday?" I giggled, well maybe he had a couple bottles of beer and some shots or something, and then no sleep.

"Yes, so could pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeee...." At this point, I don't think he would even last this class let alone the rest of the day.

"Come on, we're going to find you a hangover cure." I took his arm and yet again the fuzzy feeling filled me, but calmer this time as if a soda was bubbling.

-

"Do you really like me?" Luke asked, with his fruit smoothie, and a cup of coffee in front of him, it usually helped my mom and brother, his voice still husky and his tired expression most definitely there.

Pausing, I didn't know how to answer, well yes I did, but what if he rejected me, he was going to reject me!

"I like you too." He mumbled I could see the tips of his ears go red he had a sly smile on his lips also.

"Really?" I turned towards him.

"Yes, you dipshit." he chuckled, I could tell his hangover was going away, he threw his arm around me, and I gently laid my head on his shoulder looking out at the empty cafeteria with sat in, soon students would be joining us seeing as we now skipped history.

"You have soft lips for a douche bag." I teased, looking up towards him, the bruise on the side his eye still visible, but his smile captivating my view.

"Really? Hmm, how would you feel if this 'douche bag' kissed you again?" He wiggled his eyebrows leaning towards me again, this time I leaned forward also the nerves not as bad, it felt more relaxing now, my eyes shut and his lips touched mine gently and my hand went to the back of head, now this is what I loved about Luke Hemmings, he could be a vulgar dork and then ten seconds later a complete sweetheart.

His lips parted as they moved against mine as I tasted the sweet tang of coffee on his tongue, this was all really new and exciting and didn't want it to stop.

Suddenly his hands went to my waist as I tried to copy what he was doing with his own tongue, a shiver went down my spine on how good this felt and how right it really felt to be pressed up against him, I smiled into the kiss my teeth accidentally colliding with his, as he let out a breath of a laugh.

"Shh, I'm new at this Hemmings." I giggled kissing down his jawline carefully, we're we moving too fast?

I pulled away from Luke much against my heart's demand, and decided to speak my mind, "Are we going to fast? We can stop if you want to?" I said, maybe he wasn't comfortable around me, was I pressuring him?

"No keep going, you're a natural unless you're uncomfortable we can stop." He said laying his head against mine as he bit his lip and his fingertips dancing teasingly against my hip, making me squirm at how ticklish I am.

"I'm only a natural around you." I kissed his neck avoiding the bruises, it made me feel guilty inside, but also a little happy, even though that sounded wrong, but I mean he did get in a fight for me.

I could see one of the cafeteria ladies glaring at me, I grinned and smashed my lips onto Luke's and then broke away again "It seem's we have an audience." I tilted my head behind him he turned his neck seeing the lunch lady setting out a tray mashed potatoes for lunch which was coming faster than I anticipated.

"Well, the performers must put on a show." Luke grinned with the same look in his eyes, having the same Idea as me, or maybe not? . .

With one quick move, he slipped his hands under my thighs lifting me up onto the table, my arms wrapping around his neck to keep myself stable and legs unconsciously going around his abdomen not wanting to be dropped.

"You're so beautiful." He whispered before kissing me again this time kissing down my own jawline towards my neck as he cupped my thighs, a hard blush running across my face and neck as the lunch lady mouth went agape nearly dropping her latle.

"Hmm, I'm not so sure about you, though." I hinted his mouth working wonders against my neck as I moved my, hair to the side, "Oh really?" He raised and eyebrow his smile unbelievably big.

"Yep, It seems the ugly has infected you." I teased, pretending it was a really tragic thing as I tried to focus on my words and not his lips, my nails digging into his shoulders as he nipped on this one spot on my neck.

"I might have to take back the beautiful thing then, Nerd." He let go of my thighs and sat back beside me even though I wanted him to continue sucking and kissing something just below my collar bone.

"Are you still gonna call me Nerd." I gasped hitting his bicep gently, as he laughed leaning his head back as if it was the funniest thing in the world, oh gosh his laugh was hot.

