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#death note #near death note #long haired near #wish i could lie down and draw in bed this neck pain is no jokes #i have drawn a lot of side faces and annoying angles lately <3 #i hate my coloring lol

I try drawing 21 y/o Near

#meronia #death note #near death note #nate river #cannot figure out how his neck should go D:

I stay up all night, tell myself I'm alright Baby, you're just harder to see than most I put the record on, wait 'til I hear our song Every night, I'm dancing with your ghost

#near death note #meronia #death note #death note fanart #there should be Mello's shadow behind him but I couldn't draw ittttttt

golden child

#death note #near death note #nate river #death note fanart

sunshine in black and white

#near death note #death note #nate river #meronia coz the bedsheet is black #i know it's ugly

The bully

#meronia #death note #near death note #mello #mello x near #the result of reading too many Chinese BL fanfics =3=

Tangled

#meronia #death note #near death note #mello #mello x near

#death note #near death note #nate river #sorry I was sleepy and I rushed the last parts

#meronia #death note #near death note #nate river #me still love pretty Near the best

Boredom

#near death note #nate river #death note

PAPARAZZI

'Cause you know that, baby, I'm your biggest fan, I'll follow you until you love me Papa-paparazzi'

#meronia #death note #valentines day #a very late valentines drawing #slight hint of Matt x Mello but no worries Near can keep it in track #was surprised I was this patience to draw these 20-ish characters O_o"

Er... happy birthday to Mello... ^^"

I was very busy at the end of 2025 but generally it was a pretty good year. I have 4 days off for new year and did a quick HPBD drawing for Mello <3

#death note #mello #happy birthday to mello #happy new year 2026 #sorry just a sketch that I did in an hour

Reflections (undone)

Currently learning "Reflections" by Tony Ann. Absolutely adore every part of it. The beginning part is slower and calmer (I call it "Near's part"). As the song progresses the melodies become faster and more intense (I call it "Mello's part" and near the end the two entwine beautifully). The song ends with slow and calm notes just like how Near is all alone again.

#mello #death note #the drawing is missing Near's part obviously #I am currently at page 1 of the music sheet (Near part) and don't think I will be able to play the entwined part. it's way beyond my skill #neither my song nor drawing are complete =))

#mello #death note #spent little time on it so cannot expect for a good quality :v #I am having difficult time balancing all my hobbies in such tiny free time ><

Sentimental blue

Found the piano sheet and learnt it!! Beside "Dearly Beloved" which holds many childhood memories, this song is what I truly want to play after a long boring period of time. The high notes sound like broken crystals falling and the melody gives off an eerie feeling.

#near death note #death note #practice drawing broken glass and hopefully I can redraw my original idea of “Time heals everything”#Ugrhhh this looks clumsy af +_+

#meronia #death note #halloween boops #halloween #aww I need to post something for Halloween O_o

Illusionary daytime

I have been practicing "Illusionary daytime" for 2 weeks. Choose it because I like its name. Turns out that the melody is from heaven as well

I drew the one below last week. Me think it is ugly. But I spent my precious time on it so I may as well dump it here.

#near death note #death note #nate river #always want to draw Near as an angel #bad news is that my tablet pen lost its sensitivity so my lines will become uglier and uglier

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