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@ask-cumulus-gh0ulette
OOC —
Hello everyone! Ive been gone for a while, and I’ve been working on myself, my mental health has gotten a whole lot better, and I’ve been surrounding myself with good people, it’s been so long since I’ve been on here! If there’s still people around who will want to roleplay, I’ll be here for if anyone still wants to, and if you just have questions, for the character itself or just me, please ask, I hope you all have a wonderful, amazing day/night!
Have some Swiss and Lus and Rora singing
Swiss, being cocky: -teasing Cumulus about her height- Cumulus: -gestures for Swiss to lower himself down onto her level- Swiss: -does so expecting her to whisper something- Cumulus: -motioning for him to drop down further- Swiss, gets on his knees, smirking: "Finally seeing eye to-" Cumulus, tipping his chin up, glaring down at him: "The next time you try and act all high and mighty, remember how easily you dropped to the ground without me having to say a single word. I'm the one in charge here, talk down to me again and I'll make your nose touch the ground." Swiss, actually intimidated: "Oh. Oh damn, okay-"
*One of the twins she had been taking care of recently ran into the room with an expression she couldn't tell was pained or excited*
Lus look what I did!!!!
*She had a bandage on her left hand and wrist*
@ask-celeste-ghoulette
*Cumulus looked at her in shock*
Celeste.. what did you do..?
*She inspected the bandage, looking rather worried….*
Did you do this? Or did someone else do it..?!
*Cumulus was super worried, like how a mother would be worried*
Cumulus singing Like a Prayer to Dewdrop during karaoke night and he’s think he’s died and gone to heaven.
⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚ ghoulettes cuddling with u <3 ➷➷
(i love them sm im so weak for them)
𝙚𝙣𝙟𝙤𝙮!
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Cirrus ♡
● she takes ur cuddling sessions very seriously. she always asks for ur permission before dragging u to her room and burying her face in ur chest
● Cirrus basically just holds u very close BUT u always cuddle facing each other
● she loves to prep ur face in small tiny kisses while squeezing u until ur giggling and squirming away jokingly
● Cirrus likes to place her hands on ur waist, back and hips when u cuddle standing. she says it's easier for her to hold u that way
● she read somewhere that hugs help people to bond. she's unsure if it works for ghouls too, but now it's her fav excuse for quick cuddles with u
Cumulus ♡
● Cumulus doesn't have a fav cuddle pose, she goes with what u suggest
● she allows u to use her like ur personal warm pillow.
● Cumulus knows ur obsessed with her thighs. so she lets u crawl onto her and lay down on them
● Cumulus loves hearing praise from u while u cling to her sides or thighs
● she's so soft for u. when ur tired/overwhelmed/in a bad mood, Cumulus just embraces u and kneads ur flesh gently while crooning at u
● she likes receiving the kneading thing too when snuggling (she even may let u knead her boobies. she's squishy :3)
Aurora ♡
● my princess is a little spoon. Aurora casually hops onto ur bed and makes herself comfortable, pressing her back gently against ur chest
● she also likes to sit on ur lap and hug u around ur middle
● please touch her hair while holding her. Aurora melts for it
● also has loud ass purring!
● WON'T stop yapping about how pretty/handsome u are during the cuddling session, she just adores u sm
● Aurora sometimes comes for ur hugs late at night cuz she can't sleep alone. she's addicted to having ur arms around her
● or when u come to cuddle her when u can't sleep, she lulls u until ur napping peacefully beside her
OOC //
Anyone wanna rp in DM’s?! :D i can play as any of my ask accounts and I don’t mind if it’s NSFW! (Unless if it’s Estella, she’s a teenager, close to adult, but no nsfw….)
Anyways! If anyone wants to, then just dm me!
Cumulus: I’m craving five guys right now
Dewdrop, pointing at himself and then counting Swiss, Mountain, Aether and Rain: Well there’s five ghouls here babycakes
Cumulus: I was talking about the burger place Dew.. wtf
Dew: …oh
Cumulus: "People think I'm one of the responsible ones out of the pack, but jokes on them, I once abandoned the group while in a foreign country to go to a dinosaur themed statue garden without telling anyone. It took them three hours to find me, because I refused to answer my phone and interrupt precious dinosaur viewing time." -hands on her hips- "The record is five and a half hours, give or take, but that's an outlier, because I was actively running away from the security guards at a museum after stealing a diplodocus miniature from a diorama, because it was put in the wrong time period."
*Ellerie knocked on the door, she was trembling and close to sobbing, she was holding onto her wrists and looked at how some blood was escaping even though she tried her best to put pressure on her wrists, when Trent opened the door, she spoke, though her voice was quiet and shaky, kinda like how she sounded when he first met her*
I-I did something to myself… I’m s-sorry..
*She softly sobbed, it hurt so bad, it was just because of thought’s she had and at the moment of when she did it, she hated herself.. she wanted to hurt herself at the moment, and she still kinda wanted to.. but she knew she shouldn’t do it anymore..*
- @ask-eller1e-gh0ulette
*He grumbles on the way to the door, clearly just woken up... But but his eyes softened when he sees the state Ellerie was in*
Oh Ell, sweetheart- Come in... Do you need me to clean you up n bandage everything? You don't have to talk about it right now..
*He opens the door fully and extends his arms to gently wrap his blanket around her shoulders*
*Ellerie nodded, she trembled, and ran into his arms as quick as she could, hugging on to him tightly, she wasn’t putting pressure on her wrists anymore so she was bleeding out.. she wanted to say that she’s sorry so many times but she couldn’t even let anything else out, she was crying so much..*
*He kept hugging her gently while leading her over to sit on the small couch he's always kept in his room and kneels infront of where she's sat and took charge of holding pressure on the fabric she put on her wrists*
You don't need to apologise, I promise. Am I allowed to have a look so I can clean them or not right now?
*She softly sniffled and opened her eyes slightly, she sat on the couch and let him take charge of putting pressure to her wrists, her wrists did start to feel a little bit numb*
mhm..
*Thats the only sound she could really make right now, if she spoke, she knows she’d break down sobbing… but she’s fine with him cleaning and bandaging them, she knew the cleaning part would probably hurt a bit though….*
*He focuses his element to cool her arm so it was numbed and she wouldn't feel the alcohol wipe, before reaching over to the small, old bag of supplies. He vividly remembers where everything is and quickly gets to work cleaning*
The numbness was just my element, Don't worry. It's just so you don't feel the sting.
*Ellerie nodded, just watching, she felt bad for him having to do this, but she said nothing, just watching, something that took her mind off of this was his voice though, it calmed her down, she tried taking deep breathes in and deep breathes out, trying to calm herself, which worked only little bit..*
*He talks her through everything he does and carefully wraps bandage around the wounds.. He also exaggerated the way he was breathing so she could see and try imitate it*
What helped me was the 4-7-8 technique.. 4 seconds breathing in, then we hold for 7 seconds.. Exhale for 8.. Like this
*He demonstrates for her while holding her hands gently*
*She listened to him as he spoke, his voice calmed her a bit down itself, but she also listened to his breathing, she slightly tightened her grip on his hands, she copied his breathing, and it was actually helping a lot…*
Good... You've got this, Ell.. Would you like to stay in here tonight..? I can make up a nest and let my partners know.
I-If you want me to..
*Ellerie didn’t know if she should.. though she did feel kinda crazed and extremely dizzy, which that made her feel a bit nauseous…*
Nono.. Not if I want you to— Are you comfortable with the idea of sleeping in here? If you're not I won't be making you.. You're pale, you feeling sick?
*He stands up to help her into the bathroom*
*Ellerie just nodded*
I-I’m comfortable with it… and…. Uhm, kinda..
*She stood up with him, she felt more and more dizzy, she could barley control her movements, and just like that, she was quick to pass out*
*He scoops her up before she can fall to the ground and lays her down in his bed with a bucket beside incase she was sick.. Then goes to grab a cloth that he wets with his element*
Ellerie..?
*Her eyes slightly opened, noticing she was in his bed, she felt so nauseous, so she was quick to puke in the bucket, she whimpered a bit and then looked over at Trent, who called out her name, slowly, she sat up, even though it slightly hurt to do so..*
what happened..?
*She felt confused on why she was here now….*
*While she was being sick, he had tied her hair back so it wouldn't get in her hair*
You passed out, hun.. You feeling less dizzy now..? You might need your sugar levels up a little bit. What do you usually eat?
*Ellerie nodded a bit, but when he asked what she normally ate, she gulped slightly and looked away, she usually didn’t eat much.. so she doesn’t know what she normally eats, but since she had no response, he should’ve known….*
Ah- Okay.. Well, I have some snacks in my drawer just across the room, would you like to come have a look?
*He asks*
*Ellerie thought for a moment and nodded*
yes please..
*Ellerie didn’t think she could walk well right now though..*
*He scoops her up so if she's feeling faint still, she can rest her head on his shoulder*
There... Just a second while I open the drawer.
*He kneels down and opens it before turning her around*
Anything in this drawer, you can have.. Not just the snacks either.
*Ellerie looked inside the drawer, she slightly leaned forward and put her hand in a drawer, looking at everything that’s in there, she suddenly pressed down on a plushie that was a squeaky toy, she froze in place and tilted her head to the side like a puppy, she liked the sound of the squeaking.. her little deer tail was wiggling in excitement…..*
*He picks it up for her and squishes it again*
You like this one? You can keep it if you'd like!
*Trent hands it to her probably and grabs a tub of berries from his mini fridge*
*Ellerie’s eyes shined a bit as soon as he said she could keep it, she was quick to take it from his hands when he gave it to her and she hugged onto it, she turned over and hugged onto him while Trent grabbed the tub of berries, her head resting comfortably on his shoulder while hugging him..*
*He rubs up and down her back and sits on the edge of the bed, setting her down in the middle of it*
You're sweet... Here I got you some of my favourite berries in here. Strawberries, raspberries and not technically a berry buy apple slices!
*He picks a raspberry up and holds it for her to take*
*Ellerie nodded and smiled a small bit, grabbing the raspberry gently from his hand and eating it, she scooted close and then laid down, resting her head down on his thighs happily, she was a lot happier near him than she was with others.. probably because he actually made her feel safe, unlike others…*
*He set the tub with the rest of the fruit on his knee so she could snack on it at her own pace while running a hand through her hair*
*She purred and just stayed resting there for a little bit before she started eating some of the fruit again, but also started to get a bit tired, so she just kept her head rested on his thighs*
*He reaches over without disturbing her to grab a blanket that rhine had crocheted for him and wrapped it around her shoulders*
Warm enough, sunshine?
*She felt something get placed around her shoulders, she noticed it was blanket and that just made her feel more comfortable*
mhm.. thank you…
*She purred and closed her eyes, completely relaxing all of her muscles..*
*He kept brushing through her hair until she fell asleep properly so he could let a few tears fall without worrying anyone*
...
*He stays that way, silently crying till he hears his door push open*
*Cumulus walked in quietly and noticed he was crying, there was another ghoul with her head laying on his lap, she recognized her as the girl that never talked to any other people*
why are you crying..?
