Ask Flamey Candelstick

H-Hi... M-My n-name is f-flamey..... a-ask me and my friends (Other ocs) 19, asexual, panromantic,  (curses that alter memories won't be used as it is a trigger for me)

[alexhelpsgems]

//hey just wanted to say my notifications are completely broken rn so if you need anything just dm me and hopefully I will see it!

[ask-flamey-candelstick]

//same here for this blog

[alexhelpsgems]

//Hey guys. Miss me?

[itsthecupbros]

Mugman woke up on the couch with a strangled gasp, his right hand flying to his robotic left arm, which was aching like it was on fire, as if every muscle in the arm he didnt have was cramping up at once. He let out a whimper of pain, his breaths becoming quick and sharp, squeezing his eyes shut and bringing his knees close to his chest. As he touched the cold metal of his arm, he felt as if it were a foreign part of him. He couldn’t feel the fingers of his hand when he touched it, and the phantom pains continued.

He staggered to his feet, stumbling to the front door and pushing it open. He managed to get to the beach, collapsing to his knees and letting out a whimper of agony. He tried to stabilize his breathing, the pains always went away, but the length of time in which they occurred always differed.

// soooo, phantom pains is a phenomenon which happens to people with severed limbs, wether from war or amputation, or anything else. it feels as though the missing limb is in immense amounts of pain-

@solarspinel @moth-steven @ask-flamey-candelstick (or @/jerkfaced-jackie) @trauma-steven @purple-steven @corvid-steven (or @/sapphire-steven) @anyone and their alts!

[ask-flamey-candelstick]

“Mugs? Are you alright?”

Flamey stood there a concerned look on her face

[itsthecupbros]

-he opened his eyes, biting back the tears, he looked at flamey and managed a nod, not trusting himself to speak, he looked away again, trembling in pain as he clutched at his arm-

[ask-flamey-candelstick]

“Oh… oh dear”

she sat down next to him

“Can I see it for a second?”

[itsthecupbros]

-he hesitated and extended his trembling arm towards her, screwing his eyes shut and repressing a whimper, the robotic arm didn’t look damaged in any way, just the same as any other time she had seen it-

[ask-flamey-candelstick]

“Hm… Can I take the prosthetic off for a bit? I need to so I can help with the pain”

[itsthecupbros]

-he hesitated, then nodded- …th-theres… bandages at.. at the sh-shoulder… you can.. t-take them off….

[ask-flamey-candelstick]

she gently removed the arm and sat it in her lap. She then began to massage the remaining limb

“I know a few old friends who got phantom pains so… I learned a way to soothe it….”

[itsthecupbros]

-he nodded shaking, taking a deep breath-

-after a few moments, the pain started to lower to a dull ache and he sighed, opening his eyes-

[ask-flamey-candelstick]

she looked down at the arm her lips pursed in worry

[itsthecupbros]

-he shook his head, reaching a hand up to what’s left of his limb, which wasn’t much, less than half his upper arm left below the shoulder joint- …h-hurts.. I… Its gone.. I-Im never getting it back… its gone.. i-its gone…

-he started scratching at the transitioning point, his fingertips leaving marks on the pale ceramic skin as his breath began to become quick and sharp-

[ask-flamey-candelstick]

she gently took the other arm that a had begun scratching 

“Shhh… hey… lets not hurt ourselves alright?”

[itsthecupbros]

-he was trembling under her touch, but didnt fight her,tears continuing to spill from his eyes, his voice was barely audible- …i-im a freak… a monster.. I… I can barely look in the mirror….

[ask-flamey-candelstick]

“No you arent Mugs… Youre an amazing person who I am really happy that I know….can you try to take a few deep breaths?”

[itsthecupbros]

How can you say that?! -he was almost yelling now, his face flushing with despair and anger-

How can you say that after what I’ve done?! Im insane! I went looking for the one person I hate most in the world and what they did only hurt me! I screamed in my brother’s face! The one person who has stuck by me all my life, the one person who cared about me when no one else did… and…. I… I killed them…  lost and lav.. they.. they just wanted to help.. th-they… they came looking for me.. a-and I… I killed them… Did they tell you about that? I bet they didnt… they tried to help me and I killed them.. I wasn’t even cursed.. I..

[ask-flamey-candelstick]

She hugged him

“I know… I know about it from someone not them… but I still know you.”

[itsthecupbros]

…y-you dont understand.. none of you do… there’s no point… our only point of existence is to suffer… th-they decided that im irredeemable… I.. I dont have a choice.. n-none of us do… its not real…. y-you dont understand… you d-dont… understand….

-he said all of this in a hushed and terrified whisper, so flamey was only barely able to hear him-

[ask-flamey-candelstick]

“But I do…. I’ve known for a long time…. but even so I still can feel things.”

[itsthecupbros]

But it doesn’t matter because none of this is real! they’re making us feel this! They’re making us do this! I… I cant… I cant do this… I dont want to be here… if our existence is completely fabricated then why is our existence even worth living…?

[ask-flamey-candelstick]

“I’m not sure. But I feel as if I want to exist, and I want you to exist. I know its hard...but please at the very least understand that no matter what I will never hate you”

[itsthecupbros]

Mugman woke up on the couch with a strangled gasp, his right hand flying to his robotic left arm, which was aching like it was on fire, as if every muscle in the arm he didnt have was cramping up at once. He let out a whimper of pain, his breaths becoming quick and sharp, squeezing his eyes shut and bringing his knees close to his chest. As he touched the cold metal of his arm, he felt as if it were a foreign part of him. He couldn’t feel the fingers of his hand when he touched it, and the phantom pains continued.

He staggered to his feet, stumbling to the front door and pushing it open. He managed to get to the beach, collapsing to his knees and letting out a whimper of agony. He tried to stabilize his breathing, the pains always went away, but the length of time in which they occurred always differed.