"Hmm maybe not." He held out his hand to help me from my seat, knowing annoying classmates would be filling the cafeteria.

"Nerd." He said letting go of my hand, as I fell on my butt to the floor, my mouth agape at his immaturity, as I gave him one of my 'scary' death glares as he started to run away, letting out a girly scream.

"Luke Hemmings!" I squealed.

"Come and get me gorgeous." Luke winked.

THE END

Ahhhh it's over, I wasn't ready, it was a short story but I really loved it, and I'm now making a smutty September where I’ll be posting a smut short story every day of September.

[5-sos-smut-deactivated20170811]

The 5sos smut tag is pretty much everything but smut😂

[ashcomanderchief]

We need to fix this

[the-perfect-aesthetic]

[ashcomanderchief]

I can’t believe I have a thousand followers! that’s insane, I’ll be posting more often since I’ve found happiness and new friends :-D

[ashcomanderchief]

Me coming out as Bi to my close friend group.

Friend one: So, you like girls?

Me: slightly, I like girls . . . and Boys.

Friend two: *Gasps excitedly* So your Bi?

Me: *Blushing and nervous they'll hate me* Maybe.

Friend Two: [Says My name], You can't say your Bi until you've fucked a bicycle.

Friend One: I'll fuck a bicycle any day!

to Say the least, it worked out a lot better than I expected.

[ashcomanderchief]

Wattpad | NERD

I put nerd on Wattpad: https://www.wattpad.com/story/87079963-nerd-l-h

[ashcomanderchief]

Succubus | Chapter 1.

Summary: Noel’s friends decided to summon A sex demon, little did she know it would lead to this.

Word Count:1299

-

This was an awful idea.

"No Sarah! is Aoeth!" Venus groaned in annoyance kneeling above the Satanic circle, that my Father had warned me to stay away from, both my 'friends' correcting each other on how to say a satanic word.

"I said that! God." Sarah rolled her eyes, "Why don't you do it, because obviously so amazing with summoning Demons." Sarah stood up, brushing off her stockings, this is what Catholic school girls do for fun.

"Stop Bickering both of you!" Faith interpreted them two friends quarreling, her fierce eyes narrowing down at them as we stood in the locked girl's bathroom skipping class, my Father was going to disown, skin me, and then kill me.

"Guys, why don't we just go back to class, this is stupi-" Before I could complete my sentence, trailed off noticing all three girls were glaring at me, I shut up, and stood in the corner knowing this wasn't going to work.

Venus closed her eyes, kneelings before the star made of salt from the Cafeteria,  as I watched her rosy lips mumble incoherent words I couldn't make out because both Sarah and Venus took Latin they were able to, of course, summon a sex god, I honestly don't know why I somehow got sucked into being friends with people I didn't particularly like, but it happened.  

The room became hot and cold all at once, and a light breeze brushed my cheek making me shudder, as Faith grinned wickedly.

FUck ThiS!! I tried to open the bathroom door but the lock remained still, what the fuck? no no no

A gasp from Sarah made me step away from the door, my heavy scarce breathing still relevant, I did not fuck with ghosts, demons, supernatural, or any of that crap and they didn't fuck with me.

"Guys seriously! let me out." the door still wouldn't open.

"Okay, which one of you motherfuckers summoned me?" A husky voice behind me made me freeze, I turned around slowly seeing a man standing in our circle, and damn was he hot, dyed red with a stubbly jawline, maybe in his twenties, he had a hard glare on his face, dressed head to toe in black.

How did a guy get in an all girls school?

Nope, nopey'dy nope nope.

Faith had a sinister grin on her face of triumph stalking slowly around the circle studying him, Sarah was leaning against the sink utter shock on her face, and Venus was crying like a baby.

Okay, this wasn't real, just breath...

"Well, they don't lie about succubus’s being sexy." Faith bit her lip, her eyes as fierce as ever.

"Yeah, that's kind of why I was created, bitch." He looked bored with the conversation.

"Which one are you? I was hoping for Astokin." Faith question finally stop circling the demon, I remember her talking about him coming from one of the inner circles of hell; Lust.