*she spoke softly as to not scare him, she wanted to do anything other than that….*
*He quickly wipes his eyes off and whips his head towards the door*
I- I'm not.. Hay-fever. Yeah.. J-just that. How'd you get in? I locked my door, I think..
*His voice was cracking*
*
*Cumulus looked like she was not buying that..*
There was a key under the pot.. uh, someone just told me that I guess… but I really don’t believe you, just tell me what’s wrong please…. I promise I can make you feel better
*Cumulus felt bad for this guy, she wanted to help…..*
*He shrugs and carefully moves Ellerie off his legs so he could sit differently*
Stress I s'pose... nd she come to me earlier hurt and it- Set me off..? I dunno the words to how I feel.. sorry..
*Her eyes softened a bit, feeling bad*
oh.. I’m sorry… I hope she’s better now, yeah….?
*She tilted her head, looking over at the smaller girl curled up under the croquet blanket, she then noticed a box of tissues, so she got them and walked over, giving them to him*
and, if you need to cry then just do it, please don’t bottle it up, I’ll be here, even if I don’t know you and even if you don’t know me.. just let it out…. If you need comfort, affection, any of that, I’m here, or if you don’t like and or don’t trust physical touch from people you first meet, I won’t touch you, if you don’t want me to..
you smell like rora... I can trust, I think- please..
*He took a tissue and wipes his eyes and under them, eventhough it only takes a second for the tears to build back up*
*Cumulus noticed that she indeed smelled like Aurora, she chuckled under her breath, she walked over and sat on a empty spot of the bed, opened up her arms for if he wants a hug*
yeah.. Rora and me are good friends… she talks a lot about you, saying you were cool and such, I can tell you are a good friend, and I promise you are doing so good….
*Cumulus wanted him to feel appreciated, because he definitely was appreciated…. Very..*
*He went right over to her and into her arms to curl up as soon as she opens her arms*
She does..? What does she say..? 'm I really- actually doin good..?
*He rests his head against her chest so he can listen to the steady thrum of her heart*
*Cumulus let him stay there like that and smiled a bit.*
she was actually rambling, not sure if I remembered much, but she’s said a lot, and also I remember she was tell me that she was making something for you..
*She made sure to keep her voice soft and comforting, just so Trent can stay relaxed, her heart was beating a steady, comforting beat, a nice rhythm….*
She is..? What's your name..? A-and you aren't joking that I'm doing good.. Right?
*He asks quietly, his tail is slowly uncoiling from his leg and intertwining with Cumulus' instead... His face is still squished against her and hands are reaching out to hold something, otherwise he'll end up biting*
*Cumulus brought her hand over and held his hand in hers*
I’m cumulus.. and yeah she is, also for the last thing, I swear you are doing good, so so good.. hell you made Ellerie warm up to you and ever since I was summoned I’ve noticed she was always alone, at the time she looked like she was mentally unstable, it’s very hard to break someone out of that….
*He nods, like its music to his ears that he could help someone at least*
it's only because we have a thing in common but I can't say because I told her I won't tell people-
ah.. I understand…
*She probably already knew what he was talking about but chose to stay quiet about that*
would you like me to stay here for a bit longer..?
*Cumulus kept her eyes on him, just in case….*
Mhm.. Yea please.. can I have some things from my drawer please? they help..
*He's back to mumbling and hugging up close*
*She nodded, leaning a bit towards the drawer, but not enough to disturb him and move him much, she opened it and got some stuff out for him, she closed the drawer and gave him some of the stuff*
here…
*The necklace went straight in his mouth to bite on and he grabs the piece of straggly old fabric to hold it over him, although it was barely a blanket now*
Thanks... you remind me of my mother, actually..
*Cumulus tilted her head and smiled a bit*
I’m guessing that’s a good thing, yes..?
*she slowly started to play with his hair, she looked over to Ellerie, who was still sleeping, cumulus felt deeply concerned for her as well.. hoping Trent has been keeping good care of her….*
Yeah... I miss her
*He mumbles, and his words aren't pronounced properly because he had something in his mouth... A sad bubbly sound comes from his gills*
Well..
*She thought for a moment and hummed softly*
I’m here for you.. okay..? If you ever need anything, and I mean anything, I don’t care if it’s stupid.. I’ll do it…
*Cumulus smiled, gently rubbed his back, wanting him to feel more comforted….*
*He sniffs and tucks his legs up near his chest*
...What if it is really stupid, though..? You'd tell me I'm being stupid, right?
*He carries on chewing in his necklace*
I wouldn’t tell you you’re being stupid, I swear I won’t even think it’s stupid..
*Cumulus made sure to keep her touch gentle as she continued rubbing his back, and also playing with his hair a bit..*
*He nods and purrs softly while curling up in her arms, still chewing*
Mhmmmm- thank you lus...mmmh..
*He barely mumbles the last word, falling asleep and the necklace falls from his mouth*
*Cumulus smiled a bit, letting him lay on her for a bit, an hour later though, she got a message from Aurora, asking cumulus if she wanted to hang out, cumulus knew she couldn’t give up the offer, so she said yes. Cumulus slowly pulled Trent off of her and laid him on his side, she then realized Ellerie was still here fast asleep so she gently brought Ellerie over to Trent and placed them next to eachother so they could cuddle instead, Cumulus smiled and put the blanket over the both of them, now quietly leaving..*
*Ellerie knocked on the door, she was trembling and close to sobbing, she was holding onto her wrists and looked at how some blood was escaping even though she tried her best to put pressure on her wrists, when Trent opened the door, she spoke, though her voice was quiet and shaky, kinda like how she sounded when he first met her*
I-I did something to myself… I’m s-sorry..
*She softly sobbed, it hurt so bad, it was just because of thought’s she had and at the moment of when she did it, she hated herself.. she wanted to hurt herself at the moment, and she still kinda wanted to.. but she knew she shouldn’t do it anymore..*
- @ask-eller1e-gh0ulette
*He grumbles on the way to the door, clearly just woken up... But but his eyes softened when he sees the state Ellerie was in*
Oh Ell, sweetheart- Come in... Do you need me to clean you up n bandage everything? You don't have to talk about it right now..
*He opens the door fully and extends his arms to gently wrap his blanket around her shoulders*
*Ellerie nodded, she trembled, and ran into his arms as quick as she could, hugging on to him tightly, she wasn’t putting pressure on her wrists anymore so she was bleeding out.. she wanted to say that she’s sorry so many times but she couldn’t even let anything else out, she was crying so much..*
*He kept hugging her gently while leading her over to sit on the small couch he's always kept in his room and kneels infront of where she's sat and took charge of holding pressure on the fabric she put on her wrists*
You don't need to apologise, I promise. Am I allowed to have a look so I can clean them or not right now?
*She softly sniffled and opened her eyes slightly, she sat on the couch and let him take charge of putting pressure to her wrists, her wrists did start to feel a little bit numb*
mhm..
*Thats the only sound she could really make right now, if she spoke, she knows she’d break down sobbing… but she’s fine with him cleaning and bandaging them, she knew the cleaning part would probably hurt a bit though….*
*He focuses his element to cool her arm so it was numbed and she wouldn't feel the alcohol wipe, before reaching over to the small, old bag of supplies. He vividly remembers where everything is and quickly gets to work cleaning*
The numbness was just my element, Don't worry. It's just so you don't feel the sting.
*Ellerie nodded, just watching, she felt bad for him having to do this, but she said nothing, just watching, something that took her mind off of this was his voice though, it calmed her down, she tried taking deep breathes in and deep breathes out, trying to calm herself, which worked only little bit..*
*He talks her through everything he does and carefully wraps bandage around the wounds.. He also exaggerated the way he was breathing so she could see and try imitate it*
What helped me was the 4-7-8 technique.. 4 seconds breathing in, then we hold for 7 seconds.. Exhale for 8.. Like this
*He demonstrates for her while holding her hands gently*
*She listened to him as he spoke, his voice calmed her a bit down itself, but she also listened to his breathing, she slightly tightened her grip on his hands, she copied his breathing, and it was actually helping a lot…*
Good... You've got this, Ell.. Would you like to stay in here tonight..? I can make up a nest and let my partners know.
I-If you want me to..
*Ellerie didn’t know if she should.. though she did feel kinda crazed and extremely dizzy, which that made her feel a bit nauseous…*
Nono.. Not if I want you to— Are you comfortable with the idea of sleeping in here? If you're not I won't be making you.. You're pale, you feeling sick?
*He stands up to help her into the bathroom*
*Ellerie just nodded*
I-I’m comfortable with it… and…. Uhm, kinda..
*She stood up with him, she felt more and more dizzy, she could barley control her movements, and just like that, she was quick to pass out*
*He scoops her up before she can fall to the ground and lays her down in his bed with a bucket beside incase she was sick.. Then goes to grab a cloth that he wets with his element*
Ellerie..?
*Her eyes slightly opened, noticing she was in his bed, she felt so nauseous, so she was quick to puke in the bucket, she whimpered a bit and then looked over at Trent, who called out her name, slowly, she sat up, even though it slightly hurt to do so..*
what happened..?
*She felt confused on why she was here now….*
*While she was being sick, he had tied her hair back so it wouldn't get in her hair*
You passed out, hun.. You feeling less dizzy now..? You might need your sugar levels up a little bit. What do you usually eat?
*Ellerie nodded a bit, but when he asked what she normally ate, she gulped slightly and looked away, she usually didn’t eat much.. so she doesn’t know what she normally eats, but since she had no response, he should’ve known….*
Ah- Okay.. Well, I have some snacks in my drawer just across the room, would you like to come have a look?
*He asks*
*Ellerie thought for a moment and nodded*
yes please..
*Ellerie didn’t think she could walk well right now though..*
*He scoops her up so if she's feeling faint still, she can rest her head on his shoulder*
There... Just a second while I open the drawer.
*He kneels down and opens it before turning her around*
Anything in this drawer, you can have.. Not just the snacks either.
*Ellerie looked inside the drawer, she slightly leaned forward and put her hand in a drawer, looking at everything that’s in there, she suddenly pressed down on a plushie that was a squeaky toy, she froze in place and tilted her head to the side like a puppy, she liked the sound of the squeaking.. her little deer tail was wiggling in excitement…..*
*He picks it up for her and squishes it again*
You like this one? You can keep it if you'd like!
*Trent hands it to her probably and grabs a tub of berries from his mini fridge*
*Ellerie’s eyes shined a bit as soon as he said she could keep it, she was quick to take it from his hands when he gave it to her and she hugged onto it, she turned over and hugged onto him while Trent grabbed the tub of berries, her head resting comfortably on his shoulder while hugging him..*
*He rubs up and down her back and sits on the edge of the bed, setting her down in the middle of it*
You're sweet... Here I got you some of my favourite berries in here. Strawberries, raspberries and not technically a berry buy apple slices!
