Madeline

Proud mother || My husband is dead (finally) || 29  

[ask-vanden]

A A A A A A

[ask-vanden]

i’m,,, skipping school today so i can Cuddle my Girlfriend

[ask-madeline-williams]

okay

just... make sure you don’t get behind

i love you

[ask-kaitlyn-hudson]

Why doesn’t this child shut up

[ask-madeline-williams]

do you need help??

[ask-kaitlyn-hudson]

no, he’s just

loud

i guess all toddlers are

[ask-madeline-williams]

yeah

if there’s anything i can do, though, just say so

[ask-kaitlyn-hudson]

i will, don’t worry

thanks. a lot

[ask-madeline-williams]

thank you

it’s not an issue, i’m happy to help

[ask-kaitlyn-hudson]

i should be able to raise my own son, shouldn’t i

it’s alright, i can handle it

[ask-madeline-williams]

children are hard to raise, especially on your own

[ask-kaitlyn-hudson]

well, i’m not on my own, there’s……….john

[ask-madeline-williams]

he doesn’t really help you though

[ask-kaitlyn-hudson]

he has his job

[ask-madeline-williams]

he can do stuff after it

[ask-kaitlyn-hudson]

no, it’s….it’s just how it is for us

[ask-madeline-williams]

it’s not healthy

[ask-kaitlyn-hudson]

it works for us

[ask-madeline-williams]

does it really? 

[ask-kaitlyn-hudson]

………….yes

i have to make this one work

[ask-madeline-williams]

it doesn’t seem like it’s healthy though 

i know you think that, but you don’t… you can do what you want 

[ask-kaitlyn-hudson]

well, it’s…….fine

no, i have to. allen is our first kid together, so i have to

[ask-madeline-williams]

it’s not 

you can leave with him 

[ask-kaitlyn-hudson]

i can’t do that, do have any idea how angry everyone would be? 

[ask-madeline-williams]

you need to take care of yourself, though 

[ask-kaitlyn-hudson]

nonono, i can’t do that again, it was bad enough when we lost vanden and caroline, but if i left……oh no, i can’t do that

[ask-madeline-williams]

it’ll be alright 

you need to take care of yourself, though 

[ask-kaitlyn-hudson]

it won’t be, they would probably disown me and i don’t want that and then what if john got custody of allen, he’s never home so i can’t risk these things

[ask-madeline-williams]

i don’t think they’d give him allen 

i... i don’t know 

i’m sorry 

[ask-kaitlyn-hudson]

Why doesn’t this child shut up

[ask-madeline-williams]

do you need help??

[ask-kaitlyn-hudson]

no, he’s just

loud

i guess all toddlers are

[ask-madeline-williams]

yeah

if there’s anything i can do, though, just say so

[ask-kaitlyn-hudson]

i will, don’t worry

thanks. a lot

[ask-madeline-williams]

thank you

it’s not an issue, i’m happy to help

[ask-kaitlyn-hudson]

i should be able to raise my own son, shouldn’t i

it’s alright, i can handle it

[ask-madeline-williams]

children are hard to raise, especially on your own

[ask-kaitlyn-hudson]

well, i’m not on my own, there’s……….john

[ask-madeline-williams]

he doesn’t really help you though

[ask-kaitlyn-hudson]

he has his job

[ask-madeline-williams]

he can do stuff after it

[ask-kaitlyn-hudson]

no, it’s….it’s just how it is for us

[ask-madeline-williams]

it’s not healthy

[ask-kaitlyn-hudson]

it works for us

[ask-madeline-williams]

does it really? 

[ask-kaitlyn-hudson]

………….yes

i have to make this one work

[ask-madeline-williams]

it doesn’t seem like it’s healthy though 

i know you think that, but you don’t… you can do what you want 

[ask-kaitlyn-hudson]

well, it’s…….fine

no, i have to. allen is our first kid together, so i have to

[ask-madeline-williams]

it’s not 

you can leave with him 

[ask-kaitlyn-hudson]

i can’t do that, do have any idea how angry everyone would be? 