"Pfff, you mean Ashton? he may look like the shit but he isn't," He rolled eyes thinking about his demon friend.

"I'm Michael, and you know demon circles are supposed to prevent me from leaving right?" His eyes unamused at the poor little star circle that was crumbling away.

My knees were weak at I stared at this guy in a Catholic girl's school bathroom, guys weren't even allowed on campus let alone demons.

"Michael?" Faith questioned skipping through the brown book filled with demonic shit.

"Where did you get that, and Am I in a Catholic school?" Michael questioned raising his pierced eyebrow, slowly exiting the circle that was supposed to hold him in place.

Sarah gasped in fear and suddenly threw water at the demon, who screamed in agony falling to his knee's loudly holding his chest pain evident in his eyes, Faith held her hand in front of her mouth, looking between Sarah and Michael.

Michael's eyes began to close, his hands shaking less, I moved away from the door, going to his side, did Sarah kill him!? I'm not responsible for a murder, I love people! fuck!

I put my ear to his unmoving chest trying to find a heartbeat, do demons have hearts? "Sarah! what the fuck?" Faith yelled at the girl who was now on the ground hands around her knee's I tried checking Michael's pulse only for a hand to grab my wrist.

my breathing stopped as I stared into solid light green eyes, not black and evil, but calming eyes,

"Do you really think water from a 'blessed' school is going to kill me, god damn you chicks are dumb, and is she the only one who cares about someone's well being?" he held my wrist up in the air waving it around, Sarah began to sobb hysterically Venus joining her.

"Welp surrounded by a bunch of pussies, literally." He groaned in annoyance, As faith let out a breath of relief.

Did he just pretend to die? what the fuck, I scooted away from the demon holding my wrist, Yep I was going to hell.

"Well at least your not dead, we'd like to make a deal." Faith said standing above Michael.

"Not thanks, amigo, I was about to bone this other hot succubus back in hell, but no thanks to you, You giant cock block, and second of all the only reason your that skinny is because you're on dieting pills that will eventually kill you." Faith stared down at him angrily.

"Oh did I hurt someone's feelings?" He held his hand in front of his pink lips pretending to be shocked at his hurtful words as his eyes held fake sympathy, " oops, sorry just a little too savage sometimes." He smirked taking his hand away from his mouth.

"Well it was nice meeting you ladies-" He paused and turned towards me, his eyes glinting with mischief.

oh shit.

"Hmm, who are you?" And with a blink of an eye, he was kneeling in front of me, his eyes flickered to pitch black.

All I could do was stare back.

"Oh my god! I summon you to have sex with me and all you want is a stuck up virgin?! she doesn't even like the supernatural." Faith glared at him even more angry.

"First of all, I don't have to have sex with anyone I don't want to have sex with, second of all you're the stuck-up bitch." He moved away from me and with one flick of his wrist Faith was hovering in mid air not being able to move, as Sarah's and Venus, became still, not one sound leaving on of them.

"There, no one can interrupt me."

He walked back over to me, "What's your name sweetheart?"

"Noel." I breathed out, I was surprised I even answered but something told me I should listen to him.

"Like the Christmas song? wow, you Catholics are running out of names." He scoffed at my name, His eyes going back to green.

"let's say we make a deal?" his hand going to my cheek, stroking it.

"No thank you," I answered,

"well there's a problem with that" he scrunched his face up as if he was sorry about something, "That's not really your choice."

His lips hovering over mine dangerously close, I closed my eyes and leaned closer to him, feeling my lips on his, I didn't want to kiss him but I don't know what compelled me,

Who knew my first kiss would be with a Sex Demon, I moved my lips have no Idea what I was doing with 0 experience what so ever, but he seemed to know just what to do.

He broke away from me, I opened my eyes seeing his eyes back to black, chills running down my spine.

"Hmm, cherry." Michael licked his lips, at my cherry chapstick, his eyes changing back to solid green to pitch black, and in a blink of an eye, he was gone.

[ashcomanderchief]

Nerd | [Part Five.]