*He picks a raspberry up and holds it for her to take*
*Ellerie nodded and smiled a small bit, grabbing the raspberry gently from his hand and eating it, she scooted close and then laid down, resting her head down on his thighs happily, she was a lot happier near him than she was with others.. probably because he actually made her feel safe, unlike others…*
*He set the tub with the rest of the fruit on his knee so she could snack on it at her own pace while running a hand through her hair*
*She purred and just stayed resting there for a little bit before she started eating some of the fruit again, but also started to get a bit tired, so she just kept her head rested on his thighs*
*He reaches over without disturbing her to grab a blanket that rhine had crocheted for him and wrapped it around her shoulders*
Warm enough, sunshine?
*She felt something get placed around her shoulders, she noticed it was blanket and that just made her feel more comfortable*
mhm.. thank you…
*She purred and closed her eyes, completely relaxing all of her muscles..*
*He kept brushing through her hair until she fell asleep properly so he could let a few tears fall without worrying anyone*
...
*He stays that way, silently crying till he hears his door push open*
*Cumulus walked in quietly and noticed he was crying, there was another ghoul with her head laying on his lap, she recognized her as the girl that never talked to any other people*
why are you crying..?
*she spoke softly as to not scare him, she wanted to do anything other than that….*
*He quickly wipes his eyes off and whips his head towards the door*
I- I'm not.. Hay-fever. Yeah.. J-just that. How'd you get in? I locked my door, I think..
*His voice was cracking*
*
*Cumulus looked like she was not buying that..*
There was a key under the pot.. uh, someone just told me that I guess… but I really don’t believe you, just tell me what’s wrong please…. I promise I can make you feel better
*Cumulus felt bad for this guy, she wanted to help…..*
*He shrugs and carefully moves Ellerie off his legs so he could sit differently*
Stress I s'pose... nd she come to me earlier hurt and it- Set me off..? I dunno the words to how I feel.. sorry..
*Her eyes softened a bit, feeling bad*
oh.. I’m sorry… I hope she’s better now, yeah….?
*She tilted her head, looking over at the smaller girl curled up under the croquet blanket, she then noticed a box of tissues, so she got them and walked over, giving them to him*
and, if you need to cry then just do it, please don’t bottle it up, I’ll be here, even if I don’t know you and even if you don’t know me.. just let it out…. If you need comfort, affection, any of that, I’m here, or if you don’t like and or don’t trust physical touch from people you first meet, I won’t touch you, if you don’t want me to..
you smell like rora... I can trust, I think- please..
*He took a tissue and wipes his eyes and under them, eventhough it only takes a second for the tears to build back up*
*Cumulus noticed that she indeed smelled like Aurora, she chuckled under her breath, she walked over and sat on a empty spot of the bed, opened up her arms for if he wants a hug*
yeah.. Rora and me are good friends… she talks a lot about you, saying you were cool and such, I can tell you are a good friend, and I promise you are doing so good….
*Cumulus wanted him to feel appreciated, because he definitely was appreciated…. Very..*
*He went right over to her and into her arms to curl up as soon as she opens her arms*
She does..? What does she say..? 'm I really- actually doin good..?
*He rests his head against her chest so he can listen to the steady thrum of her heart*
*Cumulus let him stay there like that and smiled a bit.*
she was actually rambling, not sure if I remembered much, but she’s said a lot, and also I remember she was tell me that she was making something for you..
*She made sure to keep her voice soft and comforting, just so Trent can stay relaxed, her heart was beating a steady, comforting beat, a nice rhythm….*
She is..? What's your name..? A-and you aren't joking that I'm doing good.. Right?
*He asks quietly, his tail is slowly uncoiling from his leg and intertwining with Cumulus' instead... His face is still squished against her and hands are reaching out to hold something, otherwise he'll end up biting*
*Cumulus brought her hand over and held his hand in hers*
I’m cumulus.. and yeah she is, also for the last thing, I swear you are doing good, so so good.. hell you made Ellerie warm up to you and ever since I was summoned I’ve noticed she was always alone, at the time she looked like she was mentally unstable, it’s very hard to break someone out of that….
*He nods, like its music to his ears that he could help someone at least*
it's only because we have a thing in common but I can't say because I told her I won't tell people-
ah.. I understand…
*She probably already knew what he was talking about but chose to stay quiet about that*
would you like me to stay here for a bit longer..?
*Cumulus kept her eyes on him, just in case….*
Mhm.. Yea please.. can I have some things from my drawer please? they help..
*He's back to mumbling and hugging up close*
*She nodded, leaning a bit towards the drawer, but not enough to disturb him and move him much, she opened it and got some stuff out for him, she closed the drawer and gave him some of the stuff*
here…
*The necklace went straight in his mouth to bite on and he grabs the piece of straggly old fabric to hold it over him, although it was barely a blanket now*
Thanks... you remind me of my mother, actually..
*Cumulus tilted her head and smiled a bit*
I’m guessing that’s a good thing, yes..?
*she slowly started to play with his hair, she looked over to Ellerie, who was still sleeping, cumulus felt deeply concerned for her as well.. hoping Trent has been keeping good care of her….*
Yeah... I miss her
*He mumbles, and his words aren't pronounced properly because he had something in his mouth... A sad bubbly sound comes from his gills*
Well..
*She thought for a moment and hummed softly*
I’m here for you.. okay..? If you ever need anything, and I mean anything, I don’t care if it’s stupid.. I’ll do it…
*Cumulus smiled, gently rubbed his back, wanting him to feel more comforted….*
*He sniffs and tucks his legs up near his chest*
...What if it is really stupid, though..? You'd tell me I'm being stupid, right?
*He carries on chewing in his necklace*
I wouldn’t tell you you’re being stupid, I swear I won’t even think it’s stupid..
*Cumulus made sure to keep her touch gentle as she continued rubbing his back, and also playing with his hair a bit..*
*Ellerie knocked on the door, she was trembling and close to sobbing, she was holding onto her wrists and looked at how some blood was escaping even though she tried her best to put pressure on her wrists, when Trent opened the door, she spoke, though her voice was quiet and shaky, kinda like how she sounded when he first met her*
I-I did something to myself… I’m s-sorry..
*She softly sobbed, it hurt so bad, it was just because of thought’s she had and at the moment of when she did it, she hated herself.. she wanted to hurt herself at the moment, and she still kinda wanted to.. but she knew she shouldn’t do it anymore..*
- @ask-eller1e-gh0ulette
*He grumbles on the way to the door, clearly just woken up... But but his eyes softened when he sees the state Ellerie was in*
Oh Ell, sweetheart- Come in... Do you need me to clean you up n bandage everything? You don't have to talk about it right now..
*He opens the door fully and extends his arms to gently wrap his blanket around her shoulders*
*Ellerie nodded, she trembled, and ran into his arms as quick as she could, hugging on to him tightly, she wasn’t putting pressure on her wrists anymore so she was bleeding out.. she wanted to say that she’s sorry so many times but she couldn’t even let anything else out, she was crying so much..*
*He kept hugging her gently while leading her over to sit on the small couch he's always kept in his room and kneels infront of where she's sat and took charge of holding pressure on the fabric she put on her wrists*
You don't need to apologise, I promise. Am I allowed to have a look so I can clean them or not right now?
*She softly sniffled and opened her eyes slightly, she sat on the couch and let him take charge of putting pressure to her wrists, her wrists did start to feel a little bit numb*
mhm..
*Thats the only sound she could really make right now, if she spoke, she knows she’d break down sobbing… but she’s fine with him cleaning and bandaging them, she knew the cleaning part would probably hurt a bit though….*
*He focuses his element to cool her arm so it was numbed and she wouldn't feel the alcohol wipe, before reaching over to the small, old bag of supplies. He vividly remembers where everything is and quickly gets to work cleaning*
The numbness was just my element, Don't worry. It's just so you don't feel the sting.
*Ellerie nodded, just watching, she felt bad for him having to do this, but she said nothing, just watching, something that took her mind off of this was his voice though, it calmed her down, she tried taking deep breathes in and deep breathes out, trying to calm herself, which worked only little bit..*
*He talks her through everything he does and carefully wraps bandage around the wounds.. He also exaggerated the way he was breathing so she could see and try imitate it*
What helped me was the 4-7-8 technique.. 4 seconds breathing in, then we hold for 7 seconds.. Exhale for 8.. Like this
*He demonstrates for her while holding her hands gently*
*She listened to him as he spoke, his voice calmed her a bit down itself, but she also listened to his breathing, she slightly tightened her grip on his hands, she copied his breathing, and it was actually helping a lot…*
Good... You've got this, Ell.. Would you like to stay in here tonight..? I can make up a nest and let my partners know.
I-If you want me to..
*Ellerie didn’t know if she should.. though she did feel kinda crazed and extremely dizzy, which that made her feel a bit nauseous…*
Nono.. Not if I want you to— Are you comfortable with the idea of sleeping in here? If you're not I won't be making you.. You're pale, you feeling sick?
*He stands up to help her into the bathroom*
*Ellerie just nodded*
I-I’m comfortable with it… and…. Uhm, kinda..
*She stood up with him, she felt more and more dizzy, she could barley control her movements, and just like that, she was quick to pass out*
*He scoops her up before she can fall to the ground and lays her down in his bed with a bucket beside incase she was sick.. Then goes to grab a cloth that he wets with his element*
Ellerie..?
*Her eyes slightly opened, noticing she was in his bed, she felt so nauseous, so she was quick to puke in the bucket, she whimpered a bit and then looked over at Trent, who called out her name, slowly, she sat up, even though it slightly hurt to do so..*
what happened..?
*She felt confused on why she was here now….*
*While she was being sick, he had tied her hair back so it wouldn't get in her hair*
You passed out, hun.. You feeling less dizzy now..? You might need your sugar levels up a little bit. What do you usually eat?
*Ellerie nodded a bit, but when he asked what she normally ate, she gulped slightly and looked away, she usually didn’t eat much.. so she doesn’t know what she normally eats, but since she had no response, he should’ve known….*
Ah- Okay.. Well, I have some snacks in my drawer just across the room, would you like to come have a look?
*He asks*
*Ellerie thought for a moment and nodded*
yes please..
*Ellerie didn’t think she could walk well right now though..*
*He scoops her up so if she's feeling faint still, she can rest her head on his shoulder*
There... Just a second while I open the drawer.
*He kneels down and opens it before turning her around*
Anything in this drawer, you can have.. Not just the snacks either.
*Ellerie looked inside the drawer, she slightly leaned forward and put her hand in a drawer, looking at everything that’s in there, she suddenly pressed down on a plushie that was a squeaky toy, she froze in place and tilted her head to the side like a puppy, she liked the sound of the squeaking.. her little deer tail was wiggling in excitement…..*
*He picks it up for her and squishes it again*
You like this one? You can keep it if you'd like!
