Let The Past Die

Kylo Ren rp semi-lit blog with 6+ years of experience. i'm 18+. Link to Rules if on mobile: https://kyloxsoloxren.tumblr.com/rules Second blog: skywxlkerxvader.tumblr.com

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The First Order had been expanding their hold throughout the galaxy taking over many planets, adding them to their cause. All of this possible due to their best operatives two force sensitive beings, Kylo Ren and his partner Rey. Together the two were ruthless, they conquered over any that stood in their way. the two were showed such results that they were the two enforcers of the Supreme leader himself. Kylo was alone in his quarters practicing his penmanship, something he would do from time to time when he wasn’t on mission. The silence was suddenly broken as Rey entered the unannounced, Kylo turned to his partner, “Was your mission on finding where the resistance has their bases located successful?” Kylo asked.

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Hey y’all sorry for being inactive I’ve just taken a break from this to focus on other stuff, but I’m ready to get this blog going again!!

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Doctor of War & Sorrow

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Lady of Nightmares and Melancholy

So, I bring nightmares and sadness? Joy.

Tagging: @themxlodyofmiidnight

What kind of villain would you be? You can tag other people if you like. let’s see what others would be like if they joined the dark side.

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Lady of 

either war and Anguish, nightmares and Anguish, or night and Anguish. 

Whichever one I go with, I am causing someone something and anguish. 

Thanks for the tag, @xxthesilverliningxx.

I’m tagging: @zombiewerewolfqueen, @god-of-mischief-here-tada, @benevolentgodloki, @deadlyarccna, @myrkrlokison, @kyloxsoloxren, @fasterthanmydemons, and anyone else who wants to do this. <3 

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Lord of War and Agony

Seems fitting lol!

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Starter.

The first order’s influence over the galaxy was growing, they controlled many areas throughout the galaxy quickly becoming a threat to the Republic, and most of that could be contributed to their best inforcers Kylo Ren and Rey. The two had trained together side by side for most of their lives, the met through Snoke, their current master when Ben was lost and alone in his life.

Through the years the two grew to work with each other without conflict for the most part. Kylo grew more angered and irritable as he grew in age with his hate of his past growing each day. Kylo has returned from a mission where he could of possible found the map to Luke Skywalker one of the last remaining jedi and his old master her left him for dead, an old man in the dessert held that key, but he didn’t end up having it the resistance got away with it.

Kylo returned empty handed which displeased his master and Kylo even more. Snoke taunted Kylo using his past to punish him in some way sending Kylo out of his personal quarters filled with more rage then ever. Kylo rushes to one of the interrogation rooms before infighting his saber and slicing through many walls and panels leaving the chair in pieces. Kylo eventually stopped as soon as he heard someone entered the rooms Kylo turned to see Rey standing in the doorway, “What do you want?” Kylo asked disengaging his saber.

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It was decently rare that Kylo and Rey were sent on SEPARATE missions. They were both powerful and capable on their own, but together they were almost UNSTOPPABLE. This time however, it almost seemed like Snoke had PURPOSELY set them both up to fail. Kylo wasn’t the only one that came back back empty handed.  Rey could sense Kylo’s anger through their bond, but it was a FAINT whisper hidden under the burning of her own. She internalized her anger more than her counterpart. A deathly silence would fall over her, her temper turning into a HAIRLINE trigger. The results usually catastrophic for whoever pushed her over the edge. Even in that last STAGE of her anger, she would always make a space for Kylo. The sight of the destroyed INTERROGATION room didn’t phase her. She simply drew in a breath, leaning against the wall near the door that closed after she entered. Her head slightly tilted at the tone of his voice. She stayed silent for a MOMENT.

“I just needed COMPANY.” She finally replied, avoiding the topic of their failure from the day, and pretending she came for herself. Not for him. “It’s been a long time since Snoke has separated us like that. STRANGE don’t you think? Almost like he was testing their LOYALTY to him.

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Rey’s question drew Kylo in, she wasn’t wrong it was strange for the two to be separated when on missions it was a rarity. Kylo stepped closer to Rey, “The Supreme Leader is wide, maybe it was a test to see who could do better on their own, and I failed.” Kylo stated removing his helmet, long black locks of hair emerged from it Kylo rarely removed his helmet, only those truly close to him could see him.

Stepping by Rey stopping for a moment, “I can sense unease within you, was your mission a success?” Kylo wondered. Deep down Kylo could feel her frustration and anger towards Snoke and this mission of her’s only added to it, her rage was overwhelming but she was good at hiding it.

“Snoke expects our results soon, I’m heading there now if you want to join me.” Kylo offered. As the two walked Kylo looked to Rey before he spoke, “Do you doubt the Supreme Leader?” Kylo asked, he wasn’t sure how Rey would answer, but he could tell something troubled her.

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Rey met his gaze once his helmet had been removed. She considered Kylo’s words, but seriously doubted that was the case. It was too CONVENIENT. The question had started to rise in her mind if she was on the RIGHT side of all of this. A pull to the light that she hadn’t felt since she was a YOUNG child in the beginning stages of her training, returning with a vengeance. Just as doubt starts to enter her mind they end up separated? Her mission a wild GOOSE chase she wasn’t even sure would have been a success if Kylo had been with her. It was a test. Rey was almost certain of it.  “No. It wasn’t.” She searched Kylo’s eyes, DESPERATELY searching for any sign he was feeling the same way. She trusted Kylo with her life, but he was so DEVOUT to the First Order. To Snoke. As much as she trusted him, she wasn’t sure if Kylo would choose her over the cause they had been trained their whole lives to SERVE.

“My faith in him is FADING.” Rey fell into step with Kylo, but she didn’t look at him after the words left her lips. “He’s tortured you and I since we were children. Beat us into submission…He refined our bond into an unstoppable weapon of mass destruction…” Her steps slowed and eventually stopped, her eyes meeting Kylo’s once more.

“We might not even be on the RIGHT SIDE of this war,” Her voice lowered to a hushed whisper. 

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Kylo was taken back from what Rey had said, he was connected to her through the force but he never knew she felt this way, “Snoke has led me to this point, he’s aided me in my revenge against Skywalker, imI have no doubts about him.” Kylo’s tone grew stern, but he was in denial. Snoke had something planned, something he wasn’t telling the two it worried Kylo.

Stepping closer to Rey Kylo spoke, “If Snoke were to find out about your thoughts he would have you killed on sight,” Kylo stated before stomping away from his partner, Kylo’s rage was a mask for his worry for Rey, he wouldn’t know what to do if she was snuffed out by their master.

Entering Snoke’s chamber Kylo dawned his helmet once more and kneeled before his master as the transmission started, “Kylo Ren, Rey I assume your missions were successful?” Snoke questioned the two, Kylo rose, “The map to Skywalker wasnt on the pilot we captured, but it’s in his mind I can extract the location from him.” Kylo answered his voice was distorted from the mask, “You put all of your trust in this rebel pilot? It makes me uneasy about what you’re capable of.” Snoke replied. Kylo grew cold his anger was rising and Snoke could tell.

“ And you Rey how did the errand go?” Snoke asked, it almost sounded like he was taunting the young sith.

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Rey didn’t bother giving Kylo a RESPONSE. She simply let him stomp away, taking a moment to settle the mixed feelings that were RAMPAGING in her mind, before she followed after him. Snoke would be expecting both of them, and if she was perfectly honest she didn’t want to face him ALONE.  They entered the throne room TOGETHER, a silence and tension between them that she wasn’t fond of. She lowered herself to one knee, keeping her head down and her mouth shut as Snoke addressed Kylo, only daring to look up at their MASTER when her name was spoken. Her anger quickly REIGNITING at the taunting tone of his voice.  “I was UNSUCCESSFUL.” Rey responded, her hand clenched into a fist at her side. She wasn’t used to failure, her and Kylo could practically walk through a group of well trained people with ease, but they weren’t together today. “I think we would have been more SUCCESSFUL if we had been together.” The change of temperament in the room was EXTREMELY clear. Rey knew what was coming her way before Snoke even lifted his hand, the force wrapping around her in a cool grip, lifting her off of the floor and pulling her closer.  “Questioning me, Rey?” Snoke’s voice was cold and deadly, the force only tightening around her small frame, the grip tight enough now to injure her, a few of her ribs CRACKING under the force, a small whimper leaving Rey. “You both need to learn how to function without the other at your side. You RELY too heavily on your DYAD.” She stayed SILENT, keeping her gaze down, Snoke only raising her higher off the ground. She felt the grip release and she fell to the floor without enough time to react and use the force to soften the impact. “Leave, both of you…NOW.” It was clear Rey was hurt. She didn’t pull herself up off of the floor right away, every part of her body ACHING, but her ribs were the worst affected, the impact with the floor hadn’t helped. Her lip was split down the middle and dripping blood. She used the force herself to wrap around the most INJURED part of her body, suppressing the pain before pulling herself to her feet.