Summary: Where Luke is pretentious and Y/N is a nerd.

Warning: PG-13

word count: 2594

{Part One.} {Part Two.} {Part Three.} {Part Four.}

-

It had been a lonely week, surprisingly Luke hadn't been to school.. all week, sure most people skipped, but as much as a 'bad boy' Luke was, he never skipped, and the more I pestered his friends where he was, the quieter they got.

"Just tell me!" I whined stopped Calum in the hallway, blocking his path, His jaw was tight and he avoided eye contact, I could see he was about to tell me something, I knew I could get the details out of him.

"It's not my story to tell Y/N." He shook his head, trying to get past me, I was close to tears, I just wanted to know what happened, why wasn't Luke showing up? where had he gone?

"Cal.." My voice cracked putting my hand on his arm just as the second bell rang.

"No." He said more to himself, "When Luke comes back, he can tell you."

"When will he come back?! Why am I so in dark about this? He needs to get his grades up for football, Where is he even?" Now a tear had escaped my eye but I quickly wiped it away, hoping Calum didn't see it.

"I'm sorry Y/N." His face softened, walking around me.

I sighed, looking at the ground, I was so frustrated, seeing him not in his seat the first day made me a little disappointed and I didn't really know why, but I blew it off, then the second day... and then the third day, where all of his friends had sorrow looks of concern all lunch as I questioned them, but not one direct answer.

And I hated to admit it, but I was Used to his annoying attitude, and pointless arguments, the way he spun his pen in his hand in boredom, just the little things he did, it felt lonely without him in the seat next to mine, to have my personal space invaded more than once a day.

Plus, I had no one to protect me, and the people had been taking advantage of that, to getting shoved in a dumpster, to getting tripped, and Etc.

"Where's your boyfriend Y/L/N?" The girl giggled, her friends laughing along, I kept my head down, staring at the empty seat int he corner of my eye.

Don't listen to them.

I whispered to myself, but I knew as much as these girls, where was Luke?

"Did he get tired of you not putting out?"

Tightening my grip on my pencil, He wasn't even my boyfriend.

"Or did mister bad boy realize he didn't need to protect you anymore? that you were dragging him down the social latter, he probably killed himself-"

"He's fine!" I yelled turning around in anger facing the girls, but I was more or less telling myself, that, what if Luke really had. . . . No, he wouldn't.

After that day I refused to think any further about that topic, and I was going to get some answers.

-

I had a nervous sweat on the top of my forehead, and my rib cage felt restricted, that was a bad idea, I was going to get caught, and never make it to my dream college, okay clearly I was over thinking this but still.

I had just broken into the principal's office, to get Luke's files I honestly I was surprised with myself to be able to lock pick his door after two minutes of nervous sweating and contemplating turning around and running away.

Luke's file mostly consisted of fights, and unnecessary violence from what it sounded like, and of course: his address.

I was reaching a whole new level of stalking.

Turns out he only lived a ten-minute walk away from my house, ugh why hadn't I just asked Calum where he lived? it would have saved me a whole lot of anxiety.

-

The doorbell rang from inside, and I heard a rough voice call "Coming!" as I was met with a shorter version of Luke. . and much older, this must be his Dad.

"Uh hi-"

"Sorry I'm not buying anything, nor do I want to join your church."  as he started to shut the door on me.

"No! uh is Luke here?" I winced when what seemed to be Luke's father slammed the door on foot, as I felt like crying out in my pain, my foot burning.

"Oh, well Luke is grounded from seeing any of his little girlfriends, sorry." Yet again, Luke's father started to close the door.

"No, I'd never be his girlfriend!" I spoke my mind and then blanched in embarrassment processing my own words, "I mean your son is attractive and all but not AT ALL my type, honestly he's the nicest. . . Nevermind! anyway, I have his homework and stuff, and I was really wanting to talk to him about a project in English." I didn't even have English with Luke, but I was desperate at this point to talk to the rude blonde.