*Trent hands it to her probably and grabs a tub of berries from his mini fridge*
*Ellerie’s eyes shined a bit as soon as he said she could keep it, she was quick to take it from his hands when he gave it to her and she hugged onto it, she turned over and hugged onto him while Trent grabbed the tub of berries, her head resting comfortably on his shoulder while hugging him..*
*He rubs up and down her back and sits on the edge of the bed, setting her down in the middle of it*
You're sweet... Here I got you some of my favourite berries in here. Strawberries, raspberries and not technically a berry buy apple slices!
*He picks a raspberry up and holds it for her to take*
*Ellerie nodded and smiled a small bit, grabbing the raspberry gently from his hand and eating it, she scooted close and then laid down, resting her head down on his thighs happily, she was a lot happier near him than she was with others.. probably because he actually made her feel safe, unlike others…*
*He set the tub with the rest of the fruit on his knee so she could snack on it at her own pace while running a hand through her hair*
*She purred and just stayed resting there for a little bit before she started eating some of the fruit again, but also started to get a bit tired, so she just kept her head rested on his thighs*
*He reaches over without disturbing her to grab a blanket that rhine had crocheted for him and wrapped it around her shoulders*
Warm enough, sunshine?
*She felt something get placed around her shoulders, she noticed it was blanket and that just made her feel more comfortable*
mhm.. thank you…
*She purred and closed her eyes, completely relaxing all of her muscles..*
*He kept brushing through her hair until she fell asleep properly so he could let a few tears fall without worrying anyone*
...
*He stays that way, silently crying till he hears his door push open*
*Cumulus walked in quietly and noticed he was crying, there was another ghoul with her head laying on his lap, she recognized her as the girl that never talked to any other people*
why are you crying..?
*she spoke softly as to not scare him, she wanted to do anything other than that….*
*He quickly wipes his eyes off and whips his head towards the door*
I- I'm not.. Hay-fever. Yeah.. J-just that. How'd you get in? I locked my door, I think..
*His voice was cracking*
*
*Cumulus looked like she was not buying that..*
There was a key under the pot.. uh, someone just told me that I guess… but I really don’t believe you, just tell me what’s wrong please…. I promise I can make you feel better
*Cumulus felt bad for this guy, she wanted to help…..*
*He shrugs and carefully moves Ellerie off his legs so he could sit differently*
Stress I s'pose... nd she come to me earlier hurt and it- Set me off..? I dunno the words to how I feel.. sorry..
*Her eyes softened a bit, feeling bad*
oh.. I’m sorry… I hope she’s better now, yeah….?
*She tilted her head, looking over at the smaller girl curled up under the croquet blanket, she then noticed a box of tissues, so she got them and walked over, giving them to him*
and, if you need to cry then just do it, please don’t bottle it up, I’ll be here, even if I don’t know you and even if you don’t know me.. just let it out…. If you need comfort, affection, any of that, I’m here, or if you don’t like and or don’t trust physical touch from people you first meet, I won’t touch you, if you don’t want me to..
you smell like rora... I can trust, I think- please..
*He took a tissue and wipes his eyes and under them, eventhough it only takes a second for the tears to build back up*
*Cumulus noticed that she indeed smelled like Aurora, she chuckled under her breath, she walked over and sat on a empty spot of the bed, opened up her arms for if he wants a hug*
yeah.. Rora and me are good friends… she talks a lot about you, saying you were cool and such, I can tell you are a good friend, and I promise you are doing so good….
*Cumulus wanted him to feel appreciated, because he definitely was appreciated…. Very..*
*He went right over to her and into her arms to curl up as soon as she opens her arms*
She does..? What does she say..? 'm I really- actually doin good..?
*He rests his head against her chest so he can listen to the steady thrum of her heart*
*Cumulus let him stay there like that and smiled a bit.*
she was actually rambling, not sure if I remembered much, but she’s said a lot, and also I remember she was tell me that she was making something for you..
*She made sure to keep her voice soft and comforting, just so Trent can stay relaxed, her heart was beating a steady, comforting beat, a nice rhythm….*
She is..? What's your name..? A-and you aren't joking that I'm doing good.. Right?
*He asks quietly, his tail is slowly uncoiling from his leg and intertwining with Cumulus' instead... His face is still squished against her and hands are reaching out to hold something, otherwise he'll end up biting*
*Cumulus brought her hand over and held his hand in hers*
I’m cumulus.. and yeah she is, also for the last thing, I swear you are doing good, so so good.. hell you made Ellerie warm up to you and ever since I was summoned I’ve noticed she was always alone, at the time she looked like she was mentally unstable, it’s very hard to break someone out of that….
*He nods, like its music to his ears that he could help someone at least*
it's only because we have a thing in common but I can't say because I told her I won't tell people-
ah.. I understand…
*She probably already knew what he was talking about but chose to stay quiet about that*
would you like me to stay here for a bit longer..?
*Cumulus kept her eyes on him, just in case….*
Mhm.. Yea please.. can I have some things from my drawer please? they help..
*He's back to mumbling and hugging up close*
*She nodded, leaning a bit towards the drawer, but not enough to disturb him and move him much, she opened it and got some stuff out for him, she closed the drawer and gave him some of the stuff*
here…
*The necklace went straight in his mouth to bite on and he grabs the piece of straggly old fabric to hold it over him, although it was barely a blanket now*
Thanks... you remind me of my mother, actually..
*Cumulus tilted her head and smiled a bit*
I’m guessing that’s a good thing, yes..?
*she slowly started to play with his hair, she looked over to Ellerie, who was still sleeping, cumulus felt deeply concerned for her as well.. hoping Trent has been keeping good care of her….*
Yeah... I miss her
*He mumbles, and his words aren't pronounced properly because he had something in his mouth... A sad bubbly sound comes from his gills*
Well..
*She thought for a moment and hummed softly*
I’m here for you.. okay..? If you ever need anything, and I mean anything, I don’t care if it’s stupid.. I’ll do it…
*Cumulus smiled, gently rubbed his back, wanting him to feel more comforted….*
*Ellerie knocked on the door, she was trembling and close to sobbing, she was holding onto her wrists and looked at how some blood was escaping even though she tried her best to put pressure on her wrists, when Trent opened the door, she spoke, though her voice was quiet and shaky, kinda like how she sounded when he first met her*
I-I did something to myself… I’m s-sorry..
*She softly sobbed, it hurt so bad, it was just because of thought’s she had and at the moment of when she did it, she hated herself.. she wanted to hurt herself at the moment, and she still kinda wanted to.. but she knew she shouldn’t do it anymore..*
- @ask-eller1e-gh0ulette
*He grumbles on the way to the door, clearly just woken up... But but his eyes softened when he sees the state Ellerie was in*
Oh Ell, sweetheart- Come in... Do you need me to clean you up n bandage everything? You don't have to talk about it right now..
*He opens the door fully and extends his arms to gently wrap his blanket around her shoulders*
*Ellerie nodded, she trembled, and ran into his arms as quick as she could, hugging on to him tightly, she wasn’t putting pressure on her wrists anymore so she was bleeding out.. she wanted to say that she’s sorry so many times but she couldn’t even let anything else out, she was crying so much..*
*He kept hugging her gently while leading her over to sit on the small couch he's always kept in his room and kneels infront of where she's sat and took charge of holding pressure on the fabric she put on her wrists*
You don't need to apologise, I promise. Am I allowed to have a look so I can clean them or not right now?
*She softly sniffled and opened her eyes slightly, she sat on the couch and let him take charge of putting pressure to her wrists, her wrists did start to feel a little bit numb*
mhm..
*Thats the only sound she could really make right now, if she spoke, she knows she’d break down sobbing… but she’s fine with him cleaning and bandaging them, she knew the cleaning part would probably hurt a bit though….*
*He focuses his element to cool her arm so it was numbed and she wouldn't feel the alcohol wipe, before reaching over to the small, old bag of supplies. He vividly remembers where everything is and quickly gets to work cleaning*
The numbness was just my element, Don't worry. It's just so you don't feel the sting.
*Ellerie nodded, just watching, she felt bad for him having to do this, but she said nothing, just watching, something that took her mind off of this was his voice though, it calmed her down, she tried taking deep breathes in and deep breathes out, trying to calm herself, which worked only little bit..*
*He talks her through everything he does and carefully wraps bandage around the wounds.. He also exaggerated the way he was breathing so she could see and try imitate it*
What helped me was the 4-7-8 technique.. 4 seconds breathing in, then we hold for 7 seconds.. Exhale for 8.. Like this
*He demonstrates for her while holding her hands gently*
*She listened to him as he spoke, his voice calmed her a bit down itself, but she also listened to his breathing, she slightly tightened her grip on his hands, she copied his breathing, and it was actually helping a lot…*
Good... You've got this, Ell.. Would you like to stay in here tonight..? I can make up a nest and let my partners know.
I-If you want me to..
*Ellerie didn’t know if she should.. though she did feel kinda crazed and extremely dizzy, which that made her feel a bit nauseous…*
Nono.. Not if I want you to— Are you comfortable with the idea of sleeping in here? If you're not I won't be making you.. You're pale, you feeling sick?
*He stands up to help her into the bathroom*
*Ellerie just nodded*
I-I’m comfortable with it… and…. Uhm, kinda..
*She stood up with him, she felt more and more dizzy, she could barley control her movements, and just like that, she was quick to pass out*
*He scoops her up before she can fall to the ground and lays her down in his bed with a bucket beside incase she was sick.. Then goes to grab a cloth that he wets with his element*
Ellerie..?
*Her eyes slightly opened, noticing she was in his bed, she felt so nauseous, so she was quick to puke in the bucket, she whimpered a bit and then looked over at Trent, who called out her name, slowly, she sat up, even though it slightly hurt to do so..*
what happened..?
*She felt confused on why she was here now….*
*While she was being sick, he had tied her hair back so it wouldn't get in her hair*
You passed out, hun.. You feeling less dizzy now..? You might need your sugar levels up a little bit. What do you usually eat?
*Ellerie nodded a bit, but when he asked what she normally ate, she gulped slightly and looked away, she usually didn’t eat much.. so she doesn’t know what she normally eats, but since she had no response, he should’ve known….*
Ah- Okay.. Well, I have some snacks in my drawer just across the room, would you like to come have a look?
*He asks*
*Ellerie thought for a moment and nodded*
yes please..
*Ellerie didn’t think she could walk well right now though..*
*He scoops her up so if she's feeling faint still, she can rest her head on his shoulder*
There... Just a second while I open the drawer.
*He kneels down and opens it before turning her around*
Anything in this drawer, you can have.. Not just the snacks either.
*Ellerie looked inside the drawer, she slightly leaned forward and put her hand in a drawer, looking at everything that’s in there, she suddenly pressed down on a plushie that was a squeaky toy, she froze in place and tilted her head to the side like a puppy, she liked the sound of the squeaking.. her little deer tail was wiggling in excitement…..*
*He picks it up for her and squishes it again*
You like this one? You can keep it if you'd like!