// soooo, phantom pains is a phenomenon which happens to people with severed limbs, wether from war or amputation, or anything else. it feels as though the missing limb is in immense amounts of pain-

@solarspinel @moth-steven @ask-flamey-candelstick (or @/jerkfaced-jackie) @trauma-steven @purple-steven @corvid-steven (or @/sapphire-steven) @anyone and their alts!

[ask-flamey-candelstick]

“Mugs? Are you alright?”

Flamey stood there a concerned look on her face

[itsthecupbros]

-he opened his eyes, biting back the tears, he looked at flamey and managed a nod, not trusting himself to speak, he looked away again, trembling in pain as he clutched at his arm-

[ask-flamey-candelstick]

“Oh… oh dear”

she sat down next to him

“Can I see it for a second?”

[itsthecupbros]

-he hesitated and extended his trembling arm towards her, screwing his eyes shut and repressing a whimper, the robotic arm didn’t look damaged in any way, just the same as any other time she had seen it-

[ask-flamey-candelstick]

“Hm… Can I take the prosthetic off for a bit? I need to so I can help with the pain”

[itsthecupbros]

-he hesitated, then nodded- …th-theres… bandages at.. at the sh-shoulder… you can.. t-take them off….

[ask-flamey-candelstick]

she gently removed the arm and sat it in her lap. She then began to massage the remaining limb

“I know a few old friends who got phantom pains so… I learned a way to soothe it….”

[itsthecupbros]

-he nodded shaking, taking a deep breath-

-after a few moments, the pain started to lower to a dull ache and he sighed, opening his eyes-

[ask-flamey-candelstick]

she looked down at the arm her lips pursed in worry

[itsthecupbros]

-he shook his head, reaching a hand up to what’s left of his limb, which wasn’t much, less than half his upper arm left below the shoulder joint- …h-hurts.. I… Its gone.. I-Im never getting it back… its gone.. i-its gone…

-he started scratching at the transitioning point, his fingertips leaving marks on the pale ceramic skin as his breath began to become quick and sharp-

[ask-flamey-candelstick]

she gently took the other arm that a had begun scratching 

“Shhh… hey… lets not hurt ourselves alright?”

[itsthecupbros]

-he was trembling under her touch, but didnt fight her,tears continuing to spill from his eyes, his voice was barely audible- …i-im a freak… a monster.. I… I can barely look in the mirror….

[ask-flamey-candelstick]

“No you arent Mugs… Youre an amazing person who I am really happy that I know….can you try to take a few deep breaths?”

[itsthecupbros]

How can you say that?! -he was almost yelling now, his face flushing with despair and anger-

How can you say that after what I’ve done?! Im insane! I went looking for the one person I hate most in the world and what they did only hurt me! I screamed in my brother’s face! The one person who has stuck by me all my life, the one person who cared about me when no one else did… and…. I… I killed them…  lost and lav.. they.. they just wanted to help.. th-they… they came looking for me.. a-and I… I killed them… Did they tell you about that? I bet they didnt… they tried to help me and I killed them.. I wasn’t even cursed.. I..

[ask-flamey-candelstick]

She hugged him

“I know… I know about it from someone not them… but I still know you.”

[itsthecupbros]

…y-you dont understand.. none of you do… there’s no point… our only point of existence is to suffer… th-they decided that im irredeemable… I.. I dont have a choice.. n-none of us do… its not real…. y-you dont understand… you d-dont… understand….

-he said all of this in a hushed and terrified whisper, so flamey was only barely able to hear him-

[ask-flamey-candelstick]

“But I do.... I’ve known for a long time.... but even so I still can feel things.”

[itsthecupbros]

Mugman woke up on the couch with a strangled gasp, his right hand flying to his robotic left arm, which was aching like it was on fire, as if every muscle in the arm he didnt have was cramping up at once. He let out a whimper of pain, his breaths becoming quick and sharp, squeezing his eyes shut and bringing his knees close to his chest. As he touched the cold metal of his arm, he felt as if it were a foreign part of him. He couldn’t feel the fingers of his hand when he touched it, and the phantom pains continued.

He staggered to his feet, stumbling to the front door and pushing it open. He managed to get to the beach, collapsing to his knees and letting out a whimper of agony. He tried to stabilize his breathing, the pains always went away, but the length of time in which they occurred always differed.

// soooo, phantom pains is a phenomenon which happens to people with severed limbs, wether from war or amputation, or anything else. it feels as though the missing limb is in immense amounts of pain-

@solarspinel @moth-steven @ask-flamey-candelstick (or @/jerkfaced-jackie) @trauma-steven @purple-steven @corvid-steven (or @/sapphire-steven) @anyone and their alts!

[ask-flamey-candelstick]

“Mugs? Are you alright?”

Flamey stood there a concerned look on her face

[itsthecupbros]

-he opened his eyes, biting back the tears, he looked at flamey and managed a nod, not trusting himself to speak, he looked away again, trembling in pain as he clutched at his arm-

[ask-flamey-candelstick]

“Oh… oh dear”

she sat down next to him

“Can I see it for a second?”

[itsthecupbros]

-he hesitated and extended his trembling arm towards her, screwing his eyes shut and repressing a whimper, the robotic arm didn’t look damaged in any way, just the same as any other time she had seen it-

[ask-flamey-candelstick]

“Hm… Can I take the prosthetic off for a bit? I need to so I can help with the pain”

[itsthecupbros]

-he hesitated, then nodded- …th-theres… bandages at.. at the sh-shoulder… you can.. t-take them off….

[ask-flamey-candelstick]

she gently removed the arm and sat it in her lap. She then began to massage the remaining limb

“I know a few old friends who got phantom pains so… I learned a way to soothe it….”

