I don't get into detail about things that have happened in my very often because it's not exactly easy to share. I will say though that I stumbled across @therealjacksepticeye and @markiplier in January of 2013, and it was a complete accident. I had had a rough year in 2011 and 2012 and I felt like the world was completely against me (I was only 13 which is the worst part). I'll give you a short run down of what happened. In January 2012, my youngest sibling turned 1 but my mom was in and out of the hospital because of how she had him, he was actually born dead and she almost lost her life. At the time of his birthday I was only 12 and I had taken on so much responsibility. I was washing dishes, helping with laundry, taking care of the animals (we had several), helping my mom around, taking care of my 2 younger siblings, and going to school. In February 2012, I celebrated my 13th birthday!! Supposed to be a happy day, since I was finally a teenager, right? Well I found out during my surprise birthday party that my aunt had passed away. Well over summer 2011, I went to stay in Mississippi with my pawpaw. Everything was great! Late nights watching WWE and snacks while hanging out with the old man. Well, one night everything changed and I wanted to go home...IMMEDIATELY. My cousin had come over and things happened (you can figure that out yourself I'm sure) but it took another week before my family could come get me. My birthday was February 13th right? Well February 16th there was a failed suicide attempt. I was never the same after that because I just kept loosing family and friends. December 26, 2016, my now ex husband, passed away. I have grown up thinking that no one would ever care about me the way I cared about them and these two goofy men have literally shown me so much care that it is crazy. These two men saved my life just by making videos. Goofy laughs, crooked smiles, the loud screams, the floofs of hair, and most importantly...the changes. Watching them evolve as they have gotten older has been the best part! My best friend thinks I'm crazy because I always say that if I ever met them, I would fall to my knees in tears and worship the ground they walk upon. I can't think of anyway to explain other than happiness. I wholeheartedly believe that these two men are the reason I haven't given up again. I'm not an artist so I can't make fan art, but I am a writer and singer. I plan on trying to make an appreciation video for these two men who I owe so much too. Thank you Sean and Mark, for being who you are and deciding to devote your life to these videos. You two have saved so many lives and you don't even realize it. I love you both 💚💙 and I will never be able to show the full extent of my gratitude.
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