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challenge

the quest for meaning.... one of the most questioned is the reason or meaning of our existence ranks up on top. For those who tend to explore i have a contribution.

not today.

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What'd you say??

people piss us off on occasion and what do we do in response? most of the time we tend to overlook or ignore to avoid conflict, right? well, not me.

I'm not being the contrarian i'm just being truthful. i don't take offense easily. abuse; simple abuse or any other abuse that taking advantage of others occurs will help my blood to begin to boil. tough guys, they are tough for a reason, but bullies aren't to be tolerated in any circumstance. (and from my experience are rarely very tough) my brain won't allow me to take a powder when someone is being taken advantage of by another with superior-leanings.

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break-through

if there's an exhilaration more than experiencing a break-through while working on some life's work or passion, i'm not aware of it. our brains have a release valve which releases answers or clues to things we need to have. need, tends to assume many things like we cannot live without, but usually nothing that dramatic. its more on the level of our next step on the path of self-exploration or development. when these things link to those we've been working on, there's an eruption of excitement which needs to explode out each of our pores. satisfaction is the end result after all the confetti falls.

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interesting people

interesting people are everywhere. if we are open to other's and communicate, we can see the power of interaction and part of our self is revealed to us. it becomes a journey of exploration of ourselves when we communicate genuinely with people. i don't know why, i just know it works.

Given many gifts ive been given unrealized, this is one i know that's been revealed and use that always fills me with happiness learning about special people in this world. I never miss out on learning a bit about people and just a bit more about myself.

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therapy?

writing can help crystalize ideas and help clear the cobwebs that obstruct progress in putting thoughts and feelings down to share with others.

i know what you're thinking, always about others? ha, oh well, maybe so.

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well, ok!

today is another day. i guess its going to be a good one based how the sun is shining and the birds are singing. i know, cheesy but its all i came up with at the time.

im shooting well and will be starting my plan to share my game with others. starting by outlining the basics to create the chapters and my process since i left for florida in october 2016.

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why?

why do we deal with things like we do as these human organisms? why do we treat others the way we do in spite knowing wo should'nt? why are we so needy of other's approval? why are we so dictated by superficial stimulus? why do our worlds look so different?

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bs

writing is a process. it's a process that I have to get better with so i can do it more freely like i did in my past. I haven't written for such a long time that just writing this is a chore. I know I'm sounding like a child but i guess I'm acting like one too! ha!

that's all for now!

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blurredlines

up until this time in life, I've accepted we live inside or outside societal lines. we must see people as friend or foe. mostly, it's easier to consider most as suspect. suspect because trust has to be earned.

e.r. is out on her promotional tour for her book in which she writes about navigating her career as a young girl/woman being equipped poorly except for her above-average intellect which she was obviously blessed with at birth that could not help her avoid the trappings of scoundrels who relentlessly hunt beauty and youth like the vampires they are for pride and profit.

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ramblings

I've been watching this silly Whitehouse situation for over a year now and feel like its time to vent a bit.  democrats, republicans, independents, all with their points of view about this absolute incompetent president we seemed to have elected into office.  

for whatever reason, he's there!  we’re all going to suffer because of it, and the ramifications of his term will have lasting effects regardless of what the current remedy.  we can't blame anyone but ourselves for a Trump presidency.  if not him, someone else may be worse, maybe later under worse circumstances. 

so the idea of blaming anyone else but ourselves for what is happening is just ridiculous! we’ve allowed others to take charge of things while we enjoy our lives not realizing each little time the people in power take liberties on our behalf for self-serving or corporate or worse, political expediency.  

since the assassination of JFK, the powers that be, have gotten much bolder to spin actual events to articulate a more positive point of view for the public, rather than relating the events.  understanding that humans need justifications for things that are done, I also realize that this has, in one way or another, been done before.  but now it has brought us here.  this time in our history where we will have to explain why.  we are headed straight for disaster and I know I'm not the only one to see it.  I can't do anything about it, but I can write, poorly at that, about it.  more to come...

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just bs

haven't written for a while. don't know where to start.  friends are calling and i’m not answering.  shit running through my head....bla, bla, bla...... oh well, here it goes...

there are things I’m needed to do in this life‘ at least that’s how I feel. with 2 close passes with the ‘reaper‘ its becoming clear to me that I should take some of this shit seriously.

my thoughts are so scattered though, what is really important and what is not?  that's the question.  I have many interests, views and opinions I can write about, but when its time to put those ideas out, or any ideas out things get blended, not in a good colorful way, like the way the sky looks when the sun sets. the colors all blend even though there are distinct differences between them. the blended I'm referring to is like my ideas are all put into a blender and as soon as I'm ready to write the button is pressed and like ice cubes being chopped into small indistinguishable pieces and mixed together, so are my ideas.  

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Ramblings

why would anyone invest millions of dollars into getting a job that pays $170k? 

this question was posed to me recently.  The obvious issue, first of all is where would someone get millions in the first place? or the next biggie, if I could get a job like that and I could get my hands on millions to get a job like that, why wouldn’t I?,,,,Right?  

Well, I don’t know the exact figures, but I’ve heard a yearly salary for a US congressman or senator runs between $80K and $170K a year!  

And I also don’t know exact numbers, but an average campaign will average in the millions of dollars!  As a matter of simple investing, a congressional term is 2 years, and a term of a US senator is 6 years, it wouldn’t, on the surface pay off as a good investment.

there is no specialized training needed, and the only requirements for the job are you must be a certain age and be born in the country.  The beauty of this is the millions of dollars that it takes to propel you into this job, is OPM! (other people’s money)

So, unlike people who spend 8 and 10 years working day and night to become a doctor or a lawyer hoping to land the sweet position after graduation to afford them the luxury to pay off all those student loans and eventually a good prosperous life, you would basically share common ideas with locals so you could take those ideas to Washington and represent your friends and neighbors in government.  

So, why?

Why would anyone do it?  Or, better yet, why wouldn’t more people do it?