*Trent hands it to her probably and grabs a tub of berries from his mini fridge*
*Ellerie’s eyes shined a bit as soon as he said she could keep it, she was quick to take it from his hands when he gave it to her and she hugged onto it, she turned over and hugged onto him while Trent grabbed the tub of berries, her head resting comfortably on his shoulder while hugging him..*
*He rubs up and down her back and sits on the edge of the bed, setting her down in the middle of it*
You're sweet... Here I got you some of my favourite berries in here. Strawberries, raspberries and not technically a berry buy apple slices!
*He picks a raspberry up and holds it for her to take*
*Ellerie nodded and smiled a small bit, grabbing the raspberry gently from his hand and eating it, she scooted close and then laid down, resting her head down on his thighs happily, she was a lot happier near him than she was with others.. probably because he actually made her feel safe, unlike others…*
*He set the tub with the rest of the fruit on his knee so she could snack on it at her own pace while running a hand through her hair*
*She purred and just stayed resting there for a little bit before she started eating some of the fruit again, but also started to get a bit tired, so she just kept her head rested on his thighs*
*He reaches over without disturbing her to grab a blanket that rhine had crocheted for him and wrapped it around her shoulders*
Warm enough, sunshine?
*She felt something get placed around her shoulders, she noticed it was blanket and that just made her feel more comfortable*
mhm.. thank you…
*She purred and closed her eyes, completely relaxing all of her muscles..*
*He kept brushing through her hair until she fell asleep properly so he could let a few tears fall without worrying anyone*
...
*He stays that way, silently crying till he hears his door push open*
*Cumulus walked in quietly and noticed he was crying, there was another ghoul with her head laying on his lap, she recognized her as the girl that never talked to any other people*
why are you crying..?
*she spoke softly as to not scare him, she wanted to do anything other than that….*
*He quickly wipes his eyes off and whips his head towards the door*
I- I'm not.. Hay-fever. Yeah.. J-just that. How'd you get in? I locked my door, I think..
*His voice was cracking*
*
*Cumulus looked like she was not buying that..*
There was a key under the pot.. uh, someone just told me that I guess… but I really don’t believe you, just tell me what’s wrong please…. I promise I can make you feel better
*Cumulus felt bad for this guy, she wanted to help…..*
*He shrugs and carefully moves Ellerie off his legs so he could sit differently*
Stress I s'pose... nd she come to me earlier hurt and it- Set me off..? I dunno the words to how I feel.. sorry..
*Her eyes softened a bit, feeling bad*
oh.. I’m sorry… I hope she’s better now, yeah….?
*She tilted her head, looking over at the smaller girl curled up under the croquet blanket, she then noticed a box of tissues, so she got them and walked over, giving them to him*
and, if you need to cry then just do it, please don’t bottle it up, I’ll be here, even if I don’t know you and even if you don’t know me.. just let it out…. If you need comfort, affection, any of that, I’m here, or if you don’t like and or don’t trust physical touch from people you first meet, I won’t touch you, if you don’t want me to..
you smell like rora... I can trust, I think- please..
*He took a tissue and wipes his eyes and under them, eventhough it only takes a second for the tears to build back up*
*Cumulus noticed that she indeed smelled like Aurora, she chuckled under her breath, she walked over and sat on a empty spot of the bed, opened up her arms for if he wants a hug*
yeah.. Rora and me are good friends… she talks a lot about you, saying you were cool and such, I can tell you are a good friend, and I promise you are doing so good….
*Cumulus wanted him to feel appreciated, because he definitely was appreciated…. Very..*
*He went right over to her and into her arms to curl up as soon as she opens her arms*
She does..? What does she say..? 'm I really- actually doin good..?
*He rests his head against her chest so he can listen to the steady thrum of her heart*
*Cumulus let him stay there like that and smiled a bit.*
she was actually rambling, not sure if I remembered much, but she’s said a lot, and also I remember she was tell me that she was making something for you..
*She made sure to keep her voice soft and comforting, just so Trent can stay relaxed, her heart was beating a steady, comforting beat, a nice rhythm….*
She is..? What's your name..? A-and you aren't joking that I'm doing good.. Right?
*He asks quietly, his tail is slowly uncoiling from his leg and intertwining with Cumulus' instead... His face is still squished against her and hands are reaching out to hold something, otherwise he'll end up biting*
*Cumulus brought her hand over and held his hand in hers*
I’m cumulus.. and yeah she is, also for the last thing, I swear you are doing good, so so good.. hell you made Ellerie warm up to you and ever since I was summoned I’ve noticed she was always alone, at the time she looked like she was mentally unstable, it’s very hard to break someone out of that….
*He nods, like its music to his ears that he could help someone at least*
it's only because we have a thing in common but I can't say because I told her I won't tell people-
ah.. I understand…
*She probably already knew what he was talking about but chose to stay quiet about that*
would you like me to stay here for a bit longer..?
*Cumulus kept her eyes on him, just in case….*
Mhm.. Yea please.. can I have some things from my drawer please? they help..
*He's back to mumbling and hugging up close*
*She nodded, leaning a bit towards the drawer, but not enough to disturb him and move him much, she opened it and got some stuff out for him, she closed the drawer and gave him some of the stuff*
here…
*The necklace went straight in his mouth to bite on and he grabs the piece of straggly old fabric to hold it over him, although it was barely a blanket now*
Thanks... you remind me of my mother, actually..
*Cumulus tilted her head and smiled a bit*
I’m guessing that’s a good thing, yes..?
*she slowly started to play with his hair, she looked over to Ellerie, who was still sleeping, cumulus felt deeply concerned for her as well.. hoping Trent has been keeping good care of her….*
*Ellerie knocked on the door, she was trembling and close to sobbing, she was holding onto her wrists and looked at how some blood was escaping even though she tried her best to put pressure on her wrists, when Trent opened the door, she spoke, though her voice was quiet and shaky, kinda like how she sounded when he first met her*
I-I did something to myself… I’m s-sorry..
*She softly sobbed, it hurt so bad, it was just because of thought’s she had and at the moment of when she did it, she hated herself.. she wanted to hurt herself at the moment, and she still kinda wanted to.. but she knew she shouldn’t do it anymore..*
- @ask-eller1e-gh0ulette
*He grumbles on the way to the door, clearly just woken up... But but his eyes softened when he sees the state Ellerie was in*
Oh Ell, sweetheart- Come in... Do you need me to clean you up n bandage everything? You don't have to talk about it right now..
*He opens the door fully and extends his arms to gently wrap his blanket around her shoulders*
*Ellerie nodded, she trembled, and ran into his arms as quick as she could, hugging on to him tightly, she wasn’t putting pressure on her wrists anymore so she was bleeding out.. she wanted to say that she’s sorry so many times but she couldn’t even let anything else out, she was crying so much..*
*He kept hugging her gently while leading her over to sit on the small couch he's always kept in his room and kneels infront of where she's sat and took charge of holding pressure on the fabric she put on her wrists*
You don't need to apologise, I promise. Am I allowed to have a look so I can clean them or not right now?
*She softly sniffled and opened her eyes slightly, she sat on the couch and let him take charge of putting pressure to her wrists, her wrists did start to feel a little bit numb*
mhm..
*Thats the only sound she could really make right now, if she spoke, she knows she’d break down sobbing… but she’s fine with him cleaning and bandaging them, she knew the cleaning part would probably hurt a bit though….*
*He focuses his element to cool her arm so it was numbed and she wouldn't feel the alcohol wipe, before reaching over to the small, old bag of supplies. He vividly remembers where everything is and quickly gets to work cleaning*
The numbness was just my element, Don't worry. It's just so you don't feel the sting.
*Ellerie nodded, just watching, she felt bad for him having to do this, but she said nothing, just watching, something that took her mind off of this was his voice though, it calmed her down, she tried taking deep breathes in and deep breathes out, trying to calm herself, which worked only little bit..*
*He talks her through everything he does and carefully wraps bandage around the wounds.. He also exaggerated the way he was breathing so she could see and try imitate it*
What helped me was the 4-7-8 technique.. 4 seconds breathing in, then we hold for 7 seconds.. Exhale for 8.. Like this
*He demonstrates for her while holding her hands gently*
*She listened to him as he spoke, his voice calmed her a bit down itself, but she also listened to his breathing, she slightly tightened her grip on his hands, she copied his breathing, and it was actually helping a lot…*
Good... You've got this, Ell.. Would you like to stay in here tonight..? I can make up a nest and let my partners know.
I-If you want me to..
*Ellerie didn’t know if she should.. though she did feel kinda crazed and extremely dizzy, which that made her feel a bit nauseous…*
Nono.. Not if I want you to— Are you comfortable with the idea of sleeping in here? If you're not I won't be making you.. You're pale, you feeling sick?
*He stands up to help her into the bathroom*
*Ellerie just nodded*
I-I’m comfortable with it… and…. Uhm, kinda..
*She stood up with him, she felt more and more dizzy, she could barley control her movements, and just like that, she was quick to pass out*
*He scoops her up before she can fall to the ground and lays her down in his bed with a bucket beside incase she was sick.. Then goes to grab a cloth that he wets with his element*
Ellerie..?
*Her eyes slightly opened, noticing she was in his bed, she felt so nauseous, so she was quick to puke in the bucket, she whimpered a bit and then looked over at Trent, who called out her name, slowly, she sat up, even though it slightly hurt to do so..*
what happened..?
*She felt confused on why she was here now….*
*While she was being sick, he had tied her hair back so it wouldn't get in her hair*
You passed out, hun.. You feeling less dizzy now..? You might need your sugar levels up a little bit. What do you usually eat?
*Ellerie nodded a bit, but when he asked what she normally ate, she gulped slightly and looked away, she usually didn’t eat much.. so she doesn’t know what she normally eats, but since she had no response, he should’ve known….*
Ah- Okay.. Well, I have some snacks in my drawer just across the room, would you like to come have a look?
*He asks*
*Ellerie thought for a moment and nodded*
yes please..
*Ellerie didn’t think she could walk well right now though..*
*He scoops her up so if she's feeling faint still, she can rest her head on his shoulder*
There... Just a second while I open the drawer.
*He kneels down and opens it before turning her around*
Anything in this drawer, you can have.. Not just the snacks either.
*Ellerie looked inside the drawer, she slightly leaned forward and put her hand in a drawer, looking at everything that’s in there, she suddenly pressed down on a plushie that was a squeaky toy, she froze in place and tilted her head to the side like a puppy, she liked the sound of the squeaking.. her little deer tail was wiggling in excitement…..*
*He picks it up for her and squishes it again*
You like this one? You can keep it if you'd like!
*Trent hands it to her probably and grabs a tub of berries from his mini fridge*
*Ellerie’s eyes shined a bit as soon as he said she could keep it, she was quick to take it from his hands when he gave it to her and she hugged onto it, she turned over and hugged onto him while Trent grabbed the tub of berries, her head resting comfortably on his shoulder while hugging him..*
*He rubs up and down her back and sits on the edge of the bed, setting her down in the middle of it*
You're sweet... Here I got you some of my favourite berries in here. Strawberries, raspberries and not technically a berry buy apple slices!