[itsthecupbros]

-he nodded shaking, taking a deep breath-

-after a few moments, the pain started to lower to a dull ache and he sighed, opening his eyes-

[ask-flamey-candelstick]

she looked down at the arm her lips pursed in worry

[itsthecupbros]

-he shook his head, reaching a hand up to what’s left of his limb, which wasn’t much, less than half his upper arm left below the shoulder joint- …h-hurts.. I… Its gone.. I-Im never getting it back… its gone.. i-its gone…

-he started scratching at the transitioning point, his fingertips leaving marks on the pale ceramic skin as his breath began to become quick and sharp-

[ask-flamey-candelstick]

she gently took the other arm that a had begun scratching 

“Shhh… hey… lets not hurt ourselves alright?”

[itsthecupbros]

-he was trembling under her touch, but didnt fight her,tears continuing to spill from his eyes, his voice was barely audible- …i-im a freak… a monster.. I… I can barely look in the mirror….

[ask-flamey-candelstick]

“No you arent Mugs… Youre an amazing person who I am really happy that I know….can you try to take a few deep breaths?”

[itsthecupbros]

How can you say that?! -he was almost yelling now, his face flushing with despair and anger-

How can you say that after what I’ve done?! Im insane! I went looking for the one person I hate most in the world and what they did only hurt me! I screamed in my brother’s face! The one person who has stuck by me all my life, the one person who cared about me when no one else did… and…. I… I killed them…  lost and lav.. they.. they just wanted to help.. th-they… they came looking for me.. a-and I… I killed them… Did they tell you about that? I bet they didnt… they tried to help me and I killed them.. I wasn’t even cursed.. I..

[ask-flamey-candelstick]

She hugged him

“I know... I know about it from someone not them... but I still know you.”

[itsthecupbros]

Mugman woke up on the couch with a strangled gasp, his right hand flying to his robotic left arm, which was aching like it was on fire, as if every muscle in the arm he didnt have was cramping up at once. He let out a whimper of pain, his breaths becoming quick and sharp, squeezing his eyes shut and bringing his knees close to his chest. As he touched the cold metal of his arm, he felt as if it were a foreign part of him. He couldn’t feel the fingers of his hand when he touched it, and the phantom pains continued.

He staggered to his feet, stumbling to the front door and pushing it open. He managed to get to the beach, collapsing to his knees and letting out a whimper of agony. He tried to stabilize his breathing, the pains always went away, but the length of time in which they occurred always differed.

// soooo, phantom pains is a phenomenon which happens to people with severed limbs, wether from war or amputation, or anything else. it feels as though the missing limb is in immense amounts of pain-

@solarspinel @moth-steven @ask-flamey-candelstick (or @/jerkfaced-jackie) @trauma-steven @purple-steven @corvid-steven (or @/sapphire-steven) @anyone and their alts!

[ask-flamey-candelstick]

“Mugs? Are you alright?”

Flamey stood there a concerned look on her face

[itsthecupbros]

-he opened his eyes, biting back the tears, he looked at flamey and managed a nod, not trusting himself to speak, he looked away again, trembling in pain as he clutched at his arm-

[ask-flamey-candelstick]

“Oh… oh dear”

she sat down next to him

“Can I see it for a second?”

[itsthecupbros]

-he hesitated and extended his trembling arm towards her, screwing his eyes shut and repressing a whimper, the robotic arm didn’t look damaged in any way, just the same as any other time she had seen it-

[ask-flamey-candelstick]

“Hm… Can I take the prosthetic off for a bit? I need to so I can help with the pain”

[itsthecupbros]

-he hesitated, then nodded- …th-theres… bandages at.. at the sh-shoulder… you can.. t-take them off….

[ask-flamey-candelstick]

she gently removed the arm and sat it in her lap. She then began to massage the remaining limb

“I know a few old friends who got phantom pains so… I learned a way to soothe it….”

[itsthecupbros]

-he nodded shaking, taking a deep breath-

-after a few moments, the pain started to lower to a dull ache and he sighed, opening his eyes-

[ask-flamey-candelstick]

she looked down at the arm her lips pursed in worry

[itsthecupbros]

-he shook his head, reaching a hand up to what’s left of his limb, which wasn’t much, less than half his upper arm left below the shoulder joint- …h-hurts.. I… Its gone.. I-Im never getting it back… its gone.. i-its gone…

-he started scratching at the transitioning point, his fingertips leaving marks on the pale ceramic skin as his breath began to become quick and sharp-

[ask-flamey-candelstick]

she gently took the other arm that a had begun scratching 

“Shhh… hey… lets not hurt ourselves alright?”

[itsthecupbros]

-he was trembling under her touch, but didnt fight her,tears continuing to spill from his eyes, his voice was barely audible- …i-im a freak… a monster.. I… I can barely look in the mirror….

[ask-flamey-candelstick]

“No you arent Mugs... Youre an amazing person who I am really happy that I know....can you try to take a few deep breaths?”

[itsthecupbros]

Mugman woke up on the couch with a strangled gasp, his right hand flying to his robotic left arm, which was aching like it was on fire, as if every muscle in the arm he didnt have was cramping up at once. He let out a whimper of pain, his breaths becoming quick and sharp, squeezing his eyes shut and bringing his knees close to his chest. As he touched the cold metal of his arm, he felt as if it were a foreign part of him. He couldn’t feel the fingers of his hand when he touched it, and the phantom pains continued.

He staggered to his feet, stumbling to the front door and pushing it open. He managed to get to the beach, collapsing to his knees and letting out a whimper of agony. He tried to stabilize his breathing, the pains always went away, but the length of time in which they occurred always differed.

// soooo, phantom pains is a phenomenon which happens to people with severed limbs, wether from war or amputation, or anything else. it feels as though the missing limb is in immense amounts of pain-

@solarspinel @moth-steven @ask-flamey-candelstick (or @/jerkfaced-jackie) @trauma-steven @purple-steven @corvid-steven (or @/sapphire-steven) @anyone and their alts!