“I’ll be in my chambers if you need me.” She said to Kylo, once they were out of the throne room. Even though she knew very well that she should have been heading to the med bay, but perhaps if she LET this hurt, it would teach her a lesson. Get those THOUGHTS out of her head. She didn’t look at him, she just pushed past him, in her mind he believed she DESERVED what she got. But did anyone really deserve that?

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Kylo watched silently as Snoke threw Rey around like she was some doll, it angered him to see her in such pain but he couldn’t defy his master. Rage filled the Knight of Ren as he watched Rey limp out of the room, “Kylo, I worry about her she has this light in her that’s calling her much like you, don’t let her delay your path if you need to don’t show any mercy.” The Supreme Leader geld no empathy for their relationship, he knew it was their weakness.

Soon after Kylo left the room making his way down to Rey’s Personal quarters he wanted to check in on her. Before entering Kylo knocked letting his presence known, he saw Rey sitting in her bed she looked bad, “Are you okay?” Kylo asked after taking his helmet off, she was bruised there was definitely internal damage, “You need to go to the medical bay.” Kylo insisted approaching Rey.

“Snoke is changing, I’ve noticed he’s more aggressive on us I think he plans on putting us against each other maybe he only wants one apprentice.” Kylo explained his fears, Snoke was changing maybe his plans were coming together and he didn’t have space for the both of them, “He expects me to strike you down.” Kylo stated, deep down he knew it wasn’t something he could do, “How are you holding up?”

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It wasn’t the first time, nor would it be the last time that Snoke INJURED her like that. However, it was the first time it had happened in a very LONG time. Snoke wasn’t known for being a kind and MERCIFUL master. He was ruthless and unforgiving in every action. Why did everyone think she and Kylo turned out the way they had? Just as RUTHLESS, just as merciless. Just as they had been taught. Once in her private quarters, she STRIPPED down to the black shirt and pants she wore under her uniform, practically collapsing down on her bed. She lifted her shirt to get a look at the dark bruising that already PAINTED one side of her chest. The sound of the knock hit her ears, and she slowly lowered the shirt back over the injury.  “I’m FINE.” But her breath shook as she spoke because even speaking AGGRAVATED the injury. She scoffed at the suggestion to go to the med bay. “He’ll just do it again, and you know it.” A lump formed in her throat and her stomach DROPPED to the words that came from his mouth after that, forcing herself to her feet bringing them barely a few inches apart. All she could do was search his eyes for about a minute. Would he do it? Because she wouldn’t, she refused to be PITTED against him. “Would you DO IT?” Her voice shook a little bit as the question fell from her lips. Rey liked to believe that she came FIRST for Kylo, before Snoke, before anyone. Maybe it was foolish to believe that, but Kylo came first for her. ALWAYS. She would kill Snoke before she even thought about harming Kylo. “I wouldn’t be able to lay a hand on you. He could threaten to kill me and I still wouldn’t touch you.” A few tears managed to escape and roll down her cheeks, causing her to turn away from him. She had never let him see her BREAK. 

“I told you…I’m fine.” She lifted her hands to wipe the tears off of her cheeks, but didn’t turn back to face him. “I’m fine.”

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Rey’s emotion shifted from anger to sadness Kylo had made her upset and he wasn’t sure how to handle it, he sat silently for a moment. Deep down Kylo knew he wouldn’t do it, but he didn’t want to make a promise he wasn’t sure he could keep, Kylo furrowed his brow and swolled the tension down his throat.

Extending his hand out he hesitated, but Kylo rested his hand on Rey’s shoulder trying to comfort her, “I would never hurt you.” Kylo said looking into his counterpart’s eyes he was serious, he pulled his hand away, “You need help, medical help.” Kylo said not being able to look away from Rey’s bruises, “I’ll bring you down to the end bay.” Kylo stood towering over his hurt friend, “I hope you don’t mind me carrying you there.” Kylo Said lifting Rey gently before marching out of the room.

Eventually the two made it to the med bay, the droids greated the two, “What seems to be the issue?” One droid asked, “Internal damages, possible broken ribs.” Kylo stated his voice distorted through his mask. The droid nodded leading the two to a medical bed, “She will receive minor surgery before being put through bacta, it will take some time.” The droid explained, Kylo nodded he looked to Rey he began to reach out to her but stopped, “I’ll be here when you wake.” Kylo said before leaving, he wanted to take hold of her hand to reassure her, but Kylo couldn’t show that to anyone not even a couple droids.

Kylo stood outside of the room as Rey was being operated on, General Hux approached the Knight of Ren, his expression showed fustian for Kylo like usual, “A trooper went rouge, he took off with the resistance pilot that you captured.” Hex’s tone grew louder as he spoke, “FN-2187, he hesitated to kill those civilians back on Jakku I sensed something within him.” Kylo stated, “Send a recovery team to fetch him and the droid before they can get back to the resistance.” Kylo ordered before returning to the med bay. Locking the door behind him Kylo sat down taking his helmet off once more breathing in fresh air, he took off his hood revealing his under suit, Kylo closed his eyes and waited for Rey to wake up.

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Starter.

The first order’s influence over the galaxy was growing, they controlled many areas throughout the galaxy quickly becoming a threat to the Republic, and most of that could be contributed to their best inforcers Kylo Ren and Rey. The two had trained together side by side for most of their lives, the met through Snoke, their current master when Ben was lost and alone in his life.

Through the years the two grew to work with each other without conflict for the most part. Kylo grew more angered and irritable as he grew in age with his hate of his past growing each day. Kylo has returned from a mission where he could of possible found the map to Luke Skywalker one of the last remaining jedi and his old master her left him for dead, an old man in the dessert held that key, but he didn’t end up having it the resistance got away with it.

Kylo returned empty handed which displeased his master and Kylo even more. Snoke taunted Kylo using his past to punish him in some way sending Kylo out of his personal quarters filled with more rage then ever. Kylo rushes to one of the interrogation rooms before infighting his saber and slicing through many walls and panels leaving the chair in pieces. Kylo eventually stopped as soon as he heard someone entered the rooms Kylo turned to see Rey standing in the doorway, “What do you want?” Kylo asked disengaging his saber.

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It was decently rare that Kylo and Rey were sent on SEPARATE missions. They were both powerful and capable on their own, but together they were almost UNSTOPPABLE. This time however, it almost seemed like Snoke had PURPOSELY set them both up to fail. Kylo wasn’t the only one that came back back empty handed.  Rey could sense Kylo’s anger through their bond, but it was a FAINT whisper hidden under the burning of her own. She internalized her anger more than her counterpart. A deathly silence would fall over her, her temper turning into a HAIRLINE trigger. The results usually catastrophic for whoever pushed her over the edge. Even in that last STAGE of her anger, she would always make a space for Kylo. The sight of the destroyed INTERROGATION room didn’t phase her. She simply drew in a breath, leaning against the wall near the door that closed after she entered. Her head slightly tilted at the tone of his voice. She stayed silent for a MOMENT.

“I just needed COMPANY.” She finally replied, avoiding the topic of their failure from the day, and pretending she came for herself. Not for him. “It’s been a long time since Snoke has separated us like that. STRANGE don’t you think? Almost like he was testing their LOYALTY to him.

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Rey’s question drew Kylo in, she wasn’t wrong it was strange for the two to be separated when on missions it was a rarity. Kylo stepped closer to Rey, “The Supreme Leader is wide, maybe it was a test to see who could do better on their own, and I failed.” Kylo stated removing his helmet, long black locks of hair emerged from it Kylo rarely removed his helmet, only those truly close to him could see him.

Stepping by Rey stopping for a moment, “I can sense unease within you, was your mission a success?” Kylo wondered. Deep down Kylo could feel her frustration and anger towards Snoke and this mission of her’s only added to it, her rage was overwhelming but she was good at hiding it.