[ask-madeline-williams]

you need to take care of yourself, though 

[ask-kaitlyn-hudson]

nonono, i can’t do that again, it was bad enough when we lost vanden and caroline, but if i left……oh no, i can’t do that

[ask-madeline-williams]

it’ll be alright 

you need to take care of yourself, though 

[ask-kaitlyn-hudson]

Why doesn’t this child shut up

[ask-madeline-williams]

do you need help??

[ask-kaitlyn-hudson]

no, he’s just

loud

i guess all toddlers are

[ask-madeline-williams]

yeah

if there’s anything i can do, though, just say so

[ask-kaitlyn-hudson]

i will, don’t worry

thanks. a lot

[ask-madeline-williams]

thank you

it’s not an issue, i’m happy to help

[ask-kaitlyn-hudson]

i should be able to raise my own son, shouldn’t i

it’s alright, i can handle it

[ask-madeline-williams]

children are hard to raise, especially on your own

[ask-kaitlyn-hudson]

well, i’m not on my own, there’s……….john

[ask-madeline-williams]

he doesn’t really help you though

[ask-kaitlyn-hudson]

he has his job

[ask-madeline-williams]

he can do stuff after it

[ask-kaitlyn-hudson]

no, it’s….it’s just how it is for us

[ask-madeline-williams]

it’s not healthy

[ask-kaitlyn-hudson]

it works for us

[ask-madeline-williams]

does it really? 

[ask-kaitlyn-hudson]

………….yes

i have to make this one work

[ask-madeline-williams]

it doesn’t seem like it’s healthy though 

i know you think that, but you don’t… you can do what you want 

[ask-kaitlyn-hudson]

well, it’s…….fine

no, i have to. allen is our first kid together, so i have to

[ask-madeline-williams]

it’s not 

you can leave with him 

[ask-kaitlyn-hudson]

i can’t do that, do have any idea how angry everyone would be? 

[ask-madeline-williams]

you need to take care of yourself, though 

[ask-kaitlyn-hudson]

Why doesn’t this child shut up

[ask-madeline-williams]

do you need help??

[ask-kaitlyn-hudson]

no, he’s just

loud

i guess all toddlers are

[ask-madeline-williams]

yeah

if there’s anything i can do, though, just say so

[ask-kaitlyn-hudson]

i will, don’t worry

thanks. a lot

[ask-madeline-williams]

thank you

it’s not an issue, i’m happy to help

[ask-kaitlyn-hudson]

i should be able to raise my own son, shouldn’t i

it’s alright, i can handle it

[ask-madeline-williams]

children are hard to raise, especially on your own

[ask-kaitlyn-hudson]

well, i’m not on my own, there’s……….john

[ask-madeline-williams]

he doesn’t really help you though

[ask-kaitlyn-hudson]

he has his job

[ask-madeline-williams]

he can do stuff after it

[ask-kaitlyn-hudson]

no, it’s….it’s just how it is for us

[ask-madeline-williams]

it’s not healthy

[ask-kaitlyn-hudson]

it works for us

[ask-madeline-williams]

does it really? 

[ask-kaitlyn-hudson]

………….yes

i have to make this one work

[ask-madeline-williams]

it doesn’t seem like it’s healthy though 

i know you think that, but you don’t… you can do what you want 

[ask-kaitlyn-hudson]

well, it’s…….fine

no, i have to. allen is our first kid together, so i have to

[ask-madeline-williams]

it’s not 

you can leave with him 

[ask-kaitlyn-hudson]

Why doesn’t this child shut up

[ask-madeline-williams]

do you need help??

[ask-kaitlyn-hudson]

no, he’s just

loud

i guess all toddlers are

[ask-madeline-williams]

yeah

if there’s anything i can do, though, just say so

[ask-kaitlyn-hudson]

i will, don’t worry

thanks. a lot

[ask-madeline-williams]

thank you

it’s not an issue, i’m happy to help

[ask-kaitlyn-hudson]

i should be able to raise my own son, shouldn’t i

it’s alright, i can handle it

[ask-madeline-williams]

children are hard to raise, especially on your own

[ask-kaitlyn-hudson]

well, i’m not on my own, there’s……….john

[ask-madeline-williams]

he doesn’t really help you though

[ask-kaitlyn-hudson]

he has his job

[ask-madeline-williams]

he can do stuff after it

[ask-kaitlyn-hudson]

no, it’s….it’s just how it is for us

[ask-madeline-williams]

it’s not healthy

[ask-kaitlyn-hudson]

it works for us

[ask-madeline-williams]

does it really? 