*He picks a raspberry up and holds it for her to take*
*Ellerie nodded and smiled a small bit, grabbing the raspberry gently from his hand and eating it, she scooted close and then laid down, resting her head down on his thighs happily, she was a lot happier near him than she was with others.. probably because he actually made her feel safe, unlike others…*
*He set the tub with the rest of the fruit on his knee so she could snack on it at her own pace while running a hand through her hair*
*She purred and just stayed resting there for a little bit before she started eating some of the fruit again, but also started to get a bit tired, so she just kept her head rested on his thighs*
*He reaches over without disturbing her to grab a blanket that rhine had crocheted for him and wrapped it around her shoulders*
Warm enough, sunshine?
*She felt something get placed around her shoulders, she noticed it was blanket and that just made her feel more comfortable*
mhm.. thank you…
*She purred and closed her eyes, completely relaxing all of her muscles..*
*He kept brushing through her hair until she fell asleep properly so he could let a few tears fall without worrying anyone*
...
*He stays that way, silently crying till he hears his door push open*
*Cumulus walked in quietly and noticed he was crying, there was another ghoul with her head laying on his lap, she recognized her as the girl that never talked to any other people*
why are you crying..?
*she spoke softly as to not scare him, she wanted to do anything other than that….*
*He quickly wipes his eyes off and whips his head towards the door*
I- I'm not.. Hay-fever. Yeah.. J-just that. How'd you get in? I locked my door, I think..
*His voice was cracking*
*
*Cumulus looked like she was not buying that..*
There was a key under the pot.. uh, someone just told me that I guess… but I really don’t believe you, just tell me what’s wrong please…. I promise I can make you feel better
*Cumulus felt bad for this guy, she wanted to help…..*
*He shrugs and carefully moves Ellerie off his legs so he could sit differently*
Stress I s'pose... nd she come to me earlier hurt and it- Set me off..? I dunno the words to how I feel.. sorry..
*Her eyes softened a bit, feeling bad*
oh.. I’m sorry… I hope she’s better now, yeah….?
*She tilted her head, looking over at the smaller girl curled up under the croquet blanket, she then noticed a box of tissues, so she got them and walked over, giving them to him*
and, if you need to cry then just do it, please don’t bottle it up, I’ll be here, even if I don’t know you and even if you don’t know me.. just let it out…. If you need comfort, affection, any of that, I’m here, or if you don’t like and or don’t trust physical touch from people you first meet, I won’t touch you, if you don’t want me to..
you smell like rora... I can trust, I think- please..
*He took a tissue and wipes his eyes and under them, eventhough it only takes a second for the tears to build back up*
*Cumulus noticed that she indeed smelled like Aurora, she chuckled under her breath, she walked over and sat on a empty spot of the bed, opened up her arms for if he wants a hug*
yeah.. Rora and me are good friends… she talks a lot about you, saying you were cool and such, I can tell you are a good friend, and I promise you are doing so good….
*Cumulus wanted him to feel appreciated, because he definitely was appreciated…. Very..*
*He went right over to her and into her arms to curl up as soon as she opens her arms*
She does..? What does she say..? 'm I really- actually doin good..?
*He rests his head against her chest so he can listen to the steady thrum of her heart*
*Cumulus let him stay there like that and smiled a bit.*
she was actually rambling, not sure if I remembered much, but she’s said a lot, and also I remember she was tell me that she was making something for you..
*She made sure to keep her voice soft and comforting, just so Trent can stay relaxed, her heart was beating a steady, comforting beat, a nice rhythm….*
She is..? What's your name..? A-and you aren't joking that I'm doing good.. Right?
*He asks quietly, his tail is slowly uncoiling from his leg and intertwining with Cumulus' instead... His face is still squished against her and hands are reaching out to hold something, otherwise he'll end up biting*
*Cumulus brought her hand over and held his hand in hers*
I’m cumulus.. and yeah she is, also for the last thing, I swear you are doing good, so so good.. hell you made Ellerie warm up to you and ever since I was summoned I’ve noticed she was always alone, at the time she looked like she was mentally unstable, it’s very hard to break someone out of that….
*He nods, like its music to his ears that he could help someone at least*
it's only because we have a thing in common but I can't say because I told her I won't tell people-
ah.. I understand…
*She probably already knew what he was talking about but chose to stay quiet about that*
would you like me to stay here for a bit longer..?
*Cumulus kept her eyes on him, just in case….*
Mhm.. Yea please.. can I have some things from my drawer please? they help..
*He's back to mumbling and hugging up close*
*She nodded, leaning a bit towards the drawer, but not enough to disturb him and move him much, she opened it and got some stuff out for him, she closed the drawer and gave him some of the stuff*
here…
*Ellerie knocked on the door, she was trembling and close to sobbing, she was holding onto her wrists and looked at how some blood was escaping even though she tried her best to put pressure on her wrists, when Trent opened the door, she spoke, though her voice was quiet and shaky, kinda like how she sounded when he first met her*
I-I did something to myself… I’m s-sorry..
*She softly sobbed, it hurt so bad, it was just because of thought’s she had and at the moment of when she did it, she hated herself.. she wanted to hurt herself at the moment, and she still kinda wanted to.. but she knew she shouldn’t do it anymore..*
- @ask-eller1e-gh0ulette
*He grumbles on the way to the door, clearly just woken up... But but his eyes softened when he sees the state Ellerie was in*
Oh Ell, sweetheart- Come in... Do you need me to clean you up n bandage everything? You don't have to talk about it right now..
*He opens the door fully and extends his arms to gently wrap his blanket around her shoulders*
*Ellerie nodded, she trembled, and ran into his arms as quick as she could, hugging on to him tightly, she wasn’t putting pressure on her wrists anymore so she was bleeding out.. she wanted to say that she’s sorry so many times but she couldn’t even let anything else out, she was crying so much..*
*He kept hugging her gently while leading her over to sit on the small couch he's always kept in his room and kneels infront of where she's sat and took charge of holding pressure on the fabric she put on her wrists*
You don't need to apologise, I promise. Am I allowed to have a look so I can clean them or not right now?
*She softly sniffled and opened her eyes slightly, she sat on the couch and let him take charge of putting pressure to her wrists, her wrists did start to feel a little bit numb*
mhm..
*Thats the only sound she could really make right now, if she spoke, she knows she’d break down sobbing… but she’s fine with him cleaning and bandaging them, she knew the cleaning part would probably hurt a bit though….*
*He focuses his element to cool her arm so it was numbed and she wouldn't feel the alcohol wipe, before reaching over to the small, old bag of supplies. He vividly remembers where everything is and quickly gets to work cleaning*
The numbness was just my element, Don't worry. It's just so you don't feel the sting.
*Ellerie nodded, just watching, she felt bad for him having to do this, but she said nothing, just watching, something that took her mind off of this was his voice though, it calmed her down, she tried taking deep breathes in and deep breathes out, trying to calm herself, which worked only little bit..*
*He talks her through everything he does and carefully wraps bandage around the wounds.. He also exaggerated the way he was breathing so she could see and try imitate it*
What helped me was the 4-7-8 technique.. 4 seconds breathing in, then we hold for 7 seconds.. Exhale for 8.. Like this
*He demonstrates for her while holding her hands gently*
*She listened to him as he spoke, his voice calmed her a bit down itself, but she also listened to his breathing, she slightly tightened her grip on his hands, she copied his breathing, and it was actually helping a lot…*
Good... You've got this, Ell.. Would you like to stay in here tonight..? I can make up a nest and let my partners know.
I-If you want me to..
*Ellerie didn’t know if she should.. though she did feel kinda crazed and extremely dizzy, which that made her feel a bit nauseous…*
Nono.. Not if I want you to— Are you comfortable with the idea of sleeping in here? If you're not I won't be making you.. You're pale, you feeling sick?
*He stands up to help her into the bathroom*
*Ellerie just nodded*
I-I’m comfortable with it… and…. Uhm, kinda..
*She stood up with him, she felt more and more dizzy, she could barley control her movements, and just like that, she was quick to pass out*
*He scoops her up before she can fall to the ground and lays her down in his bed with a bucket beside incase she was sick.. Then goes to grab a cloth that he wets with his element*
Ellerie..?
*Her eyes slightly opened, noticing she was in his bed, she felt so nauseous, so she was quick to puke in the bucket, she whimpered a bit and then looked over at Trent, who called out her name, slowly, she sat up, even though it slightly hurt to do so..*
what happened..?
*She felt confused on why she was here now….*
*While she was being sick, he had tied her hair back so it wouldn't get in her hair*
You passed out, hun.. You feeling less dizzy now..? You might need your sugar levels up a little bit. What do you usually eat?
*Ellerie nodded a bit, but when he asked what she normally ate, she gulped slightly and looked away, she usually didn’t eat much.. so she doesn’t know what she normally eats, but since she had no response, he should’ve known….*
Ah- Okay.. Well, I have some snacks in my drawer just across the room, would you like to come have a look?
*He asks*
*Ellerie thought for a moment and nodded*
yes please..
*Ellerie didn’t think she could walk well right now though..*
*He scoops her up so if she's feeling faint still, she can rest her head on his shoulder*
There... Just a second while I open the drawer.
*He kneels down and opens it before turning her around*
Anything in this drawer, you can have.. Not just the snacks either.
*Ellerie looked inside the drawer, she slightly leaned forward and put her hand in a drawer, looking at everything that’s in there, she suddenly pressed down on a plushie that was a squeaky toy, she froze in place and tilted her head to the side like a puppy, she liked the sound of the squeaking.. her little deer tail was wiggling in excitement…..*
*He picks it up for her and squishes it again*
You like this one? You can keep it if you'd like!
*Trent hands it to her probably and grabs a tub of berries from his mini fridge*
*Ellerie’s eyes shined a bit as soon as he said she could keep it, she was quick to take it from his hands when he gave it to her and she hugged onto it, she turned over and hugged onto him while Trent grabbed the tub of berries, her head resting comfortably on his shoulder while hugging him..*
*He rubs up and down her back and sits on the edge of the bed, setting her down in the middle of it*
You're sweet... Here I got you some of my favourite berries in here. Strawberries, raspberries and not technically a berry buy apple slices!
*He picks a raspberry up and holds it for her to take*
*Ellerie nodded and smiled a small bit, grabbing the raspberry gently from his hand and eating it, she scooted close and then laid down, resting her head down on his thighs happily, she was a lot happier near him than she was with others.. probably because he actually made her feel safe, unlike others…*
*He set the tub with the rest of the fruit on his knee so she could snack on it at her own pace while running a hand through her hair*
*She purred and just stayed resting there for a little bit before she started eating some of the fruit again, but also started to get a bit tired, so she just kept her head rested on his thighs*
*He reaches over without disturbing her to grab a blanket that rhine had crocheted for him and wrapped it around her shoulders*
Warm enough, sunshine?
*She felt something get placed around her shoulders, she noticed it was blanket and that just made her feel more comfortable*
mhm.. thank you…
*She purred and closed her eyes, completely relaxing all of her muscles..*
*He kept brushing through her hair until she fell asleep properly so he could let a few tears fall without worrying anyone*
...