[ask-flamey-candelstick]

“Mugs? Are you alright?”

Flamey stood there a concerned look on her face

[itsthecupbros]

-he opened his eyes, biting back the tears, he looked at flamey and managed a nod, not trusting himself to speak, he looked away again, trembling in pain as he clutched at his arm-

[ask-flamey-candelstick]

“Oh… oh dear”

she sat down next to him

“Can I see it for a second?”

[itsthecupbros]

-he hesitated and extended his trembling arm towards her, screwing his eyes shut and repressing a whimper, the robotic arm didn’t look damaged in any way, just the same as any other time she had seen it-

[ask-flamey-candelstick]

“Hm… Can I take the prosthetic off for a bit? I need to so I can help with the pain”

[itsthecupbros]

-he hesitated, then nodded- …th-theres… bandages at.. at the sh-shoulder… you can.. t-take them off….

[ask-flamey-candelstick]

she gently removed the arm and sat it in her lap. She then began to massage the remaining limb

“I know a few old friends who got phantom pains so… I learned a way to soothe it….”

[itsthecupbros]

-he nodded shaking, taking a deep breath-

-after a few moments, the pain started to lower to a dull ache and he sighed, opening his eyes-

[ask-flamey-candelstick]

she looked down at the arm her lips pursed in worry

[itsthecupbros]

-he shook his head, reaching a hand up to what’s left of his limb, which wasn’t much, less than half his upper arm left below the shoulder joint- …h-hurts.. I… Its gone.. I-Im never getting it back… its gone.. i-its gone…

-he started scratching at the transitioning point, his fingertips leaving marks on the pale ceramic skin as his breath began to become quick and sharp-

[ask-flamey-candelstick]

she gently took the other arm that a had begun scratching 

“Shhh... hey... lets not hurt ourselves alright?”

[itsthecupbros]

Mugman woke up on the couch with a strangled gasp, his right hand flying to his robotic left arm, which was aching like it was on fire, as if every muscle in the arm he didnt have was cramping up at once. He let out a whimper of pain, his breaths becoming quick and sharp, squeezing his eyes shut and bringing his knees close to his chest. As he touched the cold metal of his arm, he felt as if it were a foreign part of him. He couldn’t feel the fingers of his hand when he touched it, and the phantom pains continued.

He staggered to his feet, stumbling to the front door and pushing it open. He managed to get to the beach, collapsing to his knees and letting out a whimper of agony. He tried to stabilize his breathing, the pains always went away, but the length of time in which they occurred always differed.

// soooo, phantom pains is a phenomenon which happens to people with severed limbs, wether from war or amputation, or anything else. it feels as though the missing limb is in immense amounts of pain-

@solarspinel @moth-steven @ask-flamey-candelstick (or @/jerkfaced-jackie) @trauma-steven @purple-steven @corvid-steven (or @/sapphire-steven) @anyone and their alts!

[ask-flamey-candelstick]

“Mugs? Are you alright?”

Flamey stood there a concerned look on her face

[itsthecupbros]

-he opened his eyes, biting back the tears, he looked at flamey and managed a nod, not trusting himself to speak, he looked away again, trembling in pain as he clutched at his arm-

[ask-flamey-candelstick]

“Oh… oh dear”

she sat down next to him

“Can I see it for a second?”

[itsthecupbros]

-he hesitated and extended his trembling arm towards her, screwing his eyes shut and repressing a whimper, the robotic arm didn’t look damaged in any way, just the same as any other time she had seen it-

[ask-flamey-candelstick]

“Hm… Can I take the prosthetic off for a bit? I need to so I can help with the pain”

[itsthecupbros]

-he hesitated, then nodded- …th-theres… bandages at.. at the sh-shoulder… you can.. t-take them off….

[ask-flamey-candelstick]

she gently removed the arm and sat it in her lap. She then began to massage the remaining limb

“I know a few old friends who got phantom pains so… I learned a way to soothe it….”

[itsthecupbros]

-he nodded shaking, taking a deep breath-

-after a few moments, the pain started to lower to a dull ache and he sighed, opening his eyes-

[ask-flamey-candelstick]

she looked down at the arm her lips pursed in worry

[itsthecupbros]

Mugman woke up on the couch with a strangled gasp, his right hand flying to his robotic left arm, which was aching like it was on fire, as if every muscle in the arm he didnt have was cramping up at once. He let out a whimper of pain, his breaths becoming quick and sharp, squeezing his eyes shut and bringing his knees close to his chest. As he touched the cold metal of his arm, he felt as if it were a foreign part of him. He couldn’t feel the fingers of his hand when he touched it, and the phantom pains continued.

He staggered to his feet, stumbling to the front door and pushing it open. He managed to get to the beach, collapsing to his knees and letting out a whimper of agony. He tried to stabilize his breathing, the pains always went away, but the length of time in which they occurred always differed.

// soooo, phantom pains is a phenomenon which happens to people with severed limbs, wether from war or amputation, or anything else. it feels as though the missing limb is in immense amounts of pain-

@solarspinel @moth-steven @ask-flamey-candelstick (or @/jerkfaced-jackie) @trauma-steven @purple-steven @corvid-steven (or @/sapphire-steven) @anyone and their alts!

[ask-flamey-candelstick]

“Mugs? Are you alright?”

Flamey stood there a concerned look on her face

[itsthecupbros]

-he opened his eyes, biting back the tears, he looked at flamey and managed a nod, not trusting himself to speak, he looked away again, trembling in pain as he clutched at his arm-

[ask-flamey-candelstick]

“Oh… oh dear”

she sat down next to him

“Can I see it for a second?”

