Permanent Hiatus.
I can safely say that I’m never coming back here. A lot of people hate my guts here, for reasons I honestly don’t know. It’s painful and scary to be here and I’ve tried in many cases to apologize for things I may have done. It honestly makes me cry here? Stupid sounding I know. Thank you to those who did care, but too many things both online and ‘irl’ pretty much destroyed me. I get very upset, because I try my absolute before for everyone, but most of the time I’m used and then cast aside. I get that is what a lot of people are like now. Friendship in most cases, is a fake concept. People use it as a way to get everything out of you, but once you’ve expired, they go on to other people. I’m sorry for others who have probably experienced this. You’d think a 24 year old would be strong enough, hah. I want so much to delete the blog. I’d love to wipe it from existence, but this blog was strongly connected with some people and therefore, people may want to look back for memories. I’ll be deleting every other account I have on here, twitter, etc, as I wont be here any more. I honestly can’t live like this any more. Thank you again to those who were there.