*He stays that way, silently crying till he hears his door push open*
*Cumulus walked in quietly and noticed he was crying, there was another ghoul with her head laying on his lap, she recognized her as the girl that never talked to any other people*
why are you crying..?
*she spoke softly as to not scare him, she wanted to do anything other than that….*
*He quickly wipes his eyes off and whips his head towards the door*
I- I'm not.. Hay-fever. Yeah.. J-just that. How'd you get in? I locked my door, I think..
*His voice was cracking*
*
*Cumulus looked like she was not buying that..*
There was a key under the pot.. uh, someone just told me that I guess… but I really don’t believe you, just tell me what’s wrong please…. I promise I can make you feel better
*Cumulus felt bad for this guy, she wanted to help…..*
*He shrugs and carefully moves Ellerie off his legs so he could sit differently*
Stress I s'pose... nd she come to me earlier hurt and it- Set me off..? I dunno the words to how I feel.. sorry..
*Her eyes softened a bit, feeling bad*
oh.. I’m sorry… I hope she’s better now, yeah….?
*She tilted her head, looking over at the smaller girl curled up under the croquet blanket, she then noticed a box of tissues, so she got them and walked over, giving them to him*
and, if you need to cry then just do it, please don’t bottle it up, I’ll be here, even if I don’t know you and even if you don’t know me.. just let it out…. If you need comfort, affection, any of that, I’m here, or if you don’t like and or don’t trust physical touch from people you first meet, I won’t touch you, if you don’t want me to..
you smell like rora... I can trust, I think- please..
*He took a tissue and wipes his eyes and under them, eventhough it only takes a second for the tears to build back up*
*Cumulus noticed that she indeed smelled like Aurora, she chuckled under her breath, she walked over and sat on a empty spot of the bed, opened up her arms for if he wants a hug*
yeah.. Rora and me are good friends… she talks a lot about you, saying you were cool and such, I can tell you are a good friend, and I promise you are doing so good….
*Cumulus wanted him to feel appreciated, because he definitely was appreciated…. Very..*
*He went right over to her and into her arms to curl up as soon as she opens her arms*
She does..? What does she say..? 'm I really- actually doin good..?
*He rests his head against her chest so he can listen to the steady thrum of her heart*
*Cumulus let him stay there like that and smiled a bit.*
she was actually rambling, not sure if I remembered much, but she’s said a lot, and also I remember she was tell me that she was making something for you..
*She made sure to keep her voice soft and comforting, just so Trent can stay relaxed, her heart was beating a steady, comforting beat, a nice rhythm….*
She is..? What's your name..? A-and you aren't joking that I'm doing good.. Right?
*He asks quietly, his tail is slowly uncoiling from his leg and intertwining with Cumulus' instead... His face is still squished against her and hands are reaching out to hold something, otherwise he'll end up biting*
*Cumulus brought her hand over and held his hand in hers*
I’m cumulus.. and yeah she is, also for the last thing, I swear you are doing good, so so good.. hell you made Ellerie warm up to you and ever since I was summoned I’ve noticed she was always alone, at the time she looked like she was mentally unstable, it’s very hard to break someone out of that….
*He nods, like its music to his ears that he could help someone at least*
it's only because we have a thing in common but I can't say because I told her I won't tell people-
ah.. I understand…
*She probably already knew what he was talking about but chose to stay quiet about that*
would you like me to stay here for a bit longer..?
*Cumulus kept her eyes on him, just in case….*
*Ellerie knocked on the door, she was trembling and close to sobbing, she was holding onto her wrists and looked at how some blood was escaping even though she tried her best to put pressure on her wrists, when Trent opened the door, she spoke, though her voice was quiet and shaky, kinda like how she sounded when he first met her*
I-I did something to myself… I’m s-sorry..
*She softly sobbed, it hurt so bad, it was just because of thought’s she had and at the moment of when she did it, she hated herself.. she wanted to hurt herself at the moment, and she still kinda wanted to.. but she knew she shouldn’t do it anymore..*
- @ask-eller1e-gh0ulette
*He grumbles on the way to the door, clearly just woken up... But but his eyes softened when he sees the state Ellerie was in*
Oh Ell, sweetheart- Come in... Do you need me to clean you up n bandage everything? You don't have to talk about it right now..
*He opens the door fully and extends his arms to gently wrap his blanket around her shoulders*
*Ellerie nodded, she trembled, and ran into his arms as quick as she could, hugging on to him tightly, she wasn’t putting pressure on her wrists anymore so she was bleeding out.. she wanted to say that she’s sorry so many times but she couldn’t even let anything else out, she was crying so much..*
*He kept hugging her gently while leading her over to sit on the small couch he's always kept in his room and kneels infront of where she's sat and took charge of holding pressure on the fabric she put on her wrists*
You don't need to apologise, I promise. Am I allowed to have a look so I can clean them or not right now?
*She softly sniffled and opened her eyes slightly, she sat on the couch and let him take charge of putting pressure to her wrists, her wrists did start to feel a little bit numb*
mhm..
*Thats the only sound she could really make right now, if she spoke, she knows she’d break down sobbing… but she’s fine with him cleaning and bandaging them, she knew the cleaning part would probably hurt a bit though….*
*He focuses his element to cool her arm so it was numbed and she wouldn't feel the alcohol wipe, before reaching over to the small, old bag of supplies. He vividly remembers where everything is and quickly gets to work cleaning*
The numbness was just my element, Don't worry. It's just so you don't feel the sting.
*Ellerie nodded, just watching, she felt bad for him having to do this, but she said nothing, just watching, something that took her mind off of this was his voice though, it calmed her down, she tried taking deep breathes in and deep breathes out, trying to calm herself, which worked only little bit..*
*He talks her through everything he does and carefully wraps bandage around the wounds.. He also exaggerated the way he was breathing so she could see and try imitate it*
What helped me was the 4-7-8 technique.. 4 seconds breathing in, then we hold for 7 seconds.. Exhale for 8.. Like this
*He demonstrates for her while holding her hands gently*
*She listened to him as he spoke, his voice calmed her a bit down itself, but she also listened to his breathing, she slightly tightened her grip on his hands, she copied his breathing, and it was actually helping a lot…*
Good... You've got this, Ell.. Would you like to stay in here tonight..? I can make up a nest and let my partners know.
I-If you want me to..
*Ellerie didn’t know if she should.. though she did feel kinda crazed and extremely dizzy, which that made her feel a bit nauseous…*
Nono.. Not if I want you to— Are you comfortable with the idea of sleeping in here? If you're not I won't be making you.. You're pale, you feeling sick?
*He stands up to help her into the bathroom*
*Ellerie just nodded*
I-I’m comfortable with it… and…. Uhm, kinda..
*She stood up with him, she felt more and more dizzy, she could barley control her movements, and just like that, she was quick to pass out*
*He scoops her up before she can fall to the ground and lays her down in his bed with a bucket beside incase she was sick.. Then goes to grab a cloth that he wets with his element*
Ellerie..?
*Her eyes slightly opened, noticing she was in his bed, she felt so nauseous, so she was quick to puke in the bucket, she whimpered a bit and then looked over at Trent, who called out her name, slowly, she sat up, even though it slightly hurt to do so..*
what happened..?
*She felt confused on why she was here now….*
*While she was being sick, he had tied her hair back so it wouldn't get in her hair*
You passed out, hun.. You feeling less dizzy now..? You might need your sugar levels up a little bit. What do you usually eat?
*Ellerie nodded a bit, but when he asked what she normally ate, she gulped slightly and looked away, she usually didn’t eat much.. so she doesn’t know what she normally eats, but since she had no response, he should’ve known….*
Ah- Okay.. Well, I have some snacks in my drawer just across the room, would you like to come have a look?
*He asks*
*Ellerie thought for a moment and nodded*
yes please..
*Ellerie didn’t think she could walk well right now though..*
*He scoops her up so if she's feeling faint still, she can rest her head on his shoulder*
There... Just a second while I open the drawer.
*He kneels down and opens it before turning her around*
Anything in this drawer, you can have.. Not just the snacks either.
*Ellerie looked inside the drawer, she slightly leaned forward and put her hand in a drawer, looking at everything that’s in there, she suddenly pressed down on a plushie that was a squeaky toy, she froze in place and tilted her head to the side like a puppy, she liked the sound of the squeaking.. her little deer tail was wiggling in excitement…..*
*He picks it up for her and squishes it again*
You like this one? You can keep it if you'd like!
*Trent hands it to her probably and grabs a tub of berries from his mini fridge*
*Ellerie’s eyes shined a bit as soon as he said she could keep it, she was quick to take it from his hands when he gave it to her and she hugged onto it, she turned over and hugged onto him while Trent grabbed the tub of berries, her head resting comfortably on his shoulder while hugging him..*
*He rubs up and down her back and sits on the edge of the bed, setting her down in the middle of it*
You're sweet... Here I got you some of my favourite berries in here. Strawberries, raspberries and not technically a berry buy apple slices!
*He picks a raspberry up and holds it for her to take*
*Ellerie nodded and smiled a small bit, grabbing the raspberry gently from his hand and eating it, she scooted close and then laid down, resting her head down on his thighs happily, she was a lot happier near him than she was with others.. probably because he actually made her feel safe, unlike others…*
*He set the tub with the rest of the fruit on his knee so she could snack on it at her own pace while running a hand through her hair*
*She purred and just stayed resting there for a little bit before she started eating some of the fruit again, but also started to get a bit tired, so she just kept her head rested on his thighs*
*He reaches over without disturbing her to grab a blanket that rhine had crocheted for him and wrapped it around her shoulders*
Warm enough, sunshine?
*She felt something get placed around her shoulders, she noticed it was blanket and that just made her feel more comfortable*
mhm.. thank you…
*She purred and closed her eyes, completely relaxing all of her muscles..*
*He kept brushing through her hair until she fell asleep properly so he could let a few tears fall without worrying anyone*
...
*He stays that way, silently crying till he hears his door push open*
*Cumulus walked in quietly and noticed he was crying, there was another ghoul with her head laying on his lap, she recognized her as the girl that never talked to any other people*
why are you crying..?
*she spoke softly as to not scare him, she wanted to do anything other than that….*
*He quickly wipes his eyes off and whips his head towards the door*
I- I'm not.. Hay-fever. Yeah.. J-just that. How'd you get in? I locked my door, I think..
*His voice was cracking*
*
*Cumulus looked like she was not buying that..*
There was a key under the pot.. uh, someone just told me that I guess… but I really don’t believe you, just tell me what’s wrong please…. I promise I can make you feel better
*Cumulus felt bad for this guy, she wanted to help…..*
*He shrugs and carefully moves Ellerie off his legs so he could sit differently*
Stress I s'pose... nd she come to me earlier hurt and it- Set me off..? I dunno the words to how I feel.. sorry..
*Her eyes softened a bit, feeling bad*
oh.. I’m sorry… I hope she’s better now, yeah….?