"Come on in." His dad sighed, opening the door fully, and from my viewpoint, I could see a kitchen, and a staircase, the house being very quiet besides's what looked like football was on the T.V

"He's in his bedroom, through that doorway, are some stairs to his room in the basement." Luke's father pointed to a stained white door next to another doorway to what looked like a half-bath, they had a big house for it to be so empty.

"Thank you mister Hemmings." I smiled thankfully, hauling my heavy backpack with all of Luke's homework, and his mighty big folder that should belong in the principles office right now.

Opening the door I was immediately greeted with a non-carpeted staircase, of stained normal wood boards, and it made me questions Luke's choice of a bedroom, I walked down the stairs, it was pretty dim and smelled like Luke, and I couldn't help the butterflies that filled my tummy, because of not smelling Luke's scent for a week now.

"Lu-" I paused seeing a king sized bed with a unmoving figure laying half naked, his physique laying lazily, as his chest gently rose and fell, but what caught my attention were the scars on his chest and stomach, and his face.

I dropped my backpack, making my way over to his bed, the more I got closer, the more bruises and scratches I was able to see, my mouth hanging open in shock, and I now realized why he was staying home.

I sat down on the corner of his bed hesitantly, "Luke." I shook his shoulder gently, I felt bad for waking him up, but I've been waiting a week for a straight forward answer.

"Y/N? What the fuck are you doing here?" His voice husky with sleep, his eyes squinted from sleep and his eyebrows furrowed in confusion a shy bit of anger.

"Yeah. . . I-I-I got your homework . .  . yeah." my eyes trailed away from his left eye which looks like it used to almost look swollen shut, but looked pretty healed now.

"You know I was coming back to school tomorrow anyway . . ." as He sat up he rolled his eyes,  wincing slightly but quickly changed his composure hoping I didn't notice.

"What Happened?" I asked, he was just wearing boxers, maybe if he wasn't injured I would be ogling over him, but I was concerned about what happened more.

"It's a long-"

"A long story? yeah, I've been told that the last week from your friends." I spoke monotony, he looked away from me, bringing his hand up to rub his eyes, "I only play 21 questions Y/N, with someone I'm sleeping with."

"So Look I'm not in the mood-" He started out saying standing up.

"That's going to get infected if you don't change the bandages." I interrupted my finger barely grazing the side of his hip that had a white cloth bandaged that was taped to his side, clearly didn't use a first aid kit very often, but what normal person used a first aid kit averagely?

I had already started to reach for my backpack, Luke trying to explain why 'He didn't want my help' but I wasn't about to listen to him when he clearly needed help.

"Y/N stop! I'm fine, seriously! I don't want your help." Luke grabbed my wrist stopping me from peeling back his old bandage, which he really needed to change before he got worse, how come his dad hasn't taken him to the hospital?

"But you need my help." I glared him down, Luke sat down at the edge of his bed, he looked exhausted even after his nap, I didn't blame him though as I pulled out disinfecting spray on from my small carry on first aid kit.

My dad was in a strange gambling system when I was younger and I'd always 'Patch him up' with my little hello kitty bandages and kiss his boo boo's when I was younger, I missed my dad, he probably got into more trouble than he could handle, and ran away .  . . that's what I like telling myself remembering the good times with my dad but my brother say's he ran away with a prostitute to Vegas or something, and even after all these years I kept a first aid kit on myself.

"WHAT THE FUCK." Luke hissed out in pain standing up and walking a few paces away from the bed as I sprayed the disinfectant on his wound.

"Stop being a baby and come here," I complained reaching out and grabbing his arm pulling him towards back where he was sitting, our legs now touching.

"Don't touch me with that demon spray ever again." He grumbled taking the small bottle away from me just for good measure, I shook my head smiling softly but then focusing on the deep cut on his side.

"Dear Lord Luke." I wasn't so sure I wanted to ask anymore.

"Why do you keep the first kit on you anyway?" Luke questioned.

"Who attacked you?" I questioned back muttering back my own response to busy trying not to hurt him as I wiped gently at the edges seeing him flinch every so often as we both became silent.

"Only Y/N Y/L/N would carry  a first aid kit." He laughed lightly shaking his head as well, his laugh did things to me I didn't want to describe, why did he have so an effect on me when he didn't even like me?

