“ The fairest of them all ”

I'm not

[ask-appleboy-sam]

“ Most people who think they're happy just haven't thought about it enough. Most people who think they're happy are actually just stupid. ”

| Dear diary, it's Sam... who else would it be? It was going fine at the boarding school, I even had a friend! (Well.. a close-er acquaintance..) But my parents just had to pull me out of there and make me go to auradon prep, it's not like I can change their decision now that I'm actually here, so I suposse I'll just have adapt... it'll go well, I can do it! Probably.. I hope... |

Hey! I'm Samuel White, but you can just call me Sam, most people call me Sam since Samuel sounds weird most of the time, and Samuel White sounds even worse out of formal situations... doesn't matter, I'm new at Auradon Prep, I got recently transferred here... Feel free to interact!

Here's a list of people I know or have interacted with:

...

uhm... yeah, no one...

STUDENT FILE :

Name: Samuel "Sam" Julian White

Primary parent: Snow White

Age: fourteen / fifteen

Extracurriculars: none, for the time being

Extra information: diagnosed with social anxiety disorder at age ten, his psychiatrist suspects he might have other, yet undiagnosed, disorders

OOC under the cut

mod is @i-post-abt-my-ocs !! Yes, I did make a silly blog for the silly oc I made

MOODBOARD (s) :

RULES :

All my blogs have the usual rules

No gen ai

No nsfw, oc and mod are both minors

No ableism, transphobia, homohobia, no bigotry in general

TAGS :

#ask-appleboy-sam : all posts

#just Sam things... : random posts

#Ig the apple doesn't fall far from the tree : family related posts

#dear diary. It's Sam : Sam's diary pages

#trapped in "paradise" : Auradon prep related posts

#wanna talk to the boy? : Sam answers asks

#don't look at me (pls) : open rp posts

#brb crying in the library : Sam is panicking

#mod is here : ooc posts

PLEASE FEEL FREE TO INTERACT!! (I'd be really grateful 🥹)

I'm also way too shy to start interactions with people

[ask-appleboy-sam]

Sam, I apologize if this is crossing a boundary, but I do not wish for you to fall ill. You need to take care of yourself. Drink something other than coffee, eat something substantial, get some fresh air. Please.

Yours,

Hana

@ask-hana-westergaard

okay, I see your point and where you're coming from, no <3, I don't need to :3 I'm fine, don't worry, I'm not gonna fall I'll :))

[ask-hana-westergaard]

No. I’m not going to let you shut yourself off. At least…at least come outside with me. It doesn’t have to be for a long time, but I just…I want to make sure you’ll be okay.

[ask-appleboy-sam]

I am okay, don't worry. Pft, I'm not shutting myself off. Everything's super copacetic

[ask-hana-westergaard]

I will absolutely worry. You are shutting yourself off, which is extremely unhealthy.

Trust me, I know.

Unfortunately, we have reached the point where I am no longer asking. Either you accompany me outside like a gentleman, or I will get @ask-luis-madrigal to drag you there.

[ask-luis-madrigal]

sam, c’mon, go walk with hana :)

or i will join you both and carry you around in my arms. around the whole library.

[ask-appleboy-sam]

I don't wanna...

No, dont you dare carry me again. Much less around the whole library, I will DIE.

// @ask-hana-westergaard (just in case lol)

[ask-luis-madrigal]

then go walk with your friend !! she’s being so nice, and you need to move around.

pleeaaaasee????

@ask-hana-westergaard

[ask-appleboy-sam]

she's not my friend and I don't need to move around, I'm fine...

@ask-hana-westergaard

[ask-luis-madrigal]

i guess you’re getting picked up again.

@ask-hana-westergaard

[ask-appleboy-sam]

You can't do that. It's not fair.

@ask-hana-westergaard

[ask-appleboy-sam]

Sam: I wanna make friends!

Also sam:

[ask-appleboy-sam]

Sam, I apologize if this is crossing a boundary, but I do not wish for you to fall ill. You need to take care of yourself. Drink something other than coffee, eat something substantial, get some fresh air. Please.

Yours,

Hana

@ask-hana-westergaard

okay, I see your point and where you're coming from, no <3, I don't need to :3 I'm fine, don't worry, I'm not gonna fall I'll :))

[ask-hana-westergaard]

No. I’m not going to let you shut yourself off. At least…at least come outside with me. It doesn’t have to be for a long time, but I just…I want to make sure you’ll be okay.

