Virgil Says: 🍼

Trigger warnings for abuse, parental abuse, incestual abuse, sexual abuse, self harm Absolutely no unsympathetic sides, thank you Open for asks: Virgil, Remus

[ask-abused-virgil]

Hi, I’m Virgil (he/him, trans). I made this blog to vent about some things at home, not a big deal. I live with my parents and older brother, J. I’m trying to move out but my family is pretty against the idea. Asks are always open.

// hi, i’m mod virgil! Or max. Whichever’s easiest. Use this blog to use Virgil as a vent sponge or a punching bag, he’s fictional so whatever makes you feel better. Just be respectful to me and stay safe. Transphobia will be trigger tagged.

// you can catch up on the blog by going through the #fic tag or asking what’s going on currently!

[ask-abused-virgil]

Just curious. Psst, Remus. I’ve got a secret 😈

Remus: Oh? I like secrets, tell me!

[ask-abused-virgil]

Virgil, how old are you when you’re little?

Virgil: I don’t know… why?

[ask-abused-virgil]

That’s good, then, it’s good you have people you feel like you can relax around.

Virgil: Yeah… I just hope it doesn’t freak them out

[ask-abused-virgil]

Is feeling little a good or a bad thing?

Virgil: I usually do it alone… I’m trying to repress it. It’s not inherently a bad thing. It’s usually good. It’s just… I don’t wanna freak them out.

[ask-abused-virgil]

// 😔

[ask-abused-virgil]

Psst, Remus. Notice anything different about Virgil?

Remus: oh, yeah. Never seen him this relaxed before.

[ask-abused-virgil]

Making you feel how? 😉

Virgil: …little

[ask-abused-virgil]

virgil, are you having fun?

Virgil: yeah, actually. Remus and Janus are great. We’ve been baking, and Remus is destroying the kitchen, and we’re eating most of the batter and it’s… fun.

Virgil: …Janus keeps feeding me. He puts chocolate chips in my mouth. It’s making me feel… I don’t know.

[ask-abused-virgil]

// if i start having to send myself asks i will /hj

[ask-abused-virgil]

Pssst, Remus! What’s the plan?

Remus: To just have a good time, the three of us. God knows we all need it. It’s not just Virgil that things have been rough for.

[ask-abused-virgil]

Crime! That is a crime! Go have your birthday treat!

Virgil: What? It’s not that big of a deal haha

Janus: No, they’re right. It’s an absolute crime. I have stuff to make brownies from scratch, let’s get a move on.

Remus takes Virgil’s hand. Virgil blushes.

[ask-abused-virgil]

ooh brownies sound yummy

Virgil: Yeah… I don’t remember the last time I had a birthday treat.

Janus/Remus: …

Virgil: What?

Remus: What the fuck.

Virgil: I mean, they’re a lot of work, yknow?

[ask-abused-virgil]

Mmm well it’s your birthday so do u want to stay in or go out?

Virgil: …probably stay in

Remus: Cool! Let’s go back to our place and bake brownies

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// 😔

[ask-abused-virgil]

Remus: how are you feeling?

Virgil: …

Virgil: weird. I’ve never done that before.

Janus: Stood up for yourself?

Virgil: No! I meant…

Remus: So what do you want to do for your birthday?

Virgil: Uh… I don’t know, actually. What do you think?

[ask-abused-virgil]

Just walk out, Virgil. Let him be a little baby if that’s what he’s gonna be.

Virgil: …

Janus: *gently* Ready to go?

Virgil: Yeah.

J: I can’t believe this.