[ask-kaitlyn-hudson]

………….yes

i have to make this one work

[ask-madeline-williams]

it doesn’t seem like it’s healthy though 

i know you think that, but you don’t... you can do what you want 

[ask-kaitlyn-hudson]

Why doesn’t this child shut up

[ask-madeline-williams]

do you need help??

[ask-kaitlyn-hudson]

no, he’s just

loud

i guess all toddlers are

[ask-madeline-williams]

yeah

if there’s anything i can do, though, just say so

[ask-kaitlyn-hudson]

i will, don’t worry

thanks. a lot

[ask-madeline-williams]

thank you

it’s not an issue, i’m happy to help

[ask-kaitlyn-hudson]

i should be able to raise my own son, shouldn’t i

it’s alright, i can handle it

[ask-madeline-williams]

children are hard to raise, especially on your own

[ask-kaitlyn-hudson]

well, i’m not on my own, there’s……….john

[ask-madeline-williams]

he doesn’t really help you though

[ask-kaitlyn-hudson]

he has his job

[ask-madeline-williams]

he can do stuff after it

[ask-kaitlyn-hudson]

no, it’s….it’s just how it is for us

[ask-madeline-williams]

it’s not healthy

[ask-kaitlyn-hudson]

it works for us

[ask-madeline-williams]

does it really? 

[ask-kaitlyn-hudson]

Why doesn’t this child shut up

[ask-madeline-williams]

do you need help??

[ask-kaitlyn-hudson]

no, he’s just

loud

i guess all toddlers are

[ask-madeline-williams]

yeah

if there’s anything i can do, though, just say so

[ask-kaitlyn-hudson]

i will, don’t worry

thanks. a lot

[ask-madeline-williams]

thank you

it’s not an issue, i’m happy to help

[ask-kaitlyn-hudson]

i should be able to raise my own son, shouldn’t i

it’s alright, i can handle it

[ask-madeline-williams]

children are hard to raise, especially on your own

[ask-kaitlyn-hudson]

well, i’m not on my own, there’s……….john

[ask-madeline-williams]

he doesn’t really help you though

[ask-kaitlyn-hudson]

he has his job

[ask-madeline-williams]

he can do stuff after it

[ask-kaitlyn-hudson]

no, it’s….it’s just how it is for us

[ask-madeline-williams]

it’s not healthy

[ask-kaitlyn-hudson]

Why doesn’t this child shut up

[ask-madeline-williams]

do you need help??

[ask-kaitlyn-hudson]

no, he’s just

loud

i guess all toddlers are

[ask-madeline-williams]

yeah

if there’s anything i can do, though, just say so

[ask-kaitlyn-hudson]

i will, don’t worry

thanks. a lot

[ask-madeline-williams]

thank you

it’s not an issue, i’m happy to help

[ask-kaitlyn-hudson]

i should be able to raise my own son, shouldn’t i

it’s alright, i can handle it

[ask-madeline-williams]

children are hard to raise, especially on your own

[ask-kaitlyn-hudson]

well, i’m not on my own, there’s……….john

[ask-madeline-williams]

he doesn’t really help you though

[ask-kaitlyn-hudson]

he has his job

[ask-madeline-williams]

he can do stuff after it

[ask-kaitlyn-hudson]

Why doesn’t this child shut up

[ask-madeline-williams]

do you need help??

[ask-kaitlyn-hudson]

no, he’s just

loud

i guess all toddlers are

[ask-madeline-williams]

yeah

if there’s anything i can do, though, just say so

[ask-kaitlyn-hudson]

i will, don’t worry

thanks. a lot

[ask-madeline-williams]

thank you

it’s not an issue, i’m happy to help

[ask-kaitlyn-hudson]

i should be able to raise my own son, shouldn’t i

it’s alright, i can handle it

[ask-madeline-williams]

children are hard to raise, especially on your own

[ask-kaitlyn-hudson]

well, i’m not on my own, there’s……….john

[ask-madeline-williams]

he doesn’t really help you though

[ask-kaitlyn-hudson]

Why doesn’t this child shut up

[ask-madeline-williams]

do you need help??

