#ramcoa

[lungarden]

He comes at home at night

[the-burned-library]

I am realizing that certain symptoms of our other disorders are not... organic. They were programmed into us and now I can't be sure if we fully fit the criteria for those other disorders or not. It's really confusing and I don't know what to think and I feel crazy.

Does anyone else experience this?

[cor-vent]

Dad hated me because I was born to a bio father with things he could never have. He whipped me and cursed me to let me know how much he hated me. I was in so much pain and guilt. I always feel guilty till this day. I’m sorry, dad—I stole from you. I’m guilty. I’m guilty. But dad, you’ve stolen so much from me. You started raping me when I was a baby. You took away my self and replaced it with your programming. I worked as your wife, your prostitute and soilder for so long. But you know I'm still guilty.

[normalhumanity101]

I didn’t have to beg my mind to let me have peace and not dissociate today!

[lungarden]

The babies that do not belong to me belong to heaven and to the neurosurgeon who sold them and handed them over to pedophiles and to the platinum scalpel

[the-burned-library]

Do therapists even get trained in RAMCOA or HC-DID? Is that a thing they learn about? It's so unbelievably complex, I don't know how anyone would even begin to learn about it.

[thecemeterysystemm]

Being regressed almost 24/7 to some degree is stressful as fuck. I’m a full ass grown adult almost in my 30s yet due to the hell iv been through, I’m mentally and emotionally stunted and feel probably in my early teens most times unless I’m really regressed. I want to feel my own age. I want to be able to relate to people my age. It’s lonely because the things I like people have grown out of and things they like I just…can’t get into? Idk I hate it