“Snoke expects our results soon, I’m heading there now if you want to join me.” Kylo offered. As the two walked Kylo looked to Rey before he spoke, “Do you doubt the Supreme Leader?” Kylo asked, he wasn’t sure how Rey would answer, but he could tell something troubled her.

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Rey met his gaze once his helmet had been removed. She considered Kylo’s words, but seriously doubted that was the case. It was too CONVENIENT. The question had started to rise in her mind if she was on the RIGHT side of all of this. A pull to the light that she hadn’t felt since she was a YOUNG child in the beginning stages of her training, returning with a vengeance. Just as doubt starts to enter her mind they end up separated? Her mission a wild GOOSE chase she wasn’t even sure would have been a success if Kylo had been with her. It was a test. Rey was almost certain of it.  “No. It wasn’t.” She searched Kylo’s eyes, DESPERATELY searching for any sign he was feeling the same way. She trusted Kylo with her life, but he was so DEVOUT to the First Order. To Snoke. As much as she trusted him, she wasn’t sure if Kylo would choose her over the cause they had been trained their whole lives to SERVE.

“My faith in him is FADING.” Rey fell into step with Kylo, but she didn’t look at him after the words left her lips. “He’s tortured you and I since we were children. Beat us into submission…He refined our bond into an unstoppable weapon of mass destruction…” Her steps slowed and eventually stopped, her eyes meeting Kylo’s once more.

“We might not even be on the RIGHT SIDE of this war,” Her voice lowered to a hushed whisper. 

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Kylo was taken back from what Rey had said, he was connected to her through the force but he never knew she felt this way, “Snoke has led me to this point, he’s aided me in my revenge against Skywalker, imI have no doubts about him.” Kylo’s tone grew stern, but he was in denial. Snoke had something planned, something he wasn’t telling the two it worried Kylo.

Stepping closer to Rey Kylo spoke, “If Snoke were to find out about your thoughts he would have you killed on sight,” Kylo stated before stomping away from his partner, Kylo’s rage was a mask for his worry for Rey, he wouldn’t know what to do if she was snuffed out by their master.

Entering Snoke’s chamber Kylo dawned his helmet once more and kneeled before his master as the transmission started, “Kylo Ren, Rey I assume your missions were successful?” Snoke questioned the two, Kylo rose, “The map to Skywalker wasnt on the pilot we captured, but it’s in his mind I can extract the location from him.” Kylo answered his voice was distorted from the mask, “You put all of your trust in this rebel pilot? It makes me uneasy about what you’re capable of.” Snoke replied. Kylo grew cold his anger was rising and Snoke could tell.

“ And you Rey how did the errand go?” Snoke asked, it almost sounded like he was taunting the young sith.

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Rey didn’t bother giving Kylo a RESPONSE. She simply let him stomp away, taking a moment to settle the mixed feelings that were RAMPAGING in her mind, before she followed after him. Snoke would be expecting both of them, and if she was perfectly honest she didn’t want to face him ALONE.  They entered the throne room TOGETHER, a silence and tension between them that she wasn’t fond of. She lowered herself to one knee, keeping her head down and her mouth shut as Snoke addressed Kylo, only daring to look up at their MASTER when her name was spoken. Her anger quickly REIGNITING at the taunting tone of his voice.  “I was UNSUCCESSFUL.” Rey responded, her hand clenched into a fist at her side. She wasn’t used to failure, her and Kylo could practically walk through a group of well trained people with ease, but they weren’t together today. “I think we would have been more SUCCESSFUL if we had been together.” The change of temperament in the room was EXTREMELY clear. Rey knew what was coming her way before Snoke even lifted his hand, the force wrapping around her in a cool grip, lifting her off of the floor and pulling her closer.  “Questioning me, Rey?” Snoke’s voice was cold and deadly, the force only tightening around her small frame, the grip tight enough now to injure her, a few of her ribs CRACKING under the force, a small whimper leaving Rey. “You both need to learn how to function without the other at your side. You RELY too heavily on your DYAD.” She stayed SILENT, keeping her gaze down, Snoke only raising her higher off the ground. She felt the grip release and she fell to the floor without enough time to react and use the force to soften the impact. “Leave, both of you…NOW.” It was clear Rey was hurt. She didn’t pull herself up off of the floor right away, every part of her body ACHING, but her ribs were the worst affected, the impact with the floor hadn’t helped. Her lip was split down the middle and dripping blood. She used the force herself to wrap around the most INJURED part of her body, suppressing the pain before pulling herself to her feet.

“I’ll be in my chambers if you need me.” She said to Kylo, once they were out of the throne room. Even though she knew very well that she should have been heading to the med bay, but perhaps if she LET this hurt, it would teach her a lesson. Get those THOUGHTS out of her head. She didn’t look at him, she just pushed past him, in her mind he believed she DESERVED what she got. But did anyone really deserve that?

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Kylo watched silently as Snoke threw Rey around like she was some doll, it angered him to see her in such pain but he couldn’t defy his master. Rage filled the Knight of Ren as he watched Rey limp out of the room, “Kylo, I worry about her she has this light in her that’s calling her much like you, don’t let her delay your path if you need to don’t show any mercy.” The Supreme Leader geld no empathy for their relationship, he knew it was their weakness.

Soon after Kylo left the room making his way down to Rey’s Personal quarters he wanted to check in on her. Before entering Kylo knocked letting his presence known, he saw Rey sitting in her bed she looked bad, “Are you okay?” Kylo asked after taking his helmet off, she was bruised there was definitely internal damage, “You need to go to the medical bay.” Kylo insisted approaching Rey.

“Snoke is changing, I’ve noticed he’s more aggressive on us I think he plans on putting us against each other maybe he only wants one apprentice.” Kylo explained his fears, Snoke was changing maybe his plans were coming together and he didn’t have space for the both of them, “He expects me to strike you down.” Kylo stated, deep down he knew it wasn’t something he could do, “How are you holding up?”

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⌈✶⌉ ❛ I don’t want any part of this.. ❜ Unsure of what Rey just experienced, she was scared of what she saw and the feelings she felt. Something was calling her. And something unlocked inside her. Making her way through the forest quickly as she tried to get as far away as she could. BB-8 following closely behind and beeped to get Rey’s attention. ❛ BB-8 you have to go back. I need to leave. ❜  Before she could say or do anything else, incoming ships of the First Order were coming in and Rey knew what they were there for. Stormtroopers came into her view as she grabbed her blaster from her belt slot and kneeled down next to the droid. ❛ You need to go. I’ll hold them off. Protect the map. ❜ The droid beeped in response and Rey nodded. ❛  Yes, we will see each other again. Now.. GO. ❜  She had to lead the First Order away from BB-8 and began to run in the opposite direction. A strange feeling came over the brunette and she came into contact with Kylo Ren. Famous across the Galaxy and she knew he was the LAST person she wanted to run into.

The same strange feeling returned and for some reason she felt as if she had a connection to this man. Something familiar. But why? Pushing away the feeling and she knew she had to escape. Her staff would be useful right now but it was on board of the Millennium Falcon. He was close and Rey truthfully didn’t know what she was going to do. Tears formed in her eyes with frustration as she stumbled back, firing her blaster all the while. It was no match towards the Sith apprentice. Swinging his lightsaber around to block the attacks and used the Force to lock her in place. This was a new feeling entirely. Rey had no control of her body, no matter how hard she tried. She was captured.

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⌈✶⌉ Listening to his words and she shook her head quickly in response. ❛ You’re wrong.. ❜ Rey knew Snoke was playing with Ben Solo’s mind. He was the reason he believed his parents didn’t love him. The reason he joined the Dark Side. The reason he turned his back on his family. As he removed his helmet, his face was revealed to her once more and she could see Ben Solo hiding behind Kylo Ren’s eyes. ❛ Ben Solo IS alive. I sense him. I feel him here right now. Be with me.. ❜ Rey begged, her voice desperate as she tried to pull him back. To the light. He stepped closer now and he was only a few feet away from her. Her hand was still extended out towards him. Ready for the taking. Tears slowly began to form in her eyes as he spoke about her deepest desires. Finding her place in this vast galaxy. Perhaps she did look for parental figures in Leia and Han. He just wanted to belong and they accepted her. They accepted her as she was. ❛ I’m not disappointed in them. And neither should you. They love you Ben. Someone loves you. ❜

Anger began to fill her emotions as she listened to his plan to destroy the Resistance. ❛ I would gladly die for something I believe in. And for what is right. ❜ Her eyes darkened as she watched him become Kylo Ren once more. Something was distracting him and her gaze was locked on him as he made his way back down the hall. He was looking for something but she didn’t know what it was. Quickly she stepped forward and followed for a moment. The question burned in her mind and she had to ask it. ❛ To destroy the Resistance. You would have to kill me. Can you do that? Can you live with that? ❜ Lifting her chin as she gazed up at the masked figure.

