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Porrim Nitram <> Meenah Zahhak

[askporrimnitram]

Do you think you'll ever be friends with Meenah ever again? Or at least mend things with her?

PORRIM: Ha ha...

PORRIM: It feels strange hearing that fo+r so+me reaso+n.

PORRIM: I’m dead but I still have such ho+rrible regrets. I really sho+uld have wo+rked harder to+ reso+lve my pro+blems when I was alive. Ho+w pathetic...

PORRIM: Even as gho+sts, I so+mewhat do+ubt things will ever be perfectly mended between us. Tho+ugh I admit I do+ want to+ find so+me way to+ make amends at her.

PORRIM: When we were alive, we wo+uldn’t go+ near each o+ther at all after we bro+ke up. She co+uldn’t stand me being physically clo+se to+ her. Which is understandable.

PORRIM: But no+w...? No+w I do+n’t kno+w. I can’t tell if her feelings to+wards me have changed at all, o+r what she wants.

PORRIM: As fo+r my feelings, as I said, I want to+ make amends so+meho+w. I’m the o+ne who+ caused the greater damage, after all. I made her lo+se her arm. 

PORRIM: But... that do+esn’t mean I co+nsider her co+mpeltely inno+cent either. She did so+me hurtful things to+o+. I do+n’t think we’d have a particularly healthy relatio+nship if we became friends again, so+ that idea needs to+ be o+n ho+ld.

PORRIM: ............

PORRIM: .....I wo+nder ho+w she’d react if I tried to+ appro+ach her no+w...

[askbluebl00dmeenah]

//*plays “I will always love you” on the recorder*

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[askporrimnitram]

//wheezes tht moment is rly great

fdksfjjd hope this was alright ouq

// sCREAMS THIS IS BEAUTIFUL THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THIS

@ask-the-dirkcrocker

@askbluebl00dmeenah

[askporrimnitram]

Heh. I guess that's another thing you have in common with Aranea, hm?

PORRIM: Aranea and I bro+ke up fo+r co+mpletely different reasons than my breakup with Meenah.

PORRIM: Actually...o+ur fights were slightly similar, but no+t really.

PORRIM: I do+ accept full respo+nsibility with what happened with Meenah, but she and I are still....estranged. And I suspect we’ll stay that way.

PORRIM: As fo+r Aranea, well... we’re o+n partially friendly but awkward terms no+w. Tho+ugh I'm sure she still dislikes me to+ a certain extent.

[askporrimnitram]

PORRIM: It’s a lo+ng sto+ry. If yo+u want to+ kno+w exactly what happened, I’ll tell you.

@askbluebl00dmeenah

PORRIM: It all happened so+ fast...

PORRIM: I do+n’t even remember ho+w exactly it happened.

PORRIM: We were arguing at her hive, and things go+t to+o+ o+ut o+f hand, and I ended up slamming my fist against so+mething I sho+uldn’t have to+uched by mistake.

PORRIM: And Meenah lo+st her arm because o+f it.

PORRIM: We may have had so+me bad arguments, but I never wanted to+ hurt her. No+t like that. No+t at all, really.

PORRIM: So+, yeah. That’s why we do+n’t get alo+ng anymo+re. I haven’t even spo+ken so her in a lo+ng time.

[askporrimnitram]

[askporrimnitram]

What was prospit like in your game?

PORRIM: It was.... like ho+me. Being the space player, I was awake befo+re anyo+ne else. 

PORRIM: I did my best to+ no+t disturb the o+thers while they slept, tho+ugh I did o+ccasio+nally leave no+tes fo+r them fo+r when they finally wo+ke up.

PORRIM: My handwriting was so+ embarrassing back then.....

PORRIM: But mo+re than anything, I truly lo+ved the freedo+m and peace that Pro+spit pro+vided. The Pro+spitians were charming too.

[askporrimnitram]

PORRIM: O+h my.... Lo+o+ks like I was go+ne fo+r a very lo+ng time... so+rry everyo+ne.

PORRIM: Due to+ the time gap, I think I’ll delete the few asks I have and start o+ver. So+, please feel free to+ send in mo+re asks!!

[askporrimnitram]

( so sorry for not saying so earlier, but this blog is going on a bit of a hiatus for a while!! ;o; )

[ask-burgundy-aranea]

Aranea: I didn’t talk much, fOr One. But when I did, I always had sOmething tO say abOut Others.

Aranea: I didn’t get alOng with a few teammates… but I managed thrOugh.

Aranea: HOwever…

Aranea: I still care abOut her. She was my friend… yOu cOuld say I lOved her…

Aranea: But… then I hurt her…

Aranea: And there was nO fixing that.

Aranea: Mituna wOuld fOllOw me arOund my land at times. MOstly tO bOther me until he received what he wanted frOm me. 

Aranea: I decided tO take advantage Of that and have him accOmpany me tO my questbed.

Aranea: I admit, my dumbest mOve was giving my needles tO him.

Aranea: But…

Aranea: He at least gOt the jOb dOne

Aranea: I lashed Out.

Aranea: I sOmehOw had all this… built in anger inside me. As if the rumOrs I spread weren’t enOugh.

Aranea: FOrtunately, I did nOt get as viOlent as i had expected, but even then, it was still nOt sOmething tO be prOud Of…

Aranea: nO…

Aranea: Really?

Aranea: I was hOrrible tO say and dO thOse things… and I can’t seem tO get Over it…

Aranea: One can’t change the past, right?

Aranea: Oh well… Again, thank yOu fOr bearing with me…

Aranea: It appears I have tO take Off. I hOpe we may cOnverse again sOmeday. GOOdbye…

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DOOMED TIMELINE EVENT ==> END

((well this was long overdue. But here it is! The final post for the event. I hope it was worth the wait.

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I’m now back to the normal Aranea Megido! Feel free to send her asks again!!))

[askporrimnitram]

☆♤

☆  -  Who would you most like to punch in the face?♤  -  Who has the best butt out of everyone you know?☂  -  Who would you most like to get stuck in the rain with?

PORRIM: Punch in the face? I’m no+t sure there’s anyo+ne I want to+ legitimately hurt that badly. Maybe Mituna? He’d be fun to+ spar with.

PORRIM: Hard call. Pro+bably Latula.

PORRIM: Ho+russ fo+r sure. Tho+ugh really, I really wo+uldn’t mind getting stuck with him anywhere! We’re pretty clo+se, yo+u kno+w.

(( make my muse uncomfortable ))

[askporrimnitram]

PORRIM: Well my amazing girlfriend is the mo+st o+bvio+us cho+ice.

@askdamarapyrope

(( make my muse uncomfortable ))

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Just a quick happy birthday for the mun! Have an epic birthday!! :D

( thank you so much !!!  ^u^ )

[askporrimnitram]

( sorry for the lack of posting recently! i’ve been having bad computer troubles for quite some time and haven’t really been able to draw anything :(

but the good news is i’m picking out a new computer today and getting it tomorrow, so once everything is all set up this blog should be back on a regular schedule again!! )

[ask-burgundy-aranea]

⚉

⚉- Who would you most like to get married to?

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