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Ain't it what's it about?

Ain't it about that someone you to go towards the first when it's something you did, achieved, were in, experienced, made, bought and the excitment that you can't contain and they don't downplay anything regardless of how it might sound like, it maybe some toy and seem childish to some but they find it childlike and actually see you or you might be talking about something just the random yap and they forget their silly little issue and just hear you. Ain't it about sharing the exciting news to someone and they match the same energy.

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Sicko

I'm running outta words, let me think; oh, I forgot you can just think, you can't speak, no

Police Brutality

Death tolls and fatalities

World Literacy day and even some young school going students proved that they are already literate and have far more wisdom

than these corrupted elderlies and this system

Gunning citizens

Eating millions

sarkar nah, its sir, car; not sakkam kunai kaam

tara salkaam janata ko aaram

bis barsa agadiko andolanle k bhayo,

khali tei netaharuko khalti bhariyo

janatalai k dis

khali rish

no peace

the heck with this

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How HIMYM probably should have ended according to my thought- (spoilers maybe if haven't watched or completed)

As Ted's daughter mentioned about Robin helping after Tracy's death but instead of that Tracy to be shown alive but just sick and Robin said to have helped with the kids and all. Robin and Ted's daughter getting along fine as Penny (I suppose the name of Ted's daughter) as she kinda had said that she liked Robin and was nice and stuffs others similar.

For Barney's Nora and Barney's patchup should have been after Barney and Robin got divorced. Should have made more episodes on the final season and not just fast. But Barney not breaking with Nora but some other girl where he had casual relations while with Robin didn't and exactly the same situation of Robin saying go for it and talk to Nora but after their divorce and after maube some years later when Barney and Nora met in similar way.

For Robin she as shown have dogs was ok with Ted Barney all but not met much but used to hang out babysitting way after like Ted's daughter grew up like teenager way when she again started working from there just like in the series. With Lilly the conversation of babysitting her kid younger same way. Lilly being content with her profession and stuffs and mentioned of maybe dating people but not settled and was actually happy of how she was.

For Lilly Marshall maybe as shown in the series ok way or maybe slight different maybe.

And Ted saying that story to his kid maybe son or daughter after one of them had their first heartbreak stuff and then the deleted clip of Ted talking to Robin shiuld have been shown as you can search for it in YouTube or stuffs when Ted walking with Penny the bus lady one. And so telling the kid that they might have so and life goes on but they could somehow strangely fond someone like how Ted met Tracy unexpectedly when they grow up and so. The puppet of showing the kids should have been excluded.

And Tracy being alright after being sick or came from somewhere work trip or visiting people or something anything as such and then just as another day when Ted was relieving all that then mentioned of how he missed of how fun it would be even he was just after finding "the one" like mentioned in the series as of their own ways or so to his kids while he and the kids were only there even after Tracy was back or before that but then Tracy to have been back.

And just as this after a slight while Barney called up Ted and asked to join the game that one they had said they'd all gather to watch. Barney ended up with Nora later on maybe Nora too had got divorced or hadnt got married as was after some years and nothing with him having so called perfect month and kid while in game. Barney and Nora also being fine with Robin talked occasionnaly as with Ted and his family and not as always as before. And as they all agreed to clear up their schedule and they all without the others just five main characters became free or just decided to show up without Nora and Tracy and as they finished the game then went to McLarens to celebrate like old times just like how started sitting in table and talked of things no speech later on with the ending song music of the show. And The End.

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Bloodbath of War and Terror,

not everything's fair and probably shouldn't be even in love and war

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It's my 10 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳

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If you do, then you don't.

-Ashna

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Earlier story part II or the middle part's

Was a Minister

Who could've thought would be a sinister

some men, spear; gunshot- her forehead; she died

kid barely five

with a telescope

from a pinhole

lied the kid; said she was just sick

what you think?

will the kid forget, gaslight self or get traumatized

or will he seek justice and make things alright...