[ask-kaitlyn-hudson]

no, he’s just

loud

i guess all toddlers are

[ask-madeline-williams]

yeah

if there’s anything i can do, though, just say so

[ask-kaitlyn-hudson]

i will, don’t worry

thanks. a lot

[ask-madeline-williams]

thank you

it’s not an issue, i’m happy to help

[ask-kaitlyn-hudson]

i should be able to raise my own son, shouldn’t i

it’s alright, i can handle it

[ask-madeline-williams]

children are hard to raise, especially on your own

[ask-kaitlyn-hudson]

Why doesn’t this child shut up

[ask-madeline-williams]

do you need help??

[ask-kaitlyn-hudson]

no, he’s just

loud

i guess all toddlers are

[ask-madeline-williams]

yeah

if there’s anything i can do, though, just say so

[ask-kaitlyn-hudson]

i will, don’t worry

thanks. a lot

[ask-madeline-williams]

thank you

it’s not an issue, i’m happy to help

[ask-kaitlyn-hudson]

Why doesn’t this child shut up

[ask-madeline-williams]

do you need help??

[ask-kaitlyn-hudson]

no, he’s just

loud

i guess all toddlers are

[ask-madeline-williams]

yeah

if there’s anything i can do, though, just say so

[ask-madeline-williams]

wh o op s

[ask-kaitlyn-hudson]

????

[ask-madeline-williams]

yes

[ask-kaitlyn-hudson]

Why doesn’t this child shut up

[ask-madeline-williams]

do you need help??

[ask-madeline-williams]

wh o op s

[ask-kaitlyn-hudson]

hi - madeline

hi

how are you?

[ask-madeline-williams]

i’m alright, you? 

[ask-kaitlyn-hudson]

i’m good, i’m good

i’ll be out of the hospital soon

[ask-madeline-williams]

are you sure? 

that’s good 

[ask-kaitlyn-hudson]

why wouldnt i be

mhm. back home i go

[ask-madeline-williams]

kaitlyn… 

you don’t have to go back to him 

[ask-kaitlyn-hudson]

where else can i go

how’s vanden?

[ask-madeline-williams]

you can stay with us 

she’s… doing, she’s been doing better

[ask-kaitlyn-hudson]

i…i have my responsibilities….

oh, what’s wrong?

[ask-madeline-williams]

they’re all terrible to you 

she’s just been stressed, between life and school and everything

[ask-kaitlyn-hudson]

they’re good to me

i hope things ease up for her soon

[ask-madeline-williams]

not… not really 

they should, hopefully

[ask-kaitlyn-hudson]

well, what am i supposed to do? i can’t just pack up my stuff and allen’s all in one night and have him agree for a divorce, i can’t do that. oh and my family would be so angry with me….they’re already mad enough

geez, i wish i could help her out

[ask-madeline-williams]

you could, i can help you 

he doesn’t have to agree to it

he’s hurting you, kate 

yeah…

[ask-kaitlyn-hudson]

no, i couldn’t. they’d all be so angry with me, i can’t deal with that again

……i feel awful about it

[ask-madeline-williams]

i… okay 

i know

it’s not your fault, though 

[ask-kaitlyn-hudson]

it is, and it’s bad when they are and this time we’re married and allen was born normally so i have to….i have to prove i’m good

[ask-madeline-williams]

i’m here for you

i… do you want to leave him?

i know you could do it 

[ask-kaitlyn-hudson]

thank you

i don’t know, he wouldn’t be happy. and i wouldn’t have any family left if i did, they’d probably disown me

[ask-madeline-williams]

i know

but you also have to put yourself first in things like this

[ask-kaitlyn-hudson]

i don’t…………i don’t know

[ask-madeline-williams]

i understand

i’m here for you, if you need anything don’t hesitate to say something