What a lovely question! I have given this much thought lately, your ask is rather timely.
At my age, it's becoming increasingly easy to just sit about and think back upon my years. Often enough, what you ask of comes to mind. I wonder what would have happened if I had taken a different direction with things. I've had my share of mistakes and embarrassments, of course. However, when I think about what wouldn't have taken place as a result, I realise that sometimes it's best to be thankful for where you are and what you have.
So, while it is very much fascinating to ponder about these things, these possible worlds and futures, I try not to get too deeply into them. There will never be enough pain to overcome the euphoria I have experienced through watching this world come to be.
In short, I am happy with how far things have come. I am happy with my work. Most importantly, I feel I am happy with myself.
(Goodness, excuse me, I could have answered you with just a little 'Yes sometimes I do stare at stars and think' but I seem to have gone on a little ramble!)







