[glitter-for-breakfastxo]

I’ve been feeling quite empty the past few days. I don’t have the energy to do simple tasks, it’s like a physical weight is pulling me down. I’ve been in a deep depression 2 years ago so I recognise the feeling. I’m really scared because I don’t want to go back to that place. Also my depression made me gain 20 pounds so that scares me too.

[asinfulnomad]

these other girls dont taste how you did 

[asinfulnomad]

time to pick up smoking 

[asinfulnomad]

its 2019 why cant we numb our pain inside 

[asinfulnomad]

and if the 3 atarax i took doesnt kill me, ill take 3 more

[asinfulnomad]

a year ago i was in the fucking mental hospital and i was happier than i am today

[asinfulnomad]

i know im supposed to not think about you but thats all i can do 

[destroymylife]

[asinfulnomad]

i need something to take the pain away, but im afraid the only thing that can, is you.

[asinfulnomad]

You’re fast asleep right now, as im crying my eyes out like i have the past 3 weeks. 

[asinfulnomad]

how do you just stop loving someone. how do you just let go of everything you had together. how do you just break someone like that. how did you fucking do this to me

[asinfulnomad]

im given millions of distractions but nothing ever feels as good as you did. 

[asinfulnomad]

I cant even walk into my room without seeing us there, getting high, joking around, watching tiktoks, unable to keep our hands off each other....not even knowing just how it’ll all end. I never imagined what kept my heart beating would be the reason i want it to stop. 

[witchofjazz]

Not recomending tho

[asinfulnomad]

i know im supposed to be moving on, but god damn is my heart shattered. 

[miiriya]

[myloversuggestions]

I wonder if we ever think about each other at the same time