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[fucktoyfelix]

Felix’s Easy Boundaries Guide

i dont like: -Romantic cuteness: i dont wanna hear how much you want to kiss, cuddle, or walk on the beach or w/e im pretty aro, i dont play like that -Aftercare fantasies-i dont fantasize about aftercare with strangers, see above -Fantasies involving me being on top or riding, I am a strict bottom -Fantasies involving me in a dominant role, I’m a strict sub -Talking to me about wanting to eat me out…I hate it -Certain slurs not to use: tr*nny, r-slur, any slur that doesnt apply to me -Misgendering/transphobia -Ppl looking for my vanilla social media -Fantasies about things on my hard no list: https://www.f-list.net/c/fucktoy%20felix/ I do like!!! -Objectification -Knowing you jerked off to me -Getting sexual anons/asks -General nice compliment asks -General fantasy sexual comments -Asks makin fun of how dumb i type and what a degrading whore i am etc -Being called mean names: bitch, slut, whore, fucktoy, fuckmeat, idiot, pathetic, useless, cumrag, cocksleeve, cockwarmer, or any combination, get creative -These slurs are a-ok: fag, faggot, cuntboy -Degradation ie; saying im not good for anything but sex etc -Fantasies about anything on my yes list: https://www.f-list.net/c/fucktoy%20felix/

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I love your edging series, it's so hot and I've been jerking off to it a lot. There's something really hot to me about cumming to your report while you're denied, almost makes me feel like I'm just using you as a cumdump and then walking away. I also really like the way you'll link the porn you were edging to if there is some

At this point just seeing I have an anon makes my clit hard. I get so excited to see how someone is objectifying me, it makes me feel useful, which feels like I'm fulfilling my role as a fucktoy. It's only natural that real people get to cum and I don't. I'm so deliriously horny I'm grinding on the couch even though I'm with friends.....I need to serve cock

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Day 27 Session Three Edge

Time: 18:00-18:06

Quality (1-5): 4 Edge hold count: 10

Physical state: Sweaty from the gym, horny, a little sore, relaxed, ass plugged

Emotional state: Relaxed, happy

Process (technique, arousal source, location, attire, duration): Standing in Matts bathroom facing the mirror wearing just thigh high, rubbing clit with fingers. Thought about a continuation of my go-to club drug noncon fantasy. My ass is already plugged full of his cum, I lost my underwear, im high and hes groping my belly talking to me about how Im so full of cum I look pregnant, and how hot Id look if I got pregnant for real. He gets hard again and starts rubbing his dick inbetween my thighs. I say I’m a virgin and he promises he wont put it in. His dick is teasing my cunt and it feels so good while Im high, it’s almost edging me. Eventually it pops in and I struggle to get away. “Stop, I’m a virgin!” “Not anymore bitch…now you’re just another whore wrapped around my dick.” Feeling confusion as the best orgasm I’ve ever experienced pushes its way through my body

Compliance (Full/Partial/Failed): Full

[askfucktoyfelix]

This is in regards to "the way kink falls" post you made because I also think about that way more now but in a different framework. I dont really take in any sort of porn other than art and writing, and im not someone to think about *myself* when I visualize fantasies and kinks. I use my OCs. So my mental layout is like. What would I feel confident enough to do to my wife? Tickling, fingering, etc. What would I imagine doing with myself? Temperature play, toys, etc. And my OCs are a disgusting freedom that shan't see the light of day (I must amass more freaks)

Oh yeah I think OCs occupy a completely different headspace. I remember doing yaoi slave RPs as a teen and I did it even when I was in relationships because I didn't conceptualize it as cheating at all, even though i was functionally having cybersex online? It just felt so dissociated from "me" that it REALLY shocked me when I later learned other people definitely considered RP with OCs to be cheating

[askfucktoyfelix]

What is your most extreme kink, and why do you like it?

(If you don’t want to share the kink itself for whatever reason, you can just describe what you like about it and we can fill in the blanks)

Tough to say, I'm into several extreme things. I guess snuff/gore? Especially like, noncon limbs removed.