[itsthecupbros]

-he hesitated and extended his trembling arm towards her, screwing his eyes shut and repressing a whimper, the robotic arm didn’t look damaged in any way, just the same as any other time she had seen it-

[ask-flamey-candelstick]

“Hm… Can I take the prosthetic off for a bit? I need to so I can help with the pain”

[itsthecupbros]

-he hesitated, then nodded- …th-theres… bandages at.. at the sh-shoulder… you can.. t-take them off….

[ask-flamey-candelstick]

she gently removed the arm and sat it in her lap. She then began to massage the remaining limb

“I know a few old friends who got phantom pains so... I learned a way to soothe it....”

[itsthecupbros]

Mugman woke up on the couch with a strangled gasp, his right hand flying to his robotic left arm, which was aching like it was on fire, as if every muscle in the arm he didnt have was cramping up at once. He let out a whimper of pain, his breaths becoming quick and sharp, squeezing his eyes shut and bringing his knees close to his chest. As he touched the cold metal of his arm, he felt as if it were a foreign part of him. He couldn’t feel the fingers of his hand when he touched it, and the phantom pains continued.

He staggered to his feet, stumbling to the front door and pushing it open. He managed to get to the beach, collapsing to his knees and letting out a whimper of agony. He tried to stabilize his breathing, the pains always went away, but the length of time in which they occurred always differed.

// soooo, phantom pains is a phenomenon which happens to people with severed limbs, wether from war or amputation, or anything else. it feels as though the missing limb is in immense amounts of pain-

@solarspinel @moth-steven @ask-flamey-candelstick (or @/jerkfaced-jackie) @trauma-steven @purple-steven @corvid-steven (or @/sapphire-steven) @anyone and their alts!

[ask-flamey-candelstick]

“Mugs? Are you alright?”

Flamey stood there a concerned look on her face

[itsthecupbros]

-he opened his eyes, biting back the tears, he looked at flamey and managed a nod, not trusting himself to speak, he looked away again, trembling in pain as he clutched at his arm-

[ask-flamey-candelstick]

“Oh… oh dear”

she sat down next to him

“Can I see it for a second?”

[itsthecupbros]

-he hesitated and extended his trembling arm towards her, screwing his eyes shut and repressing a whimper, the robotic arm didn’t look damaged in any way, just the same as any other time she had seen it-

[ask-flamey-candelstick]

“Hm... Can I take the prosthetic off for a bit? I need to so I can help with the pain”

[itsthecupbros]

Mugman woke up on the couch with a strangled gasp, his right hand flying to his robotic left arm, which was aching like it was on fire, as if every muscle in the arm he didnt have was cramping up at once. He let out a whimper of pain, his breaths becoming quick and sharp, squeezing his eyes shut and bringing his knees close to his chest. As he touched the cold metal of his arm, he felt as if it were a foreign part of him. He couldn’t feel the fingers of his hand when he touched it, and the phantom pains continued.

He staggered to his feet, stumbling to the front door and pushing it open. He managed to get to the beach, collapsing to his knees and letting out a whimper of agony. He tried to stabilize his breathing, the pains always went away, but the length of time in which they occurred always differed.

// soooo, phantom pains is a phenomenon which happens to people with severed limbs, wether from war or amputation, or anything else. it feels as though the missing limb is in immense amounts of pain-

@solarspinel @moth-steven @ask-flamey-candelstick (or @/jerkfaced-jackie) @trauma-steven @purple-steven @corvid-steven (or @/sapphire-steven) @anyone and their alts!

[ask-flamey-candelstick]

“Mugs? Are you alright?”

Flamey stood there a concerned look on her face

[itsthecupbros]

-he opened his eyes, biting back the tears, he looked at flamey and managed a nod, not trusting himself to speak, he looked away again, trembling in pain as he clutched at his arm-

[ask-flamey-candelstick]

“Oh... oh dear”

she sat down next to him

“Can I see it for a second?”

[itsthecupbros]

Mugman woke up on the couch with a strangled gasp, his right hand flying to his robotic left arm, which was aching like it was on fire, as if every muscle in the arm he didnt have was cramping up at once. He let out a whimper of pain, his breaths becoming quick and sharp, squeezing his eyes shut and bringing his knees close to his chest. As he touched the cold metal of his arm, he felt as if it were a foreign part of him. He couldn’t feel the fingers of his hand when he touched it, and the phantom pains continued.

He staggered to his feet, stumbling to the front door and pushing it open. He managed to get to the beach, collapsing to his knees and letting out a whimper of agony. He tried to stabilize his breathing, the pains always went away, but the length of time in which they occurred always differed.

// soooo, phantom pains is a phenomenon which happens to people with severed limbs, wether from war or amputation, or anything else. it feels as though the missing limb is in immense amounts of pain-

@solarspinel @moth-steven @ask-flamey-candelstick (or @/jerkfaced-jackie) @trauma-steven @purple-steven @corvid-steven (or @/sapphire-steven) @anyone and their alts!

[ask-flamey-candelstick]

“Mugs? Are you alright?”

Flamey stood there a concerned look on her face

[iammilomurphy]

// okay, so this beat came up in one of me and @/moth-steven’s rps, and I feel like its kinda important, so im making its own thread for it-

-milo came bolting out of the forest, his cheeks flushed and his breaths heaving. He stopped a few paces out, holding his knees and trying to catch his breath-

// @solarspinel @ask-flamey-candelstick (or @/jerkfaced-jackie) @purple-steven @spinel-but-touch-starved (if you want-) @corvid-steven @anyone and their alts!!

[ask-flamey-candelstick]

Flameys head popped up at the sound and spun around. When she saw Milo she immediately ran towards him

“Milo! Milo are you ok?!?”

