Alisha/Ash

"𝙸𝚏 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚌𝚊𝚗'𝚝 𝚜𝚎𝚎, 𝙸 𝚊𝚖 𝙲𝚕𝚊𝚗𝚌𝚢." Main interests are tøp and squid game

[ashors0mething]

Realised that I should probably do an intro post

Anyway. Hi, I'm Alisha but most people online just call me Ash but I don't mind which name.

I probably won't post here as often but I'll try to

I'm not in that many fandoms but my main ones are Twenty One Pilots, Gacha (Yes, I still use gacha 💔), Cult of the Lamb, Cookie Run Kingdom, Squid Game and yeah 🔥

I don't really draw but that's why I use gacha instead because I can kinda animate using it?

If you wanna follow me on tiktok, I'll leave the link below

Bye bye 💥

[someonestolemytoast2]

being one of the few fans who see the lore as a fictional story and not just as the mental health metaphors is so exhausting. like guys. both can coexist and it’s important to have that in mind.

yes the story of dema is about mental health, but that doesn’t mean it’s ONLY about mental health and that’s all you should take from it.

you NEED to have a base story for there to be metaphors. Dema isn’t “Tyler’s head” it’s a fictional city that can be a metaphor for tyler’s head.

Clancy and Torchbearer are fictional. Trench is fictional. It’s a dystopian fantasy.

“oh but-“ Shhhh. they’re fictional.

“but you’re meant to take it as just the metaphors, ty-“ shhhh. no you’re not. that’s not how storytelling works.

let me put this into perspective.

i have an original work that’s based off my struggles with my gender dysphoria, my overall mental health (but mostly with my moral scrupulosity), and feeling like i don’t belong in society, but that doesn’t mean it’s ONLY about that.

seeing stories as just the metaphors behind them is just blatantly ignoring the creative process behind it. the world building, the way the characters are. that’s all art. the metaphors just tie it together.

if the lore were a published book or show/movie then you wouldn’t see it as just the metaphors.

stories like this are art, and we need to treat them as such.

[someonestolemytoast2]

realizing that every fanon ending is canon since it’s a cycle.

there’s a cycle where torch took the cloak, a cycle where torchbearer went back for bishop clancy, a cycle where they finally broke it.

in one cycle clancybearer got married before the events of paladin, in another they tried to completely ignore the city and live their lives in trench.

in another cycle clancy retains all the memories of the past cycles and escapes only for torch.

in another clancy became a bishop but torch didn’t leave him.

it’s like miku or the spiderverse. they put “and you” because our interpretations are canon in their own way, in their own cycles.

each lore fanfic, each piece of fanart, it’s all canon in its own way, in its own cycle.

we’re apart of the story for a reason. all of our interpretations are canon in their own way.

we’re all technically clancy, and sometimes our torchbearer is our best friend or a lover, hence why there’s so much chemistry between clancy and torchbearer.

god i love this band.

[byxanych]

I don't think anyone has done it yet

We're so dun

[ashors0mething]

I posted my Twenty one pilots and Squid Game crossover fanfic on ao3!

If you want to read it, it's called "Is love, money or music?"

I'm not sure if I'll have a proper schedule for it but oh well

[ashors0mething]

How am I meant to live laugh love after the city walls MV

I am not okay

[ashors0mething]

Why is coming up with names for fanfics so difficult 💔

I've been trying to come up for a name for my tøp x squid game au fanfic for who knows how long now

[ashors0mething]

I had a dream last night where I received the red dema letter that's going around.

I was very disappointed when I woke up and realised it was a dream 💔

Please be a sign

[thursdaynovember]

i think at least part of what i love about twenty one pilots is how actually just totally different their music is genre-wise from anything else.

like obviously they take a lot of inspiration from a lot of different genres, but like all together and the way they put all their sounds together it comes out just comepletely different from any other music ive heard

[ashors0mething]

Does anyone else see art of their favourite ship and need multiple minutes or hours to recover because the art got you too hyper

Or is it just me

[someonestolemytoast2]

CHAPTER 32 OF LETTERS TO NOBODY IS UP NERDS

@hexxedkay @silverweightedsuns @clancyisdexd @ashors0mething @blurrypaint

[ashors0mething]

Did you just stab me 21 times 💔

[ashors0mething]

My tøp and Squid Game interests got so strong that I decided to merge them both together and made an au where Clancy and Torchbearer are in squid game

I might write a fic about it

Just maybe

I just can't write or draw for the life of me

[ashors0mething]

Finally managed to upload the first chapter of my fanfic on ao3 after who knows how bloody long. It will take some time to update more as motivation just comes and goes.

Rewriting them also takes a while because of the amount of times that I cringe at my writing lmao

The name of the fanfic is "I saw him, torch in hand but I'll take the grave instead." If anyone's interested 🔥

[corpsekeys]

I don't wanna be here

Start fresh with a new year