are you alive ?
Hey, so yeah, I’m alive.
Back in November I think, I started my own original mpreg blog over at bedbellyandbeyond, and it grew rather popular. When it comes to art, I pretty much dedicated my work to it for two reasons:1. I was actually able to make some money over there, and2. I’m kinda trying to get out of Hetalia and fan work in general. I feel like I’ve grown as an artist enough that my work doesn’t need to rely on fandom exposure to be able to support itself.
The thing is, I still like this blog and I know you guys do too, but for my time and effort running it, I don’t really feel like this blog is giving back enough as I am a working student without so much time on my hands. So I dunno, I’d like to continue, but…ehhhn? I took a small hiatus on Circumstances and now I am very close to finishing it, but the motivation isn’t really there because either people don’t care to read my work anymore or they don’t care to comment and as a writer (who might I remind you is giving you free content) not getting more than 1 comment every two or three chapters is extremely demotivational. And over here, some asks are a little ignorant, some forget that I’m just one person and can’t do holiday asks on or right before the holiday, and then others are really great but get buried or miss their moment. For example, the Father’s Day ask. Not a bad ask, if it had been asked a week before Father’s Day. But no, it was on Father’s Day. And I wanted to do it, so I worked really hard to get it out. But I felt really pressured by the time constraint though and I don’t like that feeling. I’ve had other holiday asks since then that I’ve just ignored because I didn’t have time. Not to mention, a lot of asks are by country name. They are not countries here. I have to ignore those questions too, even if they’re good.So, I don’t know. What do you guys think? Am I being reasonable here?Either way, that’s my update.