*She tilted her head, looking over at the smaller girl curled up under the croquet blanket, she then noticed a box of tissues, so she got them and walked over, giving them to him*
and, if you need to cry then just do it, please don’t bottle it up, I’ll be here, even if I don’t know you and even if you don’t know me.. just let it out…. If you need comfort, affection, any of that, I’m here, or if you don’t like and or don’t trust physical touch from people you first meet, I won’t touch you, if you don’t want me to..
you smell like rora... I can trust, I think- please..
*He took a tissue and wipes his eyes and under them, eventhough it only takes a second for the tears to build back up*
*Cumulus noticed that she indeed smelled like Aurora, she chuckled under her breath, she walked over and sat on a empty spot of the bed, opened up her arms for if he wants a hug*
yeah.. Rora and me are good friends… she talks a lot about you, saying you were cool and such, I can tell you are a good friend, and I promise you are doing so good….
*Cumulus wanted him to feel appreciated, because he definitely was appreciated…. Very..*
*He went right over to her and into her arms to curl up as soon as she opens her arms*
She does..? What does she say..? 'm I really- actually doin good..?
*He rests his head against her chest so he can listen to the steady thrum of her heart*
*Cumulus let him stay there like that and smiled a bit.*
she was actually rambling, not sure if I remembered much, but she’s said a lot, and also I remember she was tell me that she was making something for you..
*She made sure to keep her voice soft and comforting, just so Trent can stay relaxed, her heart was beating a steady, comforting beat, a nice rhythm….*
She is..? What's your name..? A-and you aren't joking that I'm doing good.. Right?
*He asks quietly, his tail is slowly uncoiling from his leg and intertwining with Cumulus' instead... His face is still squished against her and hands are reaching out to hold something, otherwise he'll end up biting*
*Cumulus brought her hand over and held his hand in hers*
I’m cumulus.. and yeah she is, also for the last thing, I swear you are doing good, so so good.. hell you made Ellerie warm up to you and ever since I was summoned I’ve noticed she was always alone, at the time she looked like she was mentally unstable, it’s very hard to break someone out of that….
*Ellerie knocked on the door, she was trembling and close to sobbing, she was holding onto her wrists and looked at how some blood was escaping even though she tried her best to put pressure on her wrists, when Trent opened the door, she spoke, though her voice was quiet and shaky, kinda like how she sounded when he first met her*
I-I did something to myself… I’m s-sorry..
*She softly sobbed, it hurt so bad, it was just because of thought’s she had and at the moment of when she did it, she hated herself.. she wanted to hurt herself at the moment, and she still kinda wanted to.. but she knew she shouldn’t do it anymore..*
- @ask-eller1e-gh0ulette
*He grumbles on the way to the door, clearly just woken up... But but his eyes softened when he sees the state Ellerie was in*
Oh Ell, sweetheart- Come in... Do you need me to clean you up n bandage everything? You don't have to talk about it right now..
*He opens the door fully and extends his arms to gently wrap his blanket around her shoulders*
*Ellerie nodded, she trembled, and ran into his arms as quick as she could, hugging on to him tightly, she wasn’t putting pressure on her wrists anymore so she was bleeding out.. she wanted to say that she’s sorry so many times but she couldn’t even let anything else out, she was crying so much..*
*He kept hugging her gently while leading her over to sit on the small couch he's always kept in his room and kneels infront of where she's sat and took charge of holding pressure on the fabric she put on her wrists*
You don't need to apologise, I promise. Am I allowed to have a look so I can clean them or not right now?
*She softly sniffled and opened her eyes slightly, she sat on the couch and let him take charge of putting pressure to her wrists, her wrists did start to feel a little bit numb*
mhm..
*Thats the only sound she could really make right now, if she spoke, she knows she’d break down sobbing… but she’s fine with him cleaning and bandaging them, she knew the cleaning part would probably hurt a bit though….*
*He focuses his element to cool her arm so it was numbed and she wouldn't feel the alcohol wipe, before reaching over to the small, old bag of supplies. He vividly remembers where everything is and quickly gets to work cleaning*
The numbness was just my element, Don't worry. It's just so you don't feel the sting.
*Ellerie nodded, just watching, she felt bad for him having to do this, but she said nothing, just watching, something that took her mind off of this was his voice though, it calmed her down, she tried taking deep breathes in and deep breathes out, trying to calm herself, which worked only little bit..*
*He talks her through everything he does and carefully wraps bandage around the wounds.. He also exaggerated the way he was breathing so she could see and try imitate it*
What helped me was the 4-7-8 technique.. 4 seconds breathing in, then we hold for 7 seconds.. Exhale for 8.. Like this
*He demonstrates for her while holding her hands gently*
*She listened to him as he spoke, his voice calmed her a bit down itself, but she also listened to his breathing, she slightly tightened her grip on his hands, she copied his breathing, and it was actually helping a lot…*
Good... You've got this, Ell.. Would you like to stay in here tonight..? I can make up a nest and let my partners know.
I-If you want me to..
*Ellerie didn’t know if she should.. though she did feel kinda crazed and extremely dizzy, which that made her feel a bit nauseous…*
Nono.. Not if I want you to— Are you comfortable with the idea of sleeping in here? If you're not I won't be making you.. You're pale, you feeling sick?
*He stands up to help her into the bathroom*
*Ellerie just nodded*
I-I’m comfortable with it… and…. Uhm, kinda..
*She stood up with him, she felt more and more dizzy, she could barley control her movements, and just like that, she was quick to pass out*
*He scoops her up before she can fall to the ground and lays her down in his bed with a bucket beside incase she was sick.. Then goes to grab a cloth that he wets with his element*
Ellerie..?
*Her eyes slightly opened, noticing she was in his bed, she felt so nauseous, so she was quick to puke in the bucket, she whimpered a bit and then looked over at Trent, who called out her name, slowly, she sat up, even though it slightly hurt to do so..*
what happened..?
*She felt confused on why she was here now….*
*While she was being sick, he had tied her hair back so it wouldn't get in her hair*
You passed out, hun.. You feeling less dizzy now..? You might need your sugar levels up a little bit. What do you usually eat?
*Ellerie nodded a bit, but when he asked what she normally ate, she gulped slightly and looked away, she usually didn’t eat much.. so she doesn’t know what she normally eats, but since she had no response, he should’ve known….*
Ah- Okay.. Well, I have some snacks in my drawer just across the room, would you like to come have a look?
*He asks*
*Ellerie thought for a moment and nodded*
yes please..
*Ellerie didn’t think she could walk well right now though..*
*He scoops her up so if she's feeling faint still, she can rest her head on his shoulder*
There... Just a second while I open the drawer.
*He kneels down and opens it before turning her around*
Anything in this drawer, you can have.. Not just the snacks either.
*Ellerie looked inside the drawer, she slightly leaned forward and put her hand in a drawer, looking at everything that’s in there, she suddenly pressed down on a plushie that was a squeaky toy, she froze in place and tilted her head to the side like a puppy, she liked the sound of the squeaking.. her little deer tail was wiggling in excitement…..*
*He picks it up for her and squishes it again*
You like this one? You can keep it if you'd like!
*Trent hands it to her probably and grabs a tub of berries from his mini fridge*
*Ellerie’s eyes shined a bit as soon as he said she could keep it, she was quick to take it from his hands when he gave it to her and she hugged onto it, she turned over and hugged onto him while Trent grabbed the tub of berries, her head resting comfortably on his shoulder while hugging him..*
*He rubs up and down her back and sits on the edge of the bed, setting her down in the middle of it*
You're sweet... Here I got you some of my favourite berries in here. Strawberries, raspberries and not technically a berry buy apple slices!
*He picks a raspberry up and holds it for her to take*
*Ellerie nodded and smiled a small bit, grabbing the raspberry gently from his hand and eating it, she scooted close and then laid down, resting her head down on his thighs happily, she was a lot happier near him than she was with others.. probably because he actually made her feel safe, unlike others…*
*He set the tub with the rest of the fruit on his knee so she could snack on it at her own pace while running a hand through her hair*
*She purred and just stayed resting there for a little bit before she started eating some of the fruit again, but also started to get a bit tired, so she just kept her head rested on his thighs*
*He reaches over without disturbing her to grab a blanket that rhine had crocheted for him and wrapped it around her shoulders*
Warm enough, sunshine?
*She felt something get placed around her shoulders, she noticed it was blanket and that just made her feel more comfortable*
mhm.. thank you…
*She purred and closed her eyes, completely relaxing all of her muscles..*
*He kept brushing through her hair until she fell asleep properly so he could let a few tears fall without worrying anyone*
...
*He stays that way, silently crying till he hears his door push open*
*Cumulus walked in quietly and noticed he was crying, there was another ghoul with her head laying on his lap, she recognized her as the girl that never talked to any other people*
why are you crying..?
*she spoke softly as to not scare him, she wanted to do anything other than that….*
*He quickly wipes his eyes off and whips his head towards the door*
I- I'm not.. Hay-fever. Yeah.. J-just that. How'd you get in? I locked my door, I think..
*His voice was cracking*
*
*Cumulus looked like she was not buying that..*
There was a key under the pot.. uh, someone just told me that I guess… but I really don’t believe you, just tell me what’s wrong please…. I promise I can make you feel better
*Cumulus felt bad for this guy, she wanted to help…..*
*He shrugs and carefully moves Ellerie off his legs so he could sit differently*
Stress I s'pose... nd she come to me earlier hurt and it- Set me off..? I dunno the words to how I feel.. sorry..
*Her eyes softened a bit, feeling bad*
oh.. I’m sorry… I hope she’s better now, yeah….?
*She tilted her head, looking over at the smaller girl curled up under the croquet blanket, she then noticed a box of tissues, so she got them and walked over, giving them to him*
and, if you need to cry then just do it, please don’t bottle it up, I’ll be here, even if I don’t know you and even if you don’t know me.. just let it out…. If you need comfort, affection, any of that, I’m here, or if you don’t like and or don’t trust physical touch from people you first meet, I won’t touch you, if you don’t want me to..
you smell like rora... I can trust, I think- please..
*He took a tissue and wipes his eyes and under them, eventhough it only takes a second for the tears to build back up*
*Cumulus noticed that she indeed smelled like Aurora, she chuckled under her breath, she walked over and sat on a empty spot of the bed, opened up her arms for if he wants a hug*
yeah.. Rora and me are good friends… she talks a lot about you, saying you were cool and such, I can tell you are a good friend, and I promise you are doing so good….
*Cumulus wanted him to feel appreciated, because he definitely was appreciated…. Very..*
*He went right over to her and into her arms to curl up as soon as she opens her arms*
She does..? What does she say..? 'm I really- actually doin good..?
*He rests his head against her chest so he can listen to the steady thrum of her heart*
*Cumulus let him stay there like that and smiled a bit.*
she was actually rambling, not sure if I remembered much, but she’s said a lot, and also I remember she was tell me that she was making something for you..
*She made sure to keep her voice soft and comforting, just so Trent can stay relaxed, her heart was beating a steady, comforting beat, a nice rhythm….*
