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vomits
https://archiveofourown.org/works/86155021
GET THIS MAN HIS CIGARETTE RAHHHH
Self indulgently I like to think of this scenario where everyone falls into a like dream state that reveals to them their deepest desires and wants. GET READY FOR SOME FUCKING YAPPING BECAUSE yeah
While I don’t think it’s realistic, I like to think that Rurik’s deepest desire, or what he wants in life to feel his life is perfect, is ultimately for Lotus to be happy.
In this ‘scenario’ I’m thinking a lot of outside conflict and violence sends everyone (and I don’t really even know who I mean by everyone) into this constant fight for flight where their lives are just constantly in danger. Eventually everyone gets sent into their dreams where they live out their best lives; it’s an outside attempt to confuse them and their view of their goals.
In Rurik’s dream, the only real difference is that Lotus is happy. Sure, Rurik sees some faces from his military days that he knows shouldn’t be walking around, but genuinely his entire dream is just being happy that Lotus is happy. Lotus doesn’t have an scars on his body, Lotus has two functioning eyes (because my idea is that he was born with fine eyes and something happened when he was like a preteen that made him go blind in one), Lotus has big, black, fucking awesome ass wings (because my idea is that Death ‘ripped’ the out of him because he ‘didn’t deserve them’). Lotus is happy and giggly and sure he’s still teasing Rurik and pushing him around and being snarky, but he’s okay. Death is there, glitch is there, his siblings are there, and there’s absolutely no malice. Rurik’s perfect reality is a reality where Lotus is happy and safe and loved, and when he wakes up, that’s a shocker to him.
On the other hand, Lotus’s dream isn’t even that far from his current reality. In his dream he’s still battered and bruised and broken, but the key difference here is that Rurik holds him. I think in their real life, it’s messy and awkward and yes they care about each other, but they might honestly would rather die than say I love you, and yes in reality Rurik would still try and help Lotus as best he could, but I like to think the only difference between Lotus’s reality and his perfect world would be the fact that they are acknowledging of their relationship and love. Lotus would still be a broken soul, but he would no longer be ashamed of that because of Rurik’s love and compassion and comfort. He doesn’t care what happens in their lives; he doesn’t care if he has to keep running from his father; he doesn’t care that him and Rurik argue from time to time; he doesn’t care about the fighting and the violence in his world; he just cares that Rurik is with him for it.
Rurik’s perfect reality is a reality where Lotus is happy. Lotus’s perfect reality is a reality where he is with Rurik.
thank you for listening to my dumb, not at all accurate to their canon ish noncanonish selves Ted talk. This is all very self indulgent and I am very aware that they value other things. I am simply too silly and too ill and too pilled to honestly care, and Y’know what, thats okay. I might honestly to god write fics about their dreams cuz I think it’d be super fun,,,
I wish Lotus and Rurik were real in the sense that they had one billion fics written for them and like yeah most of them would probably be shit but there would be that ethereal handful that’s so fucking good. Like it makes me so upset there aren’t long books about them doing their things yknow?
like yeah there’s a lot of good oneshots out there, props to those guys, but I want a long, intricate story where I get attached to that specific version of them. I don’t even want it to be ABOUT their relationship, I want it to be a cool plot that just so happens to feature Lotus and Rurik being cute and flirty and embarrassing on the side. Like PLEASE GUYS someone write something LONG
oh it’s time
I don’t like the name/nickname Cupcake for Lotus because I feel like it just has too much negativity tied to it because it’s like. When that was his NAME name all he was was Rurik’s sad sack of a boyfriend. But I LOVE just the nickname cup. Like I don’t know why but I think Rurik calling him Cup is much cuter. Like honest to god no clue why I like it so much more.
Lotus if he were purple and sang to be evil,,,
Yeah,,,
every drop of my blood is dedicated to Rurik and Lotus and every thought I think belongs to them and I want someone who is my personal best friend whom I can text at any time to talk about them and they’re a great artist and I write fics and we like combing to revive the Lorik species I need them to be real please please please please please I need lotus and Rurik to have good art and good fics just tell me and show me how they kiss and hold hands and love eachother like breathing and care so deeply about eachother even when things get messy like PLEASE I need MORE
it’s official I’making Lorik island.
now the real question is do I give them weird names like (acronym for fic)Rurik and (acronym for fic)Lotus, or do I just hope I design them differently enough that I can tell.
it’s official I’making Lorik island.
am I honest to god considering considering putting copious amounts of lotus’s and Rurik’s on their own island? Yeah. I need every Lorik fic au I’ve ever read to live on in my tomodachi life like it’s not okay
when tomodachi life comes out I’m gonna spend a month JUST making EVERYONE and only when they’re all perfectly customized will I start making them interact
I WIN THE INTERNET I WIN THE FANFICTION TOURNAMENT I WIN I WIN I DINT CARE WHAT ANYONE SAYS I WIN I AM TBE WINNER YOU ALL LOSE I AM THE WINNER
I THIBK IM HAVING A STROKE WDYM THE CREATOR OF THE BEST POKEMON AU FIC IS ALIVE AND HAS SOME HOW FOUND MY STUPID RANT POST WHAT WHAT WHAT I THINK IM HAVING A SEIXURE
sometimes I feel like a little poser in my little Rurik and lotus and Ray infested rat hole. Like it’s just me in this tiny hole with my three old and raggedy dolls as there’s like new dolls being created outside of the hole. Like you know what I mean???? I feel like such a poser,,,
So like does anyone else know that one Pokémon au that focused on Lotus, Fell Cray, and Rurik getting their first Pokémon and then being kidnapped by the Abyssal Cult. Does anyone else know that fic? Because GENUINELY I think of it literally everyday like it is my Roman EMPIRE and I DESPERATELY need someone to talk to about it.
Like I am a SUCKER for Pokémon aus, because they’re so fun and can have so much done with them character wise. And when I tell you this fic was such a good depiction of Lotus (for its time imo) and it was just so good. LIKE IGH LIKE IGH I JUST SKFJQIJFKW.
Please tell me someone else read it like please it was on only Wattpad I think it was made by Smaugbandit(I think that’s how you spell it) and the two like parts were called “I choose you” and “Race to Cerulean City” PLEASE HIT ME UP IF YOUVE READ IT I JUST WANNA TALK TO SOMEONE WHO UNDERSTANDS IT LIKE I DO HGHHHHH
fuck ass Rurik liderc with a fuck ass little baby oh my god no one talk to me no one talk to me no one talk to me NO ONE TALK TO ME RURIK WOUKD BE SO SILLY WOTH HIS LITTLE BABY GIRLHE WOULD BE SUCH A GIRL DAD NO ONE TALK TO ME NO ONE TALK TO ME FUCK ASS RURIK WITH HIS FUCK ASS ARMY TRUAMA AND SHITTY CHILDHOOD AND HIS FUCK ASS BABY GIRL THAT HE WOULD RISK HIS LIFE OVER
I froze my ass off all day is this a sign to make Rurik and Lotus suffer