#ramcoa

[lungarden]

2020 - 'The bakery'

I made these drawings when I was 13 years old; at that time, I was going through a very intense situation in my country, and the only thing that saved my life was the pandemic. Back then, I created an art account where I uploaded a ton of content and became famous, but I left it because the prolonged attention made me uncomfortable. I always wanted people to see me for my art, not for my face, and definitely not for cute things—I wanted to illustrate things that would leave a mark, emptiness, discomfort, and contempt, which is something I achieved over the years.

Even if it looks cute, it doesn't represent anything cute. It represents abuse and how someone can be used as a product to be sold

[lungarden]

2020 — 'Test me'

You're bleeding like she did

[thegallery-ofstars]

Being a ramcoa system is fine and whatever until I randomly shut down because I'm have flashbacks so bad I start hallucinating them and then instead of being normal people start gawking at me and shit

[roses-thorn]

Down the Rabbit Hole

A two story daycare playground inside a larger facility. The slide led down to the floor below, into a ball pit.

[roses-thorn]

The Doctor Will See You Now.

[sunless-peony]

Its almost father's day. I need to choose a gift. But what gift is suitable for a man who made me this way?

Why can't I hate him and refuse to even give a gift? I still love him. I feel like his wife.

[colon-openbracket]

Does anyone have resources for suspecting oa/oea/ramcoa? I have been suspecting experience of oa for a while, and im not really allowed access to any memories (Im not going to try and push the memories or question too much or say anything definitive for now though). Ive been trying to search for things but there seems to be very limited resources.