I think the fear aspect is exciting, and then the extreme lack of control from not having arms or legs

[askfucktoyfelix]

From the list you reblogged a few moments ago ☺️

14. Do you have an outfit that makes you feel sexy? If so, describe it.

43. Describe your ideal genitalia. Is it the same for your ideal partner? If not describe theirs too.

I have sooo many outfits that make me feel sexy tbh. I guess i prefer humiliating outfits. This one was pretty good: https://www.tumblr.com/fucktoyfelix/822511916520013824/before-and-after-afternoon-edginggg?source=share

I think medium huge uncut cock, and a very fat pussy. No balls but it still cums unreal amounts. Same for partners probably

[askfucktoyfelix]

Well now I’m fantasizing about dropping you into a trance in the middle of a party somewhere. Good toys don’t think, they feel. Rub yourself while I lead you around, let everyone see what a needy slut you are, let them grope and tease and finger you while you edge yourself stupid. Once you’ve made a round, I can load you into my car and take you somewhere else. I wouldn’t even need to blindfold you, just telling you to keep edging, to stay lost in the pleasure. Good toys don’t think, they feel, and you feel so good, so this must be a good thing, who cares if you can’t focus on the street signs, just be a good fucktoy and keep touching yourself until your new master is ready to use you.

I'd love to be dropped with conversational hypnosis in this situation. We're just talking, and your voice is just really rythmic. It helps I'm usually high at parties, most likely a macrodose of gabapentin. You start asking me questions you know the answer will be 'yes' to. Once i start saying 'yes' it just gets easier to keep saying it.

"are you having fun?" "yeah! im on gabapentin"

"oh, does that feel good?" "yeah! it feels good"

"lets sit somewhere more quiet and comfortable. are you comfortable?" "yeah..."

"i can grab the back of your neck like this, right?" "y-yyeah.."

The back of my neck being grabbed drops me even more, my eyes will gloss over and my voice will get softer and youll know that the suggestions can get bolder

[askfucktoyfelix]

I looove irl hypnosis it’s so amazing, I’m with u on the fantasy stuff being meh but irl hypnosis is just so lovely. Quite frankly I love not thinking!!

I like hypnosis in porn too.. more picky about irl porn than comics. I prefer long, drawn out mind control where theres a lot of resistance or extreme coercion

I also love not Thinking!! and if someone realizes that, its so easy to use against me. "You love not thinking, dont you? Say it: I love not thinking. Its so much easier not to think. You trust me to do all the thinking for you"

you know?

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Where does full blown mind control fall on the IRL/porn/pure fantasy spectrum for you? I’ve done some RP for it before and didn’t find it as hot as porn/fantasy.

I do a loooot of irl hypnosis. i find that whatever i believe has a big impact on actual perception, especially in a relaxed or high state. ive done it a lot specifically to increase how susceptible i am to it

i just got stoned and edged out, and dropped to repeat "Ass full, head empty" like...30 minutes ago

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Hey I'd like a Trans Mascs opinion on a recent substack article by youtuber Alexander Avila called "Do Trans Men Experience Womanhood". Personally as a trans woman i feel it throws up some red flags but id really prefer to hear what other trans mascs have to say, thanks for your time.