[iammilomurphy]

-he looked up, still rather out of breath- Oh! Flamey! im fine! nothing’s wrong… a-alastor is just in one of his moods.. I.. I had to give him some space…

[ask-flamey-candelstick]

she suddenly looked upset and crouched down next to him. Her flame gave off a soft homely warmth 

“Milo….what happened”

[iammilomurphy]

-there were a handful of bruises on his arms and one on his leg, the gash on his cheek was almost fully scarred- No! Please, its fine! Its my fault anyway….

[ask-flamey-candelstick]

She frowned her eyes looking sad and worried

“Milo! No one can treat you like this! I don’t care who they are. There is no reason that could justify this”

[iammilomurphy]

Its nothing, really! I-I just anciently brought up his family… h-he just…. -he swallowed- …h-he was upset.. he cant think clearly when he’s upset… he… he said I was just like his parents… a-and that I was trying to hurt him.. I.. I tried to say that wasn’t true but.. he….  when I got close h-he turned around and… Its okay though! Im fine, I promise! I.. I should have known he needed time..  h-he just needs to calm down.. th-this has happened before…. I-Its my fault… 

[ask-flamey-candelstick]

“No….no milo! None of this is your fault. He cant just use his parents as an excuse to hurt you! I know plenty of people including myself who have been through things like that and none of us would do this…”

her voice shook with worry and fear

“Milo you cant just let him do this to you… you’re an amazing and kind person who doesn’t deserve any of this”

[iammilomurphy]

No! No, please! Its my fault! Anything that can go wrong will, remember?! Even emotionally! Its my fault!

-he sounded like he was trying to convince himself, alastor affected him more than he’d like to believe-

[ask-flamey-candelstick]

“Milo… Milo, Alastor might…not be the best person…. I wanted to tell you earlier but you were so happy and I….didnt want….I didnt want to hurt you”

she placed her hands on his shoulders

“This isnt your fault. You cant take the blame for someone else hurting you”

[iammilomurphy]

-he hesitated, his eyes starting to well with tears- No! No, no! Please! He needs my help! I-I cant just leave him! I need to stay with him.. I..

[ask-flamey-candelstick]

“Milo you dont have to leave him…you just cant let him hurt you…. There is no excuse to hurt someone like the way he’s hurting you.”

she pulled him into a hug

“I know you may feel guilty for it but its not your fault and you arent responsible for him… You arent responsible for him or his actions”

[iammilomurphy]

-he struggled for a few moments before his shoulders slumped, tears streaming down his face and his eyes downcast, letting his pain wash over him-

[ask-flamey-candelstick]

she just continued to hug him while humming a song

“I’ve got you kiddo…”

[iammilomurphy]

-he hugged him back, closing his eyes. He choked out a sob, then another, and before he knew it his body was shaking with the effort of countless sobs, his tears starting to soak the shoulder of flamey’s dress-

[ask-flamey-candelstick]

She sighed just glad that she was there for him(And also that her dress was waterproof). She continued humming rubbing his back a little 

[iammilomurphy]

-after a few minutes, he pulled away, reaching into his backpack and puling out a handkerchief, he wiped his eyes, letting out a dry laugh- ..s-sorry…

[ask-flamey-candelstick]

“It fine… I dont mind. I care a lot about you after all”

she still sat in front of him a soft look in her eyes

“Hey uh…humans need water right?”

[iammilomurphy]

-he nodded- …I dont keep water in my backpack… or any kind of liquid… too easy for something to go wrong….

[ask-flamey-candelstick]

“...hm...alright we can get you some in a bit then, alright?”

[iammilomurphy]

// okay, so this beat came up in one of me and @/moth-steven’s rps, and I feel like its kinda important, so im making its own thread for it-

-milo came bolting out of the forest, his cheeks flushed and his breaths heaving. He stopped a few paces out, holding his knees and trying to catch his breath-

// @solarspinel @ask-flamey-candelstick (or @/jerkfaced-jackie) @purple-steven @spinel-but-touch-starved (if you want-) @corvid-steven @anyone and their alts!!

[ask-flamey-candelstick]

Flameys head popped up at the sound and spun around. When she saw Milo she immediately ran towards him

“Milo! Milo are you ok?!?”

[iammilomurphy]

-he looked up, still rather out of breath- Oh! Flamey! im fine! nothing’s wrong… a-alastor is just in one of his moods.. I.. I had to give him some space…

[ask-flamey-candelstick]

she suddenly looked upset and crouched down next to him. Her flame gave off a soft homely warmth 

“Milo….what happened”

[iammilomurphy]

-there were a handful of bruises on his arms and one on his leg, the gash on his cheek was almost fully scarred- No! Please, its fine! Its my fault anyway….

[ask-flamey-candelstick]

She frowned her eyes looking sad and worried

“Milo! No one can treat you like this! I don’t care who they are. There is no reason that could justify this”

[iammilomurphy]

Its nothing, really! I-I just anciently brought up his family… h-he just…. -he swallowed- …h-he was upset.. he cant think clearly when he’s upset… he… he said I was just like his parents… a-and that I was trying to hurt him.. I.. I tried to say that wasn’t true but.. he….  when I got close h-he turned around and… Its okay though! Im fine, I promise! I.. I should have known he needed time..  h-he just needs to calm down.. th-this has happened before…. I-Its my fault… 

[ask-flamey-candelstick]

“No….no milo! None of this is your fault. He cant just use his parents as an excuse to hurt you! I know plenty of people including myself who have been through things like that and none of us would do this…”

her voice shook with worry and fear

“Milo you cant just let him do this to you… you’re an amazing and kind person who doesn’t deserve any of this”

[iammilomurphy]

No! No, please! Its my fault! Anything that can go wrong will, remember?! Even emotionally! Its my fault!