[ask-appleboy-sam]

I am okay, don't worry. Pft, I'm not shutting myself off. Everything's super copacetic

[ask-hana-westergaard]

I will absolutely worry. You are shutting yourself off, which is extremely unhealthy.

Trust me, I know.

Unfortunately, we have reached the point where I am no longer asking. Either you accompany me outside like a gentleman, or I will get @ask-luis-madrigal to drag you there.

[ask-luis-madrigal]

sam, c’mon, go walk with hana :)

or i will join you both and carry you around in my arms. around the whole library.

[ask-appleboy-sam]

I don't wanna...

No, dont you dare carry me again. Much less around the whole library, I will DIE.

// @ask-hana-westergaard (just in case lol)

[ask-luis-madrigal]

then go walk with your friend !! she’s being so nice, and you need to move around.

pleeaaaasee????

@ask-hana-westergaard

[ask-appleboy-sam]

she's not my friend and I don't need to move around, I'm fine...

@ask-hana-westergaard

[ask-luis-madrigal]

Luis, hello, why do you refuse to call yourself mom and deny it so avidly, even if you act like one and almost call yourself one but then stop yourself, are you mysoginistic?

- @ask-appleboy-sam

ah-no !! i love women, women are great !! it’s just, uhh…

okay, can i tell you a secret??

[ask-appleboy-sam]

uh huh...

sure you can, it's not like I can tell it to anyone... except maybe a few forest animals

[ask-luis-madrigal]

…

i think, maybe,

i might also be a girl. like, i’m a boy, but i’m also a girl.

and it makes me really nervous when i think of myself as such.

[ask-appleboy-sam]

oh, okay... that's it?

wait, does that sound mean? Uh… um, do you want me to call you something else..?

[ask-luis-madrigal]

*luis is a little stunned.*

u-uh, no, no, i like my name, i think i’m good-

what do you mean, that’s it?? also, what about sound???

[ask-appleboy-sam]

Okay, cool, if you want me to call you something else later on you can just tell me

I mean that's it, it's not really a big deal, is it? I don't really know... what do you mean what about sound?

[ask-luis-madrigal]

you mumbled something like “does that sound mean” and then cut yourself off.

also, i thought it’d be a bigger deal…

[ask-appleboy-sam]

oh... yeah, I just don't wanna sound mean and most of the time I don't know if I sound mean, so I try to control how I sound so people don't think I'm mean... It's nothing really, I was just talking to myself... whatever! It doesn't matter

Well, if it is to you I can try to make it be!

[ask-appleboy-sam]

Sam, I apologize if this is crossing a boundary, but I do not wish for you to fall ill. You need to take care of yourself. Drink something other than coffee, eat something substantial, get some fresh air. Please.

Yours,

Hana

@ask-hana-westergaard

okay, I see your point and where you're coming from, no <3, I don't need to :3 I'm fine, don't worry, I'm not gonna fall I'll :))

[ask-hana-westergaard]

No. I’m not going to let you shut yourself off. At least…at least come outside with me. It doesn’t have to be for a long time, but I just…I want to make sure you’ll be okay.

[ask-appleboy-sam]

I am okay, don't worry. Pft, I'm not shutting myself off. Everything's super copacetic

[ask-hana-westergaard]

I will absolutely worry. You are shutting yourself off, which is extremely unhealthy.

Trust me, I know.

Unfortunately, we have reached the point where I am no longer asking. Either you accompany me outside like a gentleman, or I will get @ask-luis-madrigal to drag you there.

[ask-luis-madrigal]

sam, c’mon, go walk with hana :)

or i will join you both and carry you around in my arms. around the whole library.

[ask-appleboy-sam]

I don't wanna...

No, dont you dare carry me again. Much less around the whole library, I will DIE.

// @ask-hana-westergaard (just in case lol)

[ask-luis-madrigal]

Luis, hello, why do you refuse to call yourself mom and deny it so avidly, even if you act like one and almost call yourself one but then stop yourself, are you mysoginistic?

- @ask-appleboy-sam

ah-no !! i love women, women are great !! it’s just, uhh…

okay, can i tell you a secret??