Eh, the first half is okayish. There are just as many sentences that raise my hackles a bit as there are some that I felt as green flags. But I feel the article improves and makes a strong case by the end. "A trans man is not “female socialized” and a trans woman is not “male socialized.” Socialization is our relationship to imposed roles, with many of us fighting for the boyhoods and girlhoods that we were denied." Feels right. "Others argue that, within progressive spaces, taking on an oppressed identity confers a type of social capital that encourages people to avoid privileged identities like “man,” thus encouraging trans men to “appropriate womanhood.” While this reading is slightly more plausible than the first, it still undermines trans men’s agency to define their own experience." Transmascs using their AFABness to position themselves as men-lite is something VERY worthy of critique when they are doing that to avoid accountability for whatever privilege they have. (Especially over transfems) You find minority men of all stripes trying to minimize their manhood to this effect. "we often make the mistake of juxtaposing trans men and trans women’s experiences as direct opposites of each other. But transfemininity and transmasculinity are not inverted forms. They contain distinct political relationships to identity." 100% agree. "This gives transmasculinity a difficult, but radical potential.4 In taking on an identity deemed the “neutral” universal, we are given the opportunity to contest its very universality from within, to build new forms of solidarity outside of hegemonic masculinity." A really excellent core to what this article is saying. Use whatever direct experience with misogyny you have, combine it with whatever newfound privilege you find, and take down the patriarchal systems that are trying to lure you away from solidarity. I want to add that I think the reason transmascs are more likely to feel a connection to womanhood than transfems, is because of all the ways masculinity is accepted for women. Being a tomboy is cool! Hot even!Being a "sissy" is fucking scary. I am one of the transmascs that would say I had a girlhood, I am more genderfluid, and there are times when I thought I could accept womanhood. That still doesn't give me authority over transfems when it comes to speaking on misogyny or womanhood. They are much more women than I ever was, now. I just want to be the sort of man I appreciated when I was a woman. A good ally who uplifts their voices and stands by them.

[askfucktoyfelix]

How do you edge to such involved fantasies without cumming? Anytime I start fantasizing while masturbating I get lost in it and inevitably end up cumming. I can basically only edge to stuff I’m not actually that turned on by, and I want to fantasize and feel good without orgasming 😭

I don't know honestly its not something i struggle with!

Testosterone made edging much easier and more desirable to me personally. I've got years of experience gooning, its like all i did during covid. I used to edge over 100 times a day. Edging hypnosis helped me in the beginning

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Uhhhhh. I saw an Opinion on this website that has caused me psychic damage. A transfem positing that lesbianism is exclusively 'afab x afab'. This is just terf brain poisoning right? The sort of shit internalized from being talked over about 'gendered socialization' and 'innate connection to feminity/womanhood', or am i bonkers?

Youre not bonkers. That is really sad to me.

[askfucktoyfelix]

Btw i really love your blog, i was surprised that you still active . I think you're so gorgeous and sexy. We need more pics of you darling. Where's do you post your pics? since tumblr now is no longer nsfw friendly

they are on fansly or on bsky if youre lucky. fansly has some nice videos still, though i upload more randomly now

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You look so good in those thigh highs, I actually NEED to breed you. I want to hold you up in the air, spreading your thighs open with my hands and pounding you, growling into your ear how good you feel and how I can’t wait to pump a load into you. Once your pussy has served its purpose, you can clean my cock with your mouth if you thank me for letting you take my cum.

I love being forced to say thank you for being used. A fucktoy should always feel grateful to be useful, and if I'm having my cunt used that also means I couldnt stop myself from cumming uncontrollably so I have to be especially grateful If I'm too braindead to say more than "Thank you" then I like it when they force me to repeat it as a complete sentence: "Thank you so much for using my cunt like a fleshlight" is correct

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I want to do so many things to you I've just been sitting here on the asks page and touching myself. You are such an abusable cunt boy and I feel so spoiled, I could use you in so many different ways.

For now I'm just thinking about tying you down horizontally, vibes on all your sensitive spots so you writhe and pull against your binds and a huge plug in your ass. Then once I have you all helpless and worked up I'm raping your slut mouth with my girl dick until I'm satisfied. - cute glasses girl

Hnnn vibes would just tease me so I'd be completely desperate while you used my throat like a fleshlight @_@

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actually rlly appreciate you taking femboy out of your bio and stuff. don't know when you did it but rlly, as a transfem, the respect is appreciated 💞

Yeah, the term is used in a more liberal way within my community but I don't need it to express my gender identity as a feminine boy

It was actually my transfem gf who first started calling me that

But yeah, very easy to listen to transfem people who have different lived experience with it. I removed it as a tag on most of my old posts too.

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Wanted to send tdick but your messages are set to following only :(

you can email [email protected] or use anons, i won't publish