Don't Wave No Goodbye

Hey there everyone! My name is Finn Hudson. I recently graduated from William McKinley High. I was apart of the football team and the male lead of the glee club. I'm still currently daiting the amazing Rachel Berry. In all honestly she is the best thing that happened to me, even if things aren't the best between us right now, that is still the truth. Anyway the point of making this blog was for you guys to ask me questions. So.. go ahead. Ask me anything you can come up with. This tumblr blog was put together by the lovely, talented Mr. Blaine Anderson. You should go tell him how wonderful of a job he did.

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Finchel || Don't Forget

Finn stumped the toe of his shoe into the pavement as he bided his time. This whole trip was a huge fail, it was probably the last time he was going to ever surprise anyone again. They probably wouldn't always be dancing with a attractive built dude, but he certainly wasn't going to put that to chance. He had went about everything the wrong way, making a post int he first place probably wasn't the best idea. He should have just came over that night and talked to her but... Finn shook his head, it was in the past and he always heard that saying "No use in crying over milk that was  left out in the past", or something like that. Sliding his hand into his jean pocket, he pulled out his phone to check for the third time that he had gotten the address right. He sucked in a deep breath, then started walking inside. 

Finn's thumb tapped against the phone's screen as he made his way to where he knew Rachel and Kurt's door was. What was he going to say? Most of everything he wanted to, he said online where all their friends saw it. He didn't even think about how that actually looked, how embarrassing it was for his girlfriend, or future ex-girlfriend. Well it was either knock now or quickly exit and run back to Lima. As much as he wanted to blot, his fist rose to the metal door and slightly knocked. 

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Maybe I did it wrong but..

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You’re not a horrible human being, you’re just being a giant fucking dumbass. And even if seeing her and doing this in person, you would go over there and deal with it because you and I know more than anyone that Rachel deserves so much more than to be dumped/whatever it is that you’re doing over the internet. Regardless of what you think is best for Rachel or whatever the fuck is going on inside that pea-sized brain of yours, the least you can do is have the common courtesy to go and talk to her about this shit. Now stop throwing a fucking pity party and fix what you did.

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I know I am.... How sad is that, I know I'm being a dumbass but when it involves Rachel, sometimes I just do crazy things. Maybe she's rubbed off on me that way, but you... are right. She was too.. I wasn't thinking and didn't mean to show this to all our friends but, when I try and fix this, want if I already messed up to bad? 

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Maybe I did it wrong but..

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It’s nice to know I mean so little to you that you don’t even have the decency to talk to me face to face. Instead you choose to do on the internet where literally all of our friends can see. Do you think I would judge you for crying? Because if so, you clearly don’t know me as well as I thought you did. I don’t care if you can’t dance, Finn, not when there’s so many other things about you that are amazing. So many other things about you that are the reason why I love you. You don’t have to be in Lima, you know. You can come here to New York, you can live with Kurt and I. No one is forcing you to stay there. Having you here with me is what I want, it’s what I’ve wanted all year. Do you have any idea how happy that would make me? You’re not holding me back, not even a little. Just.. Can you please come over so we can talk about this? I’m not letting you go without a fight, Finn. I refuse.

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Okay... I'm on my way.

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Maybe I did it wrong but..

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No, I’m not going to back off, Hudson. You’ve really stepped in it this time. So, let me get this straight. You pulled all of the shit you did to win Rachel back when we were together/trying to work things out, get engaged to her, get un-engaged to her, only to dump her over the internet because she was dancing with another guy? I could at least get over all the shit you did because at least you made Rachel happy, and that was all that really mattered. But then you pull this stunt? Are you out of your fucking mind?

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Yeah, I suck. I'm a horrible fucking human being. You happy? Cause at this moment you aren't the only one who thinks that, so be happy. I didn't dump her over the internet I just said to ease off, I'm sorry I'm not the best person at this. I know if I see her it would've been much harder and don't you think she'll be way happier with me out of the picture, because then you can have your shot in getting her back like we all know you do.

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Totally. Why not?

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Well I kinda can't dance all that good, and... I didn't even know the dude.

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Maybe I did it wrong but..

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You have got to be fucking kidding me.

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......Look Jesse, I don't need any crap form you either. Just back off.

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Maybe I did it wrong but..

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Are you being serious right now? You’re.. breaking up with me… Over Tumblr? No. No, I won’t let you. We have been through far too much over the past three years, let alone the past few months, for you to just throw it away. I can’t believe you right now, Finn. Are you honestly doubting my feelings for you right now? Because that is absolutely ridiculous. I love you, I’m in love with you and I thought you felt the same but if you’re really willing to break up over something that didn’t even mean anything, then I suppose I was wrong.

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Wait... What?! NO. I was saying it was because of me! I'm the one freaking out about it.. I wasn't meaning to do it over tumblr it just... kinda happened and what am I supposed to do? Go see you and start crying as I try to talk about this? Cause that's what I'm going to do, yeah it's stupid that you dancing with another guy makes me jealious but I can't and probably wont ever be able to dance like that. And he's here and you here, while I'm stuck back in Lima. I just thought maybe you would start enjoying New York more if I wasn't keeping you down and then you could experience everything without being hold back. 

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Maybe I did it wrong but..

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Do you want to talk about it?

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I do but not now but... maybe when I get back home.

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You could have always joined. Carpe diem.

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Maybe next time.... I was just kinda shocked. Is that what you would have done?

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…Ah. She told me about that. 

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Yeah.... I don't... What do you think about him and her?

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Maybe I did it wrong but..

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Oh my god, I’m so sorry you had to see that, Finn. It didn’t.. mean anything, you know that right? He was just my dance partner, that’s all. 

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I... So, there isn't even a small chance there could be something? Cause... It seemed like there might be.. I know, it was just dancing but I'll never be able to dance with you like and I know you will have to with other guys.... but.. I don't mean to get jealous Rach.. but it's just hard to do and now I'll just keep thinking of that and... Maybe it's a good idea if we.... ease off for a while.

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What happened, Finn?

I saw Rachel's dance with Brody when I went by NYADA.

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Maybe I did it wrong but..

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Wait, you’re in New York? Right now? So.. If you arrived yesterday, then you saw my performance with Brody, didn’t you? 

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Yeah... To all three of those.. I mean.. You were really, really good... but I.. Wasn't expecting to see something like that.

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Maybe I did it wrong but..

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Finn, what’s wrong?

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Just... My surprise trip to see Rachel didn't really work out how I thought it was going to.

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Maybe I did it wrong but..

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What are you talking about? Surprising who?

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I'm in New York and... yesterday I went to see you and apologize to your dance teacher. It took me forever to find but the door was open... so I heard your voice.