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Just thought of something as of Halloween, just a fiction. Hope it might give some chills...

crooked smile

flashy style

naughty kid

just don't fit

grew up

screwed on, thought it was fun

sociopath

dark night alone with wrath

one hand knife another pistol

face painted black with coal

eyes flashed- nearby furnace

a dead corpse with no face

although didn't do that

still, damn that's crap...

(ending is more disturbing, disgusting as thought. Say something or dm or comment if you'd like full story. Ideas from fiction and some conversations)

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Above story/poem pt. II

[Although first reflects treesome open relatioship ??? but still there happened to be some people who may like as watched in social media stories, so maybe that could world out for them while some others confused state may not be that or other]

So here's to part II after maybe like 5 years later

Two besties same man

hot summer, open fan

Just work and stuffs, focused on self for a while; got a girl; he was serious

she did said yes

got the ring but didn't forget the buddy

hiking all along, green grass; shoes muddy

Just got a man his own way still fist bump on his way out

still sus of current workin' out but the other, no fussin' 'round just great pals no doubt

white wedding

sits up gentle front aile, white n blue- an adopted young kid...

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Just a fictional story- Threesome (2 guys and a girl; 1 guy gay, 1 bi, girl straight. Stayed together three of them but... story in a form of poem)

[Idea as saw some story which mentioned of real life threesome living together happily story but this one fictional+ some real life ptsd story in fictional form]

another night

another fight

closed fist

holdin' wrist

tighten the grip

no mo slit

one drip two

blue (pshhh)

threesome

short term

what a foam!

broken comb

whiskey stone...

smoke from car engine ~

two seperate ways it's been

someone got fish

someone got catfished

just dully lookin' at a fish

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Maybe a little late but still Happy 2's day everyone!

-22/2/'22 Tuesday

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Just thought of maybe try in Nepali as had heard change in language changes personality or way of thinking to certain extent so,

Topic/ ending- huna didainau ki bilin?...

kaagaj ra kalam

khai k ilam (pronounced ilum)

kagaj ra manche ustai

pani pare ramrari sabai nabujhiyela tara bhav prastai ta cha

gham lage bujhincha axcher sab

bhanne sunethe bijuli chamkida lageko agulto dekhi ni tarsincha

hawa huri tsunami aaja yo dharti/prithvi k na testo farak cha ra

raat pachi din;

ekchin...

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This is someone else's story and not mine and I am just narrating their pov and their feelings as they mention with a little bit of my thoughts on the very story.

a cherry blossem; didn't saw her face you see

but mentions her as fragrance like flowers from the very tree

a secret lover boi

toit

didn't had courage

but secret gaze

only when in market place, wouldn't call it stalker

but don't know why after all these years still talks of her

as strangers shared a sight one day

but other days with a friend he says

no courage to go upto and say something and speak

but the same street those evening

fall went

she never knew; he- dead- end

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Things change!?

A decade back,

just around a decade back

"love just exists in books and movies"

now, uh uh pshhh

then what's the use

now don't know why trying so bad

but ya all in all the sunset

now don't know why, don't really care

won't ever talk to just someone to talk to

no glue but stuck in a blue hue

some come, some go; but wished some stay

but end up to push everyone away

yayy what a great day

but the day ends with hardly much to share

care to explain

nah man, just fine with being plain

train in book, bubbles in the air

told self act like you just don't care

confidence on peak, beast on street

two steps down, just damn knees

dry ice, nice time

straight face, don't care

'11 friend

but what 'bout '10 drain

some kinda train to well brain drain?

stake? or else state? more of inclusive of debate

shey cray head

but something not so cray, not so gray. But kinda bleh?

eyes down, head up

oh, not so '09 "I'm fine"

what ifsss, flip the coin 49/51 it is

back a decade/ just fake it/

nah, make it or throw off

a blog? Hmm or else bog

it ain't any pup or dog

but sure something to conside to stride maybe some other time?

brain drain? or drained brain?

things change? guess... less?

or else stress mess?

dress up freshen up, guess not so easy to give up after all/ "=

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Old quote

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