-he sounded like he was trying to convince himself, alastor affected him more than he’d like to believe-

[ask-flamey-candelstick]

“Milo… Milo, Alastor might…not be the best person…. I wanted to tell you earlier but you were so happy and I….didnt want….I didnt want to hurt you”

she placed her hands on his shoulders

“This isnt your fault. You cant take the blame for someone else hurting you”

[iammilomurphy]

-he hesitated, his eyes starting to well with tears- No! No, no! Please! He needs my help! I-I cant just leave him! I need to stay with him.. I..

[ask-flamey-candelstick]

“Milo you dont have to leave him…you just cant let him hurt you…. There is no excuse to hurt someone like the way he’s hurting you.”

she pulled him into a hug

“I know you may feel guilty for it but its not your fault and you arent responsible for him… You arent responsible for him or his actions”

[iammilomurphy]

-he struggled for a few moments before his shoulders slumped, tears streaming down his face and his eyes downcast, letting his pain wash over him-

[ask-flamey-candelstick]

she just continued to hug him while humming a song

“I’ve got you kiddo…”

[iammilomurphy]

-he hugged him back, closing his eyes. He choked out a sob, then another, and before he knew it his body was shaking with the effort of countless sobs, his tears starting to soak the shoulder of flamey’s dress-

[ask-flamey-candelstick]

She sighed just glad that she was there for him(And also that her dress was waterproof). She continued humming rubbing his back a little 

[iammilomurphy]

-after a few minutes, he pulled away, reaching into his backpack and puling out a handkerchief, he wiped his eyes, letting out a dry laugh- ..s-sorry…

[ask-flamey-candelstick]

“It fine... I dont mind. I care a lot about you after all”

she still sat in front of him a soft look in her eyes

“Hey uh...humans need water right?”

[iammilomurphy]

// okay, so this beat came up in one of me and @/moth-steven’s rps, and I feel like its kinda important, so im making its own thread for it-

-milo came bolting out of the forest, his cheeks flushed and his breaths heaving. He stopped a few paces out, holding his knees and trying to catch his breath-

// @solarspinel @ask-flamey-candelstick (or @/jerkfaced-jackie) @purple-steven @spinel-but-touch-starved (if you want-) @corvid-steven @anyone and their alts!!

[ask-flamey-candelstick]

Flameys head popped up at the sound and spun around. When she saw Milo she immediately ran towards him

“Milo! Milo are you ok?!?”

[iammilomurphy]

-he looked up, still rather out of breath- Oh! Flamey! im fine! nothing’s wrong… a-alastor is just in one of his moods.. I.. I had to give him some space…

[ask-flamey-candelstick]

she suddenly looked upset and crouched down next to him. Her flame gave off a soft homely warmth 

“Milo….what happened”

[iammilomurphy]

-there were a handful of bruises on his arms and one on his leg, the gash on his cheek was almost fully scarred- No! Please, its fine! Its my fault anyway….

[ask-flamey-candelstick]

She frowned her eyes looking sad and worried

“Milo! No one can treat you like this! I don’t care who they are. There is no reason that could justify this”

[iammilomurphy]

Its nothing, really! I-I just anciently brought up his family… h-he just…. -he swallowed- …h-he was upset.. he cant think clearly when he’s upset… he… he said I was just like his parents… a-and that I was trying to hurt him.. I.. I tried to say that wasn’t true but.. he….  when I got close h-he turned around and… Its okay though! Im fine, I promise! I.. I should have known he needed time..  h-he just needs to calm down.. th-this has happened before…. I-Its my fault… 

[ask-flamey-candelstick]

“No….no milo! None of this is your fault. He cant just use his parents as an excuse to hurt you! I know plenty of people including myself who have been through things like that and none of us would do this…”

her voice shook with worry and fear

“Milo you cant just let him do this to you… you’re an amazing and kind person who doesn’t deserve any of this”

[iammilomurphy]

No! No, please! Its my fault! Anything that can go wrong will, remember?! Even emotionally! Its my fault!

-he sounded like he was trying to convince himself, alastor affected him more than he’d like to believe-

[ask-flamey-candelstick]

“Milo… Milo, Alastor might…not be the best person…. I wanted to tell you earlier but you were so happy and I….didnt want….I didnt want to hurt you”

she placed her hands on his shoulders

“This isnt your fault. You cant take the blame for someone else hurting you”

[iammilomurphy]

-he hesitated, his eyes starting to well with tears- No! No, no! Please! He needs my help! I-I cant just leave him! I need to stay with him.. I..

[ask-flamey-candelstick]

“Milo you dont have to leave him…you just cant let him hurt you…. There is no excuse to hurt someone like the way he’s hurting you.”

she pulled him into a hug

“I know you may feel guilty for it but its not your fault and you arent responsible for him… You arent responsible for him or his actions”

[iammilomurphy]

-he struggled for a few moments before his shoulders slumped, tears streaming down his face and his eyes downcast, letting his pain wash over him-

[ask-flamey-candelstick]

she just continued to hug him while humming a song

“I’ve got you kiddo…”

[iammilomurphy]

-he hugged him back, closing his eyes. He choked out a sob, then another, and before he knew it his body was shaking with the effort of countless sobs, his tears starting to soak the shoulder of flamey’s dress-

[ask-flamey-candelstick]

She sighed just glad that she was there for him(And also that her dress was waterproof). She continued humming rubbing his back a little 

[iammilomurphy]

// okay, so this beat came up in one of me and @/moth-steven’s rps, and I feel like its kinda important, so im making its own thread for it-

-milo came bolting out of the forest, his cheeks flushed and his breaths heaving. He stopped a few paces out, holding his knees and trying to catch his breath-

// @solarspinel @ask-flamey-candelstick (or @/jerkfaced-jackie) @purple-steven @spinel-but-touch-starved (if you want-) @corvid-steven @anyone and their alts!!

[ask-flamey-candelstick]

Flameys head popped up at the sound and spun around. When she saw Milo she immediately ran towards him

“Milo! Milo are you ok?!?”

[iammilomurphy]

-he looked up, still rather out of breath- Oh! Flamey! im fine! nothing’s wrong… a-alastor is just in one of his moods.. I.. I had to give him some space…

[ask-flamey-candelstick]

she suddenly looked upset and crouched down next to him. Her flame gave off a soft homely warmth 

“Milo….what happened”

[iammilomurphy]

-there were a handful of bruises on his arms and one on his leg, the gash on his cheek was almost fully scarred- No! Please, its fine! Its my fault anyway….

[ask-flamey-candelstick]

She frowned her eyes looking sad and worried

“Milo! No one can treat you like this! I don’t care who they are. There is no reason that could justify this”

[iammilomurphy]

Its nothing, really! I-I just anciently brought up his family… h-he just…. -he swallowed- …h-he was upset.. he cant think clearly when he’s upset… he… he said I was just like his parents… a-and that I was trying to hurt him.. I.. I tried to say that wasn’t true but.. he….  when I got close h-he turned around and… Its okay though! Im fine, I promise! I.. I should have known he needed time..  h-he just needs to calm down.. th-this has happened before…. I-Its my fault… 

[ask-flamey-candelstick]

“No….no milo! None of this is your fault. He cant just use his parents as an excuse to hurt you! I know plenty of people including myself who have been through things like that and none of us would do this…”

her voice shook with worry and fear

“Milo you cant just let him do this to you… you’re an amazing and kind person who doesn’t deserve any of this”

[iammilomurphy]

No! No, please! Its my fault! Anything that can go wrong will, remember?! Even emotionally! Its my fault!

-he sounded like he was trying to convince himself, alastor affected him more than he’d like to believe-

[ask-flamey-candelstick]

“Milo… Milo, Alastor might…not be the best person…. I wanted to tell you earlier but you were so happy and I….didnt want….I didnt want to hurt you”

she placed her hands on his shoulders

“This isnt your fault. You cant take the blame for someone else hurting you”

[iammilomurphy]

-he hesitated, his eyes starting to well with tears- No! No, no! Please! He needs my help! I-I cant just leave him! I need to stay with him.. I..

[ask-flamey-candelstick]

“Milo you dont have to leave him…you just cant let him hurt you…. There is no excuse to hurt someone like the way he’s hurting you.”

she pulled him into a hug

“I know you may feel guilty for it but its not your fault and you arent responsible for him… You arent responsible for him or his actions”

[iammilomurphy]

-he struggled for a few moments before his shoulders slumped, tears streaming down his face and his eyes downcast, letting his pain wash over him-

[ask-flamey-candelstick]

she just continued to hug him while humming a song

“I’ve got you kiddo...”

[iammilomurphy]

// okay, so this beat came up in one of me and @/moth-steven’s rps, and I feel like its kinda important, so im making its own thread for it-

-milo came bolting out of the forest, his cheeks flushed and his breaths heaving. He stopped a few paces out, holding his knees and trying to catch his breath-

// @solarspinel @ask-flamey-candelstick (or @/jerkfaced-jackie) @purple-steven @spinel-but-touch-starved (if you want-) @corvid-steven @anyone and their alts!!

[ask-flamey-candelstick]

Flameys head popped up at the sound and spun around. When she saw Milo she immediately ran towards him

“Milo! Milo are you ok?!?”

[iammilomurphy]

-he looked up, still rather out of breath- Oh! Flamey! im fine! nothing’s wrong… a-alastor is just in one of his moods.. I.. I had to give him some space…

[ask-flamey-candelstick]

she suddenly looked upset and crouched down next to him. Her flame gave off a soft homely warmth 

“Milo….what happened”

[iammilomurphy]

-there were a handful of bruises on his arms and one on his leg, the gash on his cheek was almost fully scarred- No! Please, its fine! Its my fault anyway….

[ask-flamey-candelstick]

She frowned her eyes looking sad and worried

“Milo! No one can treat you like this! I don’t care who they are. There is no reason that could justify this”

[iammilomurphy]

Its nothing, really! I-I just anciently brought up his family… h-he just…. -he swallowed- …h-he was upset.. he cant think clearly when he’s upset… he… he said I was just like his parents… a-and that I was trying to hurt him.. I.. I tried to say that wasn’t true but.. he….  when I got close h-he turned around and… Its okay though! Im fine, I promise! I.. I should have known he needed time..  h-he just needs to calm down.. th-this has happened before…. I-Its my fault… 

[ask-flamey-candelstick]

“No….no milo! None of this is your fault. He cant just use his parents as an excuse to hurt you! I know plenty of people including myself who have been through things like that and none of us would do this…”

her voice shook with worry and fear

“Milo you cant just let him do this to you… you’re an amazing and kind person who doesn’t deserve any of this”

[iammilomurphy]

No! No, please! Its my fault! Anything that can go wrong will, remember?! Even emotionally! Its my fault!

-he sounded like he was trying to convince himself, alastor affected him more than he’d like to believe-

[ask-flamey-candelstick]

“Milo… Milo, Alastor might…not be the best person…. I wanted to tell you earlier but you were so happy and I….didnt want….I didnt want to hurt you”

she placed her hands on his shoulders

“This isnt your fault. You cant take the blame for someone else hurting you”

[iammilomurphy]

-he hesitated, his eyes starting to well with tears- No! No, no! Please! He needs my help! I-I cant just leave him! I need to stay with him.. I..

[ask-flamey-candelstick]

“Milo you dont have to leave him...you just cant let him hurt you.... There is no excuse to hurt someone like the way he’s hurting you.”

she pulled him into a hug

“I know you may feel guilty for it but its not your fault and you arent responsible for him... You arent responsible for him or his actions”