[ask-appleboy-sam]

uh huh...

sure you can, it's not like I can tell it to anyone... except maybe a few forest animals

[ask-luis-madrigal]

…

i think, maybe,

i might also be a girl. like, i’m a boy, but i’m also a girl.

and it makes me really nervous when i think of myself as such.

[ask-appleboy-sam]

oh, okay... that's it?

wait, does that sound mean? Uh… um, do you want me to call you something else..?

[ask-luis-madrigal]

*luis is a little stunned.*

u-uh, no, no, i like my name, i think i’m good-

what do you mean, that’s it?? also, what about sound???

[ask-appleboy-sam]

Okay, cool, if you want me to call you something else later on you can just tell me

I mean that's it, it's not really a big deal, is it? I don't really know... what do you mean what about sound?

[ask-luis-madrigal]

Luis, hello, why do you refuse to call yourself mom and deny it so avidly, even if you act like one and almost call yourself one but then stop yourself, are you mysoginistic?

- @ask-appleboy-sam

ah-no !! i love women, women are great !! it’s just, uhh…

okay, can i tell you a secret??

[ask-appleboy-sam]

uh huh...

sure you can, it's not like I can tell it to anyone... except maybe a few forest animals

[ask-luis-madrigal]

…

i think, maybe,

i might also be a girl. like, i’m a boy, but i’m also a girl.

and it makes me really nervous when i think of myself as such.

[ask-appleboy-sam]

oh, okay... that's it?

wait, does that sound mean? Uh… um, do you want me to call you something else..?

[ask-appleboy-sam]

Sam, I apologize if this is crossing a boundary, but I do not wish for you to fall ill. You need to take care of yourself. Drink something other than coffee, eat something substantial, get some fresh air. Please.

Yours,

Hana

@ask-hana-westergaard

okay, I see your point and where you're coming from, no <3, I don't need to :3 I'm fine, don't worry, I'm not gonna fall I'll :))

[ask-hana-westergaard]

No. I’m not going to let you shut yourself off. At least…at least come outside with me. It doesn’t have to be for a long time, but I just…I want to make sure you’ll be okay.

[ask-appleboy-sam]

I am okay, don't worry. Pft, I'm not shutting myself off. Everything's super copacetic

[ask-luis-madrigal]

Luis, hello, why do you refuse to call yourself mom and deny it so avidly, even if you act like one and almost call yourself one but then stop yourself, are you mysoginistic?

- @ask-appleboy-sam

ah-no !! i love women, women are great !! it’s just, uhh…

okay, can i tell you a secret??

[ask-appleboy-sam]

uh huh...

sure you can, it's not like I can tell it to anyone... except maybe a few forest animals

[ask-appleboy-sam]

Sam, I apologize if this is crossing a boundary, but I do not wish for you to fall ill. You need to take care of yourself. Drink something other than coffee, eat something substantial, get some fresh air. Please.

Yours,

Hana

@ask-hana-westergaard

okay, I see your point and where you're coming from, no <3, I don't need to :3 I'm fine, don't worry, I'm not gonna fall I'll :))

[ask-appleboy-sam]

if someone takes ten... wait, no, eleven... eleven cups of coffee in an hour and they shaking, does that mean they should stop drinking it? Also, is it healthy? Also how many hours can someone go without sleeping? Asking for a friend.

Whatever, I'll just go back to the library and look it up in a book...

[ask-luis-madrigal]

sam????????????

sam what the hell??????????????????

that’s why coffee’s for grown ups.

[ask-appleboy-sam]

What? What???????????

I can have coffee! It's fine!

[ask-appleboy-sam]

How would you feel if I left an apple in your dorm? 😁

- @ask-cassiangothel

Uhm... well, I would feel like 'oh yummy!' because apples are simply the berries... but then my brain would go 'gee whiz what if it's poison' and I would probably spend three hours staring at it, because also like stranger danger and I don't like anything from strangers and then I'd probably start to stop being able to breathe :)

Also technically I don't have a dorm...

[ask-appleboy-sam]

if someone takes ten... wait, no, eleven... eleven cups of coffee in an hour and they shaking, does that mean they should stop drinking it? Also, is it healthy? Also how many hours can someone go without sleeping? Asking for a friend.

Whatever, I'll just go back to the library and look it up in a book...