"I got in a fight over you.." Luke said abruptly, I paused looking up in confusion at his baby blue eyes, that looked a little bit guilty.

"What? Why?!" sitting up fully, I crossed my arms, why would he need to fight? especially over me?

"That guy Kevin kept on saying crap in my biology class, and then kept on saying he could easily shag you and other stuff when he shouldn't even be saying that stuff you know?" Luke shrugged awkwardly, "And I shouldn't have been listening to him, but his words got to me and I threw the first punch, and then yeah . . . I got suspended, but after I left school his friends decided they wanted to get even with me." Luke looked away from my tense gaze, I blinked a few times staring a the boy before me, he seriously just did this because they said some bullshit?

"And I got Ash and Michael to threaten the class to not post anything so you wouldn't get mad, you're a little scary you know that?" He laughed shaking his head, my eyes studied him, He looked upset with himself, and he looked like he hadn't shaved since he's been gone from school his chin prickled with a stubble and his body covered in scars he had gotten from fighting over me.

The girl who didn't have any friends until now, the girl who knew more about school then what was cool in this day in age, the girl who was a nerd.

In a way it made sense, but on the surface it nothing but confusing, But Luke looked simple on the outside but was nothing but confusing on the inside, maybe I liked him because he was different, he didn't praise me for being smart, everyone thought it was amazing that I could solve a math problem easily, when I felt like I had more problems on the inside but no one saw past that, but I felt like Luke saw that, he saw past peoples lies and got straight to the point.

I felt light headed from all this thinking, and especially how my small crush on the blonde jerk made everything so much more . . . complicated.

"Y/N?" Luke waved his hand in front of my face as he bit his lip slightly.

"S-Sorry." I shook my head as if I shook my head enough all these feelings and thoughts would go away.

" . . . What now?" He whispered, Luke kept on glancing at me nervously, I never seen him like this, he was normally confident.

I didn't know how to answer, it made sense why Kevin walked in with a bruised cheek the other day or how people kept on looking at me weirdly, and how Kevin's gang of friends kept on picking on me before one of Luke's friends stepped in guiding me away from them.

I looked back at Luke his eyes soft and warm, changing to a cloudy blue his hair still tousled messily, and my feelings were all over the place yet again, whenever I wanted to tell Luke something the look on his face stopped me, and I was stuck in my thoughts unable to answer anything, the way his lip ring made him ten times hotter than I noticed before most of the time he went to school without it in, mostly because he normally got dragged to the principles office, the way his lips looked softer and irresistible, words didn't describe my stomach flipping.

Before I could stop myself  I leaned forward slowly and kissed his cheek closing my eyes softly, as my lips lingered on his cheek longer than I wanted to admit, my eyes fluttered open I leaned away from him my face turning red, why did I do that?! I looked away from Luke's face knowing I'd just become more embarrassed, I started putting away my first aid kit beside's the dressings for his hip that needed to be wrapped around his waist.

He laughed for a second, "Y/N, Look at me." But I couldn't bring myself to, I'd just become frozen in his gaze.

His fingertips touched my cheek turning my head, and I was met with his smile, he looked less tired than before.

"Thank you." He leaned forward his own eyes shutting as I found myself shutting my eyes to his lips grazing mine and the butterflies in stomach went insane a part of me becoming content.

He leaned away from my face now bright red I guarantee, I found myself wishing he was kissing me again, wait.. we kissed?! shit.

"I-I should really go, um here's your homework, and I-I Like you. Bye!" I tossed him his folder along with his homework, and ran up his staircase as fast as I could nearly tripping and falling down the wooden staircase, did I just tell him I liked him? Dear Lord Jesus kill me now!

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{Part Six}

I’m so Sorry I haven’t been updating, I had a fallout with my old friends since kindergarten bc they didn’t agree with me being bi, Made a whole new friend group where I get treated like a princess, and get called babe, Made a Youtube channel with them, run a meme account, and now I’m enrolling in a school.. so, that happened.