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Kylo marched forward Han Solo was close and he couldn’t lose this chance, nothing stood in his way until Rey’s word rang through his mind he looked at her, “I’ll do whatever it takes to achieve my goals.” Kylo stated before continuing his way. As Kylo grew closer his hate grew, all Kylo could think of were the years he was ignored by his father and how the abandoned him with Skywalker, but with hi anger there was Fear.

There was a long bridge connecting two sides of start killer base Kylo was crossing it, everything was silent besides his footsteps until some broke the silence, “Ben!” Kylo froze he recognized the voice it was him, it was Han Solo his father. Quickly Kylo turned to face him, “Han Solo.” He responded Han stepped forward, “Take off that mask.” Han’s tone was demanding, “What do you think you will see?” Kylo responded, “The face of my son.” Han’s statement was powerful it froze Kylo he didn’t know what to do besides take his helmet off, he wanted to show him his son was gone.

“Your son is dead, he was weak so I destroyed him.” Kylo said with a slight shutter in his voice, Han continued to step closer the sith until he was only inches away from his face, “Snoke is using you for your power, come home.” Han said placing his hand on Kylo’s shoulder. Kylo looked at the gesture and back to his father with tears in his eyes, “I’m being torn apart I want to be free from this pain, I know what I have to do, but I don’t know if I have the strength to do it.” Kylo said meeting his fathers gaze, “Will you help me?” Kylo asked, “Anything.” Han replied with a slight smirk. Kylo knew what had to be done, but could he actually push himself to do it.

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⌈✶⌉ ❛ I don’t want any part of this.. ❜ Unsure of what Rey just experienced, she was scared of what she saw and the feelings she felt. Something was calling her. And something unlocked inside her. Making her way through the forest quickly as she tried to get as far away as she could. BB-8 following closely behind and beeped to get Rey’s attention. ❛ BB-8 you have to go back. I need to leave. ❜  Before she could say or do anything else, incoming ships of the First Order were coming in and Rey knew what they were there for. Stormtroopers came into her view as she grabbed her blaster from her belt slot and kneeled down next to the droid. ❛ You need to go. I’ll hold them off. Protect the map. ❜ The droid beeped in response and Rey nodded. ❛  Yes, we will see each other again. Now.. GO. ❜  She had to lead the First Order away from BB-8 and began to run in the opposite direction. A strange feeling came over the brunette and she came into contact with Kylo Ren. Famous across the Galaxy and she knew he was the LAST person she wanted to run into.

The same strange feeling returned and for some reason she felt as if she had a connection to this man. Something familiar. But why? Pushing away the feeling and she knew she had to escape. Her staff would be useful right now but it was on board of the Millennium Falcon. He was close and Rey truthfully didn’t know what she was going to do. Tears formed in her eyes with frustration as she stumbled back, firing her blaster all the while. It was no match towards the Sith apprentice. Swinging his lightsaber around to block the attacks and used the Force to lock her in place. This was a new feeling entirely. Rey had no control of her body, no matter how hard she tried. She was captured.

[jediprodigy]

⌈✶⌉ The dark figure stood feet from her and called down the hallway to stop firing. Rey could hear the trooper run off to help during the Resistance attack. Now it was just her and him. Alone. Keeping her blaster tightly in her hand and there was an antagonizing silence. She knew she needed to run but she wanted to hear what he had to say. If he wanted to kill her. He would have done it already. Her back remained locked in the corner as she listened to him. He was trying to intimidate her, he was trying to scare her into joining him. But she wouldn’t fall for that. ❛ I sense your fear too. ❜ Rey answered back, their minds were connected and she felt everything he was feeling. Everything he was feeling towards her. She remembered the young boy that was just lonely. Just wanting someone there for him. To talk to. To care. To love. And Rey felt pity for him. Because she knew how that felt.

His tone grew calmer by the second and he was becoming more comfortable around her. Rey’s eyes remained soft as she watched him grow closer. Closing the space between them as he spoke of giving Rey a place. A purpose. That was all she ever wanted. Not to be stuck on Jakku forever scavenging. But to be a pilot, going on adventures with Han Solo and seeing how far she could go with her power. Taking a step forward herself as she studied his mask. Deliberating everything in her head. ❛ I want to be on the same side. I know you do too. Join me. Join your mother. Join your father. They love you Ben.. ❜ Lifting her hand as she offered him a choice. ❛ There’s conflict in you. There always has. I know you. I knew you from when we were children. This isn’t you. You’re Ben Solo. Snoke is trying to deceive you. Use you. ❜ Shots from down the hall could be heard and the Resistance has broken into the base. Continuing to hold her hand out towards him as she studied his body language. ❛ Remove your mask. I want to see the face of Ben Solo. Not Kylo Ren. ❜ Rey whispered softly. ❛ Trust me. ❜

[kyloxsoloxren]

Her words were trying to reach Ben Solo and he could hear them, but he wanted to ignore her pleads, “I have nothing back there, Han Solo and Leia Organa were weak too weak for a child.” Kylo said taking his helmet off, “Ben Solo was weak too, he couldn’t do what he had to do I destroyed him.” Kylo stated his calm demeanor had left him.

“Snoke is wise he helped me when I was lost, he’ll help me get my revenge on Skywalker then nothing will stand in my way.” Kylo grew more angered as time went on, “I can sense you as well, you’re looking for a purpose to your life find where you belong.” Kylo stepped closer, “You look for your parents in Solo and Organa, you’d be disappointed with them.” Kylo knew them all too well

Kylo stared at Rey as the room fell silent, the blaster fire was toned out by their tension. Breaking the silence Kylo spoke, “If you won’t accept my offer, I can’t help you .” Kylo dawned his mask once more, “The resistance will die and it’s up to you if you want to die with him.” Kylo said now with his saber in hand, before Kylo could move he felt a familiar presence it was his father. It was like Kylo was intranced he began making his way to Han Solo.

[jediprodigy]

⌈✶⌉ ❛ I don’t want any part of this.. ❜ Unsure of what Rey just experienced, she was scared of what she saw and the feelings she felt. Something was calling her. And something unlocked inside her. Making her way through the forest quickly as she tried to get as far away as she could. BB-8 following closely behind and beeped to get Rey’s attention. ❛ BB-8 you have to go back. I need to leave. ❜  Before she could say or do anything else, incoming ships of the First Order were coming in and Rey knew what they were there for. Stormtroopers came into her view as she grabbed her blaster from her belt slot and kneeled down next to the droid. ❛ You need to go. I’ll hold them off. Protect the map. ❜ The droid beeped in response and Rey nodded. ❛  Yes, we will see each other again. Now.. GO. ❜  She had to lead the First Order away from BB-8 and began to run in the opposite direction. A strange feeling came over the brunette and she came into contact with Kylo Ren. Famous across the Galaxy and she knew he was the LAST person she wanted to run into.

The same strange feeling returned and for some reason she felt as if she had a connection to this man. Something familiar. But why? Pushing away the feeling and she knew she had to escape. Her staff would be useful right now but it was on board of the Millennium Falcon. He was close and Rey truthfully didn’t know what she was going to do. Tears formed in her eyes with frustration as she stumbled back, firing her blaster all the while. It was no match towards the Sith apprentice. Swinging his lightsaber around to block the attacks and used the Force to lock her in place. This was a new feeling entirely. Rey had no control of her body, no matter how hard she tried. She was captured.

[jediprodigy]

⌈✶⌉ Keeping the blaster tightly in her hand as she ran the many corridors of the First Order base but stopped in her tracks when the Rebel alert echoed against the walls. A smile formed on her face then quickly disappeared as she heard his voice. Her breathing slowed and she gazed at her surroundings. She could sense his anger. She could sense his frustration. She could sense his desperation. Rey closed her eyes and tried to push him out of her mind. Trying to cut the connection between the couple. ❛ Get out of my head.. ❜ He was close and Rey knew that. She had to escape. Not because she was afraid of Kylo Ren, but because she was afraid of Ben Solo. Something was connecting them in the Force and it was out of their hands. Rey couldn’t let herself be tempted by the Dark Side. She wouldn’t let herself. 