[ask-luis-madrigal]

@ask-appleboy-sam

[ask-appleboy-sam]

this is not fair, probably illegal somewhere and embarrasing.

[ask-luis-madrigal]

is it illegal to make sure you’re taking care of yourself?????

[ask-appleboy-sam]

Uhh, yes

[ask-luis-madrigal]

no !! no it’s not !!

[ask-appleboy-sam]

how do you know? And I don't need to take care of myself, I was completely alright...

[ask-luis-madrigal]

okay so you’ve eaten, walked around, used the bathroom, drank water, spoken verbally, at least an hour ago???

[ask-appleboy-sam]

... no..

[ask-luis-madrigal]

…do you want me to make you food??

[ask-appleboy-sam]

I'm not hungry, Luis... I think...

[ask-luis-madrigal]

can’t hear you, already making rice !!

[ask-appleboy-sam]

how are you making it already?

[ask-luis-madrigal]

the greatest invention in the world was the rice cooker. absolutely spectacular.

[ask-appleboy-sam]

the huh..?

[ask-luis-madrigal]

rice cookers are wonderful !! i eat rice a lot, but it used to take a good while to make. now i don’t have to watch it and it’s done before i know it !!

i love rice,,,,,

[ask-appleboy-sam]

oh, cool... so a rice cooler is like a shortcut?

[ask-luis-madrigal]

yeah basically !! do you ever eat rice with anything??

[ask-appleboy-sam]

not really...

[ask-luis-madrigal]

you should, it’s very filling. here,,,

*he hands him a bowl of fresh, steamy, white rice and a spoon.*

[ask-appleboy-sam]

I'm not really hungry...

[ask-luis-madrigal]

mhm.

so if i asked you when the last time you ate was, you’d say?????

[ask-appleboy-sam]

Uh...

*he shrugs*

I don't really remember

[ask-luis-madrigal]

then eat. better safe than sorry !!

[ask-appleboy-sam]

ugh.. fine, but I'm not hungry...

[ask-luis-madrigal]

good on you. do want anything else with the rice??

[ask-appleboy-sam]

no, thank you, Luis...

[ask-luis-madrigal]

@ask-appleboy-sam

[ask-appleboy-sam]

this is not fair, probably illegal somewhere and embarrasing.

[ask-luis-madrigal]

is it illegal to make sure you’re taking care of yourself?????

[ask-appleboy-sam]

Uhh, yes

[ask-luis-madrigal]

no !! no it’s not !!

[ask-appleboy-sam]

how do you know? And I don't need to take care of myself, I was completely alright...

[ask-luis-madrigal]

okay so you’ve eaten, walked around, used the bathroom, drank water, spoken verbally, at least an hour ago???

[ask-appleboy-sam]

... no..

[ask-luis-madrigal]

…do you want me to make you food??

[ask-appleboy-sam]

I'm not hungry, Luis... I think...

[ask-luis-madrigal]

can’t hear you, already making rice !!

[ask-appleboy-sam]

how are you making it already?

[ask-luis-madrigal]

the greatest invention in the world was the rice cooker. absolutely spectacular.

[ask-appleboy-sam]

the huh..?

[ask-luis-madrigal]

rice cookers are wonderful !! i eat rice a lot, but it used to take a good while to make. now i don’t have to watch it and it’s done before i know it !!

i love rice,,,,,

[ask-appleboy-sam]

oh, cool... so a rice cooler is like a shortcut?

[ask-luis-madrigal]

yeah basically !! do you ever eat rice with anything??

[ask-appleboy-sam]

not really...

[ask-luis-madrigal]

you should, it’s very filling. here,,,

*he hands him a bowl of fresh, steamy, white rice and a spoon.*

[ask-appleboy-sam]

I'm not really hungry...

[ask-luis-madrigal]

mhm.

so if i asked you when the last time you ate was, you’d say?????

[ask-appleboy-sam]

Uh...

*he shrugs*

I don't really remember

[ask-luis-madrigal]

then eat. better safe than sorry !!

[ask-appleboy-sam]

ugh.. fine, but I'm not hungry...

[i-post-abt-my-ocs]

tw: very scary Jack wolfe 😰😰 /silly

SAM SAM SAM SAM SAM, my stupid nerd son who I love

This song is so him ok Im gonna go back to my hole now...