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Dewa doesn’t protest to being picked up as such. Instead, he wraps his arms up over his neck, nuzzling into his shoulder. He felt extremely warm, soft. He smiled a bit to himself. “I want to take a bath…and relax…”

Kouske smiled and kissed Dewas neck, smiling happily to himself. "A bath? Alright I'll go get it ready for you then beloved." Laying Masaomi down onto the bed, Kosuke walked into the bathroom and began filling the tub. "Koishii, do you want bubbles?"

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I'm home

Dewa buried his face against his neck, trying to stop his own tears. He just…clung onto him, the sobs softening slightly as he tried to get a hold of his emotions. “Stupid…of course I forgive you…” He whispered, closing his eyes and hugging him closer. “Don’t do that anymore…please….no more…”

The baby moved underneath Kosuke’s hand, the first time she’s ever been felt moving againt his hand. It was all too real…and Dewa felt himself gradually begin to relax, the sobs stopping, but the tears just running on their own. “No more, Ko..y…you can’t do that anymore….you’ve missed so much already…I don’t want you to miss anymore…no more….please…”

Pressing another soft kiss to the top of Dewas head, Kosuke got to his feet and picked Dewa up into his arms. "I swear to god, I will never leaver our family. Never again." he promised, nuzzling their noses together and whisking off to the bedroom.

"I really missed holding you and cuddling on top of everything else." He murmured, placing them both down on the bed before crawling in beside Masaomi and pulling him against his chest. "I missed this...."

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I'm home

He continued to cry despite being told not to, holding onto Kosuke as if he’d disappear again if he let go for a second. Everything was just shaking, relieved, terrified, traumatized. He was never going to let go for as long as he lived. Ko was his and nobody else’s. Not even the world could take him away.

He hiccupped and looked up, holding his face firmly and trying to look angry and stern, but he probably looked like a crying mess, trying to calm the fuck down. “D…Don’t you ever…hic…e-ever do that again, Fujishima, you u-understand? I…o-oh god…don’t you ever leave me like that…Fuck…Damn…You…You jerk…I…” It had to be his hormones, had to. He hid his face down against his shoulder. “N…never again…please…don’t leave us ever again..”

Pressing his face into Dewas hair, he inhaled the familiar scent. A mixture of that and Dewas words is what tipped him over. He could no longer hide the tears, both of joy and regret, regret for leaving. Allowing himself to softly cry as he held onto his husband, Kosuke rocked them back and forth. "Never.... never again. I'm sorry. I'm a selfish jack ass who doesn't deserve you or our precious daughter, but please... please forgive me." he sobbed softly and almost silently into Dewas hair, filling his senses with the sent.

Reaching a hand down, he soft traced it over the large baby belly. Letting out a bit of a louder cry. "How could I have left...." removing his hand from dewas belly he covered his face. He regretted it, oh he did regret it so much.

I'm home

No, it had to be him dreaming. Pregnant people see things all the time, don’t they? The hormones playing tricks on him? That had to be it. His bottom lip trembled as he tried to sew once more, but his hands were shaking so bad. He heard his voice and heard his footsteps, but it couldn’t be real.

He had left them, hadn’t he? Why was he back? He hiccupped and jumped as he pricked his finger, his trembling spreading through his body. His reactions were upsetting the baby, he could tell by her movements. He shut his eyes tight, now feeling him brush his face. Then the phrase ‘I’m home’ shook him to his very core, his eyes opening and a rush of tears running down his face. "W…w-wh…" His voice was refusing to work, constriction in his throat and chest. Finally, in a broken down, trembling voice he said, "Where have you been…?!" He wailed, dropping the sewing things and moving to cling onto him, crying onto his shoulder. "Where did you go…I was so scared…! You just…! And I…! So alone…!"

Standing up a bit and holding tightly onto Dewa he pet his head and cooed to him softly. Kissing the side of his head as he rocked him back and forth. "Shhh Koishii.... I know.... I'm so sorry. I left you, I know I did. And I don't deserve you at all for doing that, for what I put you through... I just...." shaking his head, Ko sat down on the couch and continued to cling and hold onto his precious lover. "Please love. don't cry. Not over me of all people. I'm home now. So please" he murmured, holding Dewa tightly against him. "Please find it in your heart to forgive me for leaving...."

It had been a mistake, he knew that. He was well aware of that. During his time gone he had done some travelling, gone to Europe, Canada, Australia and learnt a bit more about himself as a person. How to deal with stress and hope to come to realization about where his life was now going and to know that it was perfectly normal that he had been overwhelmed and scared even.

"Please forgive me."

I'm home

The raven set his needle work down and leaned his head back for a few moments, trying to stretch out the pain in his side. Yup, the baby was moving again, feeling little feet push at his right side. He set a hand down gentle, rubbing in smooth circles. “Hey, sweetheart…have a nice nap? I bet you heard the movie, huh? It’s your favorite one.”

Once the kicking had settled down, he resumed sewing, only to freeze as he heard the door open and close. “Chi? That you? You should have called first.” When he didn’t hear a response, he huffed and turned around, about to yell louder. His friend must be deaf. Yet, at sight and sound, he was frozen once again. He just…stared…dark eyes widened in shock, then dimming in sadness and turning away, sinking down into the couch. “I must be dreaming again…” He whispered, pressing his palm to the side of his face as he felt tears well up and roll freely down his cheeks. “Heh…I’m loosing my mind…your momma is loosing his mind…”

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With the duffel bag still on his shoulder, Ko stood there, saddened that he had made his husband so depressed to the point that seeing him felt like a dream to the other. I'm a cruel and horrible husband....

Dropping the bag onto the floor he shoved his hands into his pockets. "Dewa...?" he tried again, this time taking a few steps forward so that he was standing at the edge of the couch. His eyes travelled down to Dewas stomach and he could't help but smile once more. His unborn princess. He beloved daughter.

Looking back into Dewas eyes his smile slightly dropped. "Has my absence been so painful that you would refuse to see that I'm here." He asked, stepping forward a few more paces and kneeling beside him on the floor. Reaching a hand up he gently caressed the side of Dewas face. "Dewa.... I'm Home."

I'm home

And it is at this time that Dewa is walking around the house, tidying up as he normally did every day, though it was a bit harder when he couldn’t get back up from kneeling down. He heaved a pained sigh and rubbed at his back after feeding his turtles, bonding with them for awhile.

Once all the chores had been done, he made himself comfortable on the couch and reclined back, pressing play on the movie he had put in. He tugged the blanket up over his legs and relaxed back against his pillows, pulling up the sewing project he had been working on and listening to the two characters on the movie screen.

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Now seated in a cab, Kosuke watched the scenery flash by him. It was all moving so quickly. Soon he would be home. Looking down at his lap, Ko fiddled with his house keys. He figured Dewa wouldn't change the locks, but what if he had? What if his husband hated him now for leaving? What if he was kicked out....

No..

Shaking his head back and forth he looked out the window. Dewa would never do something like that. Not ever.

Now the cab had stopped outside their home. Handing him some money, Kosuke got out of the vehicle and grabbed his duffel bag from the trunk of the car.

As he walked up to the front door, he looked at the house key before slipping it into the lock and slowly opening the door.

I'm home he thought. Taking off his shoes and quietly closing the door behind him. Ko made his way down the hall of the house until he appeared in the main room. There sat Dewa, curled under a blanket and watching a movie. "Dewa." He said, loudly enough for the other to hear him, with a soft warm smile across his face.

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He's confused.

I'm home

Kosuke stood at the buss station. It had been so long since he had left, he had felt pressured by the move to a new house and for Dewa being close to having the baby and on top of that his schooling. It had been a bit to much and he felt the need for a break. It had been his choice to leave, to not tell anyone he had left or even where he was going, but now he was home. That's all that mattered right? Each day he was gone he had only felt more and more alone, being away from his friends and his family had been the wrong choice to make. He knew that now. Kosuke only hoped that Dewa would forgive him as well.

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Cally here please back the fuck up anon. This person here is precious to me, no matter what. I don't care what happens, you know why? Because I care about her a whole lot. So you start talking shit about her, then you can get the fuck off of her blog and mine because I don't want bitch face anons messing with my precious people. So, goodbye anon, never come back here ever ever ever. baby don't listen to them, you are perfect no matter what

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I'm still sorry.... no matter what.

I love you cally

You are a horrible person. You should feel like shit right now. Did you realize what you did? Have you realized that you leaving has affected that person so much? Did you see what she posted?! How dare you be so selfish you stupid bitch. I can't believe you would do that, and to someone who supposedly meant so much to you. You are a coward. and lying selfish person who doesn't deserve to have the friends you do or did on here. I hope you NEVER come back.

You don't think I know that? I just saw it believe me. I know how big I fucked up okay anon? I really don't need you rubbing it in my face that I just ruined everything for me and so many other people. I sure as hell know I don't deserve any of the friends I made on here and that I sure as hell don't deserve cally. I never deserved her. I never will.

How was i supposed to know that by me loosing my muse and leaving for a bit, that it would affect other people that much? I'm sorry! I didn't know!

If I could I'd take it back, I'd have tried even harder to stay here, to keep my muse for Kosuke.

So I'm sorry. To everyone on here, and to everyone who sees this.

I'm a fuck up.

I wish I could go and take it all back. But I cant, all I can do is try to gain back my muse.

I know that I've fucked shit up with everyone on here, with my friends.... with Cally.... I tore that apart.

I'm sorry.....

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"Ko…love…it’s okay…they probably didn’t mean it…" Has been just doing some random cleaning up around the house, wearing a big shirt and a pair of sweats. He’s just mentally and physically exhausted.