A couple Stormtroopers spotted Rey and began to blast at her, quickly she ran down the opposite way and she didn’t look back. Rey could see him. Determined to find her. Using her blaster, she shot back and hit one of her enemies in the chest. A loud thud hit the ground as she took cover. He was growing closer and soon his image in her head became a reality. Her hazel eyes widened as he turned the corner, the single trooper was continuing to blast her way. She was trapped. Rey had to figure out a way to escape this. 

[kyloxsoloxren]

As Kylo grew closer to the scavenger their bond became stronger it was like someone was guiding him to Rey. Hearing the blaster shots Kylo rushed over knowing Rey was there, he turned the corner to see her pinned down a single trooper firing at her, “Stop, I will handle her.” Kylo ordered as the trooper nodded before running off to assist in fighting the resistance.

The corridor fell silent Kylo stood still watching where Rey had been hiding, “I can sense your fear it’s consuming you, you don’t know weather to stay put or attack me.” Kylo taunted, Kylo wanted time intimidate her, but he had no intention of killing Rey she knew so much about him without even meeting him. Kylo needed answers.

Kylo stepped closer, “I can feel your power in the force, it has a lot of promise I can show you how to use it.” Kylo’s tone became calm, “We can be on the same side I can help you.” Kylo slowly grew closer and closer with each word, “I can help you find your place in this galaxy.” Kylo said finally stopping in front of her.

“I can help you.” Kylo spoke as he gripped his lightsaber.

[kyloxsoloxren]

Starter.

The first order’s influence over the galaxy was growing, they controlled many areas throughout the galaxy quickly becoming a threat to the Republic, and most of that could be contributed to their best inforcers Kylo Ren and Rey. The two had trained together side by side for most of their lives, the met through Snoke, their current master when Ben was lost and alone in his life.

Through the years the two grew to work with each other without conflict for the most part. Kylo grew more angered and irritable as he grew in age with his hate of his past growing each day. Kylo has returned from a mission where he could of possible found the map to Luke Skywalker one of the last remaining jedi and his old master her left him for dead, an old man in the dessert held that key, but he didn’t end up having it the resistance got away with it.

Kylo returned empty handed which displeased his master and Kylo even more. Snoke taunted Kylo using his past to punish him in some way sending Kylo out of his personal quarters filled with more rage then ever. Kylo rushes to one of the interrogation rooms before infighting his saber and slicing through many walls and panels leaving the chair in pieces. Kylo eventually stopped as soon as he heard someone entered the rooms Kylo turned to see Rey standing in the doorway, “What do you want?” Kylo asked disengaging his saber.

@liftingxrocks

[liftingxrocks]

It was decently rare that Kylo and Rey were sent on SEPARATE missions. They were both powerful and capable on their own, but together they were almost UNSTOPPABLE. This time however, it almost seemed like Snoke had PURPOSELY set them both up to fail. Kylo wasn’t the only one that came back back empty handed.  Rey could sense Kylo’s anger through their bond, but it was a FAINT whisper hidden under the burning of her own. She internalized her anger more than her counterpart. A deathly silence would fall over her, her temper turning into a HAIRLINE trigger. The results usually catastrophic for whoever pushed her over the edge. Even in that last STAGE of her anger, she would always make a space for Kylo. The sight of the destroyed INTERROGATION room didn’t phase her. She simply drew in a breath, leaning against the wall near the door that closed after she entered. Her head slightly tilted at the tone of his voice. She stayed silent for a MOMENT.

“I just needed COMPANY.” She finally replied, avoiding the topic of their failure from the day, and pretending she came for herself. Not for him. “It’s been a long time since Snoke has separated us like that. STRANGE don’t you think? Almost like he was testing their LOYALTY to him.

[kyloxsoloxren]

Rey’s question drew Kylo in, she wasn’t wrong it was strange for the two to be separated when on missions it was a rarity. Kylo stepped closer to Rey, “The Supreme Leader is wide, maybe it was a test to see who could do better on their own, and I failed.” Kylo stated removing his helmet, long black locks of hair emerged from it Kylo rarely removed his helmet, only those truly close to him could see him.

Stepping by Rey stopping for a moment, “I can sense unease within you, was your mission a success?” Kylo wondered. Deep down Kylo could feel her frustration and anger towards Snoke and this mission of her’s only added to it, her rage was overwhelming but she was good at hiding it.

“Snoke expects our results soon, I’m heading there now if you want to join me.” Kylo offered. As the two walked Kylo looked to Rey before he spoke, “Do you doubt the Supreme Leader?” Kylo asked, he wasn’t sure how Rey would answer, but he could tell something troubled her.

[liftingxrocks]

Rey met his gaze once his helmet had been removed. She considered Kylo’s words, but seriously doubted that was the case. It was too CONVENIENT. The question had started to rise in her mind if she was on the RIGHT side of all of this. A pull to the light that she hadn’t felt since she was a YOUNG child in the beginning stages of her training, returning with a vengeance. Just as doubt starts to enter her mind they end up separated? Her mission a wild GOOSE chase she wasn’t even sure would have been a success if Kylo had been with her. It was a test. Rey was almost certain of it.  “No. It wasn’t.” She searched Kylo’s eyes, DESPERATELY searching for any sign he was feeling the same way. She trusted Kylo with her life, but he was so DEVOUT to the First Order. To Snoke. As much as she trusted him, she wasn’t sure if Kylo would choose her over the cause they had been trained their whole lives to SERVE.

“My faith in him is FADING.” Rey fell into step with Kylo, but she didn’t look at him after the words left her lips. “He’s tortured you and I since we were children. Beat us into submission…He refined our bond into an unstoppable weapon of mass destruction…” Her steps slowed and eventually stopped, her eyes meeting Kylo’s once more.

“We might not even be on the RIGHT SIDE of this war,” Her voice lowered to a hushed whisper. 

[kyloxsoloxren]

Kylo was taken back from what Rey had said, he was connected to her through the force but he never knew she felt this way, “Snoke has led me to this point, he’s aided me in my revenge against Skywalker, imI have no doubts about him.” Kylo’s tone grew stern, but he was in denial. Snoke had something planned, something he wasn’t telling the two it worried Kylo.

Stepping closer to Rey Kylo spoke, “If Snoke were to find out about your thoughts he would have you killed on sight,” Kylo stated before stomping away from his partner, Kylo’s rage was a mask for his worry for Rey, he wouldn’t know what to do if she was snuffed out by their master.

Entering Snoke’s chamber Kylo dawned his helmet once more and kneeled before his master as the transmission started, “Kylo Ren, Rey I assume your missions were successful?” Snoke questioned the two, Kylo rose, “The map to Skywalker wasnt on the pilot we captured, but it’s in his mind I can extract the location from him.” Kylo answered his voice was distorted from the mask, “You put all of your trust in this rebel pilot? It makes me uneasy about what you’re capable of.” Snoke replied. Kylo grew cold his anger was rising and Snoke could tell.

“ And you Rey how did the errand go?” Snoke asked, it almost sounded like he was taunting the young sith.

[kyloxsoloxren]

Starter.

The first order’s influence over the galaxy was growing, they controlled many areas throughout the galaxy quickly becoming a threat to the Republic, and most of that could be contributed to their best inforcers Kylo Ren and Rey. The two had trained together side by side for most of their lives, the met through Snoke, their current master when Ben was lost and alone in his life.

Through the years the two grew to work with each other without conflict for the most part. Kylo grew more angered and irritable as he grew in age with his hate of his past growing each day. Kylo has returned from a mission where he could of possible found the map to Luke Skywalker one of the last remaining jedi and his old master her left him for dead, an old man in the dessert held that key, but he didn’t end up having it the resistance got away with it.

Kylo returned empty handed which displeased his master and Kylo even more. Snoke taunted Kylo using his past to punish him in some way sending Kylo out of his personal quarters filled with more rage then ever. Kylo rushes to one of the interrogation rooms before infighting his saber and slicing through many walls and panels leaving the chair in pieces. Kylo eventually stopped as soon as he heard someone entered the rooms Kylo turned to see Rey standing in the doorway, “What do you want?” Kylo asked disengaging his saber.

@liftingxrocks

[liftingxrocks]

It was decently rare that Kylo and Rey were sent on SEPARATE missions. They were both powerful and capable on their own, but together they were almost UNSTOPPABLE. This time however, it almost seemed like Snoke had PURPOSELY set them both up to fail. Kylo wasn’t the only one that came back back empty handed.  Rey could sense Kylo’s anger through their bond, but it was a FAINT whisper hidden under the burning of her own. She internalized her anger more than her counterpart. A deathly silence would fall over her, her temper turning into a HAIRLINE trigger. The results usually catastrophic for whoever pushed her over the edge. Even in that last STAGE of her anger, she would always make a space for Kylo. The sight of the destroyed INTERROGATION room didn’t phase her. She simply drew in a breath, leaning against the wall near the door that closed after she entered. Her head slightly tilted at the tone of his voice. She stayed silent for a MOMENT.

“I just needed COMPANY.” She finally replied, avoiding the topic of their failure from the day, and pretending she came for herself. Not for him. “It’s been a long time since Snoke has separated us like that. STRANGE don’t you think? Almost like he was testing their LOYALTY to him.

[kyloxsoloxren]

Rey’s question drew Kylo in, she wasn’t wrong it was strange for the two to be separated when on missions it was a rarity. Kylo stepped closer to Rey, “The Supreme Leader is wide, maybe it was a test to see who could do better on their own, and I failed.” Kylo stated removing his helmet, long black locks of hair emerged from it Kylo rarely removed his helmet, only those truly close to him could see him.

Stepping by Rey stopping for a moment, “I can sense unease within you, was your mission a success?” Kylo wondered. Deep down Kylo could feel her frustration and anger towards Snoke and this mission of her’s only added to it, her rage was overwhelming but she was good at hiding it.

“Snoke expects our results soon, I’m heading there now if you want to join me.” Kylo offered. As the two walked Kylo looked to Rey before he spoke, “Do you doubt the Supreme Leader?” Kylo asked, he wasn’t sure how Rey would answer, but he could tell something troubled her.

[kyloxsoloxren]

Starter.

The first order’s influence over the galaxy was growing, they controlled many areas throughout the galaxy quickly becoming a threat to the Republic, and most of that could be contributed to their best inforcers Kylo Ren and Rey. The two had trained together side by side for most of their lives, the met through Snoke, their current master when Ben was lost and alone in his life.

Through the years the two grew to work with each other without conflict for the most part. Kylo grew more angered and irritable as he grew in age with his hate of his past growing each day. Kylo has returned from a mission where he could of possible found the map to Luke Skywalker one of the last remaining jedi and his old master her left him for dead, an old man in the dessert held that key, but he didn’t end up having it the resistance got away with it.

Kylo returned empty handed which displeased his master and Kylo even more. Snoke taunted Kylo using his past to punish him in some way sending Kylo out of his personal quarters filled with more rage then ever. Kylo rushes to one of the interrogation rooms before infighting his saber and slicing through many walls and panels leaving the chair in pieces. Kylo eventually stopped as soon as he heard someone entered the rooms Kylo turned to see Rey standing in the doorway, “What do you want?” Kylo asked disengaging his saber.

@liftingxrocks

[heroesofyesterdayandtomorrow-de]

kyloxsoloxren​

Rey’s hand touching Ben’s face brought warmth to him, it didn’t feel real to be in her presence once more and there was no malice in her voice, “I can’t just leave you here.” Ben replied as pushed off the ground his breath fogging their cell, “I want to get you out of here even if I don’t leave with you, you’re all I’ve been thinking about this past year.” Ben’s words were true l even if the two weren’t on the same side anymore Ben’s only wish was to see her smile again.

Ben placed his hand on Rey’s cheek it was smooth like silk, getting lost in her lavender eyes he became intranced inching closer to Rey until their lips locked, it felt like a shock of energy rang through his body he get whole once more. Pulling away Ben’s lips curled into a smile it was genuine, “We have to get out of here I’ll go back to the Resistance and you the First Order.” Ben stated undoing Rey’s restraints.

Rey was stiff as Ben guided her to her feet, “Are you okay, Can you walk?” Ben grew worried he could tell Rey was tired she might not be able to fight if they needed to. Walking out of their cell the cold wind hit the two it was like knives on their skin, “We have to get our sabers back and then we can escap on one of their ships,” Ben explained carrying Rey Along side him, “This reminds me back when I was your guard.” Ben stated with a slight smirk.

“I don’t think I could walk a bit ago but just like it’s always been, I do believe we pull strength from each other, Ben.” 

She knew that’s exactly what it was and as her body was against his, the feeling of the force surrounded her, his lightness.  Now that he’d left her side, found the light side it was astronomical just how powerful it was in him.  She’d always felt it inside him, even when he stood as her beloved Knight of Ren but now, it was different.  The light inside of her, what she was sure came from her mother’s father, longed to bath in his light.  There was warmth there and she didn’t want to loose it again.

A nod at his plan and she pushed off from him.  As she stood with the wind wiping her auburn hair around, Rey closed her eyes and held out her hands in front of her.  There were powers she had that he didn’t.  He’d been the warrior and she’d always been more of the sorceress between them, manipulating the force for what she needed.  That was their sabers and as she pulled the force around her, she felt it pulling from Ben as well.  Taking a deep breath, two weapons came sailing towards them and as they rounded the tent, the snapped into Rey’s hands.

She still used the saber that had once belonged to Darth Vader and as she ignited it, red crystal blazing she handed his to him.  “I don’t fight Ben, I’m still terrible with a saber—” She sighed, knowing it wouldn’t matter because he wasn’t and she could pull from his skill.  “Let’s do this.”

[kyloxsoloxren]

“I can feel it too, our bond, it’s quite overwhelming.” Ben replied, he did miss this feeling this other half that had been missing for a year had finally returned it made him feel like he was finally at home. The two rushed from the tent the blizzard still roaring, Ben looked around quickly to see if there were guards around, but the storm was thick seeing far was impossible.

Ben felt worried the plan could’ve been ruined if they couldn’t find their way out of the storm, but Rey had another plan something Ben never thought of. Rey reaches out into the force calling out to the their sabers, Ben stood amazed in disbelief, “I’ve.m never seen anything like this, she has grown strong.” Ben thought to himself.

“Don’t worry it’s like riding a speeder.” Ben replied cheekily. Taking hold of the saber Ben ignited his blue saber, it high litghted the two in the middle of the storm. Soon after an alarm was set off sending the bounty hunters to their position, “We need to go now.” Ben stated grabbing Rey’s hand guiding her through the storm.

Everything was somewhat calm, but the two were stopped by a handful of Bounty hunters, Ben stood in front of Rey like an animal protecting its loved ones, “Just get back into your cell and this won’t have to get messy jedi.” One of the bounty hunter said. Ben smirked before launching into a surprise attack taking out some of the hunters, Ben deflected blaster bolts back into some of the hunters, but they did let up. One snuck up on the young Solo landing a shot to his shoulder, the blast sent Ben to the ground two more hunter began to rough up Ben as he was on the ground.

[themxlodyofmiidnight]

Captured by design..(with unexpected results)

[themxlodyofmiidnight]

Odara had been paying attention to her men around her, knowing that they were likely questioning her. They knew better, though. At least.. if she had her dual-bladed saber, there wouldn’t have been such an issue. She’d been tinkering with parts of them she’d found and stolen, and had made her own unique one. It was two-sided, but came apart in the middle and became two separate ones. To show she was on no one’s side but her own, she’d found and put together her own crystals that made it turn white. It had been a long, hard and tedious process, but Odara had worked so hard to get where she was now. 

She’d been doing her best not to laugh at the comments he’d made, and was succeeding - but only because she’d spent years of not laughing. 

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[themxlodyofmiidnight]

Odara found that she loved the feeling of his lips against her neck, a soft purr escaping her as she was led towards her bed. The massaging of her back helped her calm down and relax almost entirely; a light glow seeming to come from her pale eyes.

“Yes,” Odara nodded, the corners of her own pale lips lifting as she smiled at him and ran her fingers through Ben’s hair again. In her mind, it was far more than simply alright. This might be her one and only chance with him, after all. She did not want to lose it or ruin it in any way. With so much uncertainty of what would happen afterwards, Odara wanted to savor the time that she did have with Ben.

“You’re not rushing me, I want to be with you..” Odara added this, her body instinctively bringing her to shift her hips to start grinding against his in a slightly playful manner; unusual for her, but not entirely unheard of. Leaning in to kiss Ben again, Odara closed her eyes and hummed softly against his lips. “Just tell me… if you feel rushed either…” she stared, moving to kiss near his ear.

Her attitude towards him was different now; Odara hardly cared how she affected anyone anymore. She seemed to have more respect for Ben, though, as time was going on. If anything, Odara just wanted to make him happy right now. To see him smiling at her because of something that she did - rather than it upsetting him. The fear that this might be the last time she would get to see him still hung in the back of her mind, though. It scared her almost even more than her worry that the Resistance would execute her for what she’d been doing.

[kyloxsoloxren]

Ben grinded up against Odara his lust began to take over, “I don’t think you could rush this.” Ben replied, he began to kiss her neck working his way down to her shirt he guided it off of her to reveal her bra. A Smirk grew on the young Solo, “That’s a good look for you.” Ben stated while leaning in to press his lips up against hers.

The room became steamy as the two couldn’t stay apart for a single moment. Ben began to kiss Odara’s collar bone working his way down her chest stopping befor her breasts, “I’ll be gentle.” Ben whispered playfully before carefully placing his lips on her nipples. The lust within Ben grew to the point where he couldn’t take it he needed to vent these feelings he wanted to make Odara feel good, just in case if this is the last time the two get a chance to do this.

Moving down Ben began to kiss more, he began to glide down Odara’s stomach softly placing kisses on the way down. Ben looked up to see Odara staring back him, he’d never seen her ivory skin so red before he thought it was cute. Moving close to her ear, Ben whispered, “We can do whatever you want.” Ben tone was flirtatious he knew what he wanted and that was to please Odara.

[themxlodyofmiidnight]

Captured by design..(with unexpected results)

[themxlodyofmiidnight]

Odara had been paying attention to her men around her, knowing that they were likely questioning her. They knew better, though. At least.. if she had her dual-bladed saber, there wouldn’t have been such an issue. She’d been tinkering with parts of them she’d found and stolen, and had made her own unique one. It was two-sided, but came apart in the middle and became two separate ones. To show she was on no one’s side but her own, she’d found and put together her own crystals that made it turn white. It had been a long, hard and tedious process, but Odara had worked so hard to get where she was now. 

She’d been doing her best not to laugh at the comments he’d made, and was succeeding - but only because she’d spent years of not laughing. 

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[themxlodyofmiidnight]

Odara nodded a bit in response to Ben’s answer about his hair. It suits you well, she thought, with a little smile creeping across her lips. One that just turned into a soft snort and her shaking her head.

“Well.. what else do I have to do when I’m not in battle or planning for one? My hair has grown twice if not more than the last time we saw each other…Besides, do you think these people would listen to me if I didn’t keep as strict care of my own body as I do of my base?”

It was her attempt at trying to be funny in return, though she was distracted from it by the steady rise of heat to her face and the beat of her heart. It was all Odara could do, not to let herself just learn into it. To let him run his hands through her hair for as long as he wanted to.

And then he kissed her.

And then she also froze up for a second.

No one did that. Not unless she herself was the price to pay for whatever she wanted at the time; or unless she were using herself to try and persuade someone else to do what she wanted. Her powers hadn’t always been so under control, after all. Sometimes, they still weren’t. And it left her having to improvise.

It was so strange; so otherworldly, for someone to just kiss her because they wanted to. No strings attached, no hidden motive, and no fear of her. No fear. That was the reason that they had gotten along so well at first, when they were kids. Ben wasn’t afraid of her.

It was not until it had happened, that Odara realized how much she needed it. It was the connection that she was missing; with just the one right person in the whole galaxy. This was probably why after her initial hesitation, Odara had loosely wrapped her arms around his neck. Like on an instinct: one that she didn’t know was there. Despite all her daydreaming about a moment like this with him. The ones she’d had as she got older.

Other than the fact that she didn’t really want Ben to see her face growing warmer, Odara was hoping that he wouldn’t mind if she pulled him back in a bit closer to her.

“Don’t be sorry… I’m not.” Odara answered him quietly, a gaze up at his eyes being taken, before she closed her own and pressed her lips back against his. It was so anxiety-inducing for her. The idea of how vulnerable she was letting herself be on an impulse; of how for some reason, she may end up being rejected… was very loud in her head. At the same time, this was an invitation to Ben from her. An invitation to maybe have a few more kisses with her, before they had to leave. Or more, but only if Ben wanted to. Odara would never make him do anything that he didn’t want to..

Before they had to leave.

Before reality would set in….and they would likely be separated again.

And before their one bit of true alone time was over.

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A warmth took over Ben’s body he really needed something like that, “I wish we could just escape reality.” Ben thought to himself too afraid to say it out loud not knowing how she would feel, “I liked it I always kinda wanted to that when we were younger.” Ben stated blushing a bit. It was strange being this close to Odara again, it reminded Ben of all of their good memories together, he could remember being dorky around her to impress her.

Ben leaned closer to Odara she was surprisingly warm he couldn’t help but smile, “We could just stay here for a while, forget about the war and just be in the moment.” Ben offered to Odara not wanting the moment to pass. Ben placed a kiss on her cheek working his way to her lips placing his on hers once more. It was impossible to pull away Ben placed his hand on her cheek pulling her closer to him.

Pulling away Ben grew a smile across his face, “No one needs to know about this, we can just make up for lost time.” Ben was getting lost in her eyes not being able to look away, “What do you say?”

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No one needs to know… The words rattled around in Odara’s head a few times, before she nodded to him and smiled. She didn’t think that anyone else needed to know, either. She wasn’t going to share whatever happened here todaywith anyone - it was her memory. Her moment with him. It was special, and not to be given away to anyone.

“Yes,” Odara agreed, leaning in to kiss Ben again. If he was okay with it, then so was she. The way their lips met made her feel like she was melting - it was so much better than her years’ long search for revenge. Really, she could not think of anything that might her feel better.

At least…for the most part.

“We can stay.. as long as you want to..” Odara murmured, hesitating for only a minute before giving in to her temptation to run her fingers through his hair. An action and feeling that brightened her smile, and brought a darker shade of color to her cheeks. “Just tell me..what you want to do,” Odara added, her strange and pale eyes moving up to meet his. Out of anyone in the galaxy, she would do anything for Ben. She didn’t have anyone else left that she knew of - knowing that he was alive now, that he wasn’t dead like she had thought for so long, made her want to do whatever she could to make sure she didn’t lose him again.

On the other hand, she knew that trying to keep him now would probably just end in the opposite happening: to cooperate and go back with him to the Resistance after this, could end in her being imprisoned for the rest of her unnaturally long life - or worse. She could die. She could end up loosing him for good, by trying to keep him. Her efforts to right what she’d done… could cost her everything.

But she was trying not to think about that now. She was trying to think about.. other things. Possible other things - things they could do while they were here, before they left again.

Things that were less than innocent… but not so bad as what he’d already seen her do today since their arrival. More like..things that she wondered how he might take, if he could see them. If he could hear them; the things going through her head right now. It was enough to keep that darker shade on her cheeks. To keep her a bit flustered, despite that she had done so much in her life that she could have - or should have - been more worried about.

Injured side or not, Odara wanted this. She wanted to be with him. It was something that she had wanted for a very long time, even before knowing that he was still alive. At least once - once, before she may end up on trial or dead. Or both… for what she’d done in her life.

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With every passing moment the two grew closer until they were wrapped around each other lips locked, with each kiss Ben grew warming and his desire becoming more and more intoxicating. Ben lowered down kissing Odara gently on the neck while massaging her back, it was if Ben went into auto pilot he could not control himself she had this pull to him and now that they were together their emotions could expload.

Ben led Odara to her bed Kissing her on the way, the room became steamy from their hot breaths it dogged up the windows of the quarters. Landing on the bed Ben was still stuck to Odara he couldn’t lean away she was all that was on his mind the girl of his dreams when he was a child was there in front of him and he could not resist. Odara’s skin was smooth and silky Ben thought as he rubbed his hands up and down her back, Pulling away Ben grew a cheeky smirk, “Is this alright? I don’t want to rush you into anything.” Ben asked, even through all the sarcasm Ben was a gentleman.

In the back of his mind Ben did think about the outcome of their meeting he didn’t want to see Odara tried and sent to prison, but also had an obligation to the resistance it was a hard matter to decide, but now wasn’t the time what only mattered now was them in this moment.

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Captured by design..(with unexpected results)

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Odara had been paying attention to her men around her, knowing that they were likely questioning her. They knew better, though. At least.. if she had her dual-bladed saber, there wouldn’t have been such an issue. She’d been tinkering with parts of them she’d found and stolen, and had made her own unique one. It was two-sided, but came apart in the middle and became two separate ones. To show she was on no one’s side but her own, she’d found and put together her own crystals that made it turn white. It had been a long, hard and tedious process, but Odara had worked so hard to get where she was now. 

She’d been doing her best not to laugh at the comments he’d made, and was succeeding - but only because she’d spent years of not laughing. 

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Odara nodded a bit in response to Ben’s answer about his hair. It suits you well, she thought, with a little smile creeping across her lips. One that just turned into a soft snort and her shaking her head.

“Well.. what else do I have to do when I’m not in battle or planning for one? My hair has grown twice if not more than the last time we saw each other…Besides, do you think these people would listen to me if I didn’t keep as strict care of my own body as I do of my base?”

It was her attempt at trying to be funny in return, though she was distracted from it by the steady rise of heat to her face and the beat of her heart. It was all Odara could do, not to let herself just learn into it. To let him run his hands through her hair for as long as he wanted to.

And then he kissed her.

And then she also froze up for a second.

No one did that. Not unless she herself was the price to pay for whatever she wanted at the time; or unless she were using herself to try and persuade someone else to do what she wanted. Her powers hadn’t always been so under control, after all. Sometimes, they still weren’t. And it left her having to improvise.

It was so strange; so otherworldly, for someone to just kiss her because they wanted to. No strings attached, no hidden motive, and no fear of her. No fear. That was the reason that they had gotten along so well at first, when they were kids. Ben wasn’t afraid of her.

It was not until it had happened, that Odara realized how much she needed it. It was the connection that she was missing; with just the one right person in the whole galaxy. This was probably why after her initial hesitation, Odara had loosely wrapped her arms around his neck. Like on an instinct: one that she didn’t know was there. Despite all her daydreaming about a moment like this with him. The ones she’d had as she got older.

Other than the fact that she didn’t really want Ben to see her face growing warmer, Odara was hoping that he wouldn’t mind if she pulled him back in a bit closer to her.

“Don’t be sorry… I’m not.” Odara answered him quietly, a gaze up at his eyes being taken, before she closed her own and pressed her lips back against his. It was so anxiety-inducing for her. The idea of how vulnerable she was letting herself be on an impulse; of how for some reason, she may end up being rejected… was very loud in her head. At the same time, this was an invitation to Ben from her. An invitation to maybe have a few more kisses with her, before they had to leave. Or more, but only if Ben wanted to. Odara would never make him do anything that he didn’t want to..

Before they had to leave.

Before reality would set in….and they would likely be separated again.

And before their one bit of true alone time was over.

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A warmth took over Ben’s body he really needed something like that, “I wish we could just escape reality.” Ben thought to himself too afraid to say it out loud not knowing how she would feel, “I liked it I always kinda wanted to that when we were younger.” Ben stated blushing a bit. It was strange being this close to Odara again, it reminded Ben of all of their good memories together, he could remember being dorky around her to impress her.

Ben leaned closer to Odara she was surprisingly warm he couldn’t help but smile, “We could just stay here for a while, forget about the war and just be in the moment.” Ben offered to Odara not wanting the moment to pass. Ben placed a kiss on her cheek working his way to her lips placing his on hers once more. It was impossible to pull away Ben placed his hand on her cheek pulling her closer to him.

Pulling away Ben grew a smile across his face, “No one needs to know about this, we can just make up for lost time.” Ben was getting lost in her eyes not being able to look away, “What do you say?”

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Hey guys! I replied to some threads I’ll get to more tomorrow!!

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⌈✶⌉ ❛ I don’t want any part of this.. ❜ Unsure of what Rey just experienced, she was scared of what she saw and the feelings she felt. Something was calling her. And something unlocked inside her. Making her way through the forest quickly as she tried to get as far away as she could. BB-8 following closely behind and beeped to get Rey’s attention. ❛ BB-8 you have to go back. I need to leave. ❜  Before she could say or do anything else, incoming ships of the First Order were coming in and Rey knew what they were there for. Stormtroopers came into her view as she grabbed her blaster from her belt slot and kneeled down next to the droid. ❛ You need to go. I’ll hold them off. Protect the map. ❜ The droid beeped in response and Rey nodded. ❛  Yes, we will see each other again. Now.. GO. ❜  She had to lead the First Order away from BB-8 and began to run in the opposite direction. A strange feeling came over the brunette and she came into contact with Kylo Ren. Famous across the Galaxy and she knew he was the LAST person she wanted to run into.

The same strange feeling returned and for some reason she felt as if she had a connection to this man. Something familiar. But why? Pushing away the feeling and she knew she had to escape. Her staff would be useful right now but it was on board of the Millennium Falcon. He was close and Rey truthfully didn’t know what she was going to do. Tears formed in her eyes with frustration as she stumbled back, firing her blaster all the while. It was no match towards the Sith apprentice. Swinging his lightsaber around to block the attacks and used the Force to lock her in place. This was a new feeling entirely. Rey had no control of her body, no matter how hard she tried. She was captured.

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⌈✶⌉ Sorrow filled Rey’s as she thought back to her past. Her lonely past. But her sadness was for Ben as well. He felt the same pain. The tension grew between the couple as their eyes remained locked on the other. Rey knew there was good in Ben. She could feel it. But he had a duty. He had a job. Tears began to form in her eyes as she gazed at his face. His words wounded her. ❛ You are wrong.. ❜  Hazel eyes softened as she softly shook her head. ❛ Ben Solo is still alive. I can feel him. ❜ He entered her mind one last time to find his true desire. Kylo Ren wanted to find Luke Skywalker more than anything. Her memories of Ben Solo prevented that. Rey could feel the loneliness of his childhood return. ❛ Please Ben.. ❜

Finally Kylo Ren pulled out of her mind and choked back tears. Her sadness consumed her and she HATED making him feel that way. Bringing back that same loneliness she felt. Tears rolled down her pale skin as she watched him snatch his helmet into his arms. Rey’s heart pounding in her chest as Ben left the room. Relaxing in her chair as she gazed around the room. What was she to do now? She has the Force. Perhaps Rey could use it to her advantage? Troopers were sent to guard her while Kylo Ren was gone and she suddenly had an urge. Focusing her energy on the trooper. ❛ You WILL remove these restraints and leave with the door unlocked. ❜ The trooper denied her request so Rey would try one more time. What’s the harm? ❛ You WILL remove these restraints and leave with the door unlocked. ❜ 

The room fell silent and then the trooper finally replied. ❛ I will remove these restraints and leave with the door unlocked. ❜ Rey felt relief as the trooper did as she commanded. He began to strut out of the cell, she turned and gave one last order. ❛ And drop your weapon! ❜ The trooper did so, quickly grabbing the blaster as she gazed at out at her freedom. 

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Kylo stomped his way to the supreme leader’s chambers, the room was dark except for the hologram of Snoak towering over anybody in the room, “Supreme leader, that girl she.. she knows Ben Solo somehow.” Kylo mumbled, Snoak grew troubled, “That girl is strong in the force she’s using Ben Solo to get to you.” Snoak demanded his tone grew in anger, Ben Solo was a touchy topic for Kylo and Snoak couldn’t miss this chance to bring out the anger in Kylo, “She knows the map to Skywalker, if you bring her to me we will find Skywalker.” Snoak explained before fading away leaving Kylo alone.

Stomping back to Rey’s room Kylo was angered from his talk with Snoak, troopers stumbling out of his way as he stormed down the hall. Once Kylo reaches the room it was empty ,”No...” Kylo whispered to himself, suddenly he ignited his saber swing omg it around the room screaming in anger cutting down whatever he saw. Disengaging his saber Kylo felt a presence it was the girl, he left the room making his way to her. The image of Rey as a child alone like him was stuck in his head it made Kylo feel something he hadn’t felt in a while, sympathy.

Suddenly the base had went into alert a Rebel attack on the base was discovered, Kylo ignored it and continued his mission to find Rey, all he could see was her but not her location it was frustrating, “Rey, you can’t keep this up, I will find you.” Kylo stated his voice being modified from his mask it was imposing.