22✩ ☽

Am I ready?

[ashlovestyler]

Give yourself time. To heal, lose weight, clear your acne, get focused, whatever it is. Everything takes time, so give yourself time.

A. Chang

[ashlovestyler]

Some times you have one of those days where you are surrounded by people but still feel pretty lonely. All you want to do is go home to the comfort of your family. But some times, even your family can’t give you that comfort. Because it turns out they’ve all had one of those days too. All you can do is wait for days like that to be over.. so you can go to bed and hope you wake up to a better tomorrow.

Modern Family - Claire (S7:E22)

[ashlovestyler]

The phone weighs a thousand pounds when I need to pick it up the most.

Grungem0nkey

[ashlovestyler]

When you rob anything of their foundation, things either can crumble or they can set

My brother jordan documentary

[ashlovestyler]

There’s a lot of people that get successful despite the way that they wipe their ass, despite the way that they wake up early. We shouldn’t just idolize these people and do exactly what they’re doing. And often times, you can’t just repeat somebody else’s steps to become successful, you have to create your own path. A lot of the time these people are doing things that have never been done before. Even if you look at the paths of different YouTubers and how they have become successful, you’ll see them doing very different things. So while I think you can be inspired by people, inevitably you need to find your own approach.

The Morning Routine - Matt D’Avella.

[nessa007]

#a very serious show about a creepy and dangerous serial killer

[ashlovestyler]

Last year took a toll on me. But I made it with you next to me.

Troye Sivan

[ashlovestyler]

Running, running just to keep my hands on you

Troye Sivan

[90skid-com]

[ruinedchildhood]

Scoob and the gang have an existential crisis.

[thetallblacknerd]

Iron Man: I’m the richest and possess the most advanced technology on the planet

Black Panther:

[thetallblacknerd]

This post got derailed by racists so fast so let’s do this again

[yinx1]

Tony Stark is worth around 12billion; Batman 10billion. Black Panther almost 100 TRILLION. Black Panther can buy Wayne Enterprises and Stark Industries at the same Going Out of Business sale. Tony’s tech has always been decades behind Wakanda technology. That’s why Black Panther’s costume is sleek and form-fitting yet still bulletproof while Tony still has to bulk up his with extra metal. Batman doesn’t even have a bulletproof costume unless it looks like Ironman’s. Plus Wakanda’s current technology was invented by a female and not just any female a Princess. Batman has Fox invent his technology Tony does the best he can while yelling at Pepper. AND Wakandans found the cure for many different types of cancer. They only reason they don’t share with the world is because white greed and insurance companies.

[staffsucks-deactivated20181207]

Panther & Co.™ has enough wealth and power to hide a goddamn country from the entire rest of the world. Tony has a gold-plated bow tie and a few fancy bottles of wine.

[systlin]

My husband saw this as I was scrolling down and said “Dude, Black Panther finds Tony Stark’s net worth in his couch cushions when he’s looking for the TV remote. And he’s probably judging the Iron Man suit like ‘oh hey I had one of those I built when I was 6.’”

And I mean, he’s not wrong. 

[ashlovestyler]

Some times I wonder if people still have family problems. Do you ever grow out of it? Does your mental ever change? Are arguments and nasty fights still a thing? 

It doesn’t matter how hard I try or what I do/say, I’ll always be “me” to them. I’m  just the worst thing ever right. I’m such a terrible person. I love to argue, I never shut my mouth, I’m this and I’m that. I feel like scum. I am constantly hated. Some times I’m fine and things feel great but then it all crumbles in a matter of seconds and I just feel like killing myself. I feel worthless. It’s like I mess everything up, I’m the problem. It would be such a relief to get rid of me. I’m so hated in all that I do. What have I really brought to the table? nothing but my unwanted presence. 

I need to be real with myself and accept that family is overrated. Maybe one day I’ll start one of my own - one that misses me, loves to be around me, accepts me, forgives me, doesn’t make me feel like a burden. 

Maybe that’s the kind of hope that gets us through. Then again, hope can only last so long. It is either what you want comes true or you face the reality of things and slip into something dark.  Idk. I’m just trying to hold onto something to keep me afloat. 

[the-suicide-effect]

“I wasn’t myself for a long time and nobody noticed”

[depressedanxietydeath]

“I should be happy and excited now, but in fact I’m sad and suicidal.”

— me (via depressedanxietydeath)

[depression-healthy-carrier]

I lied and said I was busy. I was busy, but not in a way people understand. I was busy taking deeper breaths, I was busy silencing irrational thoughts, I was busy calming a racing heart, I was busy telling myself I am ok

[ashlovestyler]

The big mistake that I made was that I was trying to put someone else’s formula onto my life. That’s not inherently bad, that’s the nature of experimenting & trying different things and sometimes it works out. But when it doesn’t, we need to know when to switch up, when to try something different, and when to let these ideas go.

Matt D’ Avella

[labias]

Oh my god

[b0nesp0amore]

I’M👏TIRED👏OF 👏 BEING👏THE👏FAT 👏FRIEND👏😭

[ashlovestyler]

Ignore the hashtags