sometimes i feel like a fraud identifying as a RAMCOA survivor because there was no religion involved at all whatsoever in my abuse. i lived in a beautiful suburban neighborhood inhabited by evil, pedophilic men and sometimes women, too. it was all about profit. everything was filmed and distributed. money, money, money. it was an organized child abuse business. i wish there was more out there on organized abuse. it makes me feel very alone when i can’t ever find anything or anyone to relate to.














