#ramcoa

[thecemeterysystemm]

Being regressed almost 24/7 to some degree is stressful as fuck. I’m a full ass grown adult almost in my 30s yet due to the hell iv been through, I’m mentally and emotionally stunted and feel probably in my early teens most times unless I’m really regressed. I want to feel my own age. I want to be able to relate to people my age. It’s lonely because the things I like people have grown out of and things they like I just…can’t get into? Idk I hate it

[tsarsailor]

“what does ramcoa stand for?”

ritual abuse mind control and organized abuse

“so you have religious trauma?”

no

“so you have DID?”

no

“so you were groomed as a child?”

no

“then it wasn’t abuse”

??????

[above-below-sys]

Oh, my two favorite subordinates are back from the ether. To say this is a delight is an understatement. I never thought they'd get to experience the life we have now, and yet, here we are.

[the-burned-library]

We keep getting these really sharp headaches that keep us awake after researching RAMCOA. I can't even figure out if it's connected or if we just get tense and our body is stupid about it.

[the-burned-library]

God my fucking head hurts. Our gatekeeper just kinda left me at front unchecked which like. Sure? Fine I guess? Probably wasn't supposed to do that but it's not like I'm gonna hurt anything.

I need to go to bed or something but Im not tired at all. Im so pissed off.

[cor-vent]

I miss my programmer every day but don't even remember his face. Who are you, 'daddy'. All I remember is that he had a military crew cut and always smiled when I was in pain.

[bloodforangels]

programming realizations that make you go AOUGGJGGGJGHHHHHH